[bulletproof SUGA] SUNAO

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The warm sunlight in the morning shone on the messy floor. It was clearly autumn, but there was a summer-like sun in the sky.Shirase sat up from the soft bed, her fair skin was wrapped in a dark gray blanket, and there was still the imprint of last night on her shoulders.He stood up, hung the blanket over his head, sat on the edge of the bed and looked out the window, not in a hurry to pick up the clothes thrown on the floor, just watching.

After a while, the other person on the bed probably sensed that Shirase was gone and woke up too.He found Shirase and wanted to make a joke with him, so he hid under the quilt and crawled over carefully, but Shirase still heard him. "What?"

The man exposed half of his face, and held Shirase's head with one hand, "How can you wake up so early? Didn't I exhaust you to death yesterday?"

Shirase moved his head away, shook his head with a smile, and didn't really want to answer the very suggestive question he asked.

"Come here," the man poked his head out, grabbed Shirase's neck with his arms and pulled him towards him, "I love you."

"Me too... Hei Cun."

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etc!I said!How could it be, hello!You two!Don't continue in front of me, hey hey! !

Shirase turned his head and looked at the other side of his bed without any emotion.How could you... Min Yoongi just wanted to step over the bed in front of him and trample Heicun lying on it to death, when the two people in front of him suddenly disappeared.

Min Yoongi turned around and came to a street illuminated by colored lights.Pedestrians appeared suddenly, and the noise gradually became louder.Shirase walked towards Min Yoongi wearing a cream coat and carrying a paper bag.Min Yoongi trotted over quickly, but such a short distance seemed never to be reached.

An arm was suddenly placed on his shoulder, Shirase smiled and turned his head, looking at Kurimura who was much taller than him.

what happened?Why that bastard?

"Christmas present." Heimura handed a large paper bag to Shirase, "This thing took me a long time, please don't say you hate it."

"I'll go back and take it apart. There's still this for you."

"Hurry up and go home..." Heimura put his arms around Shirase's waist, and looked at Shirase meaningfully.

asshole!Get your hands off!Min Yoongi ran towards the two of them, but he still couldn't run over. He could only watch their love show EN over and over again in front of his eyes... Why did you choose him?That man is a scum!

why can't you love meWhy was everything I wanted taken away from me?Music, life, and finally even you...

"Mr. SUGA? SUGA..." Shirase yelled no less than ten times, but Min Yoongi was not asleep, but in a daze.I don't know what I'm fantasizing about, so focused.But the wedding ceremony has also ended, and Wen Zai just threw the bouquet outside... Although Hei Cun did not expect to pick it up, the point is that it is time to leave.When Shintaro went to look for Shirase, Shirase was already about to leave, but he didn't expect Shintaro to say that his friend suddenly screamed in a daze and couldn't wake him up, which looked very scary.Shirase had no choice but to go back to the church.

I don't know what's wrong with Min Yoongi, sitting on the chair, his pupils are wide open, as if he saw something horrible and couldn't recover from the shock.Shintaro said that he was going back to the hospital on duty in the afternoon, so he left first.And Min Yoongi couldn't wake up even if he screamed or pushed.

What the hell is wrong with him?

"SUGA? I'm leaving when you're recovering." Shirase saw Min Yoongi who was motionless, frowned, and wanted to faint.Why is this guy so troublesome?

"What's wrong?" Heimura walked into the church holding the bride's bouquet that he had received by chance just now, and seeing Shirase pinching his waist with a bitter face, he was at a loss, "What happened to your friend?"

"Well, there's something wrong." Seeing Heimura approaching, Shirase suddenly tensed up for some reason.He didn't really want to be alone with the two of them, but Min Yoongi was still dazed so damn well.

"Is he just your friend?"

"Of course it's my friend. What do you mean?" Shirase took a step back, and Kuromura stepped forward five steps forward.

"It's nothing, I just thought he was very fierce just now, maybe..."

