The cigarette burned into his hand, and Cheng Yu woke up from the memory. He glanced at the cigarette in his hand, slowly pressed it out, and walked back.

He opened the door, worried that the pajamas would smell of tobacco, took off his clothes and went to bed.

Feeling that he was back, Lin Anlan snuggled into his arms and asked him in a daze, "What's the matter?"

"Family affairs are not a big deal." Cheng Yu said.

Lin Anlan didn't ask any more questions after hearing what he said, and fell asleep peacefully.

Cheng Yu waited until the bed warmed his hands, and finally hugged Lin Anlan again, hugging him tightly.

No matter what happens in the future, at least for now, Lin Anlan is his.

The next morning, Cheng Yu still woke up earlier than Lin Anlan.

He lay down with Lin Anlan for a while, and after Lin Anlan woke up, he told him about the script.

"I think this play is not bad, and it's Director Zhang's movie, so I really want to act with you."

Lin Anlan was not very willing.

"No," he refused, "I don't want to act."

"Why?" Cheng Yu asked.

Lin Anlan looked at him, feeling that he was really insensitive, "We are a couple, and Jing Huan has a crush on Gu Shuyu in this play, what if others find out that we are a couple?"

"How could it be?" Cheng Yu advised him, "The more this is the case, the less they will think about it. Even if we pretend to be close, everyone will only think that we are selling corruption."

Lin Anlan shook her head, "Anyway, I don't like it."

Cheng Yu was a little disappointed, "But, I want to act with you."

"Then there will be other suitable scripts in the future." Lin Anlan said with a smile.

Cheng Yu couldn't laugh, for him, this is the most suitable script, Jing Huan likes Gu Shuyu, he likes Lin Anlan, Gu Shuyu doesn't like Jing Huan, Lin Anlan doesn't love him either.

This is the most suitable script, and there will be no more suitable one.

What's more, these two words in the future are too extravagant for him.

Who knows when Lin Anlan will recover his memory, maybe tomorrow, maybe next month, how dare he borrow money for his future happiness.

"I really like this script." Cheng Yu said seriously, "An An, I really want to play Jing Huan, and I want you to play Gu Shuyu, is it possible, because of me, you promise this time, as long as this time , in the future, I will never embarrass you in this kind of thing."

Lin Anlan frowned.

Cheng Yu looked at him expectantly.

Lin Anlan had no choice but to give way, "I'll think about it."

Cheng Yu became happy in an instant, and kept kissing him, "My wife is so nice, I knew my wife was the best."

Lin Anlan was dumbfounded by what he said. He really didn't want to play this kind of role. As the saying goes, a thief would dare to hang out in front of the owner. What's more, he has a variety show with Cheng Yu. Now there is another movie, it's not obvious Want to kick the cabinet door?

Lin Anlan sighed in her heart, thinking, why didn't Cheng Yu understand?

They got out of bed, went to the bathroom to take a shower, Cheng Yu was still cooking, and Lin Anlan sat on the sofa thinking about how to reject him without making him feel uncomfortable.

He thought for a long time, but he couldn't come up with a solution, so he could only tentatively ask during the meal, "Do you really want us all to participate?"

He thought about it and said, "If you really like it, I have no objection to you acting it, I just don't really want to play this role."

Cheng Yu's hand holding the food for him paused, but he still put the food in his bowl, and just asked him calmly, "Do you mind if I go to like other boys?"

"It's just acting, it's all work, I understand."

Cheng Yu looked at him with sadness in his heart.

He asked, "Do you really not want to play Gu Shuyu?"

Lin Anlan nodded, "If I like girls, I won't feel anything wrong when I play this kind of role, but it's because I like you that I always feel guilty."

"But Gu Shuyu doesn't like Jing Huan, it's just that Jing Huan likes him."

"It's the same." Lin Anlan said, "It's not that I don't like you, as long as I like you, it's the same."

Cheng Yu was silent.

Seeing that he stopped talking, Lin Anlan lowered her head to pay attention to his expression, and asked in a low voice, "Are you angry?"

"No." Cheng Yu smiled.

His smile was very light, and he smiled clearly, but there was inexplicable sadness in his eyes. He said, "If you don't like it, forget it. I'm just talking casually. You don't have to worry about it. It's okay if you don't want to act."

After he finished speaking, he brought Lin Anlan his favorite dish again, and then he bowed his head to eat.

Lin Anlan suddenly felt guilty.

Not only guilty, but also a little distressed for him.

He tried to persuade Cheng Yu, "Don't we still have a variety show? The variety show was recorded together."

Cheng Yu nodded, "Yes."

"When we meet a suitable script in the future, we can also act together. It's not that we are all young, and we won't stop acting in the past two years."

