"Sure." Lin Anlan said.
Zhuo Ziya had no choice but to agree.
Cheng Yu didn't know whether to be happy or sad for a moment, and always felt that he seemed to have caused trouble.
"I really don't mean to hope that you don't meet, and I don't think it's necessary for you."
"I know, but I think so."
"Cheng Yu, you don't understand, I feel very disappointed, so disappointed that I am a little tired. If I can't change him, then I will leave him, at least, I will let him know clearly that I don't like his behavior , with him like this, I will never be friends with him again."
Cheng Yu felt that he understood, but the source of this matter was himself, so he was always guilty.
Can Jiang Xu still have the correct three views?
He doesn't think so.
After recovering his memory, would Lin Anlan feel that this was caused by him alone, that it was his fault.
Cheng Yu was not sure.
He seemed to have done a stupid thing by picking up a rock and hitting his foot. Although removing the rock made him happy, it hurt to hit his foot.
So Cheng Yu regretted it. He was too anxious to pave the way for himself. He should have taken it step by step. He should have let Lin Anlan be disappointed repeatedly in the conversation between himself and Jiang Xu, instead of his appearance adding fuel to this disappointment in advance.
But things have come to this point, and it's useless for Cheng Yu to regret it, so he can only take one step at a time, always preparing to patch himself in the next place.
Jiang Xu was very surprised when he found out that the security guards of the crew stopped him.
He came to the crew several times, and it was unimpeded. After all, he is a star, and his position is not too small. He said that he came to visit the crew, and the crew naturally welcomed him, but now, the security guards stopped him.
"I'm here to visit Lin Anlan, you should know who I am, right?"
"I know, but Mr. Lin said that he doesn't accept visits recently, and he made a special confession, especially you."
Jiang Xu: ...
Jiang Xu quickly sent Lin Anlan a text message: [Xiaolan, why don't you accept my class visit? 】
Lin Anlan looked at this text message without any surprise, feeling very calm.
After thinking about it, he called Jiang Xu.
Jiang Xu didn't expect Lin Anlan to call, so he quickly answered, "Hello."
"I don't accept your visit, which means we don't want to see each other again." Lin Anlan's tone was very soft.
Jiang Xu didn't understand, "Why? I have something to tell you about Cheng Yu, and you haven't finished listening to me yet."
"I don't want to hear it." Lin Anlan said, "Jiang Xu, do you really have no guilt towards Cheng Yu?"
Jiang Xu: ...
"Did he tell you this?" He asked, "He is really scheming. Why didn't he say that he treats you as an item and wants to exchange Cheng Feng and me for you. Are you a commodity? His family affection is Commodity? Can this kind of thing be exchanged?!"
"It's not impossible." Lin Anlan replied unexpectedly to Jiang Xu, "Don't you want your father very much, then you can go to Cheng Feng, and don't come to me again."
"Xiao Lan, what nonsense are you talking about!"
"I'm not talking nonsense. I've thought about it seriously. For so many years, I've told you since the third year of high school that Cheng Feng is not your father, but Cheng Yu's. We agreed to each other, if you don't go to Cheng Feng, I'm not going to find Cheng Yu, Cheng Feng belongs to Cheng Yu, I belong to you. I hope you can let go of Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu, I hope you can grow up healthily without comparison or jealousy. Your origin is beyond your control, but your Growth is something you can control. But you give up on yourself."
"I……"
"Are you really not feeling guilty about Cheng Yu? Even for a minute, is there?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Jiang Xu didn't speak.
"You are really, Bai has received higher education for so many years. You have given up on yourself, why should I worry about you?"
"Jiang Xu, I don't want to see you again until your three views are sound. I don't think I need a friend who is not right. If my friend does something wrong, I will help him and let him correct it. But if he insists on going his own way and doesn’t correct his mistakes, then I will leave him.”
"Because I'm very disappointed in him, and I'm also disappointed in myself that I've worked hard but can't get results."
Lin Anlan hung up the phone.
Jiang Xu looked at the phone in a daze, and didn't speak for a long time.
They seem to have returned to the day when they had a quarrel, Lin Anlan asked him angrily, "Look at you now, don't you feel disgusted? What TV series are you shooting? You can go directly to "Society and Law" without makeup! "
"How could you be like this? Has your three views been eaten by a dog? Did it eat your brain when it ate it? So you can think of such things and say such things to me!"
