"Xiaolan, I don't want it anymore, you don't want to go, just stay by my side."
As he spoke, he hugged Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan resisted and pushed him, "What are you doing, how can you regret this? Regret now, isn't all the previous efforts in vain."
"I do not care."
"I care." Lin Anlan finally pushed him away, "I have worked so hard, and I can't let the previous efforts become sunk costs, so this drama still has to continue."
"Are you testing me?" Jiang Xu looked at him with disappointed eyes, "I give up, I really give up, I don't want it anymore, I've had enough!"
"I've had enough of these days. I don't want you to be like this anymore, and I don't want us to be like this anymore. It's obvious that you care about me most, and it's only you. Cheng Yu will never get it. I don't want him to be complacent. I don't want you to leave me anymore, Xiaolan..."
He grabbed Lin Anlan's shoulder again, "I gave up, I really gave up, you are right, I was wrong, I was wrong. I will listen to you in the future, don't talk to Jiang Xu, you go and tell him that everything is fake, you just lied to him to go to him, you come back to me, okay?"
Lin Anlan looked at the pain and expectation in his eyes, and for a moment, she almost believed that what he said was true.
But only for a moment.
He stared at the person in front of him calmly and indifferently for a long time before saying in a deep voice, "Not good."
"Jiang Xu, the show is over, right? Then I won't play with you anymore. I won't talk to Cheng Yu about this. I like him, and I won't leave him."
Jiang Xu's eyes widened in an instant, as if stimulated.
"You like him? How could you like him?! How could you like him?!"
"He's my boyfriend, why can't I like him!"
"He is not!"
"Enough, do I know it in my own mind, my boyfriend is not your boyfriend, I don't need you to deny it!"
Jiang Xu shook his head, "It can't be like this, you promised me, you won't have anything to do with him, you promised me!"
"That's all in the past."
"It's the same now."
"Impossible." Lin Anlan said coldly.
Listening to the coldness in his words, Jiang Xu could not stop shaking his hands.
"No, it's impossible, you wouldn't talk to me like that."
"Did Cheng Yu say something about me? So you misunderstood me? I knew it must be him who provoked our relationship."
He said, let go of his hand and was about to go out.
Lin Anlan pulled him back, "What are you doing?"
"I'm going to find him, I want to see what he said! What did he do to you behind my back!"
"You're insane." Lin Anlan dragged him back helplessly, "Stop making troubles, who can bear the trouble you make every day."
"You think I'm annoying?" Jiang Xu looked at him blankly, "You hate me too?"
Lin Anlan sighed, "Go back."
"You think I'm annoying." Jiang Xu repeated.
His voice was very soft, and he asked, "You don't want to talk to me anymore, and you don't want to talk to me anymore?"
Lin Anlan lowered her head, "No one can control you for the rest of your life. You can only be responsible for yourself."
"So, you don't want to worry about me anymore?"
Lin Anlan looked up at him, and saw that his eyes were full of sadness.
"I can't control you forever." He said truthfully.
Jiang Xu shook his head, he looked at Lin Anlan obsessively, but he couldn't see the warmth and gentleness he once had.
He said, "You've changed."
"People change."
"But you weren't like this before. You used to care about me a lot. You said that you would stay with me and always be with me. You wouldn't want me."
Lin Anlan felt that she had a headache again, but this time, it was not only irritability, but also a physical headache.
"Is it because of Cheng Yu? Is it because of the few months you have been together?! It's only a few months, and you still want to favor him and leave me?"
Lin Anlan pressed her temple, "You hate him too much."
"How could I not hate him!" Jiang Xu said angrily, "He was born with everything, but what about me? What do I have?! Since he was born, why should I be born! I would rather never come to this world, I never knew his existence, and I didn’t want to be like this, living with nothing!”
He looked at Lin Anlan with desolate eyes, "I only have you left, I only have you, just this, is he going to take it away? There are so many people in this world, so many people who like him, why does he just stare at him?" I won't let you go!"
