Sheng Shi Merciful Light

In fact, after Mou Yu uttered the truth, he felt a little regretful, so he tried his best to hold back his emotions, not to laugh, and not to show any expression that might hurt a man's self-esteem.

After all, men are very sensitive in this regard, although Mu Ci's personality may not even care about this kind of thing, but Mou Yu doesn't want Mu Ci to have the slightest possibility of being hurt.

The night demon king with a cold face all day long, the first time he wanted to laugh but had to "play cool", almost holding back internal injuries.

……

Mu Ci really didn't care, after all, what Mou Yu said was the truth, and it didn't matter if he didn't care about it or not.So Mu Ci also told the truth: "This kind of thing doesn't look at the size, it doesn't look at the time, it only looks at the technology."

A young and beautiful young man who was supposed to be as pure as white paper, and who seemed to be a very experienced love veteran... was not pretending, nor was he the dark and twisted experience of being abused for three years.It's a kind of person who has been in love for many years, has countless loves, has rich experience, knows how to make both parties happy, and has superb skills... Confidence.

Strong aura, very sexy!

Fascinatingly sexy!

What a sharp contrast between a young boy and a seasoned veteran.It made Mou Yu have a visual contrast, but in his heart he felt that it was not against the harmony, as it should be... Because Mu Ci's attitude was so natural, it made Mou Yu feel like "Under the sheep's skin, there is indeed a fox demon that charms all living beings." "a feeling of.

There was a momentary contortion on his face.

Mu Ci supported her forehead with one hand, and with two fingers, she walked around Mou Yu's strange face as if walking, and said, "Laugh if you want."

Mou Yu felt itchy on his face: "I don't want to laugh..." He actually wanted to know some truths, such as Mu Ci's real identity, and the past behind that identity...

However, this is not something he can ask, so his expression is even weirder.

Mu Ci didn't seem to notice, and casually tapped with his index finger and middle finger alternately, "walking" from Mou Yu's arm all the way to his strong waist, the itching made Mou Yu's muscles tremble, and he tried his best to hold back his laughter.

Mu Ci scratched harder.

Looking at those two naughty fingers, Mou Yu knew that Mu Ci did it on purpose, and wanted to make him laugh... It turned out that this cold, rational and beautiful young man still had a childish time.

Very lively and cute.

Mu Ci's finger lingered around Mou Yu's waist, and said naturally and firmly: "I'm still young, I have time to 'grow up'..." The finger slid down ambiguously, making Mou Yu In an instant, his body tensed even more, and he stretched out his hand to hold down Mu Ci's hand.

Mu Ci raised one corner of her lips, with a sexy smile, leaned close to Mou Yu's ear, and said in a charming voice that made her pregnant after hearing it: "When the time comes, I will make you... unable to smile, only panting and... The voice begging for mercy..."

Mou Yu: "..."

Mou Yu felt that this was indeed a nine-tailed fox demon, it would really drive people crazy if they lowered their figure to seduce people.

Mou Yu didn't feel offended, no matter how bad a good-looking boy was, he was easily forgiven.What he paid attention to was another important point - Mu Ci never lied to save face, so "will grow up" is definitely not a joke!

He stared at Mu Ci, and asked what he cared about the most, which was also the most important question: "Your place... will it really be alright?"

"Definitely!" Before today, Mu Ci didn't think so. In fact, he himself didn't have too much hope, otherwise he wouldn't refuse the emperor to find a doctor who is good at andrology.

"Great!" Given Mu Ci's good reputation, Mou Yu believed it instantly, and was pleasantly surprised.And at this time, Mu Ci's eyes are shining, she is sly and agile, she speaks seductive words full of coquettish, unfeminine, and has a unique attractiveness of a beautiful boy... so attractive that people want to rub her into her arms and take good care of her... .

Mou Yu really couldn't express his flying mood at this moment in words, and it was impossible for him to have a sense of crisis of "what will happen" at the moment, so he directly dug Mu Ci out of the quilt and rubbed him into his arms hard, With the strength that would not hurt him, he pressed the boy into his arms and rubbed him hard.

"Great... Really good... There is nothing better than this..." Mou Yu expressed his joy while rubbing.

Knowing what Mou Yu was happy about, Mu Ci broke free from Mou Yu's clutches, stood up and straddled Mou Yu, put both hands on Mou Yu's shoulders, and stared into his eyes.