"Jiang Xu, is it that I am not good enough for you? So you are still not satisfied, you are still obsessed with what you wanted when you were 17 years old, you are already 25 years old, and you will be 25 years old after this birthday, you have been so many years, Why are you going around and still standing there!"
"I thought I had walked a long way with you, and I thought that after so many years, you should have let go, but why are you still standing there?"
"You are so disappointing to me."
"No, it's you who disgust me. You really, really don't know me at all."
He let Lin Anlan down again. Before losing his memory, he let Lin Anlan down. After losing his memory, he let Lin Anlan down again.
Once again, it was because of Cheng Yu.
Jiang Xu sat in the car and couldn't get out.
He quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: [I was wrong, it was my wrong views, I felt guilty towards him, I know he was not wrong, it was my fault. 】
Jiang Xu: [Xiao Lan, don't be disappointed, and don't be angry, can I know I was wrong?I will not be like this in the future. 】
Jiang Xu: [I really didn't want to let you down, how could I be willing to let you down? 】
But Lin Anlan didn't reply him.
Jiang Xu parked his car at the entrance of the crew and refused to leave. Yang Wang received the news and told Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan didn't even lift her eyelids, she just said, "Let him go."
He thought of something again, and asked Cheng Yu, "You should be more reliable than the crew, if you don't want a person to appear."
Cheng Yu: ...
Cheng Yu didn't know what to say, he could indeed do it, but he didn't dare to participate in the breakup of friendship between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu.
Those were the 18 years of Lin Anlan, the 18 years of Jiang Xu's incomparable confidence, and the 18 years when he suffered so much and was daunted.
"Don't let Jiang Xu show up, whether it's the crew or the hotel, I'll leave it to you." Lin Anlan laughed.
Cheng Yu nodded helplessly, "Okay."
The filming proceeded smoothly, and Jiang Xu never appeared again.
He would still wait at the set or at the entrance of the hotel, but if Lin Anlan didn't show up, he wouldn't be able to wait.
Jiang Xu asked him: [Don't you want me?Are you going to abandon me too? 】
Lin Anlan didn't read his text messages. He looked at the script with a downcast side face very seriously.
Jiang Xu waited in a panic not far away, obviously not very far away, but he couldn't see the person within reach in his memory, and couldn't wait for the other party's response.
Did he really want to abandon him?
Will Lin Anlan abandon him too?
How could Lin Anlan abandon him?
Isn't Lin Anlan the only person he can trust in this world?
But why didn't Lin Anlan see him?
Jiang Xu got out of the car and desperately wanted to rush to the hotel, but was stopped by someone.
After all, he remembered that he was still a star, so he had no choice but to retreat to the car and text Lin Anlan again, apologizing and begging for his forgiveness.
Jiang Xu suddenly realized that his current behavior was very similar to himself a few months ago.
At that time, he had a quarrel with Lin Anlan, and he was terrified. Lin Anlan had never been so angry and said such serious words to him.
He even blocked his WeChat account and refused to answer the phone.
He could only keep sending text messages, praying for Lin Anlan's forgiveness.
He said he was wrong, he shouldn't be like this, he won't be like this anymore.
He said he didn't want it, he didn't want anything, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he could not want anything.
But then...
Then, he found out that Lin Anlan had gone to Cheng Yu's place, and he thought that Lin Anlan still wanted to help him after all.
So he thought he could have both.
He started to contact Cheng Feng again, he thought, when he has money, he will give Lin Anlan everything he wants.
However, what Lin Anlan wanted at first was for him to stay away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu?
How could he help himself?
How could someone with his personality be willing to deceive Cheng Yu's feelings to help him?
He was wrong from the beginning.
So he did it wrong from the beginning.
Therefore, he disappointed Lin Anlan again.
He didn't let his mother down, even if his mother didn't want him.
He disappointed Lin Anlan twice, so naturally Lin Anlan could not let him go.
Jiang Xu regretted it. At this moment, he completely regretted it.
For him, everything in the world is a bustling bubble, but Lin Anlan is the mainstay that supports his heart from collapsing. When this mainstay is there, he can chase the prosperity without any scruples, but once this mainstay If he leaves, all his anxiety will be released. No matter how beautiful everything in this world is, he has no intention of appreciating it.
Lin Anlan had been with him for too long, he was born without a father, and his mother also chose to leave the stage halfway, only Lin Anlan, only Lin Anlan was holding him and walking with him.