Lin Anlan vaguely felt that there was something in his words, but she didn't realize it for a while.
He just retorted, "I am an independent individual, I don't belong to anyone, let alone you, there is no such thing as taking it away."
"Besides, why do you want to compare with him? He was born with everything, that is his fate, why do you have to compare with him? There are many people in this world who are worse than you, why can't you compare with those people, Rather than grabbing Cheng Yu?"
"Xiao Lan, what are you talking about?" Jiang Xu looked at him suspiciously, "Why should I compare with those people, who are they mine, do they know me? Why should I compare with them?"
"Why can't I compare with Cheng Yu? Just because I have nothing, am I not even qualified to compare with him? Obviously, half of what he owns should belong to me!"
Lin Anlan looked at him in surprise.
His temples hurt badly, but his mind seemed to clear up.
He seemed to think of something, he seemed to think of the younger Jiang Xu.
"Is it him?" The young Jiang Xu in his memory looked at himself in a panic and anticipation, "He looks exactly the same as in the photo, and Cheng Yu's surname is Cheng, so he must also be surnamed Cheng. It's him, right? Xiao Lan, he is my father, right?"
He was overjoyed and joyful, looking at himself in his memory with hope.
"No." He heard himself reply, "That's Cheng Yu's father, not your father, go home."
"But...he looks exactly like the picture."
"Really? You read it wrong."
Lin Anlan was terrified and looked at the person in front of her in disbelief.
He carefully looked at Jiang Xu's eyebrows, at his high and straight nose bridge, at his lips and chin.
He remembered the first time he met Jiang Xu after he lost his memory, and jokingly told Cheng Yu that they resembled each other from a certain angle.
He also remembered that night, when Cheng Yu hugged him and told him that his father had many lovers, some lovers became mistresses after a long time, and some mistresses were unlucky and had children.They thought that once they had a child, they could marry his father, but his father was not the kind of person who cared about children.
Therefore, those mistresses who insisted on having children for him were abandoned by him.
Lin Anlan understood, he understood everything.
"You and Cheng Yu are..." He didn't continue, as if he couldn't open his mouth.
Jiang Xu didn't speak.
But Lin Anlan already had the answer.
Everything is clear at this moment, why does Jiang Xu hate Cheng Yu so much, why does he say that they will reconcile unless he is reborn, why does he always want to compare with Cheng Yu, why, he will not give up For the sake of my friend, contact Cheng Yu.
Because he and Cheng Yu are half brothers, his mother was abandoned by Cheng Yu's father together with him, so he is jealous of Cheng Yu who has his father, so he hates Cheng Yu.
Lin Anlan took a step back and leaned against the wall.
This is what he did not expect, and he never expected that Jiang Xu and Cheng Yu would have such a relationship.
He never thought that his life would be so bloody.
However, Cheng Yu is innocent.
"You shouldn't hate him, you should hate your father, it's not Cheng Yu who told him not to want you, it's your father who doesn't want you."
"Cheng Yu is also a victim."
"He is a victim, am I not?" Jiang Xu asked him, pointing to himself, "He is at least the well-known young master of the Cheng family, the son of Cheng Feng, but what about me? Whose son am I? Who am I?" His child?! He is injured, he can go to Cheng Feng, and Cheng Feng will solve it for him, but what about me? Who can I go to? I have no one except you!"
"You... Where's your mother?" Lin Anlan asked unconsciously.
Jiang Xu froze for a moment, he seemed to have heard something shocking and unbelievable, "Xiao Lan, what did you ask me?"
Lin Anlan didn't speak.
Jiang Xu approached him, looked at him seriously, stared at him closely, and asked him word by word, "What did you ask me just now?"
Lin Anlan didn't dare to ask any more. He vaguely realized that the sentence he couldn't help just now seemed to be the last sentence he should ask.
There was a moment of silence in the air.
