Help each other with "silence"

Chapter 76:

Time passed like this, and it was time for another year's annual meeting.

On the day of the annual meeting, Mo Mo straightened Gu Yimo's long hair, and said without raising his head: "Do you want me to go?" Gu Yimo sternly refused, with serious eyes, and said: "You Once you go, you will definitely be drunk by those people again, you are not in good health, so you can't go."

It's neither laughing nor crying.

After talking with Gu Mo that day, almost half a month has passed. During this period, Shen Mo took advantage of Gu Yimo's time to go to work to draw engineering drawings. Occasionally, Gu Yimo would be called by Gu Mo to attend some parties. If it's too late, she will keep watching while painting, worrying that she will come back from drinking too much and bump into each other.

She is always such a gentle woman who hates her cowardice, but she is clearly so tough.Every time she looks towards Gu Yimo, she always looks gentle and warm, taking care of her meticulously, but she always doesn't take care of herself.

During this period, Shen Mo talked with Su Yan, her mother, on the phone.

That day, if I didn't remember, it should have been a dry and cold snowy day. She dialed the number Gu Mo gave her. Maybe she was too busy, or maybe it was because of foreign relations, and the answer there was a bit slow.

At that time, it was seven o'clock in the morning here in China, and it was almost seven o'clock in the afternoon there.

What impressed me most in silence was the gentle voice on the other side after answering the phone.

That voice, even though it was changed by the phone and matured by time, is still engraved in the deepest part of the body, a familiar appearance.

Shen Mo listened to that voice, so silent, I don't know how to speak, what to say.

On the contrary, it was Su Yan over there, who asked in English in doubt who it was.

Shen Mo saw the Land Rover driving out of the community through the window, softened his brows and eyes, let out a breath, and called softly: "Mom."

She remembered that after she called this, the other side was silent for a long time, there was an imperceptible heavy breathing in the silence, and forbearance, the silence recalled the appearance of that person in her mind.

She only remembered that the man should have warm eyebrows and eyes, the corners of his mouth would raise a narrow angle when he was teasing his father, and the arms that held her were slender but powerful.

Silence chuckled, not caring about the silence over there, and said, "Mom, I don't blame you."

She was standing where the snowflakes could not be scattered, with a tall figure, warm eyebrows and soft voice, she said softly: "I don't hate you even more. After New Year's Eve, I will go there."

Mo Mo remembers that that day, the mother on the other side of the phone just kept saying hello. Through the phone, it seemed that she was holding the phone, covering her mouth and her eyes were red.

When I hung up the phone, it seemed that I heard my father's voice.

Thinking of this, Shen Mo frowned, looked at the night sky outside the window, raised his pen and continued to draw.

Before New Year's Eve, it should be barely, can be completed.

After the annual meeting, Gu Yimo had to deal with a bunch of things. After New Year's Day, the company's arrangements were roughly made. I thought, so that I could stay at home and be silent and tender, but for some reason, during the years, Gu Mo There were more and more banquets around for no reason, but Silence still always smiled and told her not to take Gu Mo's face off and ask her to go, which made her hold her breath even more and couldn't find a place to say it.

However, what she didn't know was that it was Shen Mo who asked Gu Mo to arrange these.

If Gu Yimo stayed with her every day, she would have no time to draw the engineering drawings, so she asked Gu Mo to arrange some simple banquets to send Gu Yimo away. Naturally, there must be an explanation, don't let She drank too much alcohol.

In this way, except for the time when Gu Yimo attended the party in the evening, the two of them stayed at home, chatting about household affairs, and lived a peaceful and gentle life. The time was like this, day by day, decreasing.

For Shen Mo, it seemed like a blink of an eye, and it was New Year's Eve.

She is about to leave.

Finally, to leave.

Silence let Gu Mozhi go to Gu Yimo to attend a banquet called a family reunion, and specifically explained that he wanted to make her drunk.

Because she knew that when that person drank too much, it was always difficult to get up early the next day.

She will leave at that time.

At night, she sat on the window sill, listening to the lively chatting and laughing in the community, listening to family members saying "Happy New Year" to each other, watching the fireworks all over the sky, counting the minutes and seconds, the corners of her mouth were stiff and the corners of her eyes were red from laughing.

Still stubborn, he repeated the phrase "Happy New Year" over and over again to the empty room.

This sentence, this year, I owe you.

After that, I will pay you back.

At two o'clock in the morning, when the drunken Gu Yimo embraced Shen Mo's curled up back, in the originally lonely room, there was only the guilt of two hearts.

After silently guarding Gu Yimo and falling asleep, he started to pack his luggage.

She has very little to take away, or in other words, she actually doesn't want to take anything away.

She felt that if she didn't take it away, it meant she didn't leave.But I also know that seeing things and thinking about others is always difficult.

She didn't want her to feel that she had disappeared, but she also didn't want her to wait year after year with red eyes.

But she didn't think about it, she didn't want to wait.

Silence took away all his own things at home, leaving only an engineering drawing and a letter.

When she left, she was carrying her luggage, looking at Gu Yimo who was frowning on the bed because of drunkenness and was restlessly sleeping, her eyes were filled with sorrow.She was afraid of waking her up, so she didn't even dare to kiss her, so she had to watch and use the amber to remember, even if it was just a single strand of black hair in this person.

She took away her room key, and when she closed the door, looking at the sofa in the dark living room, it seemed that those people who hugged her, smiled and joked, and ate some unnutritious food with her In the picture of snacks, the corners of his eyes suddenly flushed red.

I owe you all these.

I owe you many years.

If you can't pay it back in this life, then I will pour out the Mengpo soup and pay it back to you in the next life.

Shen Mo finally closed the door, left this warm place, walked downstairs, looked at Chen Zang and Gu Mo waiting at the door, closed his eyes, and got into the car without looking back.

And in that room, only Gu Yimo, who frowned and muttered "I'm sorry", and the drawings and letters pressed on the bedside table.

The words on the letter are gentle yet resolute, but, on the paper, there are a few places where the words are moistened by something.

Yimo:

When you read this letter, I should be far away from you.

Far, far away.

I'm going to a distant place, but I don't know the return date.

I think you must be stupefied with your current expression.

Yimo, I am always so selfish and leave without saying a word, you must be blaming me.

In fact, I hope that you blame me.

I have never dared to tell you that with my body, it is actually impossible to leave the hospital that day.It's just that the doctor said that it's not enough to live, so I didn't bother to lie down.

You must be laughing at me.

I am afraid, I have thought many times before, I am alive, lingering, what is the reason for.

It is only now that I know that I am lingering on my last breath, and I still want to live, just to meet you.

I love you.

If I could be eloquent, if we had so much time, I would say to you a million times, I love you.

Deeper and more intense than you can imagine.

So, I will definitely be back.

Yimo, wait for me for three years.

Even if, at that time, this body is not cured, I will come back crawling.

I also owe you a "Happy New Year".

I still owe you many warm days.

I will come back and pay you back.

You don't want to look for me, you have to live well, and then don't think about me.

You don't need to miss me, I will come back, so don't miss me.

Just need to keep going.

If you are fine, I am fine too.

I'll be fine.