The sharpness and coldness in this cold and stern man's eyes disappeared, because the sincere smile shone with warm waves.

Mu Ci also stared at this pair of eyes that were sincerely happy for him, and felt his heart hit by something, slightly painful, sore, warmer, hot to the point of scalding.

"Do it? I want you!" Mu Ci said emotionally.

Mou Yu didn't move, just smiled like a naughty child, but said: "No!" He refused.

Mu Ci slowly possessed herself, kissed Mou Yu on the nose, looked at Mou Yu more tenderly and said, "I really haven't recovered now, so I don't mind you taking the lead. Do you have any experience in this area? Do you want me to teach you?" you?"

"What did you say?" Mou Yu suddenly put away the smile in his eyes, and his expression became serious in an instant, staring at Mu Ci's eyes.The voice trembled a little.

Mu Ci is very calm: "The man's place is not born for love. If you are inexperienced, you can easily hurt me. In fact, it is best for me to do it a few times first. You know how to bear it, so that you can better dominate, control yourself, and learn to let both sides Pleasant technique."

Mou Yu: "..." I am not asking you to popularize technology, but asking you...

"why?"

——I always thought that you wanted me only for a bed warmer like a court lady.

——so I refuse!

——I can be a knife in your hand, a stepping stone on your road to Qingyun, but I never want to be one of your bed warmers...

But you said, I can lead...that...to you.

why?

Mou Yu knows best what Mu Ci has experienced, being in purgatory for three years by the crown prince, and his body was covered in bruises.

Mou Yu has traced the shape of each scar over and over again. He is not only a warrior, but also the commander of the night guards. He is good at torture and can skillfully distinguish when the scars were obtained, the way and intensity of the injuries, and... what kind of pain will it cause? .

So many scars and horrible pain did not make Mu Ci give in.

——You are unyielding.

Mou Yu couldn't imagine how Mu Ci was forced to say "I don't mind you taking the lead" after being forced to suffer such a terrible injury, and even taught him the skills in this area.

Are you open minded?no it's not...

...you are willing.

But why are you...willing to me?

This willingness is too heavy!Regardless of Mu Ci's reasons, this in itself is a very heavy feeling, so heavy that Mou Yu vaguely feels unable to bear it, almost suffocating affection.

Even before that, Mu Ci remained calm and never expressed it.

……

Mu Ci can always easily understand that the "why" asked by others is actually asking why.

Mu Ci reached out and touched Mou Yu's face. The beard was shaved, and the face was rough and dark due to the wind and frost.He said in a muffled voice: "You said that you are not good-looking, you are also dark, you look fierce every day when you are cold, and your body is hard but not soft, and it hurts to hug...There are so many beautiful people in this world, how could I like you?"

Mou Yu: "..."

Mu Ci's hand slid to Mou Yu's chest: "But I just like you. I like your heart, which is soft and gentle." His hand moved downstream, touching his strong eight-pack abs , "I also like this place...the figure is great!" Going down further..."And here..." Mou Yu grabbed the wrist before reaching the dangerous area.

Mu Ci smiled, with deep tenderness in his eyes: "Because you have no contempt for me, no strange eyes, and never dirty thoughts, you are a very kind and gentle person. You have always used such gentleness, a little A little bit of weight in my heart made me unable to refuse your warmth... But it was just a good impression before, until last night I experienced a life-and-death calamity, and you guarded me... In life, it is really difficult to meet someone who can Unprepared, someone who is worthy of entrusting your life to trust. Just now I suppressed you with unknown power, and you instinctively didn't want to hurt me, Lin Yuan, I have truly expressed my heart to you."

Mu Ci called out Mou Yu's name for the first time.

Mu Ci is also very sensible about feelings, and there will be no such situation as "I like you, I just like you for some reason."He's sober enough to know "why" he likes it.

But liking is liking, and liking will not be discounted just because you are sober.

"I'm nice to you, but I never meant it that way." Mou Yu said.Taking care of Mu Ci at the beginning was a task assigned by the God-Sent Emperor. Later, he softened his heart, cared about him and helped him, appreciated his strength, trusted his ability, and protected him.

I didn't even think about love.

Mu Ci's sudden confession caught him off guard.

Mu Ci understood, and replied: "I never said it, because I knew you didn't like me."

