Help each other with "silence"

Chapter 19:

Have you imagined, like this, a picture?

There is one, the brightest star in the night sky, it is in one place every time, every time it appears, it seems that a whole galaxy appears in the night sky.

It is beautiful and bright.

So you're thinking, if only I could take it off.

Take it off, let it belong to you only.

brighten yourself.

So, you reach out.

You stretched out your hands toward that star, day after day, year after year, night after night.

Then one day, that star came into your hands.

You looked at it, but found that it was a little star full of blood and darkness, so you looked in that direction, a little puzzled.

Then, you dropped the star that was not as bright and beautiful as you imagined.

The thrown Xing Xing lay on the cold ground, glanced at his miserable appearance, and closed his eyes with a wry smile.

The wind lifted its body and took away its murmur.

she heard it say

——"Look, it really shouldn't come down."

After Shen Mo finished speaking, he just looked at Gu Yimo silently and stopped talking.

But Gu Yimo was half sober and half drunk, she looked at the silence in front of her, and once again couldn't understand those eyes.She just felt that there were too many things in it that didn't belong between them, didn't belong to her, she didn't understand, there were too many things.

Perhaps, alcohol will make people no longer hide the truth and suppress their emotions.

Let people, do not want to, will do.

So, she stubbornly stretched out her hands to the stars.

She said to the stars, come to me.

Gu Yimo sat up, her dark eyes were slightly tipsy after being drunk, but she was less sober.

Afterwards, Silence heard, his own light asked.

"Why, it's not important, you still have to think about it?"

"Why, you don't want to tell me about unimportant things?"

"Why, you always, let me, don't understand? Mo."

"Why, after we are together, my heart is full of it?"

"Shouldn't I be the one who shares everything with you?"

"silent……"

There was a sudden silence, and he was stunned.

She looked at the woman she loved the most in front of her, she was no longer strong, cold, and cold.

She looked at her sky, her eyes as bright as a starry sky were full of doubt and sadness.

She looked at her, at her heart, and asked herself, "why" over and over again.

why?

Why, did it become like this?

Sure enough, I have become weak.

Shen Mo lowered his head, a pair of amber shattered all over the ground, it was a powder that was difficult to bond.

Those elegant eyes now seem to have been hollowed out, dull and empty.

"I..." Mo Mo opened his lips shallowly, and after uttering a note, he couldn't say anything more.

I can, what can I say?

Tell you, the beautiful, indifferent, and elegant me you see is actually just a cowardly person holding scattered star fragments and looking at the flag in front of him, but he can't straighten his waist?

"Why are you so unwilling to say it?" Gu Yimo looked at the silence with his head bowed, looking aggressive and eager.

"I... Yimo, listen to me..." Mo Mo raised his head and took Gu Yimo's hand beside the bed, but Gu Yimo pulled it out the moment he held it.

She paused again and lowered her head.

She looked at her empty palm again, her eyebrows lowered, and suddenly, she wanted to laugh.

In fact, all the things in the world that arise because of conditions, and reason, are determined to fall at the moment of rising.

The origin and the fall, from the beginning to the end.

karma and karma, cause and effect, conditioned origin, natural, conditioned fall.

Everything has its own destiny, why bother to be too obsessed.

I also, why bother, have such a deep obsession.

"Yimo... Let's calm down tonight... I'll go to the guest room, tomorrow morning... If you want to know, just ask and I'll tell you." Shen Mo didn't look at Gu Yimo anymore, just stood up Go out of the bedroom and close the door.

But Gu Yimo felt the coldness of the drawn hand, and looked at the back of the silence who went out stiffly, and his heart was suddenly hit by something.

Vigorously, relentlessly.

It hurt so much that she could only stare blankly at her palm, as if she could see the lonely back of that person through the coldness left in her palm.

what did I do?

What am I doing?

We are all doing what.

Gu Yimo fell down on the bed, raised her arms to cover her eyes, she didn't know how many emotions were in those dark eyes.

Whether, have regrets.

Whether, have been helpless.

Whether, have been angry.

I have been speechless to myself and my lover.

Maybe, there are all of them, or maybe, there is nothing in there, only a puddle of ocean.

A beach full of sky blue ocean.