Jiang Xu asked tentatively, "Xiaolan, what's the name of the girl I told you when I walked in?"
Lin Anlan: ...
Lin Anlan was thinking about how to fool her when he heard a knock on the door. He hurried over and opened the door with lightning speed.
Sure enough, Cheng Yu was outside the door.
Seeing that his complexion was not very good, Cheng Yu asked concerned, "What's wrong?"
Lin Anlan looked into the room calmly, and Cheng Yu followed his eyes to look in, and saw Jiang Xu glaring at him.
Without any surprise, he walked into the room, closed the door, and calmly said, "Why are you here again?"
"Nothing to do with you."
After Jiang Xu finished speaking, he looked directly at Lin Anlan, "Xiao Lan, you haven't answered my question just now?"
"You're so annoying." Lin Anlan changed the subject, "Why don't you go, you should go."
"No hurry, I'll leave after you tell me the answer."
"Are you threatening me?" Lin Anlan asked back, "If I don't tell you, you won't leave?"
"Of course not, I just want to know an answer."
"Then what if I don't want to talk about it?" He deliberately said, "I hate people talking to me like this the most."
Although Cheng Yu didn't know what Jiang Xu asked, it was obvious that Lin Anlan didn't want to answer.
He pulled Lin Anlan to sit beside him, and said to Jiang Xu, "Go back, it's so late, don't you still want to spend the night here?"
"Why not?" Jiang Xu sat down opposite him, "You can do it, why can't I?"
"Of course." Cheng Yu smiled, "If you insist on staying here, then I will take An An to my room."
Cheng Yu smiled, "You're not willing to go to my room, are you?"
"Who cares about your room!"
"So you should go back."
Jiang Xu looked at him, his eyes were full of jealousy, but compared to this, he was more curious about Lin Anlan's current situation, why he would ask such a question just now.
Jiang Xu looked directly at Lin Anlan not far away, Lin Anlan turned his head, unwilling to meet his gaze.
Jiang Xu's heart sank for a rare moment, and he planned to think carefully about the recent events. He always felt that the current Lin Anlan seemed a little different from before.
only……
Jiang Xu couldn't help looking at Lin Anlan again, - he didn't want to go back.
He was afraid that he couldn't help it, and he was even more afraid of being alone. He wanted Lin Anlan to accompany him, wanted Lin Anlan to watch him and stop him.
But now, Lin Anlan turned a blind eye to him, let alone accompanied him.
"Xiaolan, are you really unwilling to accompany me?"
"I don't want to."
Jiang Xu smiled wryly, "You would have been willing before."
Lin Anlan was afraid that what she said would make mistakes and arouse his suspicion, so she didn't speak.
Cheng Yu urged, "It's over, let's go."
Jiang Xu stood up, took one last look at Lin Anlan, and walked out disappointed.
Seeing him leave, Lin Anlan breathed a sigh of relief, "He seems to be a little suspicious of me?"
Cheng Yu was surprised, "What's going on?"
"Before you came back, we quarreled for a while, and I accidentally asked him 'where's your mother', I shouldn't ask this, we grew up together, I should know about his mother's situation, but at I was so surprised that I asked out immediately, and I tried to remedy it later, but there was nothing I could do."
Cheng Yu listened quietly, was silent for a moment, and persuaded him, "It's okay, paper can't wrap fire, he will always know, as long as you don't believe his nonsense."
Lin Anlan swore, "Of course I won't believe it, I only believe in you and me."
Cheng Yu nodded and hugged him tenderly.
He hugged him very tightly, behind what Lin Anlan couldn't see, his eyes were as dark as the sea.
This day will come after all, but it doesn't matter, Cheng Yu thought, he has earned so many extra days, and in the next days, if he can earn one day, it will be a day.
He has long been mentally prepared, and he can accept it.
There was a strong wind outside the window, which made the leaves on the trees rustle. Cheng Yu kissed Lin Anlan, feeling the tranquility before the storm.
