Thousands of years

Zi asked, "How is Bai Yutang?"

"Brother Bai is fine. He is resting in the next room. Brother Shen and the others arrived in time to save you and get the letter of alliance." Ding Yuehua stood at the door and lowered his head, not looking at me, and said softly.

I finally breathed a sigh of relief, as if all the strength in my body had been exhausted, I closed my eyes and fell back on the pillow.

Lord Bao also rushed to Xiangyang later, and everyone planned to force Zhong Xiong to defect, and King Xiangyang's scheme was completely exposed.

It was already late autumn when they returned from Xiangyang, Master Bao, who has done meritorious service in breaking Xiangyang, invited them to return to Beijing to receive his meritorious service, among them were the Ding brothers, Ding Yuehua also accompanied his two older brothers.Bai Yutang returned to Xingkong Island impatiently after hearing that his wife had given birth to a daughter after recovering from his injuries. Mr. Bao knew that he never valued fame, so he didn't force it.

When I left Xiangyang, I couldn't help but look back at the skyscraper that almost killed me. She was right. We all have people to remember and unfinished responsibilities. We don't live for ourselves. Then let us all live well in our own worlds.

finally meet

After the Xiangyang case, the Ding brothers and sisters often came to Kaifeng Mansion as guests, and Ding Yuehua lived in the mansion from time to time, and she took good care of me when I was seriously injured. , How can I not be moved?It's just that the girl has left a deep imprint in my heart, I can't accept another person while thinking of her in my heart, it's not fair to anyone.

I thought of her saying viciously to me at that time: "Zhan Zhao, I warn you, you'd better stay away from Ding Yuehua." I thought of her crying and shouting at that time: "I won't go, I will go to fulfill you, right? "Even after such a long time, when I think of this place, I still feel sore in my heart. She tried her best to stop us at that time, but now how can I go against her wishes after she left?I can never do it.

I alienated Ding Yuehua intentionally or unintentionally, but she didn't care. She still took care of everything for me. She even helped to advise on some cases, and even helped catch several murderers. Master Bao and Mr. Gongsun admired her very much. Don't admit that she considers things very comprehensively, and her insights are quite unique.But the more she is like this, the more helpless I am.Whenever I was alone with her, I felt uncomfortable, as if Ruoqing was looking at us from a corner, with resentment in her eyes.

One day, when I was changing clothes, I suddenly found that the old clothes that Ruoqing sewed for me were gone, so I hurriedly called Xiaojuan to ask, but Xiaojuan only said that Miss Ding came here in the afternoon.I was about to go out when I saw Ding Yuehua approaching from a distance, holding the old blue dress in his hand, with a smile on his face, I gave her a cold look, grabbed the dress from her hand, shook it off , the damaged part of the cuff has been re-stitched, the stitches are tight, and it is no longer what it was then. I felt a pain in my heart, and there was a layer of anger in my eyes, and my voice was not as gentle as before: "Who told you to take this away?" A dress? And who told you to have it re-sewn?"

Ding Yuehua didn't seem to expect that I would get so angry, his face was a little pale, and he said in a low voice: "It's because I think your clothes are really badly sewn, so I took them and re-sewn them. I also have good intentions."

"I don't need to worry about Zhan's affairs in the future." I left this sentence, turned around and entered the room, and closed the door behind me mercilessly.

I leaned against the door, the old wound in my heart began to ache uncontrollably again, I frowned, and held the old clothes tightly in my hands, why can't I forget after all?Why take away her traces little by little?Now all she left me is the sword spike, which is already dilapidated after more than two years.I closed my eyes and recalled, the past between me and her was a bit blurred, no matter how much I didn’t want to admit it, the girl I cared so much about will never come back again, a trace of fear rose from the bottom of my heart, time will eventually come Take away everything about her, including her appearance, maybe it's really time to forget.

After this incident, Ding Yuehua seldom came to my room and tried to avoid being alone with me. Without the embarrassment, I was happy and relaxed.

In early summer, the sun is just right.Mr. Gongsun was busy taking out the books and documents in his room to dry, when I, Muxiu, stepped forward to help him.Mr. Gongsun rummaged through a pile of waste papers and wanted to throw them away. I thought the exposed corner of one of them seemed familiar to me, so I called my husband and took out the paper.Sure enough, this is the means of transportation drawn by Ruoqing a long time ago. She draws so intently and speaks with such high spirits, the long-lost sweetness wells up in her heart, and there is an unconscious smile on her lips.

"If Guard Zhan wants to stay as a souvenir, then he can." Mr. Gongsun's voice sounded.

I looked at the paper again, the paper had already turned yellow, and the four corners had already been rolled up and damaged, no matter how long I could keep it.I smiled, put it back into the pile of papers, shook my head lightly, and said in a low voice, "Forget it, let's throw it away."

