It was snowing again, and it was a vast expanse of whiteness. Looking at the snowflakes in front of him, Cheng Yu suddenly thought of the last scene of "Yunyun".
At that time, he thought that he had already acted very well, and he could already understand Jing Huan's mood very well, which was in line with Jing Huan's mood at that time.
But now, Cheng Yu felt that if he was asked to act again, he might perform better than before.
You can never really feel the other person's sadness and despair unless you experience the same sadness and despair as him.
And now, he felt it.
He drove the car and took a detour to Lin Anlan's community.
He didn't dare to go up, but parked the car downstairs, pressed the window, and looked in the direction of Lin Anlan's house.
What is he doing now?
Does he think of himself?
Will there be 1 minute to think about him?
Cheng Yu didn't know, and he didn't dare to ask.
Lin Anlan was so resolute in leaving, she refused to stay, and she also rejected him.He has no right, nor is he qualified to find him.
He leaned back in the driver's seat, trying to smoke, but found a box of mints on him.
That's right, Cheng Yu thought, he quit smoking. Lin Anlan didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he quit smoking.He quit smoking for Lin Anlan, but he couldn't keep him.
Cheng Yu ate a mint candy, which was cold and refreshing.
He put the candy in his mouth and put the box back, only to hear the phone ring.
Cheng Yu picked up the phone, glanced at it, and picked it up.
"Mr. Lin called Jiang Xu yesterday. Not long after that, Jiang Xu went to see him at his house."
Cheng Yu didn't speak, this was not in his hope, but in his expectation.
Lin Anlan found out that he lied to him, so she would definitely want to know what happened before he lost his memory. Jiang Xu is the best candidate.
"I know." Cheng Yu said, "You don't need to tell me these things in the future."
The person on the other end of the phone paused, "No need?"
"Jiang Xu continues to stare. If he goes to see the Cheng family, then you tell me, but Lin Anlan doesn't need it."
"Are you sure, Young Master Cheng?"
"determine."
"Okay." The other party responded.
Cheng Yu hung up the phone and ate another candy.
All he wanted to know was the news about Jiang Xu and Cheng's family. Lin Anlan was completely accidental. He was just afraid that Lin Anlan, who had lost his memory, would be in touch with Jiang Xu, so he made people stare at Lin Anlan's cell phone and trend.
If he has a connection with Jiang Xu, or if Jiang Xu contacts him, then tell him.
But now that Lin Anlan has left and the truth has been revealed, there is no need to invade his privacy anymore.
He's been invading his privacy for so long, it's time to stop.
Cheng Yu looked at the white snow scene outside the window, the snow had not cleared, and the road was covered with snow traces from tires, which looked muddy and dirty.
The snow in the sky is different from the snow on the ground. When it is in the sky, it is white and flawless, but when it falls on the ground, it is only dirty.
Lin Anlan thought that he was like the snow in the sky, gentle and clean, who could be relied on.
But in fact, he is simply the snow on the ground, full of scheming and cunning, and extremely dirty.
He is not the type that Lin Anlan likes at all, no wonder he doesn't like it.
Cheng Yu laughed at himself and leaned back in his chair.
The phone rang at the right time, Cheng Yu picked it up, it was Hua Rong's call.
"Come out to play?" Hua Rong asked him, "I happen to have time."
"Not interested in."
"I know you don't want to part with Lin Anlan, you can take him to the head office, anyway, we agreed last time we met, let's take him out together."
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, and after a long time, he said calmly, "He knows."
"Know what?" Hua Rong didn't respond.
"Know that I lied to him."
Hua Rong was shocked, "How did he know? Did he recover his memory?"
Cheng Yu was not in the mood to answer him, "You and Xu Sheng get together, I won't go."
"Come on, now that Lin Anlan knows what's going on with you, are you... all right?"
"It's okay." Cheng Yu replied, "It's dead."
He threw the phone on the co-pilot, sighed, and ate another mint.
Cheng Yu stayed until it was dark at night, and finally started the car again and drove back.
He drove very slowly. It was snowing and the road conditions were not good. Cheng Yu didn't care. Anyway, he had no one at home, no one was waiting for him, and no one wanted him to go home as soon as possible, so he didn't go back as soon as possible. necessary.
He drove home slowly, took a shower, and went to sleep.
Lin Anlan didn't realize until the tenth day of the lunar new year that Cheng Yu's movie was released when she was browsing the forum.
He suddenly remembered what he said to Cheng Yu before, "When the movie is released, I will accompany you to watch it."
