Sheng Shi Merciful Light

There is only one official road that can walk in a carriage, and Shizi Xian met Mu Ruosong who was escorted by the Imperial Forest Army.

Wang Ziguang was very surprised: "Big cousin, why did you come here?"

Mu Ruosong's face was dark.

He was so anxious that he wished to fly away, but he had to bring Cui Yuanshi with him.Cui Yuanshi, who was almost 70 years old, couldn't stand the bumps and could only walk slowly, but was overtaken by Xian Shizi and his group who set off later.

Mu Ruosong simply entrusted Cui Yuanshi's carriage to Shizi Xian, and endured dizziness and body pain by himself, riding a horse for the night.

Everyone was worried, especially Wang Ziguang was aware of his physical condition, so he advised Mu Ruosong not to listen.Fortunately, there were hundreds of people accompanying them, and ten equestrians were dispatched to protect Mu Ruosong, and the group quickly merged into the darkness.

Wang Ziguang was speechless, the eldest cousin also worked really hard for his sweetheart.

Love is really crazy, and IQ keeps dropping.

……

County magistrate Wang was admitted by the kindness of his parents, not a Jinshi in the imperial examination, and he had never passed the temple examination and the golden hall roll call. He had never seen such a noble person in his life.

How noble?The two or three thousand guards were all tall and mighty, with bright armor and shiny weapons. They looked like elite tigers and tigers at first glance. Compared with the guards in the yamen he had carefully selected, they were like mud.

The county magistrate Wang and the celebrities and elders here worked hard to provide the best hospitality.

Early in the morning, before dawn, the county magistrate's wife went to deliver the "Warm Brand Breakfast", and accidentally heard a general guarding the gate say to a young man in fine clothes, "Your Majesty, it's not because of your lowly position that you refuse to pass it on." , it’s just that the higher-ups say ‘no’, even if you kill me, I won’t let you in.”

Then the noble, revered and auspicious "Prince" squatted on the side in despair.

Wait... my lord?

How many young people in Daxing Dynasty can become "princes"?

After counting and counting, there are only a few princes...

The person who dares to shut the door to the noble prince and prince, and makes the prince not dare to get angry, and obediently guards the door with an honest appearance, is he?Yes Yes!

Mrs. Wang didn't know how she got home, and how she talked to her husband. After all, both of them felt that their brains were not enough, their hearts stopped beating, and they seemed to be floating on clouds.

To make a noble Ryuko so respectful... who would it be?

True dragon...?

No, I understand that the person placed inside is just a boy.

juvenile?

juvenile!

Could it be the one who descended from the stars in the sky?

Why do you come here?

It is said that he was also injured...

by!hurt!up!

He was injured in his territory, my mother, now that I pack my luggage, can I still escape the great luck?

huh huh...

It was not easy to walk at night, and the guards accompanying him were worried that Mu Ruosong would show his strength. Given his dizzy and injured condition, walking at night again, if he rode a fast horse, he would surely fall and break his neck.

Fortunately, Mu Ruosong had sense of propriety and didn't run recklessly. He was very careful to protect himself, but he still accidentally fell down once.

Fortunately, the speed was not fast, and a Royal Forest Army flew to rescue him, so he was not injured.In the end, they found a small guard and rode with Mu Ruosong, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

A group of people did not reach their destination until the sky was slightly bright.Fortunately, the gates of the small county are stipulated that they must be opened at the first ray of dawn.

As soon as he opened the city gate, he saw that the Imperial Forest Army was guarding the gate. Even though they were colleagues, they were checked carefully, and they were released into the small town with the order talisman given by Mou Yu, and went straight to the county government office.

……

An Qing stopped King Luoyang and gave Mu Ruosong a green light all the way.Others don't know, but he is the one who knows the weight of this young man best, and he is the one who was rescued by King Changle's great effort.Moreover, this young man has only just recovered his life from the god of death, so he rushed to take care of King Changle, he is also kind, and he appreciates it in his heart.

And everyone is the confidant of King Changle, and there is a sense of intimacy that shares weal and woe.

When Mu Ruosong saw King Luoyang, he immediately straightened his face. He was full of expectations, a man who was obviously very MAN, but he was so pitiful that he couldn't bear to look directly at Wang Luoyang's small eyes like an abandoned child.

This face is simply the future copy of his Highness who has grown up, matured, and is full of masculinity.

As expected of the two closest blood brothers.

Mu Ruosong needed double the ruthlessness to force himself to harden his heart and not soften his heart to such a face—His Highness does not see him, His Highness's will is above everything else.

Mu Ruosong hurriedly saluted as a junior, quickly entered the county magistrate's mansion, and took over Mu Ci from Princess Chaoyang.

