I Love You the Most in the World [Entertainment Circle]

"Go look in the mirror, look at yourself now, if you don't look like you are dying now, Huarong wouldn't have made such a bad move, you should try to forget him, really .” Xu Sheng said earnestly.

Cheng Yu listened, speechless.

For so many years, he has long been used to hearing this kind of words. Whether it is Xu Sheng, Hua Rong, or even Yu Heng, they are not optimistic about his relationship and have persuaded him to give up.

Of course he also knew that giving up was the best choice for him, but he couldn't do it.

As long as he sees Lin Anlan, his thoughts are all on him. If love is something that can be controlled by reason, is it still love?

"I don't want to have a second time, whether it's Xie Hui or others, next time, I won't let you in." He said to Hua Rong.

Hua Rong exhaled smoke, "You think it's beautiful, one Xie Hui cost me 300 million, another one, am I doing charity?"

"300?"

"The shitty things about him and his agency, I was going to buy him and let him accompany you, but now you don't want it either, my money is wasted."

Cheng Yu felt that he was probably stupid in a foreign country, "Do you still think I will want it?"

"I don't think so." Hua Rong said, "But I hope you will, not necessarily as a substitute, but at least it will make people feel that you have given up on Lin Anlan instead of dying on this tree."

"I'll be fine."

"Look at you like this, and then you say you'll be fine."

"I just need some time."

"How long? Eight years is not enough, how long do you need?"

Cheng Yu didn't speak, how could he know how long it would take? Falling in love with someone can take a moment, but giving up on someone can take a lifetime.

If Lin Anlan gets married, and he spends his whole life giving up on him, not asking to forget, but just giving up, then he should give up.

Xu Sheng's eyes dimmed instantly when he saw him, there was no light in his eyes, he was lifeless, he glared at Hua Rong, opened the porridge cover and pushed it in front of Cheng Yu, "Don't listen to him, come, eat first, fall in love Well, talk about it if you like, it's not that Lin Anlan is also single now, you are also single, as long as they are both single, there is always a chance."

He put the spoon away, and placed the shrimp dumpling and barbecued pork buns next to the porridge, "Eat first."

"Thank you." Cheng Yu whispered.

Seeing him like this, Hua Rong couldn't help feeling depressed, so he put out his cigarette in the ashtray, "If you don't like what happened yesterday, I can apologize to you, but you should think about what I said carefully, and you have to think about it yourself first. You can only come out if you come out, if you want to be trapped in Lin Anlan's body for the rest of your life, who can help you? Lin Anlan won't be uncomfortable at that time, it will only be you and our friends who will be uncomfortable."

"I know."

"Let's eat." Hua Rong raised his chin, "The porridge should be cold in a while."

Cheng Yu silently drank a bowl of porridge, ate a few more shrimp dumplings, and didn't eat any more.

Hua Rong and Xu Sheng asked him to go out to play tomorrow, Cheng Yu refused, Hua Rong was speechless, "Look, I know that your 'I know' means that you have read the next one, and you don't take it seriously. What are you doing at home every day? Despondent? The point is that Lin Anlan can't see him, why not go out with us and relax, maybe you can see him."

"I have something to do tomorrow."

"What's the matter?" Hua Rong didn't believe it.

"Work."

"Didn't you not work before the fifteenth day of the first lunar month?"

"extra work."

"what?"

"Yeah." Cheng Yu nodded, "I just received the news."

"Really?"

"Why am I lying to you?"

Only then did Hua Rong believe, "That's fine, I didn't expect you to be in the mood to work, it's not easy."

Cheng Yu: ... He really didn't.

"Okay." Cheng Yu looked at his watch, "I have to go to the study to prepare for my work tomorrow. It's getting late. If you want to rest, you can go to the guest room. You are familiar with this house, so take whatever you want to eat."

After he finished speaking, he stood up and reminded him of something, "Don't go to the second bedroom, it's his bedroom."

Huarong: ...

Xu Sheng stood up, "We just came to see you and were worried about your current state. Now that we've finished watching, Hua Rong and I will leave. Call us if you have anything to do."

"also."

Cheng Yu escorted them out and saw them entering the elevator, so he turned around and walked back.

He went to the study room and took out a copy of the lyrics from the drawer. He didn't lie to Hua Rong and Xu Sheng. He was really busy. When "Yun Yun" was filming, he showed the music director the lyrics he wrote and asked him, "Can you use this song as an episode or ending song?"

