Help each other with "silence"

Chapter 44:

Cloudy, noon.

In a coffee shop away from the city center, there were two people who shouldn't be sitting together so peacefully.

Shen Mo took a sip of coffee, his throat, which had only recovered two days ago, was a little itchy under the stimulation of sex.

"You should know that it is impossible for you to win." Shen Mo put down the cup, and looked up at Tu Yu who was opposite.

"You should also know that what I want is not to win." Tu Yu propped his chin, looked at Shen Mo, narrowed his slender eyes, and the corners of his lips were irritatingly curved.

Shen Mo frowned, and her pair of amber eyes, which were not as gentle as usual, became a little dark.

"For Qin Yan." The plain tone made Tuyu's smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and a hint of misery flashed across his narrowed eyes.

"You don't deserve her love."

"Destroy it because you can't get it? It's just your self-righteousness, so you hide it from her. Am I wrong?"

"Didn't your self-righteousness allow me to achieve my goal this time?" Tuyu opened her eyes full of anger, but the corner of her mouth was still smiling. She stood up and looked at Silence, and sneered.

"You think that by doing this and wronging yourself, you can help Gu Yimo. What happened?"

"Do you think that if you do it very hard and suffer yourself, then Gu Yimo will thank you?"

"Your self-righteousness has harmed her and yourself." Tuyu picked up the bag next to her, glanced at her silent silence, and mocked, "Actually, it's just your own self-righteousness." , just talking to myself."

My, self righteous?

Shen Mo looked at Tu Yu's gradually disappearing figure, amber empty.

Ah yes.

At that time, the self who complained about the injustice of the world was not so self-righteous.

Self-righteously thinking that everyone around me is naive and ridiculous, self-righteously thinking that I am pitiful and pathetic, self-righteously thinking that as long as my father understands me, it is enough.

Then self-harm, self-loathing, self-loneliness.

The results of it?

As a result, the father was also injured.

We make the same mistakes over and over again.

He clearly knew that it was wrong, but he always forgot the past and stepped on it without hesitation.

Hurt self and others.

Silence just believes that sacrificing a little of one's own principles and enduring a little pain does not need to be known to others.

Just need to help her.

But I don't know, not letting others know is a kind of self-righteousness.

Unauthorized decisions can only be accepted by others in ignorance, unauthorized deprivation of others' right to know, unauthorized, hurt, and then, unauthorized, to make those who love themselves sad.

We are always so self-righteous, and then hurt, hurt.

never ending.