……

Chaoyang was eager for him to come, because Mu Ci had a low-grade fever last night, and the fever subsided in the morning, and he was sweating all over again. He wanted to take a bath, otherwise the wound would be sore and prone to secondary infection.

But she is a girl... Even if Mu Ci is her own son, how can she help him bathe at the age of sixteen or seventeen?

After Mu Ruosong greeted her aunt, she rushed to Mu Ci's side, as if it wasn't enough, she reached out to touch... but didn't dare to touch Mu Ci's face.

The small face was so pale that it was transparent, as if it would shatter if touched.

Looking at Mu Ruosong's appearance, Chaoyang obviously didn't have time to pay attention to himself, so he went out quickly.

……

When Mu Ci saw Mu Ruosong, he felt relieved: "Fortunately, you are here. Anqing should have prepared warm water. I have injuries on my body, so I can't take a bath. You can help me take a shower." Looking at Mu Ruosong's blood-oozing coat again, Mu Ruosong I couldn't touch the water even if I was injured, so I finally gave up and said, "...Forget it, just wipe it off for me."

If Mu Ci offered to help him take a bath in the past, Mu Ruosong would definitely feel his heart pounding, but now he doesn't have the slightest thought of charming.Mu Ruosong looked at Mu Ci's face, heard his hoarse voice, and only had one sentence in his mind - you are still alive!

— still alive... still alive... still alive...

An Qing came in with a large bucket of hot water, and Mu Ruosong was startled back to his senses, his smile was silly and warm, and he asked Mu Ci tenderly, "I'm fine, can you touch the water?"

"It's scabbed, and it's boiled to cool the water, it should be fine." Mu Ci was worried, "Be careful not to get wet, it's easy to get infected."

"I know, I will take good care of myself, and I won't worry you anymore." Mu Ruosong smiled and went to fetch water.

An Qing noticed that Mu Ruosong's hand holding the water was trembling, and saw that he was very weak and embarrassed, so he helped bring the water to Mu Ci's bedside... and then looked at the two teenagers who were staring at each other, their eyes could not accommodate others, Sighing, he backed out silently.

Mu Ruosong undresses Mu Ci...

Mu Ci also saw Mu Ruosong's weakness.

Mu Ruosong's appearance is really not good, he is haggard and tired, his face is dirty by dust and morning dew, his beard is unshaven, and his face is full of vicissitudes of life; the white clothes are stained with blood, mixed with dust and mud to form a brown color Dirty, with bright spots of blood.

Mu Ci touched Mu Ruosong's face, and said distressedly: "Zi Ren, with such a serious injury, there's actually no need to rush here overnight, it's too hard and dangerous."

"Fortunately, the road was relatively slow, and there were people around to protect me, so I was not injured. I came here on the same horse." Mu Ruosong grabbed Mu Ci's hand covering his face, rubbed it tenderly, and said with a smile, "I know, I will protect myself first before I can take care of you."

Hearing this, Mu Ci felt sore in his heart, but he couldn't say that Mu Ruosong's thoughts were wrong, so he sighed and asked, "Cui Yuan envoy should be on his way, right?" The doctors here don't know new ways to deal with trauma. Messing causes secondary infection.

"En." Mu Ruosong responded.

"Wait until he comes to check on you, disinfect and apply medicine."

"it is good!"

"Is your head still dizzy? Do you hate me?" Mu Ci asked again, touching Mu Ruosong's bruised neck.

Mu Ruosong stopped when he undressed his clothes, and still smiled gently on his face: "No hate, you didn't want to kill me at all, but to protect me! What about you? Are you angry with me?"

"I was a little angry at the time... I haven't tasted anger for many years. But then I stopped being angry. You are still young, and your feelings for me... I can understand and cherish it. I can't break your heart."

"I'm not sad." Mu Ruosong's smile deepened, and the reason Mu Ci was able to get angry was because Mu Ci cared.

Mu Ruosong can only be happy.

"From now on, I won't be angry with you again." Mu Ci said, stroking Mu Ruosong's cheek.

Mu Ruosong grabbed Mu Ci's hand, rubbed it together, and said with a smile: "It's okay, you should be angry when I did something wrong, don't hold back, I will teach you a lesson. I know...you are always doing my best .”

Mu Ci really couldn't harden her heart for such an unreserved Mu Ruosong, and sighed, "Ziren, I'm very happy that you survived."

Seeing Mu Ciyang's softly shining eyes, Mu Ruosong thought about how he survived, and knew that the person in front of him seemed heartless, but he actually had a heart.

His words were agitated, and there was a fishy sweetness in his throat... He tried his best to suppress that he didn't want to worry Mu Ci, and he wanted to say something, but words of gratitude and guilt, or even confession of love, words of future determination... all seemed a little weak. pale.

So, Mu Ruosong just looked at Mu Ci, pretending to be the one he loves, and all the love, resentment and infatuation disappeared with a smile: "I'm alive, and you are alive, so it's fine, Ruoque."

