I Love You the Most in the World [Entertainment Circle]

When Lin Anlan woke up the next morning, Jiang Xu had already left. The rain hadn't stopped, and the house was a bit cold. This kind of weather is very suitable for eating hot pot.

He remembered that when he was with Cheng Yu in the past, every time it rained, he would eat a hot pot meal. The hot pot was hot, and at the end of the meal, his whole body became warmer.

It's a pity that he is the only one now, and he can only eat it alone.

Lin Anlan got out of bed, washed the dishes, took out the pot and cooked a spicy pot bottom for herself.

He put the vegetables in slowly, and suddenly remembered the first time they ate hot pot, Cheng Yu gave him the green bamboo shoots, and he asked him in surprise, "I didn't tell you before Do you not eat green bamboo shoots when you eat hot pot?"

The green bamboo shoots in Cheng Yu's chopsticks fell on the table in an instant, but he quickly hid his surprise and said in a relaxed tone that they had never eaten hot pot before, and this was the first time.

He looks so calm, but he should be worried in his heart.

"You really are a master liar." Lin Anlan said softly.

Fortunately, when he lost his memory, he always thought that Cheng Yu was a small white flower, but now it looks more like a two-color flower that is white and black.

Still, it's pretty cute.

He was eating hot pot, looking at the rain outside the window, hesitating whether to see Cheng Yu today.

In fact, he shouldn't have gone to see him. When he saw him, he couldn't help feeling sorry for him. Many things that were considered important at first seemed not to be that important.

But seeing him, with Cheng Yu's appearance, he would definitely be sad again.

Lin Anlan felt that all the entanglement and hesitation of his life seemed to be used on Cheng Yu, and all the bewilderment seemed to be brought out by Cheng Yu.

If he just wants to enjoy short-term pleasure and enjoy himself in time, then he should go to see Cheng Yu and be with him.

But if he wants to take this relationship seriously, then he will inevitably think a lot more.

He stood at the starting point of love, but looking at the end of love, all the things he had to experience in this process - the gap between himself and Cheng Yu, his character, Cheng Yu's character, the relationship between them, and the Cheng family, He went through Cheng Feng and Jiang Xu in his mind.

He doesn't like trouble the least in his life, but he knows very well that once he is with Cheng Yu, his troubles will never disappear.

Jiang Xu was right in saying that the Cheng family could not allow their identities to have no successors. As Cheng Yu was the only son Cheng Feng recognized, Cheng Feng would definitely ask him to have a child.

But if they were together, how could Cheng Yu have a biological child?

Cheng Feng would not do anything to his son, he would only make trouble for himself, and use himself as a knife.

And Jiang Xu would not want him and Cheng Yu to be together, when the time came, there would be entanglements and troubles again and again.

But these are not the main points. Although he finds the external troubles annoying, they can be solved. In the final analysis, the problem is still with him.

What Cheng Yu fell in love with year after year and day after day was the perfect him in his memory.

I have experienced love with Cheng Yu, and the one who stays with him is my best self without any setbacks or sufferings.

But he is not as perfect as Cheng Yu thought, nor is he the ideal self in the best state.

He is just the most ordinary person.

He was afraid that Cheng Yu would be disappointed when he approached, and would prefer his appearance in his memory, and his optimistic and interesting appearance when he lost his memory.

He was also afraid that they would inevitably break up in the end.

Of course when you fall in love, you will break up. If you love together, you will separate when you are bored. Fall in love, break up, and fall in love again. This is normal.

But Lin Anlan wasn't sure that she could accept this kind of normality.

He has already experienced the abandonment of his biological mother, the hurt of his best friend, and the backhand stabbing of two of the four people he once trusted in this world.

The wound pierced by his biological mother finally healed, and before the scar disappeared, Jiang Xu cut him again.

Lin Anlan didn't understand why this happened?

Of course he knew that he was not wrong, where did he go wrong?When he was a child, he obediently listened to his mother, and when he grew up, he did his best to Jiang Xu.