Mr. Gongsun took a deep look at me and said carefully, "Since Zhan Huwei has decided to forget, the student has something to say to Zhan Huwei."

Surprised in my heart, I raised my eyes to look at him: "What do you want to say, sir?"

Mr. Gongsun motioned for me to sit down at the table. He sat opposite me and said softly, "Ms. Lin had a word with her students before she left."

My heart trembled, and I asked in a trembling voice, "What did she say?"

"She said that if she leaves, first, she hopes that I can persuade Zhan Weiwei more, and secondly, she hopes that Zhan Weiwei can stay with Miss Ding." Mr. Gongsun said while looking at me.

The bottom of my heart was turned into a turbulent sea because of these words, but my face was as calm as possible, but the voice still exposed my emotions, I heard myself ask in a hoarse voice: "Did she really say that?"

"Yes." Mr. Gongsun nodded and said: "She is afraid that Zhanwei will make you sick because you are bored with everything in your heart. She wants the students to enlighten you more. She also said that she can't bear to see Zhanwei you alone all the time. She wants you to go to Miss Ding. Said that Miss Ding is very good, and you are a perfect match with Zhan Weiwei."

There were mixed feelings in my heart for a moment, she would actually plan for me like this, with her temperament, if she hadn't reached a time of real despair, how could she let me go to Ding Yuehua, in the end she was still thinking about me, and her nose was sore again .I heard Mr. Gongsun say again: "If it was the first two years, the students would not have said this. Today, the students are convinced that the guard Zhan has already let go. Not only Miss Lin, the students and adults do not want to see the guard Zhan trapped in a cocoon, lonely for the rest of his life. He paused and continued: "Miss Ding is a very nice person, and she also has a deep affection for Zhan Weiwei. I believe Zhan Weiwei and her will be together forever."

"But sir, Zhan Zhao still can't completely forget her, isn't that unfair to Miss Ding?" I said with a difficult voice.

"Students know that it is not easy to completely forget about a person, not to mention that this person is the one you put all your heart into, so the student does not force you, but just tells you Miss Lin and our thoughts, what should we do? ? You still have to watch the exhibition to protect yourself." After Mr. Gongsun said these words earnestly, he went on to pack his things.

I sat there quietly by myself, and time seemed to stand still, what should I do?I can imagine how unwilling she was when she said this, and I can also understand how much she misses me. Ding Yuehua is very good, but... I was upset for a while, and when I was at a loss, Zhao Hu came to me and said Mr. Bao ordered me to go to Dengzhou to deliver a letter for him. I don't know why. It stands to reason that Mr. Bao would not leave this kind of thing to me. Could it be that Mr. Bao also wanted me to be quiet for a while to clear my mind?That being the case, I might as well take a trip, maybe I will know what to do when I come back.

I quickly packed my luggage and prepared to leave. Ding Yuehua also went out to see me off. Seeing her reluctance, I couldn't bear it in my heart, so I smiled at her and said, "Mr. Bao will trouble you to take care of her, and you have to take care of yourself. "

I clearly saw the sparkle in her eyes, and she nodded with a smile.I didn't say anything, just got on my horse and galloped away.

When we arrived in Dengzhou, it was very hot. Fortunately, we are close to the sea, so we didn’t feel the heat. The letter was delivered quickly. After I received the reply from the man, I was about to leave for Beijing.

On the road, I met some fishermen who came back from fishing at the beach. I suddenly had the idea of ​​going to the beach, so I turned around and headed towards the beach.

I have been to the seaside once, but this time it is for her. I stand on the reef by the seaside, the sea breeze blows my clothes, looking around, the setting sun shines on the blue sea water, glowing golden yellow. Light, the waves beat on the shore, and people returning from fishing at sea row their boats to the shore, and people's moods are also broadened here.

Ruoqing, have you ever seen it?You said that you have never seen the vast sea, but have you seen it this time?I looked at the boundless sea water reluctantly, as if I wanted to keep her part in my life.From now on, I will live according to your wishes, and I wish you happiness and health throughout your life.

After an unknown amount of time, the sky darkened, and just as I was about to turn around and leave, I heard a singing voice, which made me freeze on the spot, and all the surrounding sounds disappeared, and even the air seemed to freeze , Only the song floated into my ears: "The beauty of the West Lake is beautiful in March, and the spring rain is like wine and willows are like smoke. It is destined to meet thousands of miles away, but it is difficult to hold hands without fate. After ten years of cultivation, we can cross the boat together, and we can sleep together after a hundred years of cultivation. Sleeping, if there is good fortune in thousands of years, the white heads are concentric in front of you, if there are good fortune in thousands of years, the white heads are in the same mind. La la la."

This singing voice is so familiar, not so melodious, but soft and husky, how could it be?how could there be