Lin Anlan smiled, and gently kissed his eyebrows.

"Let's order food," he said, "I'm hungry."

Cheng Yu ordered shrimp porridge for him, and ordered some dim sum.

Lin Anlan didn't eat much all day, and she rarely had a big appetite, so she ate some snacks with shrimp porridge before putting down her chopsticks.

Wang Cheng sent Cheng Yu a WeChat message, reminding him that the shooting time is approaching, and reminding him not to forget to go back to the set.

Cheng Yu didn't want to go back, but he couldn't bear the fact that he still had scenes to film, so he could only ask Yang Wang to take care of Lin Anlan on his behalf, put on his coat, and was ready to go back to work.

"Goodbye." Lin Anlan waved to him.

"Remember to take your medicine and have a good rest." Cheng Yu urged.

Lin Anlan nodded, "Understood."

He took the medicine in front of Cheng Yu, leaned back on the bed and started playing with his mobile phone.

In the evening, Yang Wang went back, Lin Anlan was a little sleepy, looked at his watch, estimated the time when Cheng Yu would come back, and decided to wait for him.

Although he had told Cheng Yu that he was sick and it was better for the two of them to sleep separately, Cheng Yu refused without thinking.

After all, Lin Anlan liked him, and what happened to him was really miserable, so she felt sorry for him, so she didn't mention it again.

He looked back at the photo album he brought from home, looking at himself growing up in the photo album, and seeing Jiang Xu growing up in the photo album.

Obviously she was very cute when she was a child, why is it like this now?

Damn it?

Probably to blame, but not entirely to blame.

Cheng Yu's mother left early, and his father didn't care about him. He still grew up healthy, and Jiang Xu...

Lin Anlan was a little frustrated, he worked so hard to hope that Jiang Xu would grow into an upright person.

He hoped so much that Jiang Xu could put aside his background and let go of his parents, but Jiang Xu still couldn't do it.

He won't take Jiang Xu's mistakes on himself, and he won't feel that Jiang Xu has become like this, and he is also responsible.

He has done a lot and worked very hard, but he just didn't expect that Jiang Xu would be so stubborn.

The photo turned to the photo of the park where the two families went to play together.

Jiang Liying smiled gently, beautiful and moving.

But Lin Anlan instinctively disliked her.

He didn't understand why before, but now it is clear that because she abandoned her child, he, like his mother, is not worthy of being a mother.

However, Lin Anlan recalled Jiang Xu's panicked appearance that day, and the way he stood at his door in embarrassment.

Jiang Liying is back, what is she doing back?

Is it because her husband doesn't want her anymore?Or did she discover that Jiang Xu has become a star?

It definitely can't be missing Jiang Xu. When Jiang Xu was a minor, she could leave him and walk away. It would be too ridiculous to talk about missing Jiang Xu now.

When the wind picked up, Lin Anlan heard the sound of raindrops hitting the window.

Crackling, one sound, knocking on the glass.

Lin Anlan got out of bed and closed the curtains. He guessed that Cheng Yu should be back soon.

Cheng Yu was faster than he expected. The sudden rainstorm interrupted the shooting plan, so everyone stopped work and took a rest first.

"Is it better?" Cheng Yu asked concerned.

"It's much better, go take a bath, don't let me get better, you're sick again."

Cheng Yu asked him, "Will you take care of me when I'm sick?"

"of course."

"Then I kind of wish I was sick." Cheng Yu said with a smile.

Lin Anlan couldn't laugh or cry, "Hurry up and take a bath, drink more hot water, I will take care of you even if you are not sick, so let's join in the excitement of being sick."

Cheng Yu smiled and went into the bathroom, took a shower, and drank a cup of hot water.

It was raining heavily outside, and Lin Anlan's phone rang.

He glanced at it, it was Jiang Xu's text message.

Jiang Xu: 【Xiaolan, it's raining, let's go to bed early. 】

Lin Anlan ignored it. He had a premonition that Jiang Xu would come to him soon. After all, last time, he asked a question that shouldn't be asked, but he was not sure that he could hide it this time.

Although he already knew that the "she" in Jiang Xu's mouth was Jiang Liying, and also knew the past of Jiang Liying and Jiang Xu, but he still had many other things that he didn't know.

