I Love You the Most in the World [Entertainment Circle]

Lin Anlan hugged him even tighter in an instant.

He hid in Cheng Yu's arms attached to him, wanting him to kiss him and hug him, but he suddenly thought that Cheng Yu had been waiting for him for eight years where he didn't respond.

Not eight minutes, eight hours, eight days, eight months, but eight years.

Eight years, more than 100 months, and more than 3000 days, how did he survive?

He waited for four days, and Xiao Qiao told him not to wait any longer. Cheng Yu waited for more than 3000 days, and someone must have kept telling him not to wait any longer.

But he still waited, with no results, endlessly waiting.

How can he be so stupid?

How could he not give up.

At this moment, Lin Anlan truly and deeply felt sorry for Cheng Yu, and felt sorry for his eight years of waiting.

"Why are you so stupid?" he said sadly.

"How can you like someone for so long?"

"Why... did I really make you wait so long?"

Lin Anlan regretted it, he thought, if time could be turned back, he would have responded to Cheng Yu's love without hesitation when he first fell in love with him in high school.

When you don't love someone, you won't be moved by his wishful thinking, you may even feel bored.

But when you love someone, you feel distressed because of the scars he once had, and you even hope that everything can be done again.

Especially when you have experienced the pain yourself.

Lin Anlan didn't love Cheng Yu in the past, maybe he knew that Cheng Yu liked him, but he didn't think it was a big deal.

No one needs to pay for other people's likes. There are so many people who love him openly and secretly. If he responds one by one, he needs to respond too much.

He thought that Cheng Yu would always give up.

He thought that he had never given him any ambiguity and hope.

So he has a clear conscience, he doesn't feel sorry for Cheng Yu, and he doesn't feel guilty, maybe occasionally he regrets that they could have become friends, but it's only occasionally.

He has his own protective layer, he lives simply and soberly.

He has a lost and recovered family relationship, a good friend who is trustworthy, and some ordinary friends and classmates who can chat and chat. He is very satisfied and cherishes it.

But now Lin Anlan likes Cheng Yu, he has forgotten everything in the past, only Cheng Yu's love is real and fresh, he is bathed in Cheng Yu's love, and his heart is full of liking for him.

When those waiting only existed in Cheng Yu's few words, Lin Anlan was moved by him and surprised by his persistence.

But when he recalled the time he had been waiting for, and returned to his state of mind back then, at that moment, he finally realized that the past eight years for Cheng Yu were not a simple sentence, but a long period full of disappointment and repeated withering time.

The young Lin Anlan would give up the waiting in his heart because of Xiao Qiao's "don't wait any longer", and put his hope on other people, hoping that others will fulfill his wish.

But the young Cheng Yu, after being discouraged by one person after another, still insisted on his secret love.

Xu Sheng advised him, "Give up, he won't like you."

Yu Heng asked him, "Do you think it's possible?"

Hua Rong said to him, "You are like this, in the end you can only touch yourself. But he, he doesn't need your likes at all."

Cheng Yu knew everything, he thought everyone was right, but he couldn't control his feelings.

If his mother could control her feelings, she would never let herself fall in love with his father. Who would want to love a prodigal son?

Doesn't his mother know how difficult it is to get a prodigal son back?

Of course she knew, but she couldn't help herself.

On the day of her marriage, she even advised herself not to show her true feelings. She clearly knew everything, but she still fell in love with her husband uncontrollably.

The same is true for Cheng Yu, he knows everything, he knows that Lin Anlan doesn't like him, Lin Anlan doesn't see himself, his secret love will not have any results, but he still loves him.

During those thousands of days and nights, during the changing days and nights, he only loved him.

As for Lin Anlan, he finally understood Cheng Yu's past on this night, after his midnight dream, after his grievances.

So, he began to feel sorry for Cheng Yu.

He thought he would never find another such a fool.

There are many people who admire him, but he can be sure that Cheng Yu is the only one who has loved him for so long and still loves him.

In the vast sea of ​​people, he is the only one who loves him the most.

He hugged the people around him distressedly, and blamed himself, "You are really...so stupid."

But Cheng Yu didn't think he was stupid.

Love is like this, out of control, out of control.

He just simply fell in love with someone, but fell in love with someone in his adolescence and youth.

It's not stupid, it's normal.

normal and happy.

In this world, it is a lucky thing to meet love.

Although the secret love was hard, Cheng Yu never regretted it. His heart was barren and muddy, but Lin Anlan was beautiful and precious. Because of his appearance, a lotus flower grew out of the mud.

The lotus comes out of the mud without being stained, fragrant and fragrant, white and moving.

Cheng Yu held it carefully, holding his love, cherishing and joyful.

It's good that Lin Anlan loves him; but Lin Anlan doesn't love him, and he can accept it.