But now, he can't go.
The forum has a very good evaluation of this movie, the reasoning of socialism, the story is simple and easy to understand but sad, the technique is not subtle but it is better than the classic, many people like it very much, and keep posting Amway.
Lin Anlan himself actually prefers the original reasoning, but these days, the social school is far more popular than the original, so most of the people who appear on the screen are the social school.
He has no interest in socialism, and naturally he is not interested in this movie, but the starring role of this movie is Cheng Yu, which gave him the idea of watching a movie—he once promised Cheng Yu that he would watch it with him .
Lin Anlan thought for a long time, and finally made a reservation for the show the day after tomorrow, planning to watch it alone.
He put down his phone and thought of Cheng Yu again.
Gentle, Cheng Yu who likes him.
Humble, keep his Cheng Yu.
He raised his brows and gathered the sunlight in his eyes.
His eyes were red with sadness.
Lin Anlan had never wished so much that she could restore her memory now, so that she could fully see his entire feelings for Cheng Yu, instead of fragmented, only knowing her own current feelings.
He fell in love with Cheng Yu's deception. Love is true, so reluctance is also true.
But he didn't love him before he lost his memory, and it's true that he didn't love him, so it's true that he cheated him.
With so much truth and falsehood mixed together, Lin Anlan hardly knew how to face Cheng Yu. He needed his previous memories, and he needed his past feelings to help him make up for the missing emotions.
He wanted to restore his memory and see what kind of feelings he had for Cheng Yu.
Should he forgive Cheng Yu?
Can you continue to love him.
He closed his eyes, his heart full of upset.
When Hua Rong came to find Cheng Yu, he found that Cheng Yu was in worse condition than he thought.
It was only a few days since the day they met in the supermarket, but he seemed lifeless, he was still the same person, but he seemed to be a different person.
"Let's go," Hua Rong hooked his shoulders, "I'll have a drink with you, brother."
"I don't want to go." Cheng Yu refused.
"Isn't your mood right now for drinking? Let's go, let's go, I'll treat you and call Xu Sheng together."
Cheng Yu had no choice but to get into the car with him.
Xu Sheng arrived later than them. When he entered the box, he saw Hua Rong pouring wine for Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu had a sleepy expression, he just drank when Huarong was poured, but he didn't bother to pour the wine himself if Huarong was not poured.
"What's the matter?" Xu Sheng sat down beside him, "Why did you live like this after the new year? Did you quarrel with your father?"
"Look at his dad." Hua Rong said to him, smoking a cigarette, "His dad quarrels with him, so he must be willing to talk to his dad. Just him, talk to him?"
When Xu Sheng thought about it, yes, after all these years, when Cheng Yu longed for his father's love when he was a child, he would take Cheng Feng seriously.
Later, his mother left, and his father continued to flirt. From then on, Cheng Yu looked at his father as if he were looking at passers-by on the side of the road. He had no thoughts, no expectations, no feelings, and no mood swings because of him.
Let him quarrel with Cheng Feng, that is indeed a high opinion of Cheng Feng.
"Then this is him?"
"Lin Anlan knew the truth and left." Hua Rong said.
Xu Sheng was surprised, "When?"
"Just two days ago."
"Damn it!" Xu Sheng quickly went to look at Cheng Yu, only to see that Cheng Yu was still expressionless.
He thought for a long time, but he could only pat Cheng Yu's arm, and said to him, "My condolences."
Cheng Yu smiled and nodded.
Xu Sheng was even more worried about him in an instant.
"What's going on? How did you suddenly discover the truth? Did Jiang Xu tell him? Or did you not pay attention to it?"
He asked sincerely, and his words were full of puzzlement, "You have been hiding it from him for half a year, how could you be found out at this time."
Yes, Cheng Yu thought, how could he be discovered at this time?
Because it is fake, fake will always be fake, and there will always be a day when it will be exposed.
Not today, but also tomorrow.
Can't escape, nothing bad.
He lowered his head and poured himself a glass of wine, drinking in silence.
"Why don't you talk?" Xu Sheng asked him.
"There's nothing to say." Cheng Yu said.
Xu Sheng glanced at Hua Rong depressedly, Hua Rong shrugged, "Don't look at me, I can't help it, if I can make him willing to speak out, what do you want me to do?"
Xu Sheng had no choice but to turn his eyes back to Cheng Yu, "Ayu, you should talk about it. If you don't talk about it, it's not for nothing to worry us."
"There's nothing to worry about." Cheng Yu said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine."