His memory was too scattered, Jiang Xu wanted to test him, but he couldn't hide it from him.

It would be great if he had the habit of keeping a diary, Lin Anlan thought, but judging from the part of his memory that has been recovered, he doesn't.

Alas, Lin Anlan sighed and lay down under the quilt.

When Cheng Yu returned to the bedroom, he saw Lin Anlan lying obediently under the pure white quilt, with only his head exposed, looking very painful.

He walked over and poked Lin Anlan's face, "So good."

Lin Anlan opened his mouth and bit his finger, but Cheng Yu smiled and retracted his hand, bowing his head to kiss him.

The wind and rain were blowing outside the window, and Cheng Yu's kiss was gentle and lingering. Accompanied by the rising ambiguity in the room, there was warmth in the room.

He hugged Lin Anlan and lay down beside him, wrapped her in his arms, and turned off the light.

Before going to sleep, Lin Anlan closed her eyes and whispered to him, "Xiaohua, if Jiang Xu comes to me in a few days to test me, I can't hide it, so I'll have a showdown with him."

Cheng Yu's heart skipped a beat, and he was silent, "Mmm".

"Then you must not believe any of his words, and you must not be deceived by him."

"Yeah." Lin Anlan rubbed against his arms, "I only trust you, don't worry."

Cheng Yu was not so reassured, but he didn't have a better solution. Jiang Xu wanted to test it out, and most of it was their private memories. Cheng Yu didn't know, because he was not allowed to intervene at all.

Just like Lin Anlan's birthday, Jiang Xu knew about it, but he never knew about it.

Cheng Yu hugged him unconsciously, kissed his forehead cherishingly, and said softly, "wife."

Lin Anlan opened his eyes, glanced at him in the dark, and thought, is he afraid?Afraid that Jiang Xu would use his amnesia to provoke their relationship?

"It's all right," he said, "I won't trust him, don't worry."

After he finished speaking, he kissed him comfortingly, and said softly, "Husband."

Cheng Yu got the title he wanted, but he still couldn't let it go.

Although he knew that this day would come sooner or later, once he really realized that it was coming, he still couldn't help being afraid.

Jiang Xu would not let Lin Anlan who lost his memory stay by his side, he had a hundred ways to break them up.

He just didn't realize that Lin Anlan had already left his track, so he only appeared occasionally, which made him unhappy.

But once he realized that Lin Anlan might really leave him, he would not be able to bear it, and would try his best to expose his lies.

As long as it is a lie, there are always loopholes. Lin Anlan may believe him without hesitation at first, but when Jiang Xu attacks him again and again, Lin Anlan will always be suspicious.

His good days are really numbered.

Cheng Yu hugged Lin Anlan tightly, and kissed him several times in the dark.

He fell asleep in a state of worry and fear.

He was still terrified, terrified and terrified.

He saw Lin Anlan in the boundless darkness, and he hurriedly chased after him, but he couldn't catch up anyway.

He called him anxiously, "An'an."

Lin Anlan looked back at him with cold eyes, and his eyes were full of disgust. He said, "Cheng Yu, when we confirm our relationship, is there anyone to prove it?"

"No." Cheng Yu stood still and replied dryly.

"Is there any physical evidence for that?"

"nor."

"Then what proof do you have?"

Nothing, because it would have been fake.

Lin Anlan smiled, and he said, "Fortunately, I still want to stop Jiang Xu from destroying your peaceful life, but what about you? Are you going to repay me like this? You are so disgusting!"

Cheng Yu woke up instantly.

He sat up, sweat dripping down his back.

Trembling, he took two short breaths, and in the darkness, turned his head to look at Lin Anlan beside him.

He couldn't see Lin Anlan's expression clearly, but he still felt guilty.

He couldn't stop murmuring, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

But it's useless, he knows it's wrong, and he won't stop there, he will just go his own way and keep making mistakes.

Cheng Yu sat on the bed, the rain outside the window was dripping, hitting the leaves, and falling to the ground along the veins.

He got out of bed and walked into the living room.

He looked at the rain outside the window. The rain was so fast that many branches and leaves on the tree were blown out of shape.

