Sheng Shi Merciful Light

Mu Ci said: "Your actions were too extreme. If you had been more rational at the time, maybe it would not have ended like this."

Emperor Tianshou raised his head suddenly: "What did you say? Say it again!"

He shuddered with excitement.

Mu Ci pressed his hand on his chest and said, "I'm too excited and my heart beats too fast, so I won't say anything."

His son was worried about him, and the Emperor Tianshou looked at his son's clear and peaceful eyes under the moonlight, and suddenly felt that nothing was important, his life was complete, and he calmed down.

"You say it."

"You don't get along with her for a day or two. You don't know the mother's character, you doubt her, and you shouldn't doubt the child's lineage. Also, you didn't think deeply about Jian Luo's appearance, but at that time... it might be because of the deep love , Hate so much, there is no way to calm down. These actions are very sad."

Emperor Tianshou was heartbroken and regretted, "I don't know what happened at that time."

Mu Ci waved his hand: "Forget it, it's all over." Discussing these is useless, thinking, maybe Xie Qi hated Emperor Tianshou so much, so he deliberately didn't say that the child is his, otherwise why would Emperor Tianshou let his wife and children stay in the cold palace .And Xie Qi didn't want to get along with Emperor Tianshou again, and he refused to meet him even to let him misunderstand.

The Emperor Tianshou also thought of this. The love that he thought was a complete failure, in fact...maybe there is a chance to get it.If he had always trusted Ah Qi, never questioned her loyalty, treated her as best he could, and cleaned up all potential threats first... maybe everything would be different now.

For more than ten years, he has been entangled with him like seaweed, and the pain of not getting what he wants has swept him away.He couldn't bear Xie Qi's strong hatred, and every time he took a breath, it was a bone-piercing pain.

——Ah Qi, do you hate me that much?

But he had no chance to ask Ah Qi for an answer.

No one's strength is to blame.

Who can blame it?

Blame the framing of the harem woman?

No wonder, he chose a path that could not be retreated. He had to rely on the family power behind the women in the harem to consolidate the throne. There was no way to give Ah Qi a stable environment. Can open eyes and close eyes.

Therefore, all the harm Ah Qi suffered was caused by him alone - he couldn't let go of it, which ruined Ah Qi's family; Ah Qi pushed into the abyss step by step...

Putting her in the cold palace broke her heart.It was he who was thinking about it. How could such a gentle and obedient woman who was so proud and uncompromising in her bones beg him to leave the cold palace?

So... never meet again!

Never again.

The eyes of Emperor Tianshou were blurred...

Mu Ci saw how uncomfortable Emperor Tianshou was, and didn't continue talking.

Another situation is that maybe Xie Qi tried to love Emperor Tianshou, but in the end... Emperor Tianshou's distrust broke her down.

Xie Qi has never been stupid. Maybe he knows that even if he admits the child's lineage and the God-given letter, there are still seeds of doubt. He is already suspicious. Who knows when he will be framed again and explode again?

How dangerous it is to be favored without trust, Xie Qi has already tasted it, and she dare not believe in the love of the emperor.

As for why Xie Qi didn't clarify why Xie Qi was about to die later, maybe it was the peaceful life in the cold palace that misled Xie Qi, thinking that in the cold palace, she could escape the battles of the palace. It was the only way she could think of. She would rather let her son's lineage be suspected and stay in the cold palace, but he could survive and live peacefully.

This is a very sad protection.

Xie Qi knew that Emperor Tianshou would not attack a child, and the enemies in the harem were naturally happy to live with such a "stain", making Emperor Tianshou hate Xie Qi.

Xie Qi's wish was half fulfilled, and the child survived, but she didn't expect that even in the cold palace, some ugliness still couldn't be avoided.

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Mu Ci knew what he wanted to know, and he had an explanation to Xing Jun, but he didn't feel very happy.He gently plucked the strings, and the tune of "Phoenix Seeking the Phoenix" flowed. The lingering love is always just a beautiful legend.

Emperor Tianshou was heartbroken, looking at his son's delicate face that combined the advantages of himself and the beloved woman, and also showed some youthful tenderness, because he was too thin, his chin was sharp, and his face was small, making him even more lovable.

However, the son's eyes did not have the innocence and agility of young people who are ignorant of the world. It seemed that he had seen the ups and downs of the world, experienced the vicissitudes and pains of the world, and finally stood on a high place, seeing everything thoroughly, and also looked down. No bottom, no light, no dust, no love, no hate.

The world of mortals is so vast that it is difficult to stir up a wave.

Is it ugly pain that deprives him of his joy?Or is it the strange and extraordinary origin that makes him detached from the world?

Emperor Tianshou suddenly felt panic, afraid that he would not be able to catch this child, and he would not stay here for long.He suddenly hugged Mu Ci tightly and grabbed him.Subconsciously touched the small object on his wrist that was holding down his soul, but found nothing. She wanted to roll up his sleeves to check, but Mu Ci withdrew her hand.

"Why didn't you wear it again?" asked the Emperor Tianshou.

"I'm wearing it, brother put it away just now." Mu Ci said.

Emperor Tianshou saw that the pendant on his son's neck and waist had not been taken off, so he stopped asking, and said very seriously: "Ah Ci, you are my son!"

"Ah."

"my son!"

How much he had hoped that he and Ah Qi would conceive a child that flowed through their blood. In a sense, the two would be fused together and could not be separated.

Their children must be the most beautiful, the best, and the most proud.

As a matter of fact, it is true.

