Help each other with "silence"

The colleague's eyes were on the casually dressed but dazzling Shen Mo for three seconds, thinking of this person's temper, he withdrew his eyes and continued to play with himself.

The thought of inviting her did not survive even a second.

Mo Mo's personality is too indifferent, she doesn't hate anyone, but she also doesn't kiss anyone.

Is such a person too difficult to figure out? If you call him over, you will be intimidated instead.

However, when the eyes of other colleagues were turned away, the eyes of the person in front were still fixed on Silence, not moving away for a second.

The person who toasted to Gu Yimo tactfully left after Gu Yimo turned her head. Now Gu Yimo is standing alone in the center with an empty wine glass in her hand, and she is turning her head and silently staring at the silence.

There is a large chandelier above the center of the hall. Gu Yimo's long hair is draped behind his head, and a few strands of hair hang down to the front, casting a small shadow on that indescribably delicate face. In the shadows, I can't see emotions clearly.

Gu Yimo looked at Shen Mo, her expression was as cold as ever, and she seemed to be exuding anger. She looked at Mo Mo, raised her eyebrows suddenly, and raised her chin, as if she was saying: "Come here."

Silently glanced at the entire hall, Secretary Su didn't know where to go, and at this moment, two managers came across from Gu Yimo, holding a glass of champagne.

Shen Mo didn't act immediately, but stood where he was, watching Gu Yimo's slightly drunk but cold eyes sweep over him, and turned his head.As for her, half of her is hidden in the shadow of the door, and half of her is exposed to the light, her eyes are picturesque, her waist-length hair is casually tied behind her head with a black ribbon, and her waist-tucked white shirt reveals part of her calf skin The cropped trousers lined the waist with a slender waist, slender legs, and fair skin.

She just stood there casually, half shadow and half light, but it became a landscape.

Seeing Gu Yimo gulping down a glass of champagne as if venting again, she recalled how the man suffered from stomach trouble the night before, shook her head, sighed and walked forward.

Shen Mo walked to Gu Yimo's left hand, wrapped her arms around her shoulders, took the refilled wine glass slightly raised by the other party, politely smiled at the manager who was toasting Gu Yimo, and said, "Hello!" , I am Mr. Gu’s personal assistant, Mr. Gu is not in good health these few days, I will drink this glass for her, forgive me.” As he spoke, he drank the champagne in one gulp without waiting for the other party’s response, without frowning, still With that indifferent look, the manager saw Mr. Gu standing aside but didn't speak, smiled comprehensibly, drank the wine in his hand, said a few polite words, and then left in a sensible way.

"Aren't you coming, huh?" Gu Yimo looked at Shen Mo, who took a glass of wine brought by the waiter, crossed his hands, and stared at him with a pair of dark eyes, his eyes were dark, and his face was full of coldness.

It was the first time for Shen Mo to see Gu Yimo looking at her with a cold face, she tilted her neck, looked at Gu Yimo, and said nothing.

This is the real face of "President Bingshan". Lin Lin once described to her how cold and terrifying "Our President" is.

Looking at it now, it was almost the same as her description.

"I asked you something, didn't you not come, why are you here again at this time?" Seeing Shen Mo, Gu Yimo just tilted his head and looked at himself slightly, but did not answer, and he was suffocated by the grievance in his heart, Really angry and annoyed, but it's not easy to attack, and there is no reason to attack.

"I encountered some problems on the way, and I was delayed. I didn't say I couldn't say it. Besides, Mr. Gu promised me a seven-day vacation after tomorrow. How could I leave today?" Silent glanced at another manager holding a glass of wine in front of him. , straightened her body, with a pair of quiet and warm amber eyes, Gu Yimo's anger suddenly disappeared, and she sighed helplessly in her heart.

Originally, she arrived in the hall at eight o'clock, and searched for her for a long time, but found that this person hadn't come. Thinking of her promise to him, anger and grievance suddenly rose in her heart.

Gu Yimo's self-control is excellent, although his eyes are slightly drunk, but his words and deeds are the same as usual, dignified and elegant, with the introverted majesty of a ruler looming.

This person is also a natural superior, a natural elegant woman.

She wore a long black dress with the hem slightly dragging the floor, making her slender and fair legs faintly visible under the swaying of the skirt, and the off-shoulder design exposed her shiny shoulders, but no one dared to have any dirty thoughts. That person's cold face and dark eyes all make others feel respect, stay away from looking up to, and must not be played with.

"Would you like to eat something, Mr. Gu?" Shen Mo sent another toast away, the amber pupils under the light glowed softly and elegantly, she turned her head to look at the meal not far away, and said yes Gu Yimo said.

