Sheng Shi Merciful Light

Chapter 150 Let Me Die Without Regrets

Mu Ruosong's eyes were blurred... as if bewitched, he bent down...

But Mu Ci's mood was peaceful. Before he was about to be kissed, he let go of Mu Ruosong, took a step back, and said, "I don't want to hurt you."

Mu Ruosong was a little dazed, maintaining a leaning posture.

Mu Ci took off the accessories on her head and body that were in the way, and said, "I can't repay you if you give everything blindly. Is it worth taking risks for such a one-sided relationship?"

Although Mu Ruosong knew that Mu Ci never bothered to lie, at this moment he resented his honesty, and his heart ached.But when he saw that Mu Ci messed up his hair, he naturally reached out to help him tidy it up...

Habit is really a terrible thing. In just a few months, I am used to taking care of him, even if I am being rejected.

"Thank you." Mu Ci thanked her with aloofness and politeness.

Mu Ruosong was heartbroken, and suddenly felt a sense of grievance. He was sincere, but he couldn't move this hard-hearted heart.

He clasped Mu Ci's shoulder, made him look at him, and asked an answer.

"Why? Just can't do it?"

Mu Ci stared at Mu Ruosong, his eyes were as gentle and serene as spring water: "I have never doubted your sincerity, I can feel the fiery beating without opening your heart. I also don't want to make excuses, the same surname, uncle and nephew, position ...It is not an obstacle to me, and I am not afraid of being an enemy of the world. I reject you, in the final analysis, because I never intend to be with you."

"Why?" Mu Ruosong asked the bottom line.

"I am too rational and cold, and you are too sensitive and serious." Mu Ci said softly, "Love is the mutual attraction and throbbing resonance between two souls exuding unique light. Love is two people, regardless of wind and rain, hand in hand, side by side But my character and destiny, it is destined that I will keep moving forward, and I will not stop for anyone or any emotion. You have been chasing me, and you have dedicated yourself wholeheartedly, the easier it is to be sad , too tired and too bitter, why bother?"

Mu Ci lightly touched Mu Ruosong's face that was about to cry: "I also feel sorry for you who lower yourself like this, lose yourself, and even give up your life at any time. You can't catch up with me like this, so give up. The world is so vast , you also have your own ideals and responsibilities that you need to bear. Besides, if your mother sees you so trapped by love, she doesn't know how she will feel distressed."

Mu Ci respected this pure and hot emotion, and it was because of respect that she would not justly enjoy this kind of desperate love, and let the young man who should have a bright future die at the best age.

……

Mu Ruosong didn't know when he became weak, his eyes turned red all of a sudden... Mu Ci's words pierced his heart, but he couldn't refute.

--give up?

——If I could let it go, I would have let it go a long time ago...

——I also despise myself for being sticky and greasy like a woman.

I don't want to dream back at midnight sometimes, and I will be happy when I dream of you.Woke up, sad again.I kept telling myself not to cry, not to cry...but before I knew it, the pillow towel would get wet.

—I hate losing myself like this, too.

I don’t know why I became obsessed. I knew how to be free and easy, let myself be independent and calm, become excellent, and let you look at me high, but... I couldn’t suppress my thoughts about you, and I forgot everything else, even myself. .

.

——I also want my soul to radiate light and walk side by side with you.

However, I don't have anything, and all my dreams haven't started yet, and it takes too long to grow... By then, I'm afraid I've already lost you, so what's the point?I don't blame you, I only hate that we met too early, at the end of the day, I can't do anything, I have only one body, this life can be paid for you, for this I would rather be ashamed of my mother and sister.

But this is what you don't want.

I can't impress you... I really don't have any capital to impress you.

Asking for nothing, asking for it but not getting it, asking for it with my life, still not getting it... so painful, I want to die immediately.

——You don't want to hurt me, but the rejection itself has already hurt me badly.

How sad.

Even if you are so ruthless and unwilling to give a chance from the beginning, I can't resent, I only worry about your safety.

If necessary, I will still go all out to win you a chance.

……

Mu Ruosong tightly closed his eyes that were about to cry, and turned his face away, not wanting Mu Ci to see his weakness.Clenched his fists subconsciously, then slowly let go, and it took him a long time to find his voice that was so hoarse that it was almost out of tune: "I...understand."

Mu Ci did not ignore Mu Ruosong's painful and determined expression.

He turned around, this young man's love was too desperate, threatening this young life again and again.

Beauty is the original sin!