"Ah."

Lin Anlan picked up a dish with chopsticks for him, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Cheng Yu smiled at him, "It's not a big deal, if you don't like it, don't act, it's okay."

He said this, but Lin Anlan felt that he seemed very sad.

He reluctantly smiled and nodded, thinking that when there is a suitable opportunity in the future, it will not be too late for him to make up for Cheng Yu.

All in all, there is no difference between them in a movie.

After eating, Cheng Yu washed the pots and bowls, and replied to Sun Meng along the way: "I won't go to the audition."

Looking at his words, Sun Meng guessed that Lin Anlan must be unwilling.

He didn't understand why Cheng Yu cared so much about Lin Anlan? !

Sun Meng thought for a while, and sent him a WeChat message: [Think about it again, I heard that Xie Hui will go to the audition, isn't he called Xiaolin Anlan by everyone?I think she looks quite similar to Lin Anlan.you consider it. 】

Cheng Yu looked at his words and sneered, just like Xie Hui, is he ashamed to say Xiaolin Anlan?The low-profile version of Lin Anlan doesn't even count!

It's just that sometimes he deliberately imitates Lin Anlan with makeup, to get closer to his appearance.

but……

Cheng Yu leaned on the Liulitai, thinking about Jing Huan's character design, thinking about his liking for Gu Shuyu, thinking about his last look at Gu Shuyu, bowing his head deeply to him in the twilight.

Of course he is not Jing Huan, but they have something in common.

Cheng Yu knew very well that he wanted to play this role not because of his artistic value, not because of his ordinary and extraordinary, but because he saw his own shadow in Jing Huan.

The kind of love that stubbornly loves the other party, longing for the other party to look back at him a little bit.

He has it, and so does Jing Huan.

So he hoped that Lin Anlan would play Gu Shuyu and Jing Huan himself, so that even if Lin Anlan regained his memory in the future and they separated, he could still watch this movie and recall his past love.

But now, Lin Anlan refused.

Cheng Yu suddenly felt that this might be the right thing to do, and it might be more in line with his love.

Lin Anlan didn't like him. If he couldn't get him in the real world, how could he ask him to act in the movie.

What qualifications does he have? While watching him and Lin Anlan in the movie, he recalled his past love.

For a person like him, maybe he should watch the movie, he suppresses his love, and likes it hard, but the person he likes doesn't even bother to appear. From the beginning to the end, it's his own one-man show.

This is more in line with the past between him and Lin Anlan.

When Cheng Yu thought of this, he made a decision in an instant. He said to Sun Meng: [Send me the time and place of the audition, and I will go to the audition. 】

Sun Meng was pleasantly surprised: [Great!It's really nice of you to figure it out! 】

Cheng Yu laughed at himself and didn't reply to him again.

That night, he said to Lin Anlan, "I still decided to act in this movie, but you don't have to worry, I just like it myself and I don't want to give up. If you don't like it, forget it."

Lin Anlan didn't expect him to be so obsessed with this drama, he asked him, "Who are you playing? Is it Jing Huan?"

Cheng Yu nodded.

Lin Anlan suggested, "Actually, I think the role of Gu Shuyu is better, and there are more scenes. I think it's better for you to play Gu Shuyu."

Cheng Yu shook his head, "No."

"Why?" Lin Anlan was puzzled, "Is Gu Shuyu not good? You don't like Gu Shuyu?"

"He's fine, but not for me."

"Why isn't it suitable for you? Gu Shuyu himself is handsome and has a wealthy family background. Isn't this suitable for you?"

Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, and then said softly, "I am not suitable for this kind of role to be loved."

After he finished speaking, he turned and walked towards the bathroom, "I'm going to take a shower."

Lin Anlan watched him enter the bathroom, thinking about what he said just now, she couldn't help feeling sorry for him.

What does it mean to be unsuitable for such a loved role?Doesn't he feel that he is loved?

Or does he not feel that he is worthy of being loved?

Lin Anlan thought quietly, then suddenly lifted the quilt, jumped out of bed, ran to the bathroom door, and opened the door.

Cheng Yu was still in the shower, when he heard some movement, he turned off the shower and asked in confusion, "An'an? What's the matter?"

Lin Anlan opened the glass door of the bathroom, and under the bright light, Cheng Yu's figure was in good shape, which could be seen at a glance.

Lin Anlan didn't know where to put his eyes, so he simply lowered his head.

Cheng Yu pulled off the towel, wrapped it around his waist, and asked him, "What's the matter?"

"Why did you say that just now?" Lin Anlan looked up at him, "What do you mean 'I'm not suitable for this kind of loved role'?"

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