He stretched out his hand to touch Mu Ci's chest, feeling the throbbing heartbeat there...

Said again:

"Really, as long as you live, I'll be fine and don't ask for anything." Mu Ruosong finally understood that compared to love, compared to the future, compared to everything else... Mu Ci can live, live freely, more than anything else.

……

Mu Ci looked at Mu Ruosong.

As long as you live!

In this simple sentence, there is too much love, too much sadness.

When a man stops boasting, no longer expresses his heart with words, and becomes simple and silent; when a man no longer fears the wind and rain all the way, trekking in the morning frost, just for a simple and plain "as long as you live!"When a man no longer cares about whether he is favored or disgraced, whether he suffers or is happy, and only shoulders heavy responsibilities, and supports his lover with a harbor without wind and rain...

This man has really grown up and matured.

Mu Ruosong has grown up!

……

Mu Ci is like a father and brother, with conflicting mentalities.

I am pleased with the child's growth, but also feel sorry for the price he paid for it.

Mu Ci sighed in her heart, and gently hugged Mu Ruosong's head lovingly, letting him lean against her chest, listening to her strong but slightly faster heartbeat.

——Ziren, I'm fine, I'm still alive.

——My heart is beating, and there is an extra beat in it, it's for you.

……

Although Mu Ruosong liked Mu Ci's embrace, he didn't let himself indulge, fearing that the water would get cold, so he continued to take off Mu Ci's coat, and saw the old and new scars on his body, and felt a sharp pain in his heart.

"Does it hurt?" Mu Ruosong said, "Don't bear it, you don't have to bear it alone in front of me."

"It's nothing, it will get better." Mu Ci never thought pain was a bad thing.

Mu Ruosong didn't dare to say too much, because Mu Ci didn't like sympathy from others.He took off Mu Ci's outer pants and left his middle pants - this is Mu Ci's habit of bathing, and he does not take off his clothes.He went to get a towel in the water, gave Mu Ci a little bit, and wiped his body, hands and feet clean carefully.

……

In the end, Mu Ruosong started to help Mu Ci change into clean clothes. When he saw the pair of trousers, he didn't know whether he should change...

When he hesitated, Mu Ci grabbed his hand.

"There are some things I need to let you know." Mu Ci's face was serious, even a little dignified.

"Okay." Mu Ruosong was worried, and put down the towel as if nothing had happened.

"Take it off."

"what?"

"Take off your trousers."

Mu Ruosong carefully helped Mu Ci take off his trousers, blushing and turning his head shyly, but out of the corner of his eye, he could not help but glance at the pink and tender jade roots between Mu Ci's legs... He felt something was wrong, almost conditioned reflex, and looked straight ahead. To that place pink...

Immediately understood what Mu Ci was going to say.

Mu Ruosong's hands began to tremble, and then his whole body trembled.

In suppressing unbearable heartache...

Suppressing the hot tears in my eyes...

Also suppressing the fishy sweetness that is about to rush out of the throat...

Mu Ruosong himself has a male root, and has countless younger brothers. Boys often swim together, and they are all naked. How can there be something wrong with Mu Ci?

Mu Ci touched her soft, bruised root, and said in a very calm tone, so calm that she couldn't hear the slightest emotion: "The development here is blocked, and I don't feel normal. No matter how it hurts, it won't hurt." I said it. So I can only work for you to take care of me when you are injured, because it is best not to let too many people know about it."

Mu Ruosong didn't know how to react or what to say.

He wanted to comfort him, but he was afraid of hurting Mu Ci's self-esteem. This kind of thing is the most private and most important matter for a man, and it is a major issue related to his dignity.

Untouchable forbidden land!

But Mu Ci remained calm, even with a conniving smile: "Don't be scared, this is just a case of injury. Some of the more seriously injured have to live, it's nothing... I'm still young , it is still possible to recover.”

"Really?"

"When did I tell a lie?"

Mu Ruosong immediately believed it—or he would rather believe it.

Mu Ci said again: "It's just that I'm not sure how long it will take to recover and to what extent."

Mu Ruosong's eyes were filled with distress and pain again, with great compassion and joy, his heart couldn't take it anymore. Mu Ci hurriedly comforted him: "I didn't care about this a long time ago, and it won't affect my mood. There is no need to be sad. The reason why I am honest with you is because... …I don’t lie about my feelings, I don’t hide them, and I have an obligation to tell you in advance if I have physical defects. After all, physical contact between lovers is natural, and I don’t want to scare you when I don’t think about it.”

"No...no...no..." Mu Ruosong kept shaking his head, and pulled up Mu Ci's underwear as if he was being burned.

"You can't accept it, then..."