No flower will belong to any one person completely. You can be amazed by its beauty, but you cannot force it to bloom for you.

Cheng Yu accepted this fact, so he held his lotus quietly and cautiously.

But now, his lotus blossoms for him.

He lives by his side, spends every sunrise and sunset with him, hugs and kisses him, and tells him that he loves him.

This was happiness he had never imagined, so Cheng Yu was very satisfied, he didn't feel stupid, and he didn't feel that Lin Anlan needed to feel guilty.

"It's okay," he kissed Lin Anlan's forehead, "The time when I liked you was very fulfilling. I didn't think I was stupid, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with you. It was just my own wishful thinking. , you didn't make me wait, I wanted to wait, so I don't feel wronged, and you don't feel wronged for me either."

How could Lin Anlan not feel wronged for him, after he waited for four days, he was in unbearable pain, desperately reviewing himself, constantly asking himself if he was not good enough, he was not good enough, that's why his mother didn't want him.

How could Cheng Yu not be wronged for so many years.

He raised his head distressedly, kissed Cheng Yu's chin, and then kissed his lips.

Cheng Yu comforted him and kissed him.

Lin Anlan's heart was soft and full of sadness, he caressed Cheng Yu's side face, his lips rubbed against his lips, he kissed his lips repeatedly, and hugged him again.

Cheng Yu stroked his back and said to him, "It's okay, really, I'm not wronged."

Lin Anlan didn't speak, but just quietly lay on his shoulder.

The room was as silent as water, and the two people inside hugged each other tightly, and the atmosphere was gentle and sticky.

Lin Anlan opened his mouth slowly, and he said, "Xiao Hua, thank you for waiting for me for so long."

Thank you for always loving me, even though I have forgotten everything, you still love me.

At this moment, Cheng Yu's whole heart calmed down.

He unconsciously hugged Lin Anlan tightly, lowered his head against his head, his heart seemed to be soaked in hot water, it was hot, and it crowded his entire chest.

For so many years, no one has ever supported him, and no one has ever thought that he would wait for a response. Even he himself acquiesced in his heart that this relationship will eventually be fruitless.

Although he has no regrets, he also has no hope.

But today, Lin Anlan told him - thank you for waiting for me for so long.

Even if all of this is based on falsehoods, even if this passage may become invalid after Lin Anlan recovers his memory, at this moment, Cheng Yu feels that everything is worth it.

His waiting is not meaningless, his liking is not unnecessary, at least the current Lin Anlan affirms his liking and waiting.

He said dryly in the dark, "You're welcome, I like you, and I will always wait for you."

Even if Lin Anlan regains his memory, he will continue to love him.

As long as he doesn't fall in love or get married for a day, he will insist on loving him.

And if he falls in love and gets married, then he will bless him, wish him a happy love and a successful marriage.

Just like Jing Huan did to Gu Shuyu.

Lin Anlan shook her head in his arms, as if her mood had finally eased, with a hint of a smile in her tone, "Don't wait for me, I'm already yours."

"There's still a future."

"It will be yours in the future." Lin Anlan hugged him coquettishly, "It will always be yours."

"Really?"

"Of course it's true." Lin Anlan looked up at him, kissed him, and looked at him affectionately.

Cheng Yu hugged him tightly and said in a low voice, "Yes."

He really likes the current Lin Anlan, the Lin Anlan who loves him, and the present time. If possible, he really hopes that Lin Anlan will never regain his memory for the rest of his life, but how willing is he to lie to him for the rest of his life? .

He will always recover his memory, and will always leave him, so Cheng Yu only hopes that he can recover a little later and give him more sweetness that can be cherished.

Stay with me for a while longer, An An, just for a while, he kissed Lin Anlan's forehead cherishingly, and said to him, "Sleep, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side."

Lin Anlan closed her eyes, feeling relieved and comfortable.

In his dream in the second half of the night, he dreamed of Cheng Yu, the handsome and dissatisfied Cheng Yu.

He was wearing a black coat with sharp eyebrows and eyes, and he asked, "Did I offend you?"

Lin Anlan said calmly, "No."

"Then I join the literature club, and you quit?"

"It has nothing to do with you, I just don't have that much time myself."

"When I didn't join, why did you have it?"

Cheng Yu took a step forward and stopped in front of him, "Is that why you hate me?"

Lin Anlan was helpless, he whispered, "It's not your problem."

"Then why did you quit after I joined?"

"Cheng Yu." Lin Anlan looked straight into his eyes, "I don't hate you, but I won't be friends with you either. This is not your problem, you are fine, but, between the two of us, it is impossible There are relationships other than classmates."

"Because of Jiang Xu?"

"Because of me." Lin Anlan said, "It's part of my personality."

Cheng Yu was annoyed, "So I deserve it? You think Jiang Xu is pitiful, and you love your best friend, so I'm wrong. I'm your common enemy, right?"