[bulletproof SUGA] SUNAO

18

"That's all, right?" The cashier looked at the empty basket, nodded, and confirmed on the cash register, "The total is..."

"Welcome next time!"

Today, someone needs to spend the night at home.When Shirase walked out of the convenience store, he saw Min Yoongi squatting at the door teasing stray dogs, and suddenly became confused.What reason do you have to take him in?His younger sister is his fan, if she is told about this, she will definitely faint from surprise, so let's keep it a secret from her.Other than that, Shirase couldn't think of any reason for him to take in this man.

"Buy it?" Min Yoongi heard the sound of closing the door, and looked back at him... the bag in his hand.Today happened to be that the manager wasn't around, so he could eat freely.

Shirase was a little confused, he still felt that he had done something wrong.

"Go—uh!" The moment Min Yoongi stood up, his eyes suddenly went dark, and he almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, he supported the wall of the convenience store with his hands in time, so he didn't fall to the ground.

It must be because I was too tired from the recent concerts and award ceremonies, and I couldn't sleep because of my irritability recently... Attribution, half of it was caused by this guy!No, it was this guy's fault that I said those thoughtless things back then!

In fact, everyone present at that time did not understand, nor would they realize that what he said was all for Shirase to hear.What he was scolding was not those hard-working staff, but Shirase.He saw a little bit of Shirase from those staff members, so his nameless anger was incidentally spread on those staff members who could be used for his quarrel...

So, this guy is fully responsible! !

Min Yoongi's body trembled, and he squatted on the ground...Damn it, his legs are also weak, because he was too tired from dancing at the concert just now.

"Are you okay?" Shirase also knelt down to see Min Yoongi's situation.He only knew that Min Yoongi ran out as soon as the concert was over, and he didn't know the reason for Min Yoongi's irritability at the recent awards ceremony.But people are still suffering.

"Do you think I'm okay?" Min Yoongi asked with a trace of resentment.He hoped that he could go back to the hotel's quilt and sleep peacefully in a position that was easy to fall asleep.Only now, on the main road... Min Yoongi sighed.Or hold on until—eh?Well! ! !What's this?What?

……Why are you?

Shirase grabbed Min Yoongi's arms, pulled him onto his back, then stood up easily, and hugged Min Yoongi's slender legs, "Hurry up and grab my neck! Don't fall!"

...He, he is actually here, carrying me?

...It's so easy! ? ! ? ! ? ! ? ! ?Is he so strong o_O? ...Or am I too light-_-|||?

"That, that—"

"No problem, I used to carry my sister a lot when I was a kid, so I'm used to it."

"but I……"

Don't go so easily, okay?Otherwise, I really thought I was very light!

"..." That's it, I'm used to it.

Are you also used to your cowardice?Always stand behind others, keep out of the limelight, Anwen is a good boy.Because he is an older brother, he must do well and be praised by everyone.To be gentle with anyone...be mediocre.

I'm on your back, it's just your habit.

But Min Yoongi has to admit that Shirase's back is very stable.Of course, part of the reason is that I am very light...Leaving aside this, Shirase feels reassuring.Min Yoongi even felt that there would be no problem if he just fell asleep like this.He won't let himself fall to the ground.

It's a nasty uphill.Min Yoongi took the plastic bag from Shirase's hand, and gripped Shirase's neck tightly again.

I suppressed him too.I like Shirase now, far better than that scary man in the editing room just now.But Bai Shui likes that scary person... of course, right?What she wanted was the benefits that Shirase brought her... Then what did she want from him?

Min Yoongi lay on Shirase's back, recalling the question that he had put aside.Why do I want to see him so much?How is he better than the people around him?

Perhaps, it is now.A sense of security on his back.

Min Yoongi is often carried or supported by others, but it is different from now. He is enjoying the feeling of being supported now, but at that time, it was just work.Because it was a show and he had to finish it.

……

So, what I want to see is this gentle Shirase behind her back, or that man with sharp eyes in the editing room?

Why am I suddenly confused?

"SUGA?" Seeing that Min Yoongi didn't move, Shirase turned around and asked worriedly, "Are you asleep?"

"No."

I said, which one do you prefer?

……

No, it shouldn't be which one I want to see, but which one is more beneficial to Shirase's future.Shirose, who is as cowardly as he is now, only needs it for himself. Will others need this kind of waste?He should do what Bai Shui said, become ruthless and strong, that is the way he should go...

There are still so many people in this world, there must be a woman like Shirase, as long as I can find such a person.Shirase is the man Bai Shui has taken a fancy to, how can he be hindered by himself?

Don't worry, it's only for today.I will never hinder you again.You belong to your own circle.Your favorite white water thinks so too.

In this way, I don't have to worry anymore.This also works in my favor.

"This is..." If Min Yoongi read correctly, the scientific name of this thing is a hamster.