But they still hurt him, he couldn't figure it out, even though he knew he was right, he couldn't help but ask himself, was he not doing well enough?

Is he not good enough?

So they all chose to give up on themselves, no matter whether they were blood relatives or not, whether they were friends who grew up together or not, they didn't care.

Is he not good enough?

In his short life, there were very few people who he had truly given affection to. He held his own affection carefully, for fear that he would be hurt by it again, but he still suffered.

He doesn't want to get hurt anymore, and he doesn't want to be ended a relationship early.

Every time, he just stood there and left with his feelings.

He sent away his family, sent away his friendship, he watched his love approach, but was afraid that he would also watch him leave.

If Cheng Yu prefers him with amnesia, if Cheng Yu discovers that he is not what he remembers after a period of contact, if Cheng Yu breaks up with him one day.

What should he do?

Of course he would agree, but he would probably completely lose the ability to accept love.

However, why did he kidnap the other party and demand that the other party love him forever once he loves him.

Breaking up is the right of every couple. The pain of breaking up is that as long as one person does not love, they can leave the relationship.

Falling in love requires the consent of two people, but breaking up only requires one person to have this idea.

Lin Anlan trusted Cheng Yu, but he didn't trust himself.

He believes that Cheng Yu really likes him, also believes that Cheng Yu really wants to be with him, and believes that Cheng Yu must have been true love for him in the past eight years.

But he doesn't believe in himself, he doesn't believe that the real him can make Cheng Yu like him all the time.

Jiang Xu has been with him for more than ten years, thousands of days, half a lifetime of life, they have experienced so much together, they have seen each other in the most frustrated and saddest appearance, and accompanied each other through the trough, but he still gave up over him.

The past ten years of growing up together is also true. It is also true that Jiang Xu turned on the lights and studied at night before the college entrance examination.Even when his father passed away last year, Jiang Xu pushed back his work, and it was true that he was accompanied by worry.

He used to think that time is reliable, and only the feelings accumulated by time are trustworthy.

But later he found that time is the most unreliable, he will not only turn no love into love, but also turn love into no love, he will not only make you two, but also separate you.

He doesn't want to be hurt by someone he trusts anymore. His wounds haven't healed yet, and his mentality hasn't adjusted well. He shouldn't accept Cheng Yu's love at this time. It's unfair to Cheng Yu and irresponsible to himself.

Lin Anlan sighed unconsciously, and ate the hot pot silently.

He ate, slept, and continued to hesitate whether to go to Cheng Yu's house.

Lin Anlan was awakened by a knock on the door. The knock was not very obvious at first, but then it became louder and louder. Lin Anlan sat up for no reason, rubbed her eyes, and got out of bed.

He thought it was Jiang Xu, but at this time, it could only be Jiang Xu who came uninvited.

He didn't really want to open the door, but the other party kept knocking.

On rainy days, it always gets dark very early. It’s only around 6 o’clock, and the sky is dark as if it’s going to be night.

Lin Anlan felt that maybe she should go see Cheng Yu and tell him that it wasn't that he didn't like him, but that he didn't want to start a new relationship now.

He wants to adjust his mentality first, and stop doubting himself. In this way, he will not accumulate too much emotion on Cheng Yu, put pressure on him, and prevent him from having the right to fall in love normally.

As he was thinking, there was another knock on the door.

The other party seemed to be very persistent, and he walked over helplessly, trying to persuade Jiang Xu to leave.

However, when he opened the door, Lin Anlan was stunned. The person standing outside the door was not Jiang Xu, but Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu was obviously drenched in the rain, his clothes were a little wet, and his face was pale.

Lin Anlan was involuntarily stunned.

Cheng Yu looked at him, his brows and eyes were wet, his hair was wet, because of the rain, his hair was black, which made his face whiter, and he seemed a little sick and weak.

"My boyfriend is missing," he looked at Lin Anlan and said softly, "I'm here to look for him. Excuse me, are you my boyfriend?"

Lin Anlan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that rainy night when he appeared at the door of Cheng Yu's house and saw him.