As he spoke, he hugged Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan resisted and pushed him, "What are you doing, how can you regret this? Regret now, isn't all the previous efforts in vain."
"I do not care."
"I care." Lin Anlan finally pushed him away, "I have worked so hard, and I can't let the previous efforts become sunk costs, so this drama still has to continue."
"Are you testing me?" Jiang Xu looked at him with disappointed eyes, "I give up, I really give up, I don't want it anymore, I've had enough!"
"I've had enough of these days. I don't want you to be like this anymore, and I don't want us to be like this anymore. It's obvious that you care about me most, and it's only you. Cheng Yu will never get it. I don't want him to be complacent. I don't want you to leave me anymore, Xiaolan..."
He grabbed Lin Anlan's shoulder again, "I gave up, I really gave up, you are right, I was wrong, I was wrong. I will listen to you in the future, don't talk to Jiang Xu, you go and tell him that everything is fake, you just lied to him to go to him, you come back to me, okay?"
Lin Anlan looked at the pain and expectation in his eyes, and for a moment, she almost believed that what he said was true.
But only for a moment.
He stared at the person in front of him calmly and indifferently for a long time before saying in a deep voice, "Not good."
"Jiang Xu, the show is over, right? Then I won't play with you anymore. I won't talk to Cheng Yu about this. I like him, and I won't leave him."
Jiang Xu's eyes widened in an instant, as if stimulated.
"You like him? How could you like him?! How could you like him?!"
"He's my boyfriend, why can't I like him!"
"He is not!"
"Enough, do I know it in my own mind, my boyfriend is not your boyfriend, I don't need you to deny it!"
Jiang Xu shook his head, "It can't be like this, you promised me, you won't have anything to do with him, you promised me!"
"That's all in the past."
"It's the same now."
"Impossible." Lin Anlan said coldly.
Listening to the coldness in his words, Jiang Xu could not stop shaking his hands.
"No, it's impossible, you wouldn't talk to me like that."
"Did Cheng Yu say something about me? So you misunderstood me? I knew it must be him who provoked our relationship."
He said, let go of his hand and was about to go out.
Lin Anlan pulled him back, "What are you doing?"
"I'm going to find him, I want to see what he said! What did he do to you behind my back!"
"You're insane." Lin Anlan dragged him back helplessly, "Stop making troubles, who can bear the trouble you make every day."
"You think I'm annoying?" Jiang Xu looked at him blankly, "You hate me too?"
Lin Anlan sighed, "Go back."
"You think I'm annoying." Jiang Xu repeated.
His voice was very soft, and he asked, "You don't want to talk to me anymore, and you don't want to talk to me anymore?"
Lin Anlan lowered her head, "No one can control you for the rest of your life. You can only be responsible for yourself."
"So, you don't want to worry about me anymore?"
Lin Anlan looked up at him, and saw that his eyes were full of sadness.
"I can't control you forever." He said truthfully.
Jiang Xu shook his head, he looked at Lin Anlan obsessively, but he couldn't see the warmth and gentleness he once had.
He said, "You've changed."
"People change."
"But you weren't like this before. You used to care about me a lot. You said that you would stay with me and always be with me. You wouldn't want me."
Lin Anlan felt that she had a headache again, but this time, it was not only irritability, but also a physical headache.
"Is it because of Cheng Yu? Is it because of the few months you have been together?! It's only a few months, and you still want to favor him and leave me?"
Lin Anlan pressed her temple, "You hate him too much."
"How could I not hate him!" Jiang Xu said angrily, "He was born with everything, but what about me? What do I have?! Since he was born, why should I be born! I would rather never come to this world, I never knew his existence, and I didn’t want to be like this, living with nothing!”
He looked at Lin Anlan with desolate eyes, "I only have you left, I only have you, just this, is he going to take it away? There are so many people in this world, so many people who like him, why does he just stare at him?" I won't let you go!"
