Bamboo horse please don't grow crooked

It was already a quarter past two in the morning, and the Lu family's house fell into a deathly silence.

In the room on the second floor, on the soft big bed, Lu Yu couldn't sleep at night. His open eyes were like cats at night, emitting a faint light. Even if the eyeballs were bloodshot, as long as he couldn't see his heart I don't want to close the figure of Nian, and sink into a lonely dreamland.

Even during the Cold War period, he must have heard the sound of the person opening the door, so that he can safely put a lock on the door of his heart, lock the uneasiness in his brain, and listen to the sound of his bathing. Fall asleep to the sound of splashing water.

But at this point, will he come back?The person who used to reply to his messages no matter how small the details of life were, now he didn't have any text messages, as if he had completely abandoned him and ruthlessly stripped him from his life.

Lu Yu stared blankly at his photo on the phone, the screen turned on for a while, then turned off, turned on again, turned off again... the cycle repeated until the morning light dawned, and then he closed his dry eyes, which were stinging.

He knew that Ah Zheng was avoiding him, and so was he.

Not because you don't want to hug him and make peace with him.

He was just afraid of himself, showing a humble gesture that even he felt ashamed of, like before, letting a ferocious tiger pretend to be a big dog, wagging its tail, pretending to be pitiful, apologizing again and again, begging Azheng forgiveness, begging for more love.

Although it worked, Ye Zheng seemed to be getting more and more immune.There is still a lifetime to be spent between them, no one is willing to follow such a routine forever, and Lu Yu also knows his nature is like this, asking him to pretend is as natural as breathing, after a long time, Ah Zheng has also realized that, He was just cheating on him again.

He didn't want to wipe away Ye Zheng's hopes for him.

And another possibility that he can't bear is that he can't help but release the violent and fierce self in his heart. At that time, what happens will be out of his control.

In any case, Lu Yu, who is rational at this time, cannot allow it, and will not let himself have any chance of hurting Ye Zheng.

After a complete loss in the previous life, he didn't have the courage to watch Ye Zheng depressed because of himself, until he died.But he was confused, not knowing how long he could endure.

His Zheng is like a beast trying to be tamed by him, but if he can't tame it, what can he do?Break off his claws, cut off his back?He did this in his previous life, but what did he get in the end?

If he wants to see him continue to grow vigorously, releasing life seems to be his only last retreat...

Endless darkness and confusion shrouded Lu Yu's body, making him like a traveler lost in the mist, not knowing how to make a choice.

Ye Zheng was lying on a strange bed at this time, not sleeping soundly, without the sound of a person's gentle breathing, and the embrace that could be reached, it always made his bedding look a lot colder.

Fortunately, although he rested late, tomorrow is a rest day, and he has enough time to catch up on sleep.

Subconsciously glanced at the phone, the message bar was empty, which made him feel lost.If it was the past, it would have been good if Lu Yu didn't fly into a rage, but now, he didn't send a single call or message.

Until the next day, Ye Zheng was hesitating when to go back, but soon, he didn't need to worry about it, because Lu Yu came to the door himself.

Ji Yueqing had just finished breakfast, and was reading the newspaper on the sofa in home clothes. Ye Zheng was also lying beside him, flicking his phone absently, as if he was waiting for some news.

There was a gentle knock on the door, Ji Yueqing looked up suspiciously, Ye Zheng was also a little embarrassed.

"Brother Ji? Who's here?"

Ji Yueqing shook his head, "I don't know, very few people know my address, I'm used to being single, and I don't bring friends home..."

With that said, he stood up and opened the door, and Ye Zheng followed.

To Ji Yueqing, the people in front of the door seemed unfamiliar, but to Ye Zheng, they were extremely familiar.

Lu Yu automatically shifted his gaze to Ye Zheng in an instant.

With just one glance, Lu Yu fully recognized that the clothes on his body did not belong to him, but belonged to another man.The nostrils moved slightly, and he seemed to be keenly aware that his own scent was fading away, and was affected by a new environment, clothes, bedding, etc.