Mu Ci touched her own face, it was sinfully beautiful, but also very weak, the first sight aroused this young man's desire to protect.Even Mu Ci's repeated display of strength could not reverse this first impression.

Do you want to say more hurtful words?

Forget it, I'm afraid that one or two words of myself are still difficult to change.

Mu Ci sank all his emotions into his dark eyes, and his tone became as cold as when Mu Ruosong first met him: "Zi Ren, stay here and don't follow me anymore."

"Don't go! Where are you going?" Mu Ruosong chased after two steps and tried to grab Mu Ci's hand, but was dodged.

Mu Ci said: "I can protect myself well, if you are obedient, just help me."

"No, don't leave, this place should be the safest." Mu Ruosong said, Lenggong is too remote and desolate, it seems that there has been a fire, usually no one will come here.

Mu Ci waved his hand casually: "Where I am, it's not safe."

It's true, he belongs to the target that has to be found even after digging three feet, and he can't be confused by a mere cold palace.

Mu Ruosong stared blankly at this slender but tall figure who never bent his back or lowered his head, leaving without hesitation...

So, isn't Mu Ci hiding for herself, just to bring him to a safe place?

Are you always so concerned about your own safety, and you still say you have no feelings at all?

Mu Ruosong's heart surged with anticipation, a kind of impulse, his mind went blank for a moment, all the interests of the relationship, the future and consequences were all gone, what self-esteem and pride, the future of life... couldn't think of it at all.

He only knew that Mu Ci was not heartless.

Even if he is ruthless, he can't let Mu Ci go, it's too dangerous outside.

Mu Ruosong flew over and hugged Mu Ci by the waist.

"Don't go! Please, don't go..."

Mu Ci stopped, Mu Ruosong's arms were very strong, he couldn't walk even if he wanted to.

"Ziren, don't be so impulsive." Mu Ci said calmly, trying to persuade him.

"No, I won't let you go. It doesn't matter if you belittle me, I just want to pester you to the end."

"Ziren, I didn't despise you, can you let go?"

"Don't let go!" Mu Ruosong's heart was beating extremely fast, his hands were trembling, and his whole body was trembling, but he started to say something, but his voice calmed down strangely. He hugged Mu Ci and kissed Mu Ci with his lips. Ci's delicate earlobe, "You don't feel nothing for me, do you?"

"Ziren...don't do that!" Mu Ci tried to dodge.

Mu Ruosong's delicate kisses chased Mu Ci's ear... "You have already seen that I like you. You don't hate me, you have always been good to me... I can see that the tenderness in your eyes is not fake .Your Highness, I have already entered the palace, and I have returned to your side, and I will not leave again. If..." Mu Ruosong calmed down, with no regrets, "If I am destined to die today, why...don't let me die without regrets? regret?"

"You won't die!" Mu Ci said, not hiding anymore.

"I know, it's because you won't let me die!" Mu Ruosong smiled lightly, he didn't think the situation could get worse, and Mu Ci was not completely ruthless to him.Even if he is ruthless, even if Mu Ci will never talk to him again in the future, and even hate him.But now, he also had to keep people by his side, in a relatively safe place.

by any means.

……

Mu Ci didn't respond, nor did she resist, allowing Mu Ruosong to be frivolous.

Silently embraced by Mu Ruosong, he felt the sensitive earlobe, and the warm and precious kiss on his neck... felt the young and warm body behind him tremblingly pressing his chest against him, and there was a heart "" Bang bang..." The rapid jump almost jumped out of the chest.

Mu Ci could feel every beat, every kiss that seemed domineering but trembling, mixed with sad despair.Mu Ci has thousands of ways to get rid of Mu Ruosong's embrace, but in an instant, he found that he couldn't calm down.

……

Mu Ci's silence and rare softness gave Mu Ruosong a little hope and courage.He followed his heart and kissed down, kissing Mu Ci's neck delicately, moving to the side of his face, smelling the tempting cold fragrance from the person in his arms, his breathing gradually became heavy, and his voice was hoarse and emotional: "I like you, I love you." ……Love you……"

Yes, it is love!

Liking is no longer enough to express the pain in his heart that he is worried about gain and loss, and the pain that goes into his bone marrow when he asks for nothing.

In fact, falling in love with this person is really simple.

At the first sight of each other, he already lost his heart, moved Mu Ci to defend him again and again, drowned in that sincere tenderness, couldn't help himself because of the intimacy of "feeding medicine", and was frown and smiled by this person. Bitterness and joy affect the whole mind...

So sudden, so sweet...

And so hopeless.

It is no longer fooled by the appearance, no matter how beautiful the body is without the dazzling soul, it is just a body.