He poured a glass of wine for Hua Rong and Xu Sheng, and handed them the glass, "Come, drink."
Xu Sheng looked at him, clinked glasses with him helplessly, and drank while observing him.
Cheng Yu actually didn't want to drink at first, he didn't drink too much, and he didn't have the habit of getting drunk. He could drink, but he didn't drink often.
But slowly, after drinking a few bottles, he also felt the beauty of alcohol, and felt that drinking some wine at this time was also a good thing.
He didn't have the habit of talking, and he was not a person who was good at talking since he was a child.
When he was a teenager, he couldn’t tell Yu Heng, who believed in him, that I didn’t have a strong heart like yours. I hope someone takes care of me, and I hope someone cares about me all the time, just like parents and children in ordinary families.
Now, he is still unable to express his pain, his sadness and despair to his trusted friends.
He is used to growing up alone, and he is used to digesting his emotions in his heart.
When he encounters happy things, he can take the initiative to say it and share it with everyone.
But when encountering sad things, he likes to suffer alone and grieve alone.
Cheng Yu didn't think it was necessary for him to say anything, love was a matter between two people, neither Hua Rong nor Xu Sheng could help him.
The only one who can help him is Lin Anlan, but Lin Anlan has withdrawn from his world.
Therefore, there is no need for too many people to participate in this love.
He doesn't need others to persuade him, and he doesn't need others to tell him that there is no grass anywhere in the world, he knows everything, he is just stuck in the mud and can't break free.
Everyone understands the truth, but how many people can really do it?
Cheng Yu poured the wine and drank it slowly.
Seeing this, Hua Rong put his shoulders on his shoulders to persuade him, "Ah Yu, brother, I'll tell you as someone who has experienced it, you really can't force it when it comes to relationships. You liked him before, and you thought he wouldn't give you a chance. You think that if you can get in touch with each other and get to know each other well, then you can definitely become a couple, but now, you have tried, and the opportunity is given to you, and you have even been together for half a year, which is still divided, which proves that you may It's really inappropriate."
"Love doesn't mean that I like you, I like you the most, and that can be established. He has to be a double arrow, otherwise there are so many boys and girls who like you, why haven't you seen you get along with others?"
"So, things like feelings can't be forced. Maybe you really have nothing to do with Lin Anlan, so don't hang around with him all the time."
At that time, he thought that he had already acted very well, and he could already understand Jing Huan's mood very well, which was in line with Jing Huan's mood at that time.
But now, Cheng Yu felt that if he was asked to act again, he might perform better than before.
You can never really feel the other person's sadness and despair unless you experience the same sadness and despair as him.
And now, he felt it.
He drove the car and took a detour to Lin Anlan's community.
He didn't dare to go up, but parked the car downstairs, pressed the window, and looked in the direction of Lin Anlan's house.
What is he doing now?
Does he think of himself?
Will there be 1 minute to think about him?
Cheng Yu didn't know, and he didn't dare to ask.
Lin Anlan was so resolute in leaving, she refused to stay, and she also rejected him.He has no right, nor is he qualified to find him.
He leaned back in the driver's seat, trying to smoke, but found a box of mints on him.
That's right, Cheng Yu thought, he quit smoking. Lin Anlan didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he quit smoking.He quit smoking for Lin Anlan, but he couldn't keep him.
Cheng Yu ate a mint candy, which was cold and refreshing.
He put the candy in his mouth and put the box back, only to hear the phone ring.
Cheng Yu picked up the phone, glanced at it, and picked it up.
"Mr. Lin called Jiang Xu yesterday. Not long after that, Jiang Xu went to see him at his house."
Cheng Yu didn't speak, this was not in his hope, but in his expectation.
Lin Anlan found out that he lied to him, so she would definitely want to know what happened before he lost his memory. Jiang Xu is the best candidate.
"I know." Cheng Yu said, "You don't need to tell me these things in the future."
The person on the other end of the phone paused, "No need?"
"Jiang Xu continues to stare. If he goes to see the Cheng family, then you tell me, but Lin Anlan doesn't need it."
"Are you sure, Young Master Cheng?"
"determine."
"Okay." The other party responded.
Cheng Yu hung up the phone and ate another candy.
All he wanted to know was the news about Jiang Xu and Cheng's family. Lin Anlan was completely accidental. He was just afraid that Lin Anlan, who had lost his memory, would be in touch with Jiang Xu, so he made people stare at Lin Anlan's cell phone and trend.
