[bulletproof SUGA] SUNAO

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I like you.

I hate you.

Min Yoongi changed it many times, but in the end it was really annoying.The god of inspiration has not taken care of him very much recently.The deadline was approaching, and Min Yoongi was in a hurry.Kim Namjoon was upset to see his daily face of not knowing who stole his money.

"Brother Yoongi, it really doesn't work, how about using yours next time? Just forget it this time."

"..." Min Yoongi stared at the computer screen with narrow eyes, and his breathing seemed to have stopped.Holding the chair with both hands, it was as stiff as if it had been frozen.

Why is this brother so stubborn!Tsk, "...Okay...Well, do you want to listen to the opinions of fans? Or, just find some people, give some comments on your songs, and then think of a way?"

"Huh?" Min Yoongi suddenly turned his head to look at Kim Namjoon, "Show others the unfinished song? I can't do it."

"Tsk, but this is not the way to go."

Kim Namjoon really can't persuade this brother.He knew that Min Yoongi was stubborn and didn't listen to anyone.

After Kim Namjoon left, Min Yoongi shrank himself.

On the show, he often said that he was Min Tiancai.But is it really that easy to become a genius?How many people are there in the world?It can be roughly calculated that only 5% of people can become the most elite category of human beings.Min Yoongi can only count himself as 10%.Maybe he is indeed much stronger than ordinary people, but compared with a real genius, he is still far behind.

He misses the old days.His family didn't support him when he was making music.

At that time, he could say without any scruples that he was a genius, one of the fewest types of people.But the older I get, the more I can't say this kind of words.Just like children, you can say that you will become an astronaut or a hero in the future.Precisely because he has no scruples and has never seen the world, no matter what he says, he can believe it.

But the peeling process is painful.It is necessary to peel off the childishness step by step, and then scar the scars that exposed the air, and then re-grow the skin.

Min Yoongi took out his phone.He looked for phone numbers and names one by one.After picking two, he dialed out.He doesn't want to use chat tools, he thinks typing is too tiring.But no one returned him.

He checked the time.It was already late at night.Is everyone sleeping?That's why you don't answer my calls?Still don't want to accept?

It is still autumn, which is the cool time.Although Min Yoongi was wearing thick long sleeves, he still felt cold.

"Are you all asleep?" Min Yoongi dialed another number and went out.With anticipation, I heard the voice of answering the phone.

"...heng~~ Yes, who is it?" Min Yoongi was stunned when a thick, strange and unfamiliar male voice came.

"?" Who did I call?Min Yoongi took the phone away from his ear.Whose phone did I call by accident? "Yes, sorry, I made a typo."

Min Yoongi was about to hang up the phone when he heard the sound of the other party blowing his nose again.He realized that the man's voice was the same just now, as if his nose was stuffy and he had a cold... Is he crying?

"Sorry, I called you by the wrong number when you were crying. Shirase-san. I'm Suga from BTS."

"Well, it's okay." The other party paused for a while, then took a breath, "Have you contacted Minsheng?"

"I found him, thank you."

Why is he crying?

Men don't shed tears easily, they are not as emotional as women.That's why Min Yoongi felt that he had earned money by accidentally meeting a man crying so hard.But after the schadenfreude, Min Yoongi still wondered what he was sad about?Is it because of too much pressure?

"I'm sorry, I'm not feeling right now." He seemed anxious to hang up the phone.

"...that... are you, are you crying?"

Min Yoongi suddenly didn't know what to say.After the automatic search, he thought that the other party was of no benefit or use to him, but he also felt that it would be too cold to hang up the phone directly, but he couldn't find any topic.

"I'm sorry. I'm not usually like this."

"Ah, don't say that, people will feel pressure... It's the wrong time for me to call, I'm sorry." Min Yoongi's brain was running at high speed, trying to find something to say.But he couldn't find any words that could be combined.