When Jiang Xu was a teenager, he felt that Lin Anlan was the best person in the world. He thought that when he grew up, he must give him everything he wanted.
When Jiang Xu was young, he felt that Lin Anlan was the most reassuring person in this world. He would never leave him, so he should also understand his longing for fatherly love.
He unknowingly betrayed his boyhood self, but he never found out about his betrayal.
It wasn't until this moment that Jiang Xu realized that he would also leave him.
When he is repeatedly disappointed in himself, he will also choose to give up and turn around and leave.
There are so many people in this world who can see his goodness, he can see it, Cheng Yu can see it, and other people can see it too.
So Lin Anlan could leave him, but he couldn't leave Lin Anlan.
[I was wrong, Xiao Lan, I won't see Cheng Feng again, really. 】
He sent the text message, however, there was no response.
Jiang Xu asked him word by word: [It's not that Sanguan Jianjian didn't see me before, so now I know I was wrong and corrected it, why didn't you reply me? 】
Still no reply.
Lin Anlan was already asleep.
He waited for Jiang Xu, just like he once waited for his mother, but he didn't even wait, he was tired, so he chose to give up on them.
When Lin Anlan woke up the next day, he found that there were a bunch of unread text messages on his phone. He didn't read them, so he changed his clothes and went to filming.
This weekend, they were going to record the last episode of "A Journey with a Backpack". Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu rushed to catch up with the crew's shooting schedule, and set off on time on the weekend morning.
This time the recording location is still abroad. As the last episode of the show, the program team specially selected a small island with a pleasant scenery, and prepared to let the stars play some confrontational games while showing off their good figures.
After Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu arrived in Country S, they boarded the car sent by the program team.
The filming director saw Lin Anlan and smiled, "Maybe there will be a surprise when Anlan arrives at the hotel~"
Lin Anlan was surprised, "Surprise?"
The director smiled, "You'll know in a while."
Lin Anlan thought they had prepared some kind of gift, and guessed the so-called surprise with great anticipation. However, he didn't know what the director's so-called surprise was until he arrived at the hotel.
——Jiang Xu is actually here too!
Zhuo Ziya had no choice but to agree.
Cheng Yu didn't know whether to be happy or sad for a moment, and always felt that he seemed to have caused trouble.
"I really don't mean to hope that you don't meet, and I don't think it's necessary for you."
"I know, but I think so."
"Cheng Yu, you don't understand, I feel very disappointed, so disappointed that I am a little tired. If I can't change him, then I will leave him, at least, I will let him know clearly that I don't like his behavior , with him like this, I will never be friends with him again."
Cheng Yu felt that he understood, but the source of this matter was himself, so he was always guilty.
Can Jiang Xu still have the correct three views?
He doesn't think so.
After recovering his memory, would Lin Anlan feel that this was caused by him alone, that it was his fault.
Cheng Yu was not sure.
He seemed to have done a stupid thing by picking up a rock and hitting his foot. Although removing the rock made him happy, it hurt to hit his foot.
So Cheng Yu regretted it. He was too anxious to pave the way for himself. He should have taken it step by step. He should have let Lin Anlan be disappointed repeatedly in the conversation between himself and Jiang Xu, instead of his appearance adding fuel to this disappointment in advance.
But things have come to this point, and it's useless for Cheng Yu to regret it, so he can only take one step at a time, always preparing to patch himself in the next place.
Jiang Xu was very surprised when he found out that the security guards of the crew stopped him.
He came to the crew several times, and it was unimpeded. After all, he is a star, and his position is not too small. He said that he came to visit the crew, and the crew naturally welcomed him, but now, the security guards stopped him.
"I'm here to visit Lin Anlan, you should know who I am, right?"
"I know, but Mr. Lin said that he doesn't accept visits recently, and he made a special confession, especially you."
Jiang Xu: ...
Jiang Xu quickly sent Lin Anlan a text message: [Xiaolan, why don't you accept my class visit? 】
Lin Anlan looked at this text message without any surprise, feeling very calm.
After thinking about it, he called Jiang Xu.
Jiang Xu didn't expect Lin Anlan to call, so he quickly answered, "Hello."
"I don't accept your visit, which means we don't want to see each other again." Lin Anlan's tone was very soft.