"No...it's not..." Mu Ruosong couldn't speak, almost coughed up blood, and finally suppressed the turbulent heart, and said, "I love you, no matter what you look like, I love you. If..." Mu Ruosong felt sensitively, no matter how he couldn't say the word "missing", he would rather Mu Ci was perfect.

Mu Ruosong held Mu Ci's hand, pressed it to his lips distressedly and murmured, "I deserve to die, I shouldn't... I shouldn't have forced you."

How can I keep forcing you to respond with emotion?

Forcing you to expose your most vulnerable wounds to me, forcing you... to drop your self-esteem.

You are such a proud person, yet you still have to say——

"It's okay." Mu Ci said.

"I'm sorry, it doesn't matter if you love me or not...I...I..." Mu Ruosong spoke incoherently, not knowing what to say.

Mu Ci indulged in a smile and said, "Don't be so excited, it's not a big deal."

"Don't say such things, and don't...don't laugh." Mu Ruosong only thought that Mu Ci was pretending to be relaxed.

Mu Ruosong is really young, with too little experience, with such a small physical defect, he thought the sky was going to collapse.Little did they know that Mu Ci survived the pain of having half of his brain removed and being paralyzed in his previous life. He also stimulated his body's potential, stood up again, fought back from the jedi, flourished in the business world, and created "Ciji".

It's really just a trivial matter to have such a shortcoming in the body, at least Mu Ci thinks so.

Mu Ci looked at Mu Ruosong who was at a loss because of being too distressed, smiled softly, hooked Mu Ruosong's neck, and gently pressed a kiss on his lips.

Actions speak louder than words.

Mu Ruosong was dumbfounded.

"Ziren, I'm not lying to you, and I don't want to lie to myself. I have you in my heart." This was the first time Mu Ci responded positively. Mu Ruosong should have been happy, but he just wanted to cry.

He would rather not respond like this, not be honest like this—at the price of opening Mu Ci's bloody wound again.

However, Mu Ci said another word, which instantly cured Mu Ruosong.

"I also know that you love me, so whether I am always ugly, beautiful or incomplete, you don't care, you will still love me as before, right?"

"Yes!" Mu Ruosong was so decisive that he almost swore.

"Since you don't care, what does it matter how much I can recover?"

Mu Ruosong was comforted, and he seemed to come back to life. He stared at Mu Ci for a long time, his eyes were full of despairing sorrow, but more love slowly poured out... Mu Ruosong solemnly and gently embraced Mu Ci. Ci, returned a shallow kiss, no desire, only a kiss of warmth and love.

"I love you, no matter what you look like." Mu Ruosong said.

"Okay, then whether it's good or bad, we can face it together! Help me change my underwear." Mu Ci said calmly and gently.

Mu Ruosong changed Mu Ci's pants as he said. Seeing that Mu Ci was generous and faced it bravely, he no longer acted sensitively -- no matter how sensitive he was, it would actually be a kind of harm if he cared too much.

Mu Ruosong's hands were very steady, and he scrubbed Mu Ci everywhere, and he couldn't help touching the root. The more he looked at it, the more tender and delicate the skin was, the shape was cute, the skin was smooth, and even every scar was embellished with patterns.

"It's beautiful..."

This beautiful and mysterious place won't make him feel incomplete, it only makes him want to kiss, but he can't bear to profane.

Of course Mu Ci could understand Mu Ruosong's mood, and smiled softly.

Mu Ruosong couldn't help but kissed Mu Ci's lips: "I love you, all of you, your body and soul, your beauty and old age, your past, present and future... ..."

If missing...

If missing...

It doesn't matter if you have disabilities.In this way, you will really not be tabooed by heaven, God will not snatch you from me, then no one will be able to snatch you from me.

Mu Ci knew what Mu Ruosong was thinking without even guessing, and said with a smile: "Don't be too pessimistic, give me some time, I will get better."

"I'll give it as long as I want, for a lifetime..." Mu Ruosong didn't finish speaking, but was blocked by Mu Ci's kiss.

After a short, sweet lingering...

"Zi Ren, you don't need to say what you promised, and you don't need to say too much between us." Life is too heavy, you want to give it, give it willingly, but I can't be selfish.No one can, in the name of love, take it for granted that the other party has devoted his whole life to himself.

"Okay!" Mu Ruosong also knew that words are not as good as actions.

Mu Ci's smile widened, like spring flowers blooming: "Give me two years, and everything will be fine." Two years of hard work, the body will be fine, and all the obstacles between us will no longer exist.

"Okay!" Mu Ruosong responded, but swore in his heart: not only for two years, but in this life, I will love you unchanged, but I will never force you to respond to me again.

——I only want you to live well!

——Even if you don't love me!

The two of them tacitly concealed a lot of words, not wanting to cause pressure or harm to each other.The two young hearts resonated, and their arms gently embraced each other, as if embracing the whole world.