Why care about people who have nothing to do with your own interests?He cares about fans because they bring benefits to him.With more fans, you can receive more jobs and carry out personal activities, and then you can earn real benefits.He doesn't talk too much and spend too much time with people outside his interests.

Like the person on the other end of the phone.

Now in this world, how many people are crying like him?Can he care about everyone?The answer is definitely not.

So why comfort him?I'm not free either.

"..."

"..."

The other party seemed to have been waiting for a long time.Min Yoongi also found that the phone only came through the other party's moaning and chirping voice.He became more and more nervous and anxious.Suddenly, he wondered if his values ​​were correct.

"Sorry, I'm really dying—"

"Wait!"

its not right!This is so selfish.He is crying!a man!Alone!In such a long time in the middle of the night!Cry!I accidentally caught up with him, so just ignore his pain because he has nothing to do with me, and he has nothing to do with my own interests?

Yeah, right now, there are sure to be a lot of people crying, but catching up with this one myself and being able to help him out of the quagmire, why not do it?At this moment, two little Yoongi appeared behind Min Yoongi.One with two horns and one with a white halo.

Demon: Are you sick?Even if you comfort him, you don’t know if you can help him!

Angel: He is very sad!Don't be so cruel, okay?

Devil: Hmph, whether he feels uncomfortable or not, it has nothing to do with me!He has no way to repay me.Why help him?

Angel: There is a crying man in front of you, can't it just be like this? ("Lupine III S4" episode 6, slightly modified)

Devil: Hello!I'm going to sue Tatsuro Inamoto (the scriptwriter responsible for Episode 4 of "Lupine III S6")!And they wrote about women——

The angel covered the devil's mouth.

Why did some strange things get mixed in?Min Yoongi blinked in confusion.

"Yes?"

"..."

Angel: Go! !I trust you!

Devil: Mmmmm! !Uh~~~

"me……"

Min Yoongi exhaled and paused for 5 seconds.Huh...huh...huh...the sound of the heartbeat has been magnified many times.He estimated that the other party could hear his heartbeat through the radio waves.

"..."

……

After 1 minute, Min Yoongi couldn't remember what he said.He also completely forgot that he still had problems with his Japanese pronunciation, and even sang a Korean-Japanese rap to the person on the other side of the phone.

"..."

Angel: good job!

Devil: It's over.

"Ah, ah... ah." Shirase on the opposite side looked at the phone in a daze... What was he talking about?Why can't you understand a word?Although I still admire his speaking speed, but, I'm not kidding, Shirase really didn't understand! !What?lyrics?Japanese?Ah, it seems Japanese...

"This, this is, my new word. How, how?"

"...Ah, oh." Shirase was still in a daze.

"It's okay. Everyone has sad things, and men cry too. You can cry as much as you want, although you may forget why you cry when you cry, and it will become more and more uncomfortable. But after crying, You will feel very comfortable, and you will be fine after crying. Then you will have the courage to continue to face the difficulties in the future."

"Huh?" Reinterpret the lyrics?

"It's embarrassing for me to say this myself, and I would never say it normally. But it's okay because it's across the phone anyway... Anyway, I don't know how you cry like that. I cried too, alone So I understand how you feel."

"..."

XX!You give a reaction!I'm blushing, okay?I am such a shy person!Can you stop being so cold!Just say thank you!Don't be cold, will you?I'm really embarrassed! !

"Are you usually so flustered when you encounter such a situation? For example, when you see a woman crying."

"Huh? No. There have been similar situations in the company. I just want to say a few words of comfort... There are no women yet. We are usually very busy, so we don't have that kind of opportunity at all."

"Oh...haha, hahaha...You, the Japanese pronunciation and breakpoints are really bad. Moreover, you sing so suddenly that people can't react at all. I was shocked by you. "

Is he laughing?

"You don't understand music. Why do you say my pronunciation and breakpoints are bad? I learned it from regular Japanese teachers and musicians! Don't hurt my self-confidence."