He was also caught in the rain, stood outside the door, and asked him, "Excuse me, are you my boyfriend?"

Lin Anlan was speechless for a moment, he stretched out his hand to pull Cheng Yu, "Come in."

Cheng Yu didn't move, "I can't just enter other people's houses. Are you my boyfriend? If you're not, my boyfriend will be angry if I go in."

Lin Anlan: ...

Lin Anlan looked at him with an innocent face and clear eyes.

He suddenly increased his strength with his right hand and pulled Cheng Yu into the room.

"Get in the rain before your illness recovers, don't you want to recover from your illness?" He said, and brought him a pair of slippers, "Go take a hot bath."

Cheng Yu didn't dare to refuse, so he obediently changed his shoes and was taken into the bathroom by him.

Lin Anlan put the bath water for him, and let him stay in the bathroom by himself, while he went to find a pajamas for Cheng Yu.

He pushed open the bathroom door, Cheng Yu turned his head, Lin Anlan was inexplicably embarrassed, lowered his head hastily, and put the clothes on the hanger in the bathroom.

"I brought you pajamas, you can change in a while."

"Okay." Cheng Yu smiled, "Thank you An An."

Lin Anlan didn't speak, the temperature in the bathroom was a little high, his face was a little hot, he turned and went out, found the cold medicine at home, and made him a bowl of ginger tea.

Now he doesn't have to worry about it anymore, Lin Anlan thought, since Cheng Yu has come to his house, he naturally doesn't need to go to Cheng Yu's house.

He brought out the ginger tea, and after a while, Cheng Yu also came out.

"This pajamas are quite suitable." Cheng Yu looked at him and said.

Lin Anlan helped him get the hair dryer and handed it to him, "Dry your hair."

Cheng Yu sat on the sofa, gently blowing his hair.

His hair is almost blown, and the ginger tea is not so hot.

Lin Anlan pushed the ginger tea and medicine in front of him. Cheng Yu drank the ginger tea and the medicine in one go, and asked him with a bitter face, "Is there any sugar? This medicine is so bitter."

Lin Anlan smiled, feeling that he was quite delicate.

He walked into his bedroom, took out a few candies from his coat pocket, went out and handed them to Cheng Yu.

He only discovered that he likes candy when Cheng Yu quit smoking. After quitting smoking, he fell in love with candy, so he would often put a few candies in his pocket and bag, in case Cheng Yu wanted to eat it again. But I didn't bring it myself.

Cheng Yu took it, tore off the candy wrapper and ate one, and said to him, "It's quite sweet."

"As long as you like it." Lin Anlan said.

Cheng Yu looked up at him, "Does it really matter if I like it?"

Lin Anlan was stopped by his question, he looked into Cheng Yu's burning eyes, was silent for a while, then changed the subject and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Cheng Yu shook his head.

"Then what do you want to eat?" Lin Anlan asked him.

"What do you want to eat?"

Lin Anlan looked at the rain curtain outside the window, and asked him, "Can I eat hot pot?"

"Okay." Cheng Yu had no objection.

Lin Anlan re-cooked a pack of hot pot ingredients and washed the vegetables.

Cheng Yu wanted to help him, but Lin Anlan didn't let him move because he was sick. He just poured him a cup of hot water and advised him, "Drink more hot water."

Cheng Yu had no choice but to hold the cup and drink water obediently, watching him busy.

He actually felt that his illness was not serious. Originally, a cold was not a serious illness, especially now that he was by Lin Anlan's side. He felt that he was not sick at all, and he could even go downstairs and run twice at any time.

"Ah Choo." Cheng Yu sneezed, and Lin Anlan turned to look at him.

Cheng Yu smiled at him, well, he is still a little sick, but to be by Lin Anlan's side and enjoy his care and care, this illness is also very happy.

Lin Anlan washed the dishes and took them out, turned on the fire, and waited for the pot to boil.

Cheng Yu looked at him and felt that they had returned to the days when they were together again. On rainy days, they stayed at home, sitting opposite each other, eating hot pot face to face.