Lin Anlan vaguely felt that there was something in his words, but she didn't realize it for a while.
He just retorted, "I am an independent individual, I don't belong to anyone, let alone you, there is no such thing as taking it away."
"Besides, why do you want to compare with him? He was born with everything, that is his fate, why do you have to compare with him? There are many people in this world who are worse than you, why can't you compare with those people, Rather than grabbing Cheng Yu?"
"Xiao Lan, what are you talking about?" Jiang Xu looked at him suspiciously, "Why should I compare with those people, who are they mine, do they know me? Why should I compare with them?"
"Why can't I compare with Cheng Yu? Just because I have nothing, am I not even qualified to compare with him? Obviously, half of what he owns should belong to me!"
Lin Anlan looked at him in surprise.
His temples hurt badly, but his mind seemed to clear up.
He seemed to think of something, he seemed to think of the younger Jiang Xu.
"Is it him?" The young Jiang Xu in his memory looked at himself in a panic and anticipation, "He looks exactly the same as in the photo, and Cheng Yu's surname is Cheng, so he must also be surnamed Cheng. It's him, right? Xiao Lan, he is my father, right?"
He was overjoyed and joyful, looking at himself in his memory with hope.
"No." He heard himself reply, "That's Cheng Yu's father, not your father, go home."
"But...he looks exactly like the picture."
"Really? You read it wrong."
Lin Anlan was terrified and looked at the person in front of her in disbelief.
He carefully looked at Jiang Xu's eyebrows, at his high and straight nose bridge, at his lips and chin.
He remembered the first time he met Jiang Xu after he lost his memory, and jokingly told Cheng Yu that they resembled each other from a certain angle.
He also remembered that night, when Cheng Yu hugged him and told him that his father had many lovers, some lovers became mistresses after a long time, and some mistresses were unlucky and had children.They thought that once they had a child, they could marry his father, but his father was not the kind of person who cared about children.
Therefore, those mistresses who insisted on having children for him were abandoned by him.
Lin Anlan understood, he understood everything.
"You and Cheng Yu are..." He didn't continue, as if he couldn't open his mouth.
Jiang Xu didn't speak.
But Lin Anlan already had the answer.
Everything is clear at this moment, why does Jiang Xu hate Cheng Yu so much, why does he say that they will reconcile unless he is reborn, why does he always want to compare with Cheng Yu, why, he will not give up For the sake of my friend, contact Cheng Yu.
Because he and Cheng Yu are half brothers, his mother was abandoned by Cheng Yu's father together with him, so he is jealous of Cheng Yu who has his father, so he hates Cheng Yu.
Lin Anlan took a step back and leaned against the wall.
This is what he did not expect, and he never expected that Jiang Xu and Cheng Yu would have such a relationship.
He never thought that his life would be so bloody.
However, Cheng Yu is innocent.
"You shouldn't hate him, you should hate your father, it's not Cheng Yu who told him not to want you, it's your father who doesn't want you."
"Cheng Yu is also a victim."
"He is a victim, am I not?" Jiang Xu asked him, pointing to himself, "He is at least the well-known young master of the Cheng family, the son of Cheng Feng, but what about me? Whose son am I? Who am I?" His child?! He is injured, he can go to Cheng Feng, and Cheng Feng will solve it for him, but what about me? Who can I go to? I have no one except you!"
"You... Where's your mother?" Lin Anlan asked unconsciously.
Jiang Xu froze for a moment, he seemed to have heard something shocking and unbelievable, "Xiao Lan, what did you ask me?"
Lin Anlan didn't speak.
Jiang Xu approached him, looked at him seriously, stared at him closely, and asked him word by word, "What did you ask me just now?"
Lin Anlan didn't dare to ask any more. He vaguely realized that the sentence he couldn't help just now seemed to be the last sentence he should ask.
There was a moment of silence in the air.