"But really...well, I'm sorry."

Sure enough, with such a simple few minutes, he could save a person by himself.Although he didn't give himself anything in return, he didn't hurt himself, it was just a simple encouragement.Why didn't you know it before?

Min Yoongi's mood also improved, and he began to chatter.

"You are older than me. Why are you crying like that? Are you under too much pressure?"

"...It's nothing." He chuckled a few times.

"Oh, I've said so much shamelessly, I can't suffer. And we don't know each other well, let's talk about it."

"Ha... alright. I'm going to my college reunion tonight."

"Wouldn't that be nice?"

He graduated from Kurosawa University, and the people who participated must be very powerful filmmakers.Min Yoongi can imagine everyone encouraging each other and their very elegant appearance holding goblets.Is something wrong?

ah!Could it be because everyone is too successful!He is not doing well now, so he is so sad that he is crying?

Ah~ yes!this kind of thing.If it happens to me, I want to cry too.But even if you cry, it's not such a big river breaking its bank, right?

"In our class, there was a genius, not an elite, but an absolute genius. He was very famous when he was in college. He entered the No.1 supervision department, graduated from the No.1 supervision department, and now he is still with a man who went to the United States for further studies. doctor's relationship."

"Woman?" You have a crush on her?And then seeing her again, sad to see her making out with her boyfriend?

"Something happened between me and her. Although it's been many years, I haven't forgotten it. Because I'm an adult, I won't show it casually. However, I got drunk tonight and had a fight with her."

"...Wait, you said that, I still don't understand why you are crying so hard. Can you be more specific?"

"That's it. It's late, go to sleep. Thank you for today, su—what's your name? I only know your stage name is Suga, what's your real name?"

"Ah, my name is Min Yoongi."

"Min... YU... Yoongi? Sorry, Japan doesn't pronounce Yoon. Is it okay to call you that? You won't be angry, right?"

"It's okay, it's okay, if you want, just call me suga."

"Okay, Suga. Thank you, ah... sorry, I really didn't understand your rap..."

Min Yoongi let out a "puchi" laugh.

"I'm already very happy that you didn't hang up the phone. If you have any difficulties in the future, I can help you, and you can tell me. Thank you so much today."

"You're welcome, everyone will do this, that is, that...do you really not understand my rap?"

"...ah~"

"Okay, I got it! Hang up!"

After Min Yoongi hung up the phone, the hidden laughter immediately turned from small to loud... What did I say?

"Finished?" Kim Namjoon looked at Min Yoongi who was drinking milk in the restaurant early in the morning, as if he saw a ghost.

"I finished editing last night. I came back at 3 in the morning." Min Yoongi put the milk carton back in the refrigerator, brushed the glass and put it in the cupboard, "You guys got up too late."

Seeing Min Yoongi full of energy, Kim Namjoon, who became depressed, took out bread from the refrigerator, "... What good things happened to you?"

"The song is finally finished, isn't it a good thing?" Min Yoongi turned around handsomely and went back to the room, "I'll go catch up on sleep again."

"...Oh." If you want to sleep so much!Just don't get up!

"DENG~"

The phone that had been locked with a black screen turned on.But Shirase, who couldn't move at all on the full train, could only get off the train and then turn on the phone to check the information.

SUGA: Bro?Are you still sleeping?

Um?Shirase tilted his head to look at the message.elder brother?I don't remember having such a brother?By the way, he is Korean, and Koreans call him "Brother".

SHIRASE: We don't call strangers who are older than us "bro", they are usually seniors.

SUGA: Sorry, I'm just used to it.Your name is a little hard to pronounce. Senior TOMOAKI?

In fact, apart from his parents, very few people call him by his first name.Shirase shuddered.Koreans generally have single-character surnames, so there is no habit of only calling each other's surnames.

SHIRASE: Shirase is fine.Colleagues don't usually call me by my name.