"Alright, it would be better for Assistant Shen to have something to eat. Since Assistant Shen is so considerate to hold me back from drinking, naturally I can't neglect it." Gu Yimo looked at the expressionless face of the man, feeling a little worried, half teasing Half-seriously, he joked: "What would Assistant Shen want to eat, how about I bring it along?"

silence:"······"

"Since Mr. Gu calls me an assistant, this is naturally what I should do. Mr. Gu can do as he pleases. I'm not picky."

You are not picky eaters, you are worthy of your father who needs two hours at home as long as you are shopping for groceries.

Silently looked at Gu Yimo who was walking towards the dining area, and looked at the tall and elegant figure of that person, his eyes flickered with smiles and tenderness.

This person is interesting, he kindly cares about others drinking on an empty stomach, but expresses it in such a twists and turns, what is this called, Tsundere?

Perhaps it's not polite to mentally judge your boss Tsundere.

The corner of Shen Mo's lips curled up, and he turned around to face another group of people who were toasting.

☆、Chapter 13

Silent episode ([-]):

I am 17 years old now.

What kind of age should 17 years old be?

Youthful, surging, passionate and upward.

Some boys and girls of this age have not taken off their "rebellious" coats; some still have innocent hearts longing for princes and princesses;

However, I am no longer youthful, enthusiastic, and passionate.

"You are as vicissitudes as a big monster who has lived for hundreds of years. You don't take pleasure in things, don't take sorrow in yourself. You always have two expressions on what others do—facial paralysis or a smile." A girl who has a lot of intersections often To judge me like this, I just looked at her quietly, but smiled without saying a word.

I haven't lived for hundreds of years, I'm not a big monster, and I haven't reached the state of "don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself". It's just that there are fewer things to care about, less ups and downs in mood, and more things to see through. The surprise was gone.Therefore, vicissitudes of life have passed.

In the process of growing up, our hearts will become more mature, calmer and more ruthless.

In fact, it is not that the answers to those "whys" have been found, nor are those "injuries" healed, and it is not that those "pains" have disappeared.

It's just that we grow up and grow old day by day, and then our minds become indifferent, and we no longer care about those "whys", those "injuries", and those "pains".

The answer to "why" has become no longer important, the "injury" has scabbed, leaving a dark red hideous scab, and the "pain" has become used to it, and it is no longer unbearable.

When my heart is quiet, the world is telling me—its rules, its cruelty, and its ruthlessness, but it also allows me to see—its vastness, its holiness, and its majesty.

We are just in this vast world, we have a small space, we should have settled in that corner, but people who can't stand the loneliness ran out from there, but couldn't find the way back, lost in the sea of ​​people .

I am no longer confused now, for one year, I spent a year to find the answer, and then I stopped being persistent; I spent a year waiting for the wound to stop bleeding and start to scar; Time to get used to the pain that won't go away, become tolerable or even ignored.

It took me a whole year to walk out of helplessness, confusion, despair, depression, sadness, and pain by myself.

I've been through it all by myself.

Now that I think about it, do I resent God?

Do you resent it for allowing yourself to experience so much pain when your peers are enjoying their youth without worry?

In fact, you should be grateful.

Thank you for giving me trials, thank you for letting me learn to enjoy loneliness at this age, survive such disasters, and grow into such a appearance.

I am very satisfied and very pleased.

I exchanged my youth for loneliness.

Everyone will spend a long time in their life alone.The first time they come into contact with loneliness is mostly when they enter the society after graduating from college or university. When they see it for the first time, they are surprised, sad, tired, helpless, and confused.

Afterwards, it will take them a while to get used to it, maybe it's reluctant patience, maybe it's enjoyment after understanding, but no matter what, "loneliness" is something that everyone needs to learn to enjoy.

It's not bad.

Your life requires "solitude" to achieve.

I'm enjoying it right now.

I don't spend time thinking about who, where, and what fun things I'm going to hang out with today or tomorrow at school or out of school.I don't spend time thinking about whether I'm going to get someone's attention with my outfit today.I don't spend my time paying attention to anyone's behavior.

Because of loneliness, so celibate.And it is precisely because of the body that we can calm our minds, think about the past, the present, and the future quietly.

Because I can think about everything calmly, I can grow up one step ahead of others and get opportunities one step ahead of others.

Therefore, it is "solitude" that has made me.

During that time, I gave everything to reading and studying.

I sit quietly on the windowsill, with a cup of coffee, a pair of headphones, and a book, and I can finish the day.

All of me is no longer impatient, all of me is no longer full of ups and downs, all of me is filled with loneliness and tranquility.

No one disturbs, no other things around, only myself.

It seems that I exist alone in an independent white space, where there is no sound, no color other than white, only me.

Here, only me.

——I am a person, and I have become a world.

When you find that you are out of tune with this world, don't panic, don't be sad and confused, please calm down and tell yourself "calm down".When you are used to being alone, when you like being alone, you have learned to enjoy loneliness, and at this time, you have already-one person has become a world.

☆、Chapter 14