Jiang Xu didn't understand, "Why? I have something to tell you about Cheng Yu, and you haven't finished listening to me yet."
"I don't want to hear it." Lin Anlan said, "Jiang Xu, do you really have no guilt towards Cheng Yu?"
Jiang Xu: ...
"Did he tell you this?" He asked, "He is really scheming. Why didn't he say that he treats you as an item and wants to exchange Cheng Feng and me for you. Are you a commodity? His family affection is Commodity? Can this kind of thing be exchanged?!"
"It's not impossible." Lin Anlan replied unexpectedly to Jiang Xu, "Don't you want your father very much, then you can go to Cheng Feng, and don't come to me again."
"Xiao Lan, what nonsense are you talking about!"
"I'm not talking nonsense. I've thought about it seriously. For so many years, I've told you since the third year of high school that Cheng Feng is not your father, but Cheng Yu's. We agreed to each other, if you don't go to Cheng Feng, I'm not going to find Cheng Yu, Cheng Feng belongs to Cheng Yu, I belong to you. I hope you can let go of Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu, I hope you can grow up healthily without comparison or jealousy. Your origin is beyond your control, but your Growth is something you can control. But you give up on yourself."
"I……"
"Are you really not feeling guilty about Cheng Yu? Even for a minute, is there?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Jiang Xu didn't speak.
"You are really, Bai has received higher education for so many years. You have given up on yourself, why should I worry about you?"
"Jiang Xu, I don't want to see you again until your three views are sound. I don't think I need a friend who is not right. If my friend does something wrong, I will help him and let him correct it. But if he insists on going his own way and doesn’t correct his mistakes, then I will leave him.”
"Because I'm very disappointed in him, and I'm also disappointed in myself that I've worked hard but can't get results."
Lin Anlan hung up the phone.
Jiang Xu looked at the phone in a daze, and didn't speak for a long time.
They seem to have returned to the day when they had a quarrel, Lin Anlan asked him angrily, "Look at you now, don't you feel disgusted? What TV series are you shooting? You can go directly to "Society and Law" without makeup! "
"How could you be like this? Has your three views been eaten by a dog? Did it eat your brain when it ate it? So you can think of such things and say such things to me!"
"Jiang Xu, is it that I am not good enough for you? So you are still not satisfied, you are still obsessed with what you wanted when you were 17 years old, you are already 25 years old, and you will be 25 years old after this birthday, you have been so many years, Why are you going around and still standing there!"
"I thought I had walked a long way with you, and I thought that after so many years, you should have let go, but why are you still standing there?"
"You are so disappointing to me."
"No, it's you who disgust me. You really, really don't know me at all."
He let Lin Anlan down again. Before losing his memory, he let Lin Anlan down. After losing his memory, he let Lin Anlan down again.
Once again, it was because of Cheng Yu.
Jiang Xu sat in the car and couldn't get out.
He quickly sent a text message to Lin Anlan: [I was wrong, it was my wrong views, I felt guilty towards him, I know he was not wrong, it was my fault. 】
Jiang Xu: [Xiao Lan, don't be disappointed, and don't be angry, can I know I was wrong?I will not be like this in the future. 】
Jiang Xu: [I really didn't want to let you down, how could I be willing to let you down? 】
But Lin Anlan didn't reply him.
Jiang Xu parked his car at the entrance of the crew and refused to leave. Yang Wang received the news and told Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan didn't even lift her eyelids, she just said, "Let him go."
He thought of something again, and asked Cheng Yu, "You should be more reliable than the crew, if you don't want a person to appear."
Cheng Yu: ...
Cheng Yu didn't know what to say, he could indeed do it, but he didn't dare to participate in the breakup of friendship between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu.
Those were the 18 years of Lin Anlan, the 18 years of Jiang Xu's incomparable confidence, and the 18 years when he suffered so much and was daunted.
"Don't let Jiang Xu show up, whether it's the crew or the hotel, I'll leave it to you." Lin Anlan laughed.
Cheng Yu nodded helplessly, "Okay."
The filming proceeded smoothly, and Jiang Xu never appeared again.
He would still wait at the set or at the entrance of the hotel, but if Lin Anlan didn't show up, he wouldn't be able to wait.
Jiang Xu asked him: [Don't you want me?Are you going to abandon me too? 】
Lin Anlan didn't read his text messages. He looked at the script with a downcast side face very seriously.