The music director read his lyrics with Director Zhang, and Director Zhang asked him, "Did you write it according to Jing Huan's mood?"

Cheng Yu nodded.

But no, it was written according to his state of mind. When Lin Anlan participated in the campus singer competition that year, he sat in the auditorium and watched Lin Anlan shine on the stage. His eyes were clear and bright, but he couldn't see it. For himself, he felt sad and wrote this song after returning to the dormitory.

What he wrote was his own mood, but his mood was too similar to Jing Huan's, so if it was Jing Huan's, it was actually similar.

It's all about love, but nothing.

Later, Director Zhang told him, "The lyrics can be used, and it can be made into an ending song, following the scene where Jing Huan finally bowed his head in the direction of Gu Shuyu in the heavy snow."

"Okay." Cheng Yu said excitedly.

He filmed this film with a strong purpose, as if he was filming his own love commemoration. He wanted to present this film in the best way and without any regrets. Now the songs he wrote for them can also appear here In this play, this was an unexpected success for him.

Cheng Yu was very happy and grateful.

When he was just looking at WeChat, he discovered that the music director had sent him a WeChat message, asking if he could try singing this song by himself.

[Director Zhang means that you are the actor of Jing Huan, you understand his feelings better, and you can sing more emotionally, and the lyrics of this song are written by you yourself, and you can also sing them as a promotional selling point. 】

Cheng Yu didn't expect that this song would be sung by him. He wrote the lyrics himself, asked a professional friend to compose the song, and handed it over to the music director. As for who the singer is, Cheng Yu didn't mind. He has a specialty in art, and he is not a singer, so he never thought of recording ending songs for movies by himself.

But...it doesn't seem impossible.

Cheng Yu looked at the lyrics he had written, and was silent for a long time. Finally, he took out his pen and changed a few lines.

He took a photo, sent the new version of the lyrics to the music director and Director Zhang, and asked them how many lines he changed, is that okay?

Looking at the newly revised lyrics, Director Zhang saw little change, only some of the lyrics of the chorus were slightly changed, which looked sadder, but it was more in line with Jing Huan's state of mind.

【Can. ] Director Zhang replied.

Cheng Yu: 【Then I will record a demo tomorrow for you and Director Wang to listen to. 】

Director Wang is the music director of this film.

Director Zhang was very happy to see him so active: [Okay, Xiao Cheng, please do your best. 】

【Um. 】

Cheng Yu contacted his friend and asked him to spare time and the recording studio, saying that he would come over tomorrow.

The other party was surprised, but still agreed, "ok."

Cheng Yu practiced singing all night. At the beginning, he couldn't sing at all. He opened his mouth but couldn't sing. He has been in a bad mood for the past few days, very depressed. For him, singing is Some are overpowering.

He couldn't even open his mouth to talk, so how could he sing the lyrics with his own feelings.

He could only sing in his heart over and over again, softly, softly, almost silently.

He once sang a song to Lin Anlan. At that time, he was in a good mood and he sang it very easily. After he finished singing, he and Lin Anlan went back to their house and kissed Lin Anlan.

But now, he was so sad that he could hardly sing. He lost Lin Anlan, his love, and in the end, he still had nothing.

Of course Cheng Yu knew that he should come out. Eight years later, he should have come out. He met so many people, so many people who liked him, so many excellent people, but he couldn't do it.

He knew that Hua Rong and Xu Sheng were worried about him, and he also knew that Yu Heng wouldn't want to see himself like this. He knew everything, but he couldn't help it.

For eight years and thousands of days, all his feelings were accumulated on Lin Anlan. Lin Anlan had long been his obsession, a part of his heart, and it hurt when he touched it, and it hurt when he moved it.

The taste of unrequited love is not good, but the feeling of giving up on him is even more bad.

Cheng Yu would rather that he grow calluses and scars on his heart than tear him out from his heart.

His feelings were unhealthy, never been healthy, he knew it, but he couldn't cure it.

He quietly sang the song he wrote in his heart, and then fell asleep lightly in the early morning.

When Duan Yuze received a call from Cheng Yu and heard that he had arrived, he immediately went downstairs and picked him up.

He is a singer, if you must add an attributive before this sentence, then he is a singer-songwriter.

Cheng Yu's first movie was an episode sung by Duan Yuze. Cheng Yu liked it very much, and Duan Yuze also liked his performance. The two got to know each other.

"My God." Duan Yuze watched him take off his mask and sunglasses, and exclaimed, "How did you live this year? Broken love, how did you become like this?"

