I Love You the Most in the World [Entertainment Circle]

"You lied to me?" Lin Anlan said softly, "You lied to me, didn't you?"

"I'm sorry." Cheng Yu was almost speechless, "An'an, I didn't mean to, I didn't want to lie to you, but I..."

"but I……"

His mouth opened and closed, closed and opened, he had never felt so bitter in his throat, and he said, "But I, I love you."

Lin Anlan shook his head, of course he knew that Cheng Yu liked him, but this was not a reason.

Wishful thinking is never a reason.

"Did I love you? Before I lost my memory, did I love you? Did I like you?" he asked.

Cheng Yu opened his mouth, and the air rushed into his throat, cutting his throat sorely, "I don't love you."

Lin Anlan's tears flowed down instantly.

Cheng Yu panicked, "I'm sorry An'an, it's my fault, please don't cry."

He anxiously apologized to Lin Anlan, he reached out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Lin Anlan's eyes, but Lin Anlan stood up and avoided his touch.

He wiped the tears from his eyes by himself, raised his head, and smiled angrily, "I see, thank you for not lying to me this time, both of us were wrong about the previous thing, I was wrong I should come to you instead of knocking on your door. You lied to me and lied to me. You are at fault for this, and I am also at fault. In the end, neither of us did a good job, so now things say It's clear, I should go back too."

After he finished speaking, he smiled at Cheng Yu again, turned around and walked out.

Cheng Yu followed, and saw him go back to his bedroom and start to pack his luggage.

Cheng Yu hurried up and asked him tremblingly, "You want to go? You want to go back?"

"I should go back."

"Why?" Cheng Yu looked at him pleadingly, "Can't you continue to live with me? Is there something wrong with me? Tell me, and I can change it."

Lin Anlan shook her head, "You did a good job, but I shouldn't be here."

"Why shouldn't you be here, you have lived here for half a year, and you are obviously here now."

Lin Anlan didn't speak, just took the clothes and stuffed them into the suitcase.

Cheng Yu pressed his hand, "Don't do this, please An An, I beg you, you can hit me, you can scold me, but don't leave me, okay? You said, you will always be by my side Yes, have you forgotten? You promised me that you are in this room."

Of course, Lin Anlan didn't forget, but what's the use of a promise based on false lies?

The foundation is crooked, how can promises come true?

"An'an, I like you, I really like you, don't you know?"

"I beg you, except for this, I promise you everything, okay? Don't go, okay?"

Lin Anlan raised his eyes to look at him, he looked at the sadness in Cheng Yu's eyes, and felt sad in his heart, "Cheng Yu, it's all false, everything was false from the beginning, and what has been said, how can it be true? Woolen cloth."

"Anything can come true if you want it."

"But I don't want to." Lin Anlan said, "How do you want me to, how do you want me to accept that the lover I thought was actually not my lover at all! You are not my boyfriend, but I think you are, think you are Always!"

Lin Anlan looked at him with red eyes, and he said, "Have you never thought about what will happen to me after I know the truth? Are you not afraid that I will not be able to bear it!"

During the period when he lost his memory, apart from himself, he only believed in Cheng Yu.

He believed in Cheng Yu so much, he felt that he was the only one in the world who would not lie to himself, but from the beginning to the end, Cheng Yu was the only one who lied to him.

Lin Anlan couldn't accept it, it was too much of a blow to him, he had been with Cheng Yu for half a year, he already regarded Cheng Yu as his boyfriend, and Cheng Yu was even included in his future plans .

However, all this is false.

He thought he fell in love with Cheng Yu again after losing his memory, but they were not lovers at all.

He just took advantage of his amnesia and turned himself into his lover.

He doesn't love Cheng Yu, he never loved him before he lost his memory.

Lin Anlan's heart seemed to be twisted together. It was the first time he experienced love, the first time he learned to love someone, he was very happy and excited, but in the end, all of this was fake.

His boyfriend is simply a liar.

He stuffed his things into the suitcase, his mind was messed up and his mood was messed up, he just packed a few things and wanted to close the suitcase and leave.

Cheng Yu pressed the suitcase and looked at him sadly, "Don't go, okay? Don't go, An'an, don't go."

Lin Anlan picked up the suitcase, and Cheng Yu held his hand, "Let's talk, there must be some way to solve all this, there must be something, right?"

"How to solve it?" Lin Anlan asked him, "What can I do?"

Cheng Yu was speechless, there was no way to solve it, there was no way.

He lied to Lin Anlan. He created a relationship that didn't exist. The best solution was to make this relationship disappear again, but Cheng Yu couldn't do it, and he couldn't say it.

"What do you want? I promise you everything, okay? Tell me, how can you not be angry or leave, I can promise you anything, really, don't go, Ann, I beg you, you do not go."