In just these few days, Emperor Tianshou has seen Mu Ci's wisdom and talent.He is kind-hearted, sympathetic to the hardships of people's livelihood; generous and selfless, never seeking personal gain; he does not stick to established laws, reforms and innovates, and introduces good policies.In just a few months, it has brought many benefits to the court, to this country, and to all the people.

Analyze the way of being a king: his family Xiao Jiulang has all the talents, wisdom, benevolence and even the art of governing the country and controlling people.Moreover, Mu Ci's background is extraordinary, this is a heavenly dragon, an emperor star, which can guarantee great fortune for thousands of years.

It is the light of hope.

However, has their Mu family been cursed by fate?Just like his elder brother Mu Chun, who was so amazingly talented and blessed with a bright future, was ruined by Wei Shi's little selfishness and desire.

Kokuro's health was also ruined.Emperor Tianshou hugged the person in his arms, and he couldn't help but gently squeeze his slender waist, as if it could be broken at any time... He is too thin, a carriage can knock him apart, and a wind and cold can take away his body. life.

If you take good care of it, you don’t know if you can persist for a few years. How can you carry on such a heavy expectation of "the country is prosperous and prosperous, and tens of millions of people are in continuous peace and happiness"?

My little Jiulang was destroyed by my own hands...

Kuro...

If there is no misunderstanding from the beginning, he can trust his lover and let Jiulang grow up healthy and happy... He can let go of his resentment and go to the cold palace to take a look at the innocent child... Even if he only takes one look, he can recognize it as his own son.

Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world.

The damage is irreparable.

"Forgive me, son, forgive me..." Emperor Tianshou lowered his head and pressed against his son's face, rubbing it lightly, begging...

"Ah."

"Don't hate me, don't leave me."

"Ah."

"...you agreed?" Emperor Tianshou suddenly realized the meaning of his son's sloppy snort.

"Ah."

"Really? Forgive me?" Emperor Tianshou couldn't believe how easy it was. He turned Mu Ci to face each other, wrapped Mu Ci's thin hands in his palms with both hands, and stared at Mu Ci's deep and indifferent eyes, not letting go Any clues.

That cautious expression turned out to be a little timid.

"I forgive you." Mu Ci said calmly, "I never hated you..."

There was indeed no trace of resentment in his tone.

But Emperor Tianshou was even more disturbed, and asked: "Don't hate me? Won't you leave me?"

"I don't hate it." Mu Ci said, "Whether you want to leave or not is not up to me, I can't guarantee it."

Tianshoudi looked at Mu Ci quietly and blankly, as if he was looking at him, and also seemed to be looking at the ruthless years of wind and rain through him.After a long time, he showed a distorted expression, which seemed to be smiling, more like crying.

"But...you won't..."

"Why ask?" Mu Ci interrupted him, "Why make yourself sad?"

The Tianshou Emperor's eyes lost their brilliance and withered into ashes in an instant... His chest hurt so badly that he couldn't help but bend down to resist the pain.

Don't...don't love me anymore.

I won't... love again.

Mu Ci sighed, and reached out her hand for the first time to hug this vicissitudes of life old man, and got used to the decayed smell covered by sandalwood on his body, and patted his back: "Cry if you want to cry, keep it in your heart not good."

Emperor Tianshou didn't cry or scream, only breathing hoarsely like a bellows.

Mu Ci said frankly: "I respect you, but you really can't ask me for more, I can't give it to you. But I don't want to make you sad, the past is over, don't be sad!"

Emperor Tianshou froze all over.

"If you are sad, I will feel a little distressed." Mu Ci said.

It's not that Mu Ci has no feelings, it's just that he sees too clearly, and he can't hide his true feelings from him. It's not easy to touch the softness in his heart.But when he is touched, he will face his feelings sincerely, and if he wants to express it, he will express it.

Mu Ci is such a person, he never deceives, never misleads, he is rational and calm, cold-blooded to the point of chilling; yet he is so affectionate and gentle, so gentle that it makes people want to cry.

——So, I don't hate you, and I don't love you, but I love you.

I can only give so much, don't be sad!

The Emperor Tianshou suddenly understood. For the first time, he had a tacit understanding with his son, and in an instant he burst into tears...

What a good boy.

"Woooooo... son... woo... I was wrong... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

In his life, Emperor Tianshou grew up amidst conspiracy and betrayal, and fought in the sea of ​​corpses and blood. He never thought that he made a mistake or made a mistake.So he never said a "wrong" word in his life, never said "sorry" to anyone.

Only when facing Jiulang's mother and son, he was wrong and he was sorry.

Mu Ci had observed the Emperor Tianshou thoroughly, and knew that this was the only emperor who bowed his head and apologized only to him, the tough and cold emperor who had gone through countless bloody storms, steel thorns and thorns in his life.

Mu Ci remained indifferent, holding the white-haired old man in her arms.This old man who took off the emperor's cloak and dared to tell the truth with the strength of wine, told the secret buried deepest in his heart, and apologized.

Mourning and weeping, everyone will be infected by the deep and substantial sadness.

But after that moment of heartache, Mu Ci returned to being indifferent...

Everyone has tears, but what is the use?In life, there are always some things that cannot be erased with a sentence "I was wrong". Tears can't wash away the pain, and no amount of apology is just a sign... There is no place to regret.

Mu Ci felt that the imperial palace, the emperor, and the nine princes were all boring for a moment.In a relationship, everyone loses.Because the imperial palace cannot tolerate a true love who will make the balance of power unbalanced, nor can it tolerate a ninth prince who will make other princes have nowhere to go.

The palace is but a cage of gold and jade.

Emperor, you are still crying, yes, you should cry.

do you know?

Your real son is dead.

The saddest thing in the world is when you want to say "sorry", but no one is listening.

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