It was raining outside the window, and it was very cold, but he felt very warm. It seemed that as long as he was with Lin Anlan, he would not feel cold.

The pot boiled, and Lin Anlan boiled beef rolls and vegetables into it.

Cheng Yu also picked up some of his favorite dishes and put them in the pot.

The two of them ate the hot pot quietly, neither of them talked much, nor did they ask each other much.

After a meal, it was past eight o'clock. Cheng Yu was afraid that Lin Anlan would drive him away, so he said immediately after he finished washing the pot, "I'm sleepy, can I sleep in your bedroom?"

"You're not going back?" Lin Anlan was surprised, "I'll take you home."

"My house has a power outage." Cheng Yu said without hesitation.

Lin Anlan: ...

Lin Anlan really wanted to ask him, do you think I believe it?

It wasn't very good at telling lies before, but now, it's so clumsy.

Lin Anlan didn't expose him, but said helplessly, "Then you stay."

He brought Cheng Yu to the guest bedroom in his home, turned on the light, and said to him, "This is the room."

"Thank you." Cheng Yuwen said.

"You rest, I'm going back to my room too." Lin Anlan didn't stop and went back to her bedroom.

He closed the door and sat on his bed with some headaches. Why did he leave Cheng Yu behind? !

He braced his head, no matter how he thought about it, he felt that he shouldn't keep Cheng Yu, didn't he think it through, he made it clear to Cheng Yu, told him that he wanted to adjust his mentality, and then go out with him again?

But why did you leave people behind?

Lin Anlan sighed, and he said that he couldn't see Cheng Yu, and he could think clearly about everything without seeing Cheng Yu, but when he saw Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu showed a little bit of misery, and he couldn't help it.

He lay on the bed, thinking about Cheng Yu's appearance when he just opened the door, thinking about his sentence, "My boyfriend is gone, I'm here to look for him, may I ask, are you my boyfriend?"

How could he be so good at it? He also knows how to replay scenes, but... indeed, it is very useful.

Lin Anlan closed her eyes depressed, but the past days slowly appeared in her mind.

Except for Cheng Yu's words that lied to him, they were really happy at other times.

So, how could he be willing to really ruthlessly drive him away.

Lin Anlan wrapped the quilt tightly and lay helplessly on the bed.

He lay on the bed for a long time before finally sitting up again, washed up, and then went back to bed to get ready for sleep.

Cheng Yu saw that the light under his bedroom door had gone out, and guessed that he was going to sleep.

When he came this time, he was already prepared to be kicked out by him. He thought that if he was lucky, he should be able to meet him and have a meal with him, but he did not expect that he would be lucky enough to be able to stay at his house.

Being able to stay meant that Lin Anlan had already softened his heart towards him.

And a soft heart is the beginning of many feelings.

Cheng Yu was very happy. He looked at Lin Anlan's bedroom door and stood leaning on it. After a long time, he went out again and stood by his door, thinking that he was behind this door, and his heart was filled with joy.

He didn't disturb Lin Anlan, but stood against the wall quietly, and then sat down against the wall, staying at the place closest to him.

He felt that he was very lucky. When he lied to Lin Anlan, he was prepared that Lin Anlan would never see him again in this life and hated him.

But now, he still has the opportunity to meet him, eat with him, and live in his house.

He has the determination to die, but he has the rest of his life, and he still has a chance to truly realize his wish.

He was so lucky, he was much luckier than he thought.

Cheng Yu lowered his head and smiled slightly.

Lin Anlan didn't fall asleep, he was thirsty and got out of bed to get a glass of water, but just as he opened the door, he saw Cheng Yu sitting by the door.

Cheng Yu didn't seem to expect him to come out, surprise flashed in his eyes, and Lin Anlan looked at him puzzled.

Cheng Yu said honestly, "I want to be closer to you."

On the first day Lin Anlan lived in his house after losing his memory, he couldn't believe it and was ecstatic. He looked at Lin Anlan's bedroom door and stayed at his bedroom door all night.