Jiang Xu waited in a panic not far away, obviously not very far away, but he couldn't see the person within reach in his memory, and couldn't wait for the other party's response.
Did he really want to abandon him?
Will Lin Anlan abandon him too?
How could Lin Anlan abandon him?
Isn't Lin Anlan the only person he can trust in this world?
But why didn't Lin Anlan see him?
Jiang Xu got out of the car and desperately wanted to rush to the hotel, but was stopped by someone.
After all, he remembered that he was still a star, so he had no choice but to retreat to the car and text Lin Anlan again, apologizing and begging for his forgiveness.
Jiang Xu suddenly realized that his current behavior was very similar to himself a few months ago.
At that time, he had a quarrel with Lin Anlan, and he was terrified. Lin Anlan had never been so angry and said such serious words to him.
He even blocked his WeChat account and refused to answer the phone.
He could only keep sending text messages, praying for Lin Anlan's forgiveness.
He said he was wrong, he shouldn't be like this, he won't be like this anymore.
He said he didn't want it, he didn't want anything, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he could not want anything.
But then...
Then, he found out that Lin Anlan had gone to Cheng Yu's place, and he thought that Lin Anlan still wanted to help him after all.
So he thought he could have both.
He started to contact Cheng Feng again, he thought, when he has money, he will give Lin Anlan everything he wants.
However, what Lin Anlan wanted at first was for him to stay away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu?
How could he help himself?
How could someone with his personality be willing to deceive Cheng Yu's feelings to help him?
He was wrong from the beginning.
So he did it wrong from the beginning.
Therefore, he disappointed Lin Anlan again.
He didn't let his mother down, even if his mother didn't want him.
He disappointed Lin Anlan twice, so naturally Lin Anlan could not let him go.
Jiang Xu regretted it. At this moment, he completely regretted it.
For him, everything in the world is a bustling bubble, but Lin Anlan is the mainstay that supports his heart from collapsing. When this mainstay is there, he can chase the prosperity without any scruples, but once this mainstay If he leaves, all his anxiety will be released. No matter how beautiful everything in this world is, he has no intention of appreciating it.
Lin Anlan had been with him for too long, he was born without a father, and his mother also chose to leave the stage halfway, only Lin Anlan, only Lin Anlan was holding him and walking with him.
When Jiang Xu was a teenager, he felt that Lin Anlan was the best person in the world. He thought that when he grew up, he must give him everything he wanted.
When Jiang Xu was young, he felt that Lin Anlan was the most reassuring person in this world. He would never leave him, so he should also understand his longing for fatherly love.
He unknowingly betrayed his boyhood self, but he never found out about his betrayal.
It wasn't until this moment that Jiang Xu realized that he would also leave him.
When he is repeatedly disappointed in himself, he will also choose to give up and turn around and leave.
There are so many people in this world who can see his goodness, he can see it, Cheng Yu can see it, and other people can see it too.
So Lin Anlan could leave him, but he couldn't leave Lin Anlan.
[I was wrong, Xiao Lan, I won't see Cheng Feng again, really. 】
He sent the text message, however, there was no response.
Jiang Xu asked him word by word: [It's not that Sanguan Jianjian didn't see me before, so now I know I was wrong and corrected it, why didn't you reply me? 】
Still no reply.
Lin Anlan was already asleep.
He waited for Jiang Xu, just like he once waited for his mother, but he didn't even wait, he was tired, so he chose to give up on them.
When Lin Anlan woke up the next day, he found that there were a bunch of unread text messages on his phone. He didn't read them, so he changed his clothes and went to filming.
This weekend, they were going to record the last episode of "A Journey with a Backpack". Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu rushed to catch up with the crew's shooting schedule, and set off on time on the weekend morning.
This time the recording location is still abroad. As the last episode of the show, the program team specially selected a small island with a pleasant scenery, and prepared to let the stars play some confrontational games while showing off their good figures.
After Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu arrived in Country S, they boarded the car sent by the program team.
The filming director saw Lin Anlan and smiled, "Maybe there will be a surprise when Anlan arrives at the hotel~"
Lin Anlan was surprised, "Surprise?"
The director smiled, "You'll know in a while."
Lin Anlan thought they had prepared some kind of gift, and guessed the so-called surprise with great anticipation. However, he didn't know what the director's so-called surprise was until he arrived at the hotel.
——Jiang Xu is actually here too!
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