Tears slowly blurred Lin Anlan's eyes. Looking at the person in front of him, he felt that Cheng Yu was about to cry too.

For a moment, he didn't even know who was more pitiful among them.

"I want to calm down," he said. "I want to be alone for a while and think about it."

Cheng Yu shook his head, "You can stay calm here, can't you? Can I go? I'm going to other places, you don't go, can I leave?"

"I want to go home to myself."

Cheng Yu refused, "This can also be your home, you stay here, don't worry, I won't disturb you, and I won't come back until you are willing to see me."

"Cheng Yu." Lin Anlan's tone was full of helplessness, he exhausted all his strength, restrained not letting his tears fall, and also restrained himself to be rational, and explained the matter calmly.

"I shouldn't be here in the first place, I made a mistake, so I should leave, do you understand?"

"I don't understand." Cheng Yu looked at him with red eyes, "I only know that you won't come back after you leave."

He looked at Lin Anlan with never-before-seen sadness, "You were the one who appeared first, and you asked me if I was your boyfriend, An An, I am a human being, I am just an ordinary person, and I also have selfish intentions. It's also selfish, I can't say no in that situation, I can't let you go, you understand?"

"Why can't you just make mistakes like this? Obviously we are very happy together, and obviously you can also like me, can't you?"

"As I said, I know I was wrong, and I won't lie to you again. I can agree to whatever you want, and I can correct whatever you don't like. Why can't you give me a chance?"

"Except for the first sentence that lied to you was false, I have never lied to you. I really like you. In this world, no one will love you more than me. I love you the most in the whole world, I can guarantee that I must be the one who loves you the most, why can't you look at me?"

Lin Anlan's tears fell silently.

He pulled up the suitcase and walked out, Cheng Yu held his hand, Lin Anlan didn't speak, but twitched it out forcefully.

But when he twitched a little, Cheng Yu clenched it tightly, Lin Anlan couldn't help it, so he could only say, "Let go."

"An'an." Cheng Yu called him softly, and he looked at Lin Anlan desperately, expectantly, eagerly, and tried his best to keep him with his last ounce of strength, "Don't go."

However, Lin Anlan rejected him.

"Let go." Lin Anlan turned to look at him, "Cheng Yu, you hurt me."

Cheng Yu hastily let go, looking at his wrist worriedly.

Lin Anlan didn't stop, she pulled the suitcase and walked towards the living room.

He went to the door and changed his shoes in the hallway.

Cheng Yu chased him out, and suddenly asked him without warning, "An'an, what did you call me?"

Lin Anlan felt sad in an instant, he could hardly straighten up his bent waist, his back was facing Cheng Yu, his eyes were full of sadness.

Cheng Yu asked lightly, like duckweed, "What did you call me?"

Lin Anlan was speechless, he knew the correct answer to this sentence, and he finally understood why Cheng Yu was always obsessed with this title.

Because he has never been his boyfriend, so he wants to have this identity.

His worry about gain and loss was not because he had chased him for too long, but because he knew that once he recovered his memory, all of these would disappear.

Lin Anlan didn't answer him, but pressed the doorknob.

Cheng Yu looked at his back and asked stubbornly, "What do you call me?"

But this time, he was destined to not be able to wait for the answer he wanted.

Lin Anlan pressed the doorknob, and the door made a slight sound.

Cheng Yu heard the sound of opening the door, and asked him resignedly, "Will you come back?"

Lin Anlan didn't speak.

Cheng Yu whispered, "You won't come back, you won't come back again."

Lin Anlan's hand that opened the door paused for a moment, but he didn't press it down again for a while.

Cheng Yu looked at him silently, like a dead plant, lifeless.

Lin Anlan pushed the door open, let go of the handle, and walked out.

The moment the door was closed, Cheng Yu leaned against the wall as if he lost his strength.

This day has come, later than he expected, but earlier than he expected.

He slid along the wall and sat on the ground, buried his head in his knees, and remained silent.

Lin Anlan got out of the elevator and glanced back at the floor of Cheng Yu's house. His eyes were distant and long. He retracted his eyes and walked forward silently.

Small snowflakes began to fall from the sky, one after another, falling on the pedestrians, and disappeared in an instant.

Lin Anlan reached out to stop the car, sat in it, and gave her home address.

He looked out the car window, the night was quiet, snowflakes were dancing under the street lights, he opened the car window, reached out to take one, and there were tears on his palm.

In the past, I went away, Yangliu Yiyi, now I come to think, rain and snow are falling.

Lin Anlan closed the car window. When he came, it wasn't Yangliu Yiyi, but it was pouring rain. Now that he left, it was really raining and snowing.

It seemed that it was time for him to leave.

He leaned on the car seat with a heavy heart.