He wanted to get closer to him, but he was afraid that it would be too far away. As soon as he opened his eyes, Lin Anlan would disappear.

Listening to his words, Lin Anlan bent down to support his arm, "Get up, it's cold on the ground, you're still sick."

Cheng Yu stood up, Lin Anlan pulled him into her room, turned on the light, asked him to sit on the bed, and said to him, "Let's talk, Cheng Yu."

Cheng Yu could only nod his head and ask him, "What do you want to talk about?"

Lin Anlan wanted to talk a lot, but very little. He was silent for a long time before saying, "Cheng Yu, you are fine, as I said before, but my current state is not suitable for being with you .”

"Why?" Cheng Yu was puzzled.

"Do you like me when I lost my memory?" Lin Anlan asked him.

Cheng Yu nodded, "Of course."

Lin Anlan smiled, his smile was very light, and he said, "I like it too, but that's not the real me, my real personality is not that good."

Cheng Yu didn't think so, "You are very good, no matter what time it is, you are very good."

"That's an illusion in your memory." Lin Anlan said, "You never came close to me or touched me deeply. I only live in your memory. I am naturally good."

"But I've known you for so many years, so many years, I think I know you more or less."

"You also said, how much is it?" Lin Anlan said, "You know, it's not much."

Cheng Yu felt that something was wrong, but he didn't know how to explain it.

Lin Anlan lowered his head, his eyebrows were gentle, and he said, "I'm not in a very good state of mind now. If we fall in love, it's not fair to you, and you will bear a lot for no reason. So, I think we..."

"I can." Cheng Yu interrupted him, "I am willing to bear it, and I don't think it's unfair. Your mentality is not good. I can slowly adjust it with you. It's not that your mentality is not good. We're going to separate."

Cheng Yu really had enough of being separated from him. He didn't spend the time together. He was willing to have unrequited love, or he could have unrequited love. He has gone through eight years alone, painful but happy.

But now, he has experienced the time with Lin Anlan, gaining and losing, he is not willing to bear it, nor does he want to bear it.

"People can't always have a good attitude. The worse it is, the more they need someone to accompany you, right? If you don't like me, then I can get rid of my shortcomings and try to make you like me, but if If you like me, then I can bear anything, and I am willing to bear it. The last thing I want to bear is your leaving. Compared with your leaving, I can accept everything else. "

What he said was sincere and earnest, which instantly disturbed Lin Anlan's mood.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Yu asked him, "Is it because I lied to you?"

Lin Anlan shook her head.

Cheng Yu was puzzled, "Why is that, tell me, can I help you?"

Lin Anlan looked up at him, looked at him quietly for a long time, and then asked him, "Cheng Yu, what do you like about me?"

He has asked this question many times, and every time, Cheng Yu couldn't answer him specifically, he could only say, "I like you, no matter what time it is, I like you as a person."

"Then what do you like about me? There are always specific conditions for people's liking, personality, thought, appearance, which one do you like?"

"I like them all." Cheng Yu didn't hesitate.

Lin Anlan sighed, he felt that Cheng Yu was really good, he could always confidently express his liking, and would never shrink back, he was much stronger than himself.

"When did you know that I was in an orphanage when I was a child? Know that I was adopted by my father, not his own, nor his relative's child?" he asked.

Cheng Yu didn't expect him to ask this suddenly, he froze for a moment, and replied, "The time you went to the orphanage after graduation, you went with Xiao Qiao, that was the first time you acted alone with a girl, so I am very sorry Out of curiosity, I asked someone to check your relationship, and then I knew your background."

"But I didn't tell other people, and I didn't check other things. I found out that you are friends from the orphanage, so I didn't continue to check."

Lin Anlan nodded, "I see."

Cheng Yu looked at him, not understanding what he meant.

"Since you know that I was adopted, you should also know that I entered the orphanage because my mother threw me at the gate of the orphanage."

Cheng Yu nodded, "Xiao Qiao told me."

He said, "She wants me to take good care of you."