"He's different from you." Shirase hung Min Yoongi's arm around his neck, holding his body with one hand, "He's a public figure, don't give him an ugly hat casually."

"...Since you don't like him, it's okay, right?" Heimura's face was a little unnatural, and he held the bouquet in front of Shirase, "It's a burden for him, but not for me. It doesn't matter if you don't love me, we can take our time. Or we can just maintain a physical relationship and then you fall in love with me. I don't care. But that man is more than that simple," Heimura looked at Min Yoongi, " He didn't just call you just now, he just wanted to take you away from me..." Heimura raised Min Yoongi's jaw.He really doesn't look very good, and his personality feels very bad.This kind of man—

Shirase pulled Min Yoongi back, letting his jaw slip away from Heimura's grasp.

"Don't touch him." Shirase stared at Heimura with very vigilant eyes.He pulled Min Yoongi towards him.Please wake up!bro!I don't want to drag you out.

"Hmph, my target is not him, why are you so nervous?" Heimura smiled and put the bouquet on the chair, "Today is a refusal...but one day I will let you beg me."

"Then wait until that day. Goodbye."

Heimura smiled and walked towards the door of the church.Shirase didn't dare to relax his nerves, he wanted to watch Heimura leave the church door.Sure enough, Heimura stopped at the door, turned to look at Shirase... Min Yoongi in his arms, "You really don't love him?"

"are you free?"

After Kurimura left, Shirase's legs suddenly became weak.Maybe I was too nervous just now.He helped Min Yoongi back into the chair again, while he sat beside him to recharge his batteries.Shirase panted slightly and leaned her head on the chair in the front row.He tilted his head and looked at Min Yoongi who was lying on the chair.

Why does everyone think he likes Min Yoongi?Just because of frequent chats?They didn't talk about anything particularly strange.But both Wen and Heimura think so...he doesn't like men, as evidenced by his liking for Baishui before.Now being told by others, I feel that I like Min Yoongi.By the way, what does it feel like to fall in love with a man?Is it any different than liking a woman?

Shirase has never had a girlfriend, and has no experience in kissing. It seems that since he survived to the present, he has no interest in anything except his own work.Is kissing with a man the same as a woman?It will definitely be a little uncomfortable psychologically, and it will be very disgusting.Shirase touched his lips, the lips are also different, right?I heard from my friends that a woman's lips are soft and fragrant...is it the opposite for a man?

Shirase's eyebrows twitched.what am i doingIt was the appearance of Hei Cun that made him strange.How could it be possible to fall in love with a man?It will disappoint mom and dad, teachers... and everyone...

Shirase leaned back in his chair and looked up at the stained glass on the innermost wall of the church... so beautiful!My heart is also quiet, as if in an illusion...

"Tomoki..."

"Are you awake?" Hearing Min Yoongi's whisper, Shirose finally felt better, "Mr. SUGA? Go home?"

Shirase saw Min Yoongi's bare face up close for the first time. Although it wasn't particularly ugly, it wasn't as good-looking as it was on TV.The eyes are a little smaller than on TV, and there are some peas on the face...how can the skin be so white?poison?Albinism?If he dyed his hair white like this, he would really be an old man, right? (Author: I have already dyed it.)

"SUGA, SUGA..." Won't he fall asleep again? "Mr. Min? Mr. Min Yoongi? My parents come here quickly, I should go."

"do not leave……"

Is this guy awake? "If you don't wake up again, I'm leaving! Did you hear that? I'm leaving!"

"Ah? Ah!" Min Yoongi suddenly turned around, grabbed Shirase's collar, sat up, and pushed Shirase's head to the side of the chair, "I told you not to leave."

"Uh? Huh! It hurts so much!!" Shirase was taken aback by the sudden attack.asshole!I kindly stay with you!You actually... Min Yoongi was also taken aback, not knowing what to do, he froze there.Shirase pushed Min Yoongi's hand away, and sat up, "Really, I would have ignored you if I knew it earlier! Kindness is not rewarded!"