Cheng Yu: ...It's heartbreaking, isn't it?

Duan Yuze sighed, "Tell me honestly, is your family dying, so you are now planning to become a singer across industries to earn more money?"

"Don't worry, if your studio is down, our house won't fail either."

"That's good." Duan Yuze patted his chest, "I was just about to tell you that the record market is in a downturn. You won't be able to make much money across industries. You can only earn money from your fans."

"Then why don't you change your career?" Cheng Yu looked at him.

"Isn't this for love? Do you understand that I generate electricity for love? I'm a musician!"

"Oh."

"That's it?" Duan Yuze felt that his state was really wrong, it was too problematic, "Did something happen to you?"

"No."

"But you don't usually do that."

"is it?"

"Yeah, if you usually hear me say that, you should mock me."

"So you want to ridicule?" Cheng Yu said blankly, "You are really different."

Duan Yuze: ...

Duan Yuze doesn't want to talk to him anymore, with his wicked appearance, he must be blind to think that something happened to Cheng Yu!

He brought Cheng Yu to his recording studio, pointed to Cheng Yu not far away, and said to Cheng Yu, "Just stand there, put on your earphones, and sing into the microphone."

Seeing him sitting down and starting to adjust the equipment, Cheng Yu felt that he couldn't sing anything.

"Aren't you going out?"

Duan Yuze: "???? Of course I won't go out. How can you record it when I go out?"

Cheng Yu was silent.

"Aren't you embarrassed?" Duan Yuze asked him, "Just treat me as air and sing your songs, and I won't comment on you."

Cheng Yu just put on the earphones, but his heart was still awkward.

Duan Yuze adjusted the equipment and said to him, "It's done."

Cheng Yu stood in front of the microphone, looked at the microphone, opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

Duan Yuze waited for him to sing the first line, but after waiting for a long time, he still didn't arrive.

"You... forgot the words?" He guessed.

Cheng Yu shook his head.

"Then are you...?"

Cheng Yu didn't know what to say, he said, "Let's do it all over again."

"Okay." Duan Yuze looked at his expression, but didn't dare to ask more.

Cheng Yu exhaled, took another deep breath, clenched his fists, and opened his mouth again after Duan Yuze said "ok".

His voice was very low, almost inaudible. Duan Yuze interrupted him helplessly, "Are you trying to imitate the buzzing of mosquitoes? Make your voice louder and sing it out, and I won't laugh at you. You can sing boldly."

He walked up to Cheng Yu, took off Cheng Yu's earphones, and directed him, "Learn from me."

"Ah~"

Cheng Yu: ...

"Hurry up." Duan Yuze urged.

Cheng Yu could only open his mouth in embarrassment, "Ah."

"Speak louder, learn from me, ah~"

"what."

"Open your throat, ah~"

Cheng Yu: "Ah~"

Duan Yuze led him to practice for a long time, and then he adjusted his voice, "That's it, sing well."

He sat back down again.

Cheng Yu finally seemed to have a voice.

He opened his mouth and sang his song word by word into the microphone.

He sang:

"Looking back

it's you who still smiles

Worry-free

I want to crush the floating clouds"

He sang:

"I stole a key from time

Let me ask the time again

I rummaged through my youth

crush the years

pity you

pity you

Do not look back"

He sang:

"Endless

Hustle and bustle

Noisy

Finally go their separate ways"

He sang:

"I use my time to cast a lock

Ask the years again and ask for love

I dust off the end

splice the lies

tell you

tell you

silent again"

Duan Yuze was amazed by his sorrow and grief, like weeping and complaining. He obviously didn't have any skills, but because his feelings were too sincere.

He composed the melody of this song. Cheng Yu knew the melody of the climax chorus, but he couldn't think of the previous melody, so Duan Yuze helped him compose the previous melody.

He had tried singing it himself, and he was very satisfied, but now, when he heard Cheng Yu singing this song, he realized that it turned out that Cheng Yu was the one who was most suitable for singing this song.

He has no singing skills, but his voice is in good condition, he is full of emotion, he sings very slowly, as if he is telling a story, as if he is keeping a lover, he sings silently and quietly, fades away All the fuss and hustle and bustle left only the pale and naked sadness and love, which hit people's hearts directly.

He's broken in love, Duan Yuze thought, Cheng Yu's broken in love, that's why he looks like this, and that's why his songs make people feel so uncomfortable.

He was out of love, and the emotion in his voice betrayed him.