Lin Anlan smiled, very gentle, he turned to look at Cheng Yu, his eyebrows and eyes were full of sincerity, "If today, I was born in the most ordinary family, without this experience, I would grow up healthy at home like ordinary people. Big, then I will be with you without hesitation, because you are very good, and I am very happy with you."

"However, I have such an experience."

However, Jiang Xu revealed the scar again and showed it to him.

"The me who lost my memory is the me who didn't have this experience, and the me who I hoped to grow up like an ordinary person, so I live a very relaxed and optimistic life. I dare to accept your liking, and I dare to like you, but Now, I have recovered my memory, and I remembered a lot, so I dare not be with you."

"I'm afraid that I'll put too much emotion on you, that I'll make your relationship less beautiful, that it will be embarrassing when we break up, and that you think that the person you've liked for eight years is actually not worthy of your liking at all. So long."

"I know that many of my thoughts are not right now, very negative, and superfluous, but I can't control it, so I think I should adjust my mentality. After I adjust, I can be with you. In that way, you don't There will be burdens, and you will not be under pressure, we can talk about the simplest relationship like ordinary lovers. Is it possible?"

Cheng Yu shook his head, he looked at Lin Anlan, unexpectedly rejected him and said, "No."

Lin Anlan was shocked and looked at him suspiciously. He felt that this was the best solution. He agreed to Cheng Yu and gave himself time to adjust his mentality.

Best of both worlds, isn't it great?

"You don't need to adjust your mentality." Cheng Yu said to him, "I don't know what you are afraid of, but, An An, if you feel abandoned because your mother didn't want you back then, you want to protect yourself , then, we can definitely get married when you think it's right, and then build a new home, can't we?"

"A person will have two homes in his life. One is the home where you were born. As a child, you have no way to choose your parents. You can only bear the love or pain your parents give you. But there is another one, which is you In the future, you will form a home with your lover, you can choose your lover, and then build the home you want."

He held Lin Anlan's hand, and said to him seriously and patiently, "You can choose me, we can be together forever, I don't want to break up with you, and I won't. Is it unfair to me to put too much emotion on me? I have loved you for so long, all my love is on you, even if you put all your emotions on me, I will not feel oppressed and Pressure, I just feel like my feelings are being responded to and I'm just happy about it."

"My relationship was not perfect before August last year, because I was the only one in this relationship, and you were slow to come, no matter how I waited for you, you didn't come, until you came in August, I love is perfect."

"If you think that the you who lost your memory is the best you should grow up to be, wouldn't it be great if we work together to make you like that? When we get married and we have a new home, you will It is equivalent to returning to the beginning, when you were born in a family. You regard him as a new beginning, do what you like in the way you like, and grow in the direction you want. This time, Your family is what you choose, and you can be exactly who you want to be."

He approached Lin Anlan and looked at him tenderly, "Don't adjust your mentality yourself, just follow your current mentality, do what you want, and do what you want. You have the right to make mistakes, I allow it All your mistakes, so you don’t need to carefully judge yourself and correct yourself, just follow what you think, whether it’s right or wrong, positive or negative, just do it boldly, I I like you, I like you no matter what time, character or mentality, as long as it is you, I will like you."

"We can talk about a relationship that is premised on marriage. We don't break up, we just get married."

Lin Anlan listened to him, the emotions in his eyes slowly came out, his eye sockets were hot and sore, he looked at Cheng Yu, his eyes were as fragile as glass that would shatter if touched lightly.

Cheng Yu moved close to him, almost touching his lips.

"Can you?" he asked, "Would you like to be my boyfriend? On the premise of marrying me one day."

Lin Anlan wanted to say something, but his throat felt sore and he couldn't open his mouth. He unconsciously lowered his eyelashes, and his eyes were full of water vapor.

Cheng Yu pressed his forehead and coaxed him softly, "Isn't it possible? Didn't you say I'm good? I'm so good, can't I?"

Lin Anlan shook her head.

Cheng Yu smiled and said, "Then just kiss me once, and I'll know you're willing if you kiss me once."