If he has a connection with Jiang Xu, or if Jiang Xu contacts him, then tell him.
But now that Lin Anlan has left and the truth has been revealed, there is no need to invade his privacy anymore.
He's been invading his privacy for so long, it's time to stop.
Cheng Yu looked at the white snow scene outside the window, the snow had not cleared, and the road was covered with snow traces from tires, which looked muddy and dirty.
The snow in the sky is different from the snow on the ground. When it is in the sky, it is white and flawless, but when it falls on the ground, it is only dirty.
Lin Anlan thought that he was like the snow in the sky, gentle and clean, who could be relied on.
But in fact, he is simply the snow on the ground, full of scheming and cunning, and extremely dirty.
He is not the type that Lin Anlan likes at all, no wonder he doesn't like it.
Cheng Yu laughed at himself and leaned back in his chair.
The phone rang at the right time, Cheng Yu picked it up, it was Hua Rong's call.
"Come out to play?" Hua Rong asked him, "I happen to have time."
"Not interested in."
"I know you don't want to part with Lin Anlan, you can take him to the head office, anyway, we agreed last time we met, let's take him out together."
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, and after a long time, he said calmly, "He knows."
"Know what?" Hua Rong didn't respond.
"Know that I lied to him."
Hua Rong was shocked, "How did he know? Did he recover his memory?"
Cheng Yu was not in the mood to answer him, "You and Xu Sheng get together, I won't go."
"Come on, now that Lin Anlan knows what's going on with you, are you... all right?"
"It's okay." Cheng Yu replied, "It's dead."
He threw the phone on the co-pilot, sighed, and ate another mint.
Cheng Yu stayed until it was dark at night, and finally started the car again and drove back.
He drove very slowly. It was snowing and the road conditions were not good. Cheng Yu didn't care. Anyway, he had no one at home, no one was waiting for him, and no one wanted him to go home as soon as possible, so he didn't go back as soon as possible. necessary.
He drove home slowly, took a shower, and went to sleep.
Lin Anlan didn't realize until the tenth day of the lunar new year that Cheng Yu's movie was released when she was browsing the forum.
He suddenly remembered what he said to Cheng Yu before, "When the movie is released, I will accompany you to watch it."
But now, he can't go.
The forum has a very good evaluation of this movie, the reasoning of socialism, the story is simple and easy to understand but sad, the technique is not subtle but it is better than the classic, many people like it very much, and keep posting Amway.
Lin Anlan himself actually prefers the original reasoning, but these days, the social school is far more popular than the original, so most of the people who appear on the screen are the social school.
He has no interest in socialism, and naturally he is not interested in this movie, but the starring role of this movie is Cheng Yu, which gave him the idea of watching a movie—he once promised Cheng Yu that he would watch it with him .
Lin Anlan thought for a long time, and finally made a reservation for the show the day after tomorrow, planning to watch it alone.
He put down his phone and thought of Cheng Yu again.
Gentle, Cheng Yu who likes him.
Humble, keep his Cheng Yu.
He raised his brows and gathered the sunlight in his eyes.
His eyes were red with sadness.
Lin Anlan had never wished so much that she could restore her memory now, so that she could fully see his entire feelings for Cheng Yu, instead of fragmented, only knowing her own current feelings.
He fell in love with Cheng Yu's deception. Love is true, so reluctance is also true.
But he didn't love him before he lost his memory, and it's true that he didn't love him, so it's true that he cheated him.
With so much truth and falsehood mixed together, Lin Anlan hardly knew how to face Cheng Yu. He needed his previous memories, and he needed his past feelings to help him make up for the missing emotions.
He wanted to restore his memory and see what kind of feelings he had for Cheng Yu.
Should he forgive Cheng Yu?
Can you continue to love him.
He closed his eyes, his heart full of upset.
When Hua Rong came to find Cheng Yu, he found that Cheng Yu was in worse condition than he thought.
It was only a few days since the day they met in the supermarket, but he seemed lifeless, he was still the same person, but he seemed to be a different person.
"Let's go," Hua Rong hooked his shoulders, "I'll have a drink with you, brother."
"I don't want to go." Cheng Yu refused.
"Isn't your mood right now for drinking? Let's go, let's go, I'll treat you and call Xu Sheng together."
Cheng Yu had no choice but to get into the car with him.
Xu Sheng arrived later than them. When he entered the box, he saw Hua Rong pouring wine for Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu had a sleepy expression, he just drank when Huarong was poured, but he didn't bother to pour the wine himself if Huarong was not poured.