"Huh? Ah, it's just number 8. It's the hamster I've kept for the longest time." After putting the tea on the table, Shirase went to fetch hamster food to feed the hamster, "No. 8 is also the one closest to me Yes, the hamsters have bitten me before."

"Then you still keep it?" Min Yoongi felt more and more that this person was a NUE maniac.

Shirase shrugged his shoulders and went into the bathroom, "If you have cats and dogs, you have to take them out for a walk every day. I don't like birds, their fur is too hard."

"So it's Mao Control, you..."

Across the hamster cage, Min Yoongi stared at the small animals in the cage.It was picking up the food bowl, eating deliciously, but the appetite was interrupted by Min Yoongi's eyes... Why is this human staring at me?

What's so cute about this thing?Furry, dirty, and biting.That idiot Kim Taehyung died within a few days of raising it. How fragile is this species?So simply die?

No. 8 gave up and stared at Min Yoongi, and started eating again.He carried the bowl to the other side, avoiding Min Yoongi's gaze.

This guy!Don't even look at me!Min Yoongi pouted.See if I don't catch you out!

Min Yoongi untied the wire wrapped around the door of the cage, reached in, and picked up No. 8. Startled by the sudden appearance of the hand, Number 8 scribbled in the air with four paws, hoping to escape from someone's clutches.As a result, when Min Yoongi was about to pull No. 8 out, because the height was not enough, No. 8 bumped into the plastic shell at the bottom and escaped... Before he escaped, he bit Min Yoongi's hand...

"Ah!!" Bastard!How dare you bite me! !

"What's wrong?" Shiraise came out of the bathroom as soon as she heard Min Yoongi's deep cry.When he saw Min Yoongi's bleeding fingers, he was relieved.It turned out that it was just bitten, "Did you interrupt it from eating? If it is in a bad mood or is frightened, it will bite."

"Here! What should I do? Do you want to go to the hospital to get vaccinated? Is there any paper? I need to stop the bleeding!"

"You can't press the wound! Squeeze out the dirty blood quickly, and then go to the bathroom to wash it with water. I'll find a medicine box for you to disinfect."

No. 8 turned his back to the two people who were busy at work, what to do.

……

After Shirase applied the iodine tincture, he blew on it gently, and packed everything up, "That's all. Hamsters often bite people, it's normal. If the wound is swollen, just go to the hospital and get vaccinated."

"Is it really okay?" Min Yoongi glanced at No. 8 with puffy cheeks in the eye cage, wishing to strangle it to death.

"You did it on your own just now." Shirase opened the hamster cage, looked at No. 8, then gently hugged it, and hugged it out of the cage. No. 8 smelled the familiar smell, and turned around comfortably, with his stomach facing up, his eyes squinted, and his front paws scratched in the air very leisurely.

magic?Min Yoongi could only think of this word.Why is this guy so obedient now?

"Wait! I'll take a picture!" I'm going to let this hamster slap me in the face!

After Min Yoongi took out his phone and took two or three photos, he kept busy on the phone.Shirase saw that he looked like a world DA war, and put No. 8 back.

"I bought something to eat. If you want to eat, you can take it yourself. I'm going to take a shower. How about you?"

Min Yoongi opened a bag of snacks, and without looking back, he lay down on the low table, biting something in his mouth, "Me too."

"Tsk, fans will be sad when they see you like this, right?"

"I'll be comfortable for a while before I talk..." Min Yoongi paused for a while, suddenly a little angry, "You haven't held a concert yet! How do you understand my pain? In such a short time, dance so intensely, and dance without panting. Singing rap... feels like dying."

"You are a professional." Shirase took off his clothes.Because through the door of the bathroom, I just said a few words briefly, and I will not discuss it any further.

The word occupation is different from amateur in that professional people rely on a certain profession for a living.They have to give up certain things in order to eat, but also chase after those things to give up in order to satisfy their psychological needs.Sometimes it is best if organic unity can be achieved.But this is rarely the case.

Especially the art industry.

Referring to past historical events, artists are famous only after their death.And those who are really prosperous in a certain period seldom flow into the later era along with history.The ones in the books in big letters are always the most outstanding human beings, especially the ones who do things that other people can't.

Art is destined to come into focus after being alone.

So there is a gap between professional and amateur.Although the gully is not obvious, it is far higher than Mount Everest.

Today is also exhausted, but in order to be able to live a good life, this is nothing at all.Because it is a profession, it has to pay more than an amateur, and it has to give up a lot of things...but no one will look at those things that were given up.

Min Yoongi was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, still recalling in his mind, the scene that unfolded in front of his eyes and his own reaction just an hour ago... He never thought that he would have the opportunity to see someone in loose short-sleeved pajamas and Shirase in cropped pajama pants.

Shirase hung the towel on his head and covered his body. Looking from the side, his bangs were still dripping, but he still walked to the refrigerator and took a sip of milk from it.This seems to be the habit of the Japanese. Min Yoongi has seen it in animations and movies. They often drink milk or other liquid drinks after taking a bath.

