The fields of autumn, the village of fortune

"The final of the Kanto Tournament is coming soon." Yukimura Seichi often thinks these days.

"The operation is about to begin." Miwako often thinks these days.

In fact, Dr. Fujimoto's face has been very serious recently. He personally checks the situation of Yukimura Seichi every day, asks a lot of questions, and reads the measurement reports such as blood pressure and electrocardiogram one by one.

Under the influence of this atmosphere, Miwako also began to feel a little nervous.

Two days ago, Goro Yukimura and Hideko also came to the hospital, and sat in Dr. Fujimoto's office with Seiichi Yukimura and Miwako.Mostly, all doctors' offices are like this. The walls are white, with pictures of various patients' illnesses taken by high-definition cameras pasted on them.If it is a patient, such as Yukimura Seiichi, he may stand straight in front of this group of photos. Although he resists, he finds his disease name involuntarily, stares at the real picture, and begins to imagine himself irresistibly. now, or in the future.

Perhaps, some doctors will keep one or two green plants on the desk, or put a wooden photo frame, which shows the scene of the family in the playground.However, Dr. Fujimoto is certainly not such a person.He is a serious and reliable doctor, but his reflective gold-rimmed glasses clearly make people feel the cold atmosphere of medical science.Dr. Fujimoto is always [-]% sure about the patient's physical pain.But he didn't know anything about the patient's psychology, and probably he didn't care much about it.

Dr. Fujimoto put his thumb and middle finger on the two ends of the frame, lifted the glasses up, and said:

"There has never been a [-]% sure operation in the world. I think everyone knows this."

Yukimura Goro and Hideko were obviously taken aback.

"Even if the operation was 50.00% successful before, I dare not say that it will be successful this time. What's more, the operation that Yukimura-kun is going to perform in the past has a success rate of less than [-]%." ​​Dr. Fujimoto took a sip of tea , continue to explain.

Hearing Dr. Fujimoto's words, Yukimura Hideko moved twice on the chair, clutching the handbag tightly with both hands, glanced at Yukimura Seichi, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something to Dr. Fujimoto.

Doctor Fujimoto seemed to have expected what Xiuzi wanted to say, he raised his hand, stopped Xiuzi, and said:

"Even if the success rate of the operation is not high, as a doctor, my suggestion is to perform the operation. If you give up the chance of surgery and choose conservative treatment, it will only delay for about a year, which is not very meaningful. Having said that, as a doctor, What I give is also a suggestion, whether to perform surgery or not depends on your opinions.”

One year's bargaining chip is too light in the face of Yukimura Seiichi's young life.If you want to be a healthy person for another year, maybe you will be paralyzed in bed for the rest of your life?No one can imagine such a Yukimura Seiichi.

Yukimura Goro patted Hideko on the shoulder and said, "Then, my opinion is to undergo surgery. Seichi?"

"Well, I need surgery."

Doctor Fujimoto nodded.

Yukimura Seiichi has often been distracted recently.

Sometimes I look out of the window, and an hour passes without knowing it;

Sometimes when I was eating bento, I stopped while eating, and the miso soup flowed from the handle of the spoon to my hand from the tail of the spoon.

Seiichi Yukimura recently drew portraits of children, and they are not as similar as before.

Yukimura is very popular among children. Children often bring their favorite teddy bears to come to Yukimura to paint.Yukimura can always paint vividly and interestingly, and the children hold the paintings in their hands, very happy.But recently... Facing the disappointed expression of the child, Yukimura could only smile bitterly apologetically and say, "I'm sorry, after a while, I will seriously draw another picture for you."

Seeing all this, Miwako felt that she should say something to Yukimura-kun.

Say to him: "Everything will be fine."?These words are really weak.Miwako tried several times without success.In front of a person who is actually suffering, this sentence is actually really difficult to say.

Say to him: "You must cheer yourself up."?In front of Yukimura-kun who is powerless, silent and depressed, but still thinks rationally and is quiet and peaceful, Miwako thinks this sentence is more or less funny.

Said to him: "No matter what the outcome of the operation, I will be with you."?For her and Yukimura, this flood of promises doesn't mean much, because if the operation fails, Yukimura-kun's bleak future will not be changed because of her existence.

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Looking at Yukimura's parents who were also hesitant to talk these days, Miwako suddenly understood that some roads can only be walked alone.

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