"What's the matter?" Xu Sheng sat down beside him, "Why did you live like this after the new year? Did you quarrel with your father?"
"Look at his dad." Hua Rong said to him, smoking a cigarette, "His dad quarrels with him, so he must be willing to talk to his dad. Just him, talk to him?"
When Xu Sheng thought about it, yes, after all these years, when Cheng Yu longed for his father's love when he was a child, he would take Cheng Feng seriously.
Later, his mother left, and his father continued to flirt. From then on, Cheng Yu looked at his father as if he were looking at passers-by on the side of the road. He had no thoughts, no expectations, no feelings, and no mood swings because of him.
Let him quarrel with Cheng Feng, that is indeed a high opinion of Cheng Feng.
"Then this is him?"
"Lin Anlan knew the truth and left." Hua Rong said.
Xu Sheng was surprised, "When?"
"Just two days ago."
"Damn it!" Xu Sheng quickly went to look at Cheng Yu, only to see that Cheng Yu was still expressionless.
He thought for a long time, but he could only pat Cheng Yu's arm, and said to him, "My condolences."
Cheng Yu smiled and nodded.
Xu Sheng was even more worried about him in an instant.
"What's going on? How did you suddenly discover the truth? Did Jiang Xu tell him? Or did you not pay attention to it?"
He asked sincerely, and his words were full of puzzlement, "You have been hiding it from him for half a year, how could you be found out at this time."
Yes, Cheng Yu thought, how could he be discovered at this time?
Because it is fake, fake will always be fake, and there will always be a day when it will be exposed.
Not today, but also tomorrow.
Can't escape, nothing bad.
He lowered his head and poured himself a glass of wine, drinking in silence.
"Why don't you talk?" Xu Sheng asked him.
"There's nothing to say." Cheng Yu said.
Xu Sheng glanced at Hua Rong depressedly, Hua Rong shrugged, "Don't look at me, I can't help it, if I can make him willing to speak out, what do you want me to do?"
Xu Sheng had no choice but to turn his eyes back to Cheng Yu, "Ayu, you should talk about it. If you don't talk about it, it's not for nothing to worry us."
"There's nothing to worry about." Cheng Yu said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine."
He poured a glass of wine for Hua Rong and Xu Sheng, and handed them the glass, "Come, drink."
Xu Sheng looked at him, clinked glasses with him helplessly, and drank while observing him.
Cheng Yu actually didn't want to drink at first, he didn't drink too much, and he didn't have the habit of getting drunk. He could drink, but he didn't drink often.
But slowly, after drinking a few bottles, he also felt the beauty of alcohol, and felt that drinking some wine at this time was also a good thing.
He didn't have the habit of talking, and he was not a person who was good at talking since he was a child.
When he was a teenager, he couldn’t tell Yu Heng, who believed in him, that I didn’t have a strong heart like yours. I hope someone takes care of me, and I hope someone cares about me all the time, just like parents and children in ordinary families.
Now, he is still unable to express his pain, his sadness and despair to his trusted friends.
He is used to growing up alone, and he is used to digesting his emotions in his heart.
When he encounters happy things, he can take the initiative to say it and share it with everyone.
But when encountering sad things, he likes to suffer alone and grieve alone.
Cheng Yu didn't think it was necessary for him to say anything, love was a matter between two people, neither Hua Rong nor Xu Sheng could help him.
The only one who can help him is Lin Anlan, but Lin Anlan has withdrawn from his world.
Therefore, there is no need for too many people to participate in this love.
He doesn't need others to persuade him, and he doesn't need others to tell him that there is no grass anywhere in the world, he knows everything, he is just stuck in the mud and can't break free.
Everyone understands the truth, but how many people can really do it?
Cheng Yu poured the wine and drank it slowly.
Seeing this, Hua Rong put his shoulders on his shoulders to persuade him, "Ah Yu, brother, I'll tell you as someone who has experienced it, you really can't force it when it comes to relationships. You liked him before, and you thought he wouldn't give you a chance. You think that if you can get in touch with each other and get to know each other well, then you can definitely become a couple, but now, you have tried, and the opportunity is given to you, and you have even been together for half a year, which is still divided, which proves that you may It's really inappropriate."
"Love doesn't mean that I like you, I like you the most, and that can be established. He has to be a double arrow, otherwise there are so many boys and girls who like you, why haven't you seen you get along with others?"
"So, things like feelings can't be forced. Maybe you really have nothing to do with Lin Anlan, so don't hang around with him all the time."
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