"Then now..." Why do you say?

"I'm afraid of missing you, and I'm afraid that you may not understand your own mind."

"My regards?"

"You treat me so well that you don't care about your own safety, but you never want to call me 'brother'. What do you make me think? Also, maybe you didn't realize that your eyes often follow me and stay on me. Especially after returning from Xihe Plain."

Only then did Mou Yu realize that he was indeed staring at Mu Ci, following his figure as if fascinated.

"Tell me, I'm not wrong." Mu Ci asked.

But Mou Yu was silent, a heavy silence with many emotions—I was confused, I didn't know, I really didn't understand my own mind.

"Linyuan, you know that with my ability, I can get what I want without having to sell my body. So, I am willing because I really like it and don't care about other things." Mu Ci said.

Mou Yu knew that Mu Ci never disobeyed his will, never cheated, when he said he liked it, he really liked it.

Mou Yu found that his heart, which had been frozen for many years, was completely confused.

Chaos!

He was molested just now, and he has been calm and not disturbed.Because he only thought of Mu Ciai as teasing, joking, and having fun.

Ke Muci said, I like it!

Willing to do anything.

He was extremely surprised and flattered, but his first reaction was not joy, but... nothing in return.

……

Mu Ci is so good at observing words and expressions, he knows that he will probably still get the wrong meaning.If he really had feelings for him, he would have jumped on him a long time ago.

But in Mou Yu's eyes, there were entanglement and hesitation, gratitude and joy, more than the flash of love.

Mu Ci smiled gracefully: "You have the right to refuse the matter of mutual love."

Mou Yu didn't know what was wrong with him, so he couldn't see Mu Ci being wronged. He felt so distressed for a moment, caressed Mu Ci's small face, and said seriously: "It's a bit sudden, let me think about it."

Mu Ci smiled openly: "You are not a hesitant person, and if you have hesitation, you are not."

Mou Yu just shook his head: "You have to let me take care of it...it's not appropriate to be in the palace, and the time and place are not right."

"Don't make excuses. Since I confessed to you, I don't care about these external influences. Since you were called to take care of me and send Yuquan spring wine to other princes, your life was tied to me. So I If he wants you, the emperor won't bother, and he's happy to see it happen."

This is true, fortunately the atmosphere is open, if Muci asks for a bed partner, regardless of gender, the God-Sent Emperor will only be happy - as long as the son's roots can be restored.It's okay to ask for Mou Yu, maybe he will wash Mou Yu up and tie a bow to send it to him.

Mou Yu knew better that with Mu Ci's mental ability, if he really liked him and wanted him, he would naturally have all kinds of means to subdue him and make him willing, so he couldn't escape.He also has Mu Ci in his heart, he cares about him, and loves him. Although he doesn't know what kind of feeling it is, it is true that the weight is more than he imagined.

He refused to let Mu Ci suffer a little bit, and couldn't stand him showing a little bit of aggrieved expression... He always felt that Mu Ci was so perfect that he should hold the most beautiful things in the world in front of him, and let him be happy.

Mou Yu knew that he would definitely compromise.

Seeing that Mou Yu was still struggling, Mu Ci said, "Sometimes your heart can lie, but your body is very honest. You can tell what your feelings are when you kiss me."

"Can?"

Mu Ci nodded: "Yes, kiss me."

Mou Yu turned over and pressed Mu Ci down, paying attention to supporting himself so as not to increase Mu Ci's burden...

"You really like me that much?" Mou Yu asked, his voice was so low that it was a little hoarse, and he was very happy.Everyone has vanity, and he must be happy to be liked by a beautiful, perfect and powerful person.

"I like it." Mu Ci supported Mou Yu's chest with one hand, without moving.

"Then I... have a try." Mou Yu took several deep breaths, gritted his teeth, approached Mu Ci, and pressed his lips against Mu Ci's...

Mu Ci slightly opened her lips to accept the kiss, and stuck out the tip of her tongue to entangle with Mou Yu's lips and teeth, but soon... Mu Ci turned her head away.

Mou Yu was stunned for a moment, then leaned over again, chasing Mu Ci's lips... But Mu Ci still avoided it.

Mou Yu indulged, "What's wrong? Are you angry?"

"No." Mu Ci pushed him, "Lie down, it seems we need to have a good talk."