A string that was tense in the brain broke completely, making a deafening sound.

Lu Yu's teeth were almost gritted, and after patiently moving his cheeks slightly, he squeezed out two words from his throat.

"go home."

Ye Zheng was taken aback, oppressed by the aura bursting out of his body, immediately turned around to pack up the few personal belongings, put on his shoes and went out.

Ji Yueqing was standing at the door, looking at Ye Zheng quietly in such a strange atmosphere, showing a helpless smile.

"Brother Ji, thank you, I'm in trouble...I—"

Ye Zheng stood outside the door and wanted to say a few words to him, but Lu Yu slammed the door hard, blocking the communication between the two of them with a hard door.

Ye Zheng frowned, and wanted to reprimand her, but seeing Lu Yu's icy gaze, her tone subconsciously dropped into a soft sentence.

"You are so rude."

How can you say that Ji Yueqing also kindly took him in, so what kind of face does he show to him?If it wasn't for him to have a cold war, would he need to go to someone else's house?

"Ye Zheng, you are cruel enough."

Lu Yu spoke abruptly, but under his sharp gaze, there was a fragile emotion.

Ye Zheng was startled, and a tinge of anger grew in his calm heart.He didn't think there was anything wrong with him, but Lu Yu said that, as if he was deliberately retaliating.

Lu Yu clenched his fists and gasped lowly, seeming very sad.

"Even if you're angry with me...you can't..." You can't stimulate him like this and make his heart hurt so much.

"I didn't, I..." Ye Zheng knew that he had misunderstood, and wanted to explain, but after thinking about it, his behavior really seemed to be angry, and he didn't know how to explain it.

The meaningless explanation was like sophistry, Lu Yu sank, quickly dragged him into the car, and then locked the door, forcing him to be alone with himself in the small compartment.

The seat was put down, Ye Zheng fell backward unexpectedly, and then Lu Yu pressed up, sized him up with eagle-like sharp eyes, grabbed his chin, and whispered word by word.

"As soon as I opened the door, I saw you standing behind him in other men's clothes, and I, standing outside the door looking at you... Do you know how I feel?"

As he spoke lightly, that scene seemed to resurface in his mind, like a photo, burned deep in him, making it difficult for him to erase.

Ye Zheng was panting with difficulty, pushing and shoving the person on top of him, and the alarm bells in his brain rang loudly, "Brother Ji is a very good person, and I have a very simple working relationship with him, a friendship relationship, he gave me The clothes are new—”

But at this time, this person with sour vinegar flowing in his veins couldn't listen to a single explanation, he just bent his eyes without a trace of a smile and asked him, "Everyone in the world is very good in your eyes, only me Not good, right?"

Without giving him any chance to answer, Lu Yu threw Ye Zheng into a gust of wind and rain, unbuttoned his shirt and shirt like crazy, took off his trousers, and borrowed the yellow lights in the car to Carefully inspect his skin for any new marks.

At the same time, fingers also mercilessly penetrated into the dry rear, as if to test something.

Ye Zheng was shocked by his aggressive action, and pushed him away in disbelief, and the anger that he had endured for a long time was humiliated by him and finally broke out.

"What are you doing? What do you think is the relationship between me and Brother Ji? Do you really think of me as a woman? Anyone want to fuck?"

"I don't think so, it's just that you are really not trustworthy."

Lu Yu lowered his eyes, but he didn't stop the movement of his hands. He stroked the warm skin that he hadn't touched for many days, and then pinched and twisted cruelly, trying to leave some marks of his own on it.

"People who already have a lover, stay at someone else's house, wear other men's clothes and underwear...Why do you question me? Who do you think I am again?"

Ye Zheng pulled up her clothes in embarrassment, tried her best to ignore the bruises on her body, and glanced at him coldly, "In your eyes, I am a bitch who can be anyone? You don't need to worry about who I am with every day bed?"

"Don't you worry me less?" Lu Yu also sneered.He really didn't want to use such a harsh tone to A