"I'm not..." Min Yoongi wanted to explain, but he didn't know if he should tell the truth. Just now, he saw Shirase who had become a lover with Heimura in an illusion, and he couldn't be angry for a while, so...

Shirase, who was a little disheveled because Min Yoongi grabbed his collar, had to stand up and tuck his clothes back in... Why does it feel like he is leaving after finishing his work?Thinking about it this way, even the action was awkward.

"Go back quickly. Don't make such a mistake next time, it's really troublesome..."

Min Yoongi saw Shirase holding up a bouquet of flowers and asked, "This is?"

"Wen's bouquet. That guy from Heimura caught it..."

"He gave it to you?" Could it be that what I saw just now is the future?In the future, are Shirase and Kurimura together?

"What's wrong?" Seeing Min Yoongi's nervous look, Shirase frowned and smiled.This guy is really troublesome.

"You promised him?"

"Promise? Promise what?" Did he hear everything just now?Didn't you get mixed up?

"Are you going to be with him? As a lover."

"Huh? He's a man! How could I date him? Really... Are you going back?"

Min Yoongi felt that Shirase looked at the bouquet of flowers with strange eyes.If he doesn't agree now, maybe he is just shy, and he will agree in the future... It must not become like the hallucination.

Min Yoongi stood up abruptly, grabbed Shirase's arm, and pulled Shirase to walk quickly to the huge stained glass in the innermost part of the church. The cross looked very dreamy under the colored light, and it didn't look like execution at all. Jesus' instruments of torture.

"What are you going to do?" Shirase withdrew his arm and glanced at the stained glass, "Ah, ah, I also know that stained glass is a feature of Gothic architecture. If you want to decorate yourself—— "

"There's no Bible..."

Shirase saw Min Yoongi looking for something on the table, and just took a few steps towards him, Min Yoongi pulled him back to his original place and stood there, "Forget it, the priest should have taken it away, let's just talk about it."

"What did you say?" Shirase was confused by Min Yoongi's behavior. Was he looking for the Bible to teach himself?Does he believe this?

Min Yoongi adjusted the clothes that became messy when he passed out, pulled his tie again, then raised his head, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and lowered his head slowly. The moment he opened his eyes, he was as focused as Shirase scared.

What is he doing?Could it be that he likes Wen, so...then he should cry, right?Still need my help? The shooting of the MV——

In fact, Shirase didn't notice that they were all wearing formal clothes, standing in front of the cross, and Shirase was holding a bouquet sent by Kuromura... Except Shirase was wearing a suit, the whole scene was like a wedding ceremony .

"Tomoaki Shirase, would you like me to be your lover? Regardless of life, old age, sickness, death, rich or poor, forever..."

"..."

The bouquet has been tortured many times today, but now, it was dropped on the ground by Shirase.

Min Yoongi will always remember this moment.This is the first time he candidly express himself outside of music.He should make that day his own anniversary.Even if no one will celebrate, it is my most important anniversary.

Shirase despaired again.I don't know anyone who has had an experience like him. On the same day, no more than 12 hours, he was confessed by two men... Hei Cun scared Shirase, and Min Yoongi, to Shirase kind of horror.No matter how you look at it, Min Yoongi is straight, he must be dreaming.

"HAI (yes)?" Shirase felt both ridiculous and terrified.

Do men like men in fashion now?Why has no girl rushed to confess to him before?Why is it always men—always men?

He likes Min Yoongi's uninhibited personality and ambition for his career.But it doesn't mean that he will... In other words, for the past few months, have I been video chatting with a man who wants to SHANG me?And even slept with him... It's really scary to think about it.

But, do you want to refuse?

From his point of view, I can't bring him any positive benefits.From my own point of view, what would my parents, younger sister, and brother-in-law think of me?They'll think of themselves as weirdos and be disappointed in themselves... I don't want to disappoint them.I can't get married but I can't be with men...can't let them down, that's what I have to do.