Mou Yu secretly breathed a sigh of relief, turned over and lay on the side, looking at Mu Ci.

Mu Ci touched the new stubble on Mou Yu's face again, it was a little prickly, he looked seriously into Mou Yu's eyes and said, "Brother, I like you, I really do."

"Then why dodge?"

"Because I have a very important question for you," Mu Ci asked with an extremely serious expression, "Have you always liked women?"

Mou Yu frowned.

Mu Ci was a little helpless: "Don't you know? Why didn't you get married? Have you ever had one before? Men and women?"

Mou Yu didn't think it was necessary to hide it, and said generously: "Father thought about giving me a marriage as a mediator, but my position is a bit special. I have to leave the palace after I get married, so I didn't think about it. During the period, Father gave me a palace. Women, there have been a few times... As for men, I haven't." I didn't even think about it.

Mu Ci understood in seconds.Mou Yu's special position is the commander of the Night Walking Guard, and he cannot get married and have children because of selfish motives.Never had a man...

Mu Ci said: "I understand, although you don't have many women, you probably don't love men."

Mou Yu was puzzled: "How can you be sure?" He himself hadn't been sure, although he never thought of doing such a thing with a man.

Mu Ci put his palm on Mou Yu's heart again, and said, "When you kissed me just now, I was counting your heart rate and observing your reaction... There is no other meaning, this is an instinctive habit."

"I know, and then what?" Mou Yu was not surprised, he knew Mu Ci's habits best, such as when flipping through a book, he must first calculate the number of words and calculate the efficiency, or calculate some things that no one else can think of.So when Mu Ci hooks up with someone, she counts her heart rate and observes her reaction, it's simply instinct.

Even if Mou Yu was angry, he would be white. He was only curious about what conclusion Mu Ci could draw from observing these.

"Your heart beats faster and your breath is short of breath, but instead of dilating the blood vessels in your face and turning red, your face turns pale, your pupils shrink, and your muscles are tense and tense..." Mu Ci's finger started from Mou Yu's chest again, and moved all the way down... was caught again. Mou Yu caught it.

Mu Ci confirmed it, and said with a smile: "It's not about being nervous, it's about controlling myself not to resist."

Control yourself not to resist?

Generally, when Mu Ci expresses his meaning with such rational language, it is 100% correct, but Mou Yu has no idea where Mu Ci came to this conclusion.

The thinking of species with too high IQ made him uncertain.

Mou Yu recognized his fate of "being played upside down by Mu Ci", and asked, "So?"

"It's not that you don't like me, it's just that you don't love men."

"Are you sure?" Mou Yu asked, "If it was you, I think it should be fine." Being liked by such an excellent person as Mu Ci, the possibility of change is very high.

"No, there is no possibility." Mu Ci was not disappointed. There are too many things in the world that you can't ask for, and he has long been bearish.After getting the result, he relaxed instead, holding Mou Yu's arm as a pillow, grabbing a bunch of Mou Yu's hair with his fingers and carelessly twisting them around his fingertips.

Mou Yu saw that he was not ashamed of being rejected, nor was he indifferent, but only had a warm smile on his face, flowing with warmth.

"Brother, you like women, but you can't do it to men. It's like I can't be hard on women. This is my nature, and I can't force it or change it." Mu Ci said.

Looking back on the past, Mou Yu did not have any thoughts about men.

It was a fact, and he couldn't refute it.

Even if Mu Ci is more beautiful than a woman, he can easily lose his mind when he hooks up with someone, but his nature can't be changed. It's fine for him to hug Mu Ci close to him, but when he becomes lustful, he thinks of having intimate sex with him. There is always a weird feeling of "no way".

I will resist, and I can't accept it psychologically.

He thought it was just nervous, but Mu Ci hit the nail on the head, saying that he was controlling his instinct to "not resist".

However, Mu Ci likes him... what should I do?

"Maybe after getting used to it, you can do it, you... don't want to try?" Mou Yu asked.

"Don't try!" Mu Ci refused.

He swiped Mou Yu's nose with the tip of his curly hair, and saw him holding back a sneeze, showing a cute mischievous smile, and said: "It's not interesting to force it, you have to make up your mind to kiss me, how will you get along with me in the future?" Am I more intimate? In the future, it will be even more unacceptable to be entered by me, and I will never be strong against you, so...brother, my nature cannot be distorted, even though I look beautiful, I cannot become a woman."