Cheng Yu wanted to smoke, but then remembered that he had stopped smoking a long time ago. He quit smoking for Lin Anlan. He hadn't smoked for two or three months.

He was already very familiar with Lin Anlan's life by his side.

He didn't want Lin Anlan to leave.

He looked at the rain scene outside the window, standing quietly and alone.

When Lin Anlan leaned to the other side in a daze, he vaguely realized that something was wrong. He opened his eyes and found that Cheng Yu was not by his side.

Did you go to the bathroom?Lin Anlan thought.

He closed his eyes, waiting for Cheng Yu to come back, but after waiting for a long time, there was still no movement.

Lin Anlan was puzzled, he rubbed his eyelids, and got out of bed.

When he walked to the living room, Lin Anlan turned on the light, and saw Cheng Yu standing in front of the window, looking back at him, he was surprised for a moment.

"Why are you up?" Cheng Yu walked over.

"I should ask you this question." Lin Anlan said, "Why did you get up and still stand by the window?"

Cheng Yu smiled and lied to him, "I came out to get a glass of water, I couldn't sleep, so I just stood in front of the window and stared blankly for a while."

"Why can't you sleep?"

"I had a nightmare." Cheng Yu said, "I woke up when I dreamed that you were gone."

"The dream is the opposite, which means that we will always be together." Lin Anlan comforted him.

Cheng Yu nodded and walked towards the bedroom with him.

When the two returned to the bed, Lin Anlan asked him, "Are you still worried, afraid that Jiang Xu will know that I have amnesia and provoke us, and I will trust him."

Cheng Yu glanced at him without denying it.

"Are you so unconfident in me?" Lin Anlan asked him.

Cheng Yu shook his head, and he said, "It's not that I don't have confidence in you, it's that I have no confidence in you all those years."

"An'an, I really like you now." He suddenly said, "You have no memory, you only have me in your heart, and you only have me in your eyes. You have me every day. I am the person who has been with you for the longest time. , so I am very happy."

"But, you who have all the memories, you have spent more than ten years with Jiang Xu. You have many secrets that I don't know, and many pasts that I can't squeeze in."

"It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid."

"I'm afraid, Jiang Xu will tell you about the more than ten years you have experienced together. I am afraid that I alone will not be able to beat the thousands of days and nights you have had over the past ten years."

Lin Anlan was stunned.

Of course he could feel that Cheng Yu was uneasy, otherwise he wouldn't have such a dream.

He just didn't expect that Cheng Yu would think so much and would like the self who lost his memory even more.

"You don't want me to recover my memory."

Cheng Yu raised his hand to cover his eyes, not wanting him to see the greed in his eyes.

"Yes." He said, "I'm not as good as you think. I'm much more selfish than you think."

"very many."

He and Jiang Xu are essentially the same, both selfish and greedy.

They inherited Cheng Feng's selfishness, and badly placed it on the people they cared about most.

What is the difference between him and Jiang Xu?

They are all the same, the same sorry for Lin Anlan, the same hurt Lin Anlan, they really deserve to be Cheng Feng's sons and half-brothers.

In Lin Anlan's life, the last thing he should have met was the two of them.

"An'an, there is one thing I want to tell you in advance." He said softly, paving the way for himself, "We are in an underground relationship, so when we confirmed our relationship, no one knew and there was no written record. If Jiang Xu uses this to provoke our relationship, you must not believe it."

Lin Anlan nodded, "Okay."

Cheng Yu let go of his hand, smiled at him, and said, "Go to sleep."

Lin Anlan looked at him, but didn't move.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Yu was puzzled.

Lin Anlan reached out and hugged him, he hugged Cheng Yu, and said to him very gently, "I haven't fully recovered my memory, I just remembered a little bit, so don't be afraid."

"Besides, although Jiang Xu and I have had feelings for the past ten years, we will have feelings for the next few decades, so whether I restore my memory or not, you don't have to worry, because the past is gone. But the future is what we should cherish.”

He held Cheng Yu's face and kissed him on the lips.

"Xiaohua, as I am amnesiac at this stage, I am very happy, because I am always with you, even if I don't remember anything, I feel very relaxed and at ease. So, even if I recover my memory, you will is the most important person to me because I won't have a second experience like this, and you, and only you, were thoroughly involved in my period."

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