Shirase lowered his head, not as cold as rejecting Heimura, but rather embarrassed, "Suga, no, it's better to call you Min Yoongi. I'm not that type of person."

"Don't worry, neither do I. I don't have the same feelings for all men as I do for you." Min Yoongi stretched out a hand to stroke Shirase's hair, "...I believe we will be very happy together."

"...What did you say?" Didn't he reject her just now?How is he— oh!

The hand that was stroking Shirase's hair moved to the back of his head, and pushed forward...

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Are men's lips different from women's lips?Is it as soft?Shirase couldn't think about these questions for a long time, and he was so surprised that he couldn't move again.Min Yoongi took this as accepting his shyness, grabbed his waist with the other hand, and pulled Shiraise closer to him.

Min Yoongi is enjoying this moment very much.Shirose, on the other hand, was completely dumbfounded.

On this sunny noon, beams of sunlight came in from the stained glass, some of them fell on the cross and Jesus, and the rest fell on Shirase and Min Yoongi.It seems that God is celebrating this moment worth remembering. All the windows and stained glass in the church are strongly pierced by the sun, like lightning passing through, magically dazzling...

"what happened?"

People talking and chatting outside the church were startled by the sudden glare of the sun.

"It's God! It must be God who gave us some instructions!" The priest said excitedly, grabbing the arms of the couple in front of him, "He is celebrating you two! You will have a happy marriage!"

There is a man, Min Yoongi, man, in, kissing, kissing... Shirase suddenly regained consciousness when he was illuminated by that light.It shouldn't be like this!There should be a wonderful woman in front of me, not a man with small eyes, "albinism" and younger than me!

"Hmm!!" Shirase pushed Min Yoongi away with all his strength—in fact, Min Yoongi didn't use much force—maybe he was too hard, and wanted to break away from Min Yoongi's arms too much. Due to the reaction force, Shirase took a few steps back and missed. The steps of the altar fell down.Although his butt hurts like hell, Shirase stood up while supporting the altar.

Min Yoongi wanted to go over to see where he fell, but Shirase stepped back and stopped him - he didn't want to take a step forward by himself.

"What's wrong? You said 'Yes (HAI)'!"

"I was in an exclamation tone! How could you have thought... Forget it," Shirase rubbed his butt, and walked towards the door with some misery. Just as Min Yoongi was about to hold him, Shirase threw his hand forward, "Don't follow I!"

Min Yoongi who stayed behind looked at Shirase's back when he left, his throat was so dry that he couldn't speak, and all the moisture turned into cold sweat.

I... screwed up?

"You Zhang? What's the matter?" Mrs. Shirase, who was still celebrating, saw Shirase rushing out of the church door, her face covered in sweat, "You should go up to congratulate the two of them. That's what a brother should do. "

"Go!" Mr. Shirase hinted with his fingers.

"What? Oh." Shirase looked around in a panic. His flexible feet just now were occupied by pain. With some reluctance, Shirase walked up to the two people in white dresses, and said with a smile: "Bless you, Wen... Yamato-kun."

After finishing speaking, Shirase turned his head to look at Mrs. Shirase and Mr. Shirase behind him, "Is this okay? Mom, Dad."

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"Although this has nothing to do with you, do you know why we have emotional disagreements?"

"You have a bad temper?" Bai Shui didn't want to talk to Min Yoongi about anything unrelated to his own interests.

"I was afraid he would leave me. I was afraid I would dissatisfy him. I was afraid he would have sex with other people. When I first entered the music industry, no one understood me except for a few friends. My My family doesn't give me much attention. When I took them to see Youmu, they almost disowned me. I only have him. I can't lose him.. When I found out that there was a difference between the two of us At that time, I was afraid that he would leave, so I could only quarrel with him. On the surface, it was very natural, as if I didn’t care. But in my heart, I wanted to tie him up at home.”

"...You still have a bad temper." Bai Shui commented without any emotion.