Mou Yu hesitated to speak.

Mu Ci smiled openly again, "It's okay, because I like you, I really like you, if you force yourself for me, I will be sad. I love you too."

Mou Yu found out that Mu Ci always had this ability, and he said a simple sentence, a sentence of "distressed", which made his heart feel sore and painful, and he also felt a little pain...

"Brother, I am a person who is rarely emotional. Once I am emotional, I will be very serious about my relationship. What I want is not a bed partner to vent my desires and desires, or a lover who will show love overnight. What I want is to join hands with me and spend a lifetime together. My lover. I only want my lover to kiss me because he likes, because he loves, not for any other reason."

Mou Yu was a little moved, he believed that Mu Ci was serious about feelings.

Mu Ci said: "Besides, how do you know that I definitely need you to compromise? I can wait for my true happiness to come, it's not up to you."

"Yes! I'm thinking about it." Mou Yu took it upon himself to admit that his self-sacrificing compromise was not correct.

"I'm very happy. You want to force yourself to get along with me, which means that I hold a lot of weight in your heart. Therefore, I should cherish your feelings even more. I can't force you to change your nature just because I like it. This is not moral or immoral. It's a problem, but a violation of your natural human rights." Mu Ci said solemnly.

"Brother, you too have the right to pursue true happiness."

Mou Yu: "..." He couldn't tell what it was like to feel sour and sweet in his heart, and he looked at Mu Ci with such a gentle gaze that he had never felt before.

"So, I like you, but I reject you!" Mu Ci said.

It cannot be denied that Mou Yu breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. He showed an apologetic smile: "You can always see clearly. I am too old to be inferior to you. So... I am very sorry. Feel sorry."

Speaking of this, the only thing Mu Ci needs now is to be sincere.

Mu Ci wrapped her hands gently around Mou Yu's neck, greedily smelling the manly smell on Mou Yu's body.After taking a bath, the smell of soap mixed with the sweetness of the Xueyu cream on her body made the warmth of life on Mou Yu's body softer, and Mu Ci felt calm and safe...

"Brother, thank you for your sincerity. It's just that you can't respond. This is not a disappointment, so you don't need to say sorry." Mu Ci said.

There seemed to be something stuck in Mou Yu's throat, which made him speechless, and he just hugged Mu Ci back forcefully.

What do you say?At this moment, all words are pale and powerless. Mu Ci...is frank, reasonable, and tolerant. Although this young man is only in his teens, he has always had a kind of wisdom far beyond his age in dealing with people and dealing with things. and psychic.

Most importantly, he knows how to love.

He knows how to love someone truly and rationally, and the person he loves will never be afraid of being hurt by him.

"So, Brother, please call me 'Brother', you care about me, you like me, even you love me, but you don't have desires, so we don't become lovers, we can be brothers who depend on life and death."

"Brother... Brother..." Mou Yu yelled emotionally and naturally.

"Brother, I love you, my brother."

Mou Yu smiled, stretched out his hand to hold the back of Mu Ci's head, and kissed him resoundingly on the forehead, without any explanation, just accepted it like a promise: "Brother! I love you too, more than my own life .”

Mou Yu is the person closest to Mu Ci in this world and the person who understands him best. Mu Ci has never been a sticky person, he is very free and easy. From now on, he will only treat him as an elder brother, respect and love him, and will not produce more brothers than brothers Feelings other than friendship.

But it's also love.

What does the happiness and satisfaction of being loved feel like?

Mou Yu had never tasted it before, so the boy in his arms said that he loved him and respected him like an elder brother, and he fell asleep trustingly in his arms, making his heart feel full, warm and joyful...

Although it can't produce lust, this is indeed the feeling of love in the legend.

I love him, he loves me, we are brothers.

The upturned mouth corners broke Mou Yu's usual coldness, so much happiness and warmth turned into small pains and regrets - if only a female doll, even a princess, he is not unqualified to ask for marriage Yes, even if being a son-in-law requires staying away from power and living a mediocre life, he is willing.

It's a pity that good luck tricks people.

Mou Yu couldn't help but kissed Mu Ci's forehead again, and said, "You will find someone you love, who also loves you." After thinking about it, he added, "A man."

Mu Ci raised the corners of her lips and revealed a faint smile: "You will also have a... woman who loves you."