Jiang Xu asked tentatively, "Xiaolan, what's the name of the girl I told you when I walked in?"
Lin Anlan: ...
Lin Anlan was thinking about how to fool her when he heard a knock on the door. He hurried over and opened the door with lightning speed.
Sure enough, Cheng Yu was outside the door.
Seeing that his complexion was not very good, Cheng Yu asked concerned, "What's wrong?"
Lin Anlan looked into the room calmly, and Cheng Yu followed his eyes to look in, and saw Jiang Xu glaring at him.
Without any surprise, he walked into the room, closed the door, and calmly said, "Why are you here again?"
"Nothing to do with you."
After Jiang Xu finished speaking, he looked directly at Lin Anlan, "Xiao Lan, you haven't answered my question just now?"
"You're so annoying." Lin Anlan changed the subject, "Why don't you go, you should go."
"No hurry, I'll leave after you tell me the answer."
"Are you threatening me?" Lin Anlan asked back, "If I don't tell you, you won't leave?"
"Of course not, I just want to know an answer."
"Then what if I don't want to talk about it?" He deliberately said, "I hate people talking to me like this the most."
Although Cheng Yu didn't know what Jiang Xu asked, it was obvious that Lin Anlan didn't want to answer.
He pulled Lin Anlan to sit beside him, and said to Jiang Xu, "Go back, it's so late, don't you still want to spend the night here?"
"Why not?" Jiang Xu sat down opposite him, "You can do it, why can't I?"
"Of course." Cheng Yu smiled, "If you insist on staying here, then I will take An An to my room."
Cheng Yu smiled, "You're not willing to go to my room, are you?"
"Who cares about your room!"
"So you should go back."
Jiang Xu looked at him, his eyes were full of jealousy, but compared to this, he was more curious about Lin Anlan's current situation, why he would ask such a question just now.
Jiang Xu looked directly at Lin Anlan not far away, Lin Anlan turned his head, unwilling to meet his gaze.
Jiang Xu's heart sank for a rare moment, and he planned to think carefully about the recent events. He always felt that the current Lin Anlan seemed a little different from before.
only……
Jiang Xu couldn't help looking at Lin Anlan again, - he didn't want to go back.
He was afraid that he couldn't help it, and he was even more afraid of being alone. He wanted Lin Anlan to accompany him, wanted Lin Anlan to watch him and stop him.
But now, Lin Anlan turned a blind eye to him, let alone accompanied him.
"Xiaolan, are you really unwilling to accompany me?"
"I don't want to."
Jiang Xu smiled wryly, "You would have been willing before."
Lin Anlan was afraid that what she said would make mistakes and arouse his suspicion, so she didn't speak.
Cheng Yu urged, "It's over, let's go."
Jiang Xu stood up, took one last look at Lin Anlan, and walked out disappointed.
Seeing him leave, Lin Anlan breathed a sigh of relief, "He seems to be a little suspicious of me?"
Cheng Yu was surprised, "What's going on?"
"Before you came back, we quarreled for a while, and I accidentally asked him 'where's your mother', I shouldn't ask this, we grew up together, I should know about his mother's situation, but at I was so surprised that I asked out immediately, and I tried to remedy it later, but there was nothing I could do."
Cheng Yu listened quietly, was silent for a moment, and persuaded him, "It's okay, paper can't wrap fire, he will always know, as long as you don't believe his nonsense."
Lin Anlan swore, "Of course I won't believe it, I only believe in you and me."
Cheng Yu nodded and hugged him tenderly.
He hugged him very tightly, behind what Lin Anlan couldn't see, his eyes were as dark as the sea.
This day will come after all, but it doesn't matter, Cheng Yu thought, he has earned so many extra days, and in the next days, if he can earn one day, it will be a day.
He has long been mentally prepared, and he can accept it.
There was a strong wind outside the window, which made the leaves on the trees rustle. Cheng Yu kissed Lin Anlan, feeling the tranquility before the storm.
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