Lin Anlan lowered her head, not daring to look at him.

Cheng Yu hugged him into his arms, he thought, he probably made a mistake before.

He always thought that Lin Anlan was very confident, and he always showed confidence and pride.His grades are excellent, he's popular in school, he's successful in his career, and he doesn't seem to care if he loses his memory.

He feels that he is very confident and strong, has nothing to fear, and only lives according to his own heart.

However, he has a shadow after all.

He already had a memory when he was abandoned, so after he lost his memory, even if he dreamed of this memory in a dream, he would be awakened by the memory, hold him and ask him why?

He has always been excellent, always at the top of the list during school, he has almost never made mistakes, and he lives sensibly and soberly.

But how can people never make mistakes?How can people always be rational?

It's not that he can't, but he doesn't dare.

He stayed in the orphanage for a year, he had a new family, he carefully maintained his appearance as a good child, he worked hard to keep his grades always at the forefront, he wanted to stay in his new home forever, So he tries to be the best at everything.

Over time, it became a habit, and when he found out that his adoptive parents were good people and would not abandon him, at that time, he was also used to living a sane, rational, and sober life without making mistakes.

How many times has he judged his mentality and behavior in his heart like this time, and then found that he was not good enough, not correct enough, so he silently corrected it, did not tell anyone, did not say anything, and met again , he is still the excellent Lin Anlan who has no problems.

His An An is far more insecure than he imagined.

He tried his best to take care of others and give them the strongest sense of security, but he was the one who needed the most security.

Especially, after his adoptive parents left.

Cheng Yu hugged him distressedly, and he said, "It's okay, I'm very patient, I can come to ask you every day, someday you are willing, just give me a kiss and I'll know."

Lin Anlan leaned on his shoulder and did not speak.

He didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that if he spoke, tears would come out, and he was even more afraid that if he spoke, he would directly agree to him.

He thought Cheng Yu would say a lot, but he didn't expect Cheng Yu to say these things.

No one ever told him that, no one ever told him that you can make mistakes, you don't need to judge yourself and correct yourself, you just need to be as bold as you want to be.

This half of Lin Anlan's life has been an extremely good one. In school, he was a student with a scholarship. In the entertainment circle, he was a popular actor with both popularity and acting skills.

Everyone thinks that he is very powerful, but behind his greatness is his carefulness and prudence in every step.

He has lived as a child of someone else's family since he was a child, calm and rational, able to analyze his own problems and correct them.

Ten-year-old Jiang Xu would cry bitterly because Jiang Liying didn't buy him a toy, but ten-year-old Lin Anlan would seriously reflect on whether it was bad for him to watch an extra half an hour of cartoons when his parents were away.

The one-year stay in the orphanage allowed him to grow up rapidly. When the children of the same age were still making trouble unreasonably and felt that he was the little master of the world, Lin Anlan had already learned self-examination and self-correction in order to stay in the Lin family forever. .

When he grew up later, he was used to arming himself with reason.

He has been living like this for half his life, so that he almost forgot that he is actually only in his 20s, and he is still the best age, an age where mistakes can be made.

Cheng Yu, on the other hand, allowed all his mistakes.

Lin Anlan leaned on his shoulder, feeling for the first time that there might really be a so-called destiny in this world.

Jiang Xu, who has been with him for more than ten years, has not seen his irrationality under reason, but Cheng Yu has discovered it.

He obviously only got along with him for five months, and for the first eight years, he just watched from afar, but he saw it.

So he said that they can have a new home, a home that he can choose independently, he can choose his own family, and then be reborn in this family, and grow freely according to the way he wants most.

This is the most beautiful love story Lin Anlan has ever heard. It is a scene he has never imagined, and he longs for it.

He finally took off all his rational armor at this moment, impulsively and sensibly kissed Cheng Yu's side face gently.

If he is still willing to try to trust one person in this world, then that person must be Cheng Yu.

He doesn't really believe in love, but he is willing to believe in Cheng Yu's love.