Nor is it a desire to protect.

It's just that the moth fell in love with Huoguang, and it turned into a desire hidden in the depths of the soul-this prince who grew up in the cold palace had a rough fate, and his frailty made people feel distressed, but he couldn't hide his intoxicating and powerful soul Light.

The contrast between the weak appearance and the strong interior makes this person full of extreme temptation, like an attractive maze, which makes him want to get closer and sink involuntarily.

God bestows the soul and cannot be freed.

……

"Ruoque... Ruoque..." Mu Ruosong called out the name that had lingered in his heart and kissed countless times over and over again.

If missing...

Mu Ruosong knows the meaning of this word——Ruo Que, I will call you again, and I sincerely hope to tell the ghosts and gods of heaven and earth that you are not perfect, so that no one can take you away because of jealousy, including God and others. grim Reaper.

——Pray that you will not encounter any danger today... let me bear all dangers for you! !

Mu Ruosong tightened his arms...he had to firmly hold the person in his arms.

Mu Ci stretched out, and with light force, tried to break away the hands tightly wrapped around his waist.

"Don't even think about it! Don't even think about pushing me away." Mu Ruosong roared from his throat.When the little wolf cub is driven to a desperate situation, he will eventually reveal his ferocious and sharp minions...

"Relax, I'm almost out of breath." Mu Ci said.

"Don't leave me." Mu Ruosong let go of his hands, and hugged them tightly again in an instant, but he didn't force him anymore.

With difficulty, Mu Ci turned around in Mu Ruosong's arms, and faced him face to face.

Eyebrows are indifferent, no joy or anger can be seen.

Mu Ruosong was most afraid of this kind of gaze that could not affect his emotions, and subconsciously wanted to dodge, but he didn't feel that he was wrong, so he forced himself to look directly into Mu Ci's deep and beautiful eyes.

He felt like a death row prisoner waiting to be sentenced, two clusters of wildfires called hope danced in his eyes, but he really knew that his sins were serious and he was about to be driven into the bottomless abyss.His face was pale, his lips were tightly pursed, and he was trembling all over, but he tried his best to straighten his back, restrain the trembling, and make himself look calmer.

He stared at Mu Ci's eyes earnestly, his hands did not relax at all, and were locked on Mu Ci's slender and soft waist.

……

Mu Ci raised her head slightly, and with the light of the two full moons pouring down, stared at this man who had a soft heart but always liked to arm himself with sternness.

He can no longer be called a teenager, and has a special charm that can be called a youth - his youthful and graceful outline has hardened its edges and corners, producing a kind of heroic, bright and handsome, and exuding a more mature masculine charm day by day.

His gaze is firm, hiding a huge potential for growth. At this moment, because of his affection for him, his eyes are full of thunder, but he forbears not to explode.

This is undoubtedly a very good man, with extraordinary charm.

Even Mu Ci, who has read thousands of sails and has a heart like still water, can't say that she doesn't like this kind of vigorous, youthful and intense beauty.

Mu Ci wants to witness the growth of this outstanding young man and see how far he can go...

Have you ever been tempted?

No, just can't be tempted.

Is it inappropriate?

Yes, it's really not appropriate.

Love is deep and lifeless!

Feelings that are too hot will burn him and destroy him.

——You are a star in the world, and you are very outstanding. You have a road to the blue sky, so why chase after me, humble and beg for a little review?

——You can't wait to hand over all the trump cards, such unreserved love, you want to use your chest to block the disaster of cold arrows for me, and make me a disaster that will kill your future. How can I respond to you selfishly?

……

Mu Ruosong has already taken 99 steps. Anyway, the situation couldn't be worse, so he simply took the last step and asked without giving up, "You like me too, don't you?"

Mu Ci was silent.

"You never lied, you always said that we are not suitable, you are afraid of hurting me, but you never said 'dislike'. Tell me, it's not my wishful thinking, you will also be moved by me."

Mu Ci remained silent.

Yes, he never lied, but he didn't want to.

The more this happened, the more hopeful Mu Ruosong felt, so he observed Mu Ci carefully, trying to find some clues.

But Mu Ci has never been calm, he is good at hiding all emotions in the deepest place, his dark pupils are like unfathomable black holes, sucking away the eyes of others, but he never lets people see through him, it is impossible to guess His love and hate.

Unable to touch the bottom and unpredictable like this, Mu Ruosong couldn't settle down and felt powerless.

Can such a person really be moved?

My heart has gone after you...

And you...do you still have a heart?

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