Co-wives of black giants

Chapter word count: 1619

Chen Xi woke up in the warm water, looked around for a week, and slowly closed his eyes.He knew that Jin Zheng was cleaning his body, and his fingers stuck into his shameful place to help him dig out the white turbidity.Chen Xi was like a rag doll, with a cold and hopeless expression, letting Jinzheng bathe and dress him.

"I don't want to be here." Chen Xi, who was wearing Jinzheng's loose pajamas, resisted accepting the big bed.Jin Zheng carried him to the beige sofa in the hall as if caring for fragile ceramics, and put him down gently.

Looking at the drizzle outside the window, Jin Zheng took a large gray blanket and covered him, kissed him on the face at last, and entered a kitchen.Confusedly looking at the thin rain outside the window, Chen Xi fell into boundless contemplation.

After an unknown amount of time, Chen Xi was brought back to reality by a soft call.A smell of food wafted into Chen Xi's nose.I saw Jin Zheng was about to feed him with a bowl of porridge with corn and green vegetables.Chen Xi's lips were tightly closed, and his eyes were gloomy. "I'll do it myself." Chen Xi said in a low voice, reached out to take the bowl in Jin Zheng's hand, and began to eat in small bites.

Jin Zheng looked at him fondly and distressedly, the pain in his eyes was only understood by himself.A king who dominates the shopping mall is so helpless and incompetent when facing the one he loves in front of him.

After eating the porridge, Chen Xi still refused to go back to his room to rest.Jin Zheng turned on the TV for him, while he went back to the study and took a laptop and sat on the dining table far away from the hall, working intently.Chen Xi didn't watch TV, he kept looking at the handsome figure of Jin Zheng working hard not far away.There is confusion, struggle, pain, and a trace of emotion flowing in his eyes.Jin Zheng, who was working, felt Chen Xi's gaze and evoked a bitter smile.

I don't know how long it has passed, but when Jinzheng finished his work, the sky was grayer than before.Jin Zheng looked back to the hall, Chen Xi had been sleeping on the sofa for a long time.Jin Zheng closed the computer, walked over gently, carefully picked up Chen Xi and carried him to the room.

The sheets on the bed had already been replaced with new ones. Jin Zheng threw the messy and smelly sheets in a corner of the room last night.Gently put down Chen Xi, covered him with a quilt, and when he was about to leave, someone grabbed his sleeve tightly.Jin Zheng was slightly startled to see Chen Xi opening his eyes and looking at him with a complicated expression.

When he didn't know how to speak, Chen Xi said in a hoarse voice, "Why do you have to ask me?"

Jin Zheng sat back beside the bed, held his hand, and said seriously: "I like you, from the first moment I saw you."

Chen Xi turned his head to the other side, a few tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and said bitterly: "I can't be with men. I am the only child of my parents, and I have family responsibilities that I have to bear as a son. Parents, they won't allow it." , This kind of same-sex love that is not accepted by ordinary people... What I need is the life of a normal man who gets married and has children, but you have ruined the path I should have taken."

Jin Zheng's eyes were deep, and he said firmly, "Xi, I don't regret forcing you. I am willing to share your pain with you."

Chen Xi hesitated for a moment, then shook his head and said, "Can two men have a future together?"

"Xi, as long as you believe in me, there will be a future. I am willing to create a future that belongs to you and me. Okay?" The affectionate words penetrated deeply into Chen Xi's wavering heart.

A kind of throbbing spread throughout his chest, he opened his mouth slightly, and moved his lower lip a few times. At this moment, when Chen Xi's mind flashed the sad and hopeless appearance of his parents in their 50s, Chen Xi stopped forcefully. Overwhelmed by the emotions that were about to pour out, he said negatively: "No, you must be playing with me."

Jin Zheng smiled wryly: "I'll play with anyone, and I will never play with you, Chen Xi." Putting Chen Xi's hand on his own chest, "It's you who are denying yourself and suppressing your feelings. How dare you say you Don't you care about me at all?"

The eyes of the two were entangled, and they fell in love, this forbidden love.Chen Xi trembling with long eyelashes, accepting Jin Zheng's kiss, mingling each other's tongues, sharing sex.

"You can't hug me again. I don't want to be like a woman."

Jin Zheng's heart tightened for a moment, and he embraced Chen Xi and said, "Okay. I will wait until the day when you are willing to dedicate your body and mind to me."

Chen Xi, who was a little blushing and stiff, said sullenly: "I'm not a woman, don't say it...it's too much."

"I know."

"I can't accept you yet."

"..."

"Give me time, don't force me."

"it is good."

"Take me home tomorrow. The day after tomorrow, the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, I'm going to work."

"Move to live with me."

"No. If you dare to force me, we're really done."

"...Okay. You're not feeling well. I'll give you two days off."

"Need not."

"That's right."

"……Um."