SUGA: Yes.I see.

SHIRASE: What's wrong?

SUGA: It’s okay, just asking, you cried so much last night.Are your eyes swollen today?

SHIRASE: I'm not that haggard, don't worry. [smiling emoticon]

Can you use emoji?he.Looks like a really small girl.Min Yoongi in the distance pouted.If possible, I hope he will not be so feminine. There is already a man in the company who likes pink phones.

SUGA: I actually always felt that you didn't like us.

SUGA: Didn't you graduate from Kurosawa University?

SUGA: People who like serious art are generally not interested in people in our profession.

While showing off the information he just checked, Min Yoongi intentionally hurt himself as if nothing had happened.

SHIRASE: No way.Good things are good after all, whether mainstream or not.

SHIRASE: Otherwise Hitchcock wouldn't be so famous.

SUGA: Then do you think our songs are good?

Shirase hesitated.Min Yoongi noticed it too.

After losing face that time, Min Yoongi now chats with that "sissy" man very naturally.And the lyrics that inspired him at that time actually passed, even he himself was surprised.It took me so long to think about it!Is it not as crazy as 3 minutes?

That’s not right, if you don’t think about anything, good things still won’t come out.It is the result of my own hard work for a long time.

Min Yoongi once again thought narcissistically - he is really a genius.

Turning the words back, Min Yoongi really sighed, as expected of a top student who graduated from a first-class university, Shirase is indeed a learned person.At least he is much better than him for movies.Of course, I know a lot more about music than him.Being a professional singer is not easy.Not to mention a genius?

Min Yoongi was very flustered at first.He knew that the careers of the two of them were far apart, and it was almost an impossible task to be able to chat.But after chatting a few times, Min Yoongi felt that it was too easy to chat with people he didn't meet.

Don't be shy, and don't care what the other person thinks of you.Because it's so far away anyway, and it's almost invisible, it's amazing!

The most important point is that Shirase will never talk about his affairs everywhere.He doesn't pay much attention to artists, and he doesn't care about things in the entertainment industry.No one knew that I was chatting with him, and neither did the gossip reporters.

SUGA: Didn't you eat lunch?

Min Yoongi stopped the spoon in his hand and concentrated on looking at the bottom of the dialog box and the middle of the typing area.

SHIRASE: Well, I'm on a business trip now.outside.No appetite.The food here is not good either.

SUGA: Not eating is bad for your health.eat as much as possible.

If Zheng Haoxi saw it, he would definitely make Min Yoongi slap him in the face.

Well!You don't like eating yourself!Still persuade people to eat? !Why are you so "kind"?It's always like this, when I see my younger brothers not eating, I will persuade them, and then I don't eat...Min Yoongi, who taught you math?Or are you too stupid?Didn't learn logic well?

SUGA: Listen to the melody I wrote.

Min Yoongi sent a short video.

After about 10 minutes, the other party sent a reply.

SHIRASE: It sounds very comfortable, and I look forward to your finishing it. [Come on emoticon]

SUGA: Stop posting expressions!I do not like!

SHIRASE: My sister often sends me texts, so... [expression to fingers]

……

He did it on purpose!Can't you not post an emoji?I am a man!It's not your sister!

SHIRASE: [image]

SHIRASE: [image]

SHIRASE: [image]

SHIRASE: During the business trip, the scenery here is very beautiful.Hope this gives you some inspiration.

SUGA: Great, where is that? [question expression]

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Min Yoongi leaned his shoulder on the door frame of the flower shop, looking at the little girl who was packing the bouquet in the house.

"That's all. Give me . . . how much?"

"But, just, carnations?"

"..." Min Yoongi looked at the bouquet in his hand, "That's it."

Do you want me to add roses?Min Yoongi smiled helplessly.Roses represent love, is there such a thing between the two of us?As long as he gets out of the hospital, I'll just get there.It's the best of benevolence.