Just looking at it from Min Yoongi's point of view, the Adam's apple, half-covered by the bath towel, is bouncing up and down because of drinking milk, which looks a little sexy.In addition, he just took a shower, and the water droplets also made his face more handsome.

Shirose noticed Min Yoongi's eyes, and was embarrassed by Min Yoongi's serious eyes, so he quickly packed the milk cartons and put them in the refrigerator.Did he do something weird?Why do you think of yourself that way?

"It's your turn." Shirase pulled the towel off his head.Blinked.Why is this kid so slow today?

"Oh."

After Min Yoongi was woken up by Shirase, he picked up the underwear that Shirase bought at the convenience store, and rushed into the bathroom.

Was he this good looking before?While taking off his clothes, Min Yoongi recalled the Shirase he had seen before...

Even Min Yoongi, who thought Shirase was ordinary before, now feels that Shirase looks really good.But he doesn't understand!Logically speaking, he should be very popular! ?Didn't a woman come and take him?Although it is impossible to be better than Bai Shui, at least it should be able to shake him to some extent?Are those women so stupid?

"..." Min Yoongi decided to turn around, looked at the back in front of him, and coughed lightly, "Are you awake? Do you want to chat for a while?"

Shirase didn't move.But Min Yoongi didn't know where the courage came from, and concluded that he was definitely not asleep.Min Yoongi poked Shirase twice, then raised his voice, "I met Miss Baishui a few days ago, and even talked to her."

Shirase moved.

Sure enough, the right bait was cast, and the fish was caught.

"what?"

"I asked Miss Baishui what I think of you."

"what?"

As expected, he was awake. Judging by his surprised appearance, he was definitely not someone who had just slept.

"But, it's a secret. I can't tell you."

"..." Shirase turned her body back, the surprise just now was gone, as if it never existed.

"You," Min Yoongi leaned closer to Shiraise, "you're quite discerning, Miss Baishui is pretty good. You look wild on the outside, but pure and beautiful on the inside, plus that worth... tsk tsk. That's right. You were too unlucky to catch her."

"Of course."

certainly?

"She's Baishui."

"Then why don't you make it as successful as her? Isn't that bad?"

"I can't be like her. She was born that way. I can't imitate it."

"That's true..." Min Yoongi agreed with this sentence, "But just because you can't associate with her, doesn't mean you can't become as powerful as her? Just like us, although we can't become those real rap masters , I still try to make myself better! Because I like rap, I also want to be an excellent rapper."

"……Oh."

What the hell is this reaction?Don't you like it?Editing work?

"Don't you like editing too? Don't you want to do it well?"

"..."

"Tonight, I can't understand the work you are doing, and I guess many people can't understand it either. But you do know. Why, why don't you want to do your best?"

"Of course I like editing. Animation editing is also good, and film editing is also..."

"Why then?"

"If you were asked to sing a song, you would definitely hope that you could compose the music, write the lyrics, and be the producer yourself?" Even if Shirase didn't look back, he knew that Min Yoongi was nodding, "But editing doesn't have that power. No matter how many things you do, you will be interfered by others. After working hard, you will be foolish to find that people don’t need you anymore. They use editing software to edit how they want. The rhythm of movies created by professionals, There is also the direction of the story, no one needs it anymore. It seems that I have become a useless thing, no one wants to see us anymore..."

Min Yoongi saw Shirase's shoulders trembling.The windows and doors were closed, but he was still shaking.Min Yoongi pulled up the quilt that fell on Bai Jing's waist.

"Since you can live as you are now, let's live like this. What's wrong?" Shirase tightened the quilt again, wrapping herself even tighter.

Min Yoongi patted Shirase's half-dry hair lightly.It's painful.

Min Yoongi remembers himself when he decided to make music.At that time, he was not as popular as he is now.So reckless, always making mistakes, but the original intention remains the same.Even if others told him to give up, he would not listen.He firmly believes that hard work can achieve anything.There is no other way but to work hard.

But after the National People's Congress, especially after they became popular, Min Yoongi's thoughts changed a bit.People need luck.Effort is not everything.

Effort is the condition of success, and luck is the key to success.

Maybe Shirose will never meet a key that belongs to him in this life.But don't give up, you still have to live.You want to marry a wife who is compatible, play pass and catch with your children, and when you are old, talk about current affairs with your friends.

"Even if I have to live, I want to live out myself." This is Min Yoongi's values.

.

The man stood in front of the window, with one hand lightly placed on the glass, staring straight at Min Yoongi and Oribe Aya who were walking towards the gate of the hospital.Min Yoongi looked up at the hospital building.The man leaned back, and then remembered that Min Yoongi had no idea where he was, so he leaned back again.

They were talking about something, but the man wouldn't hear it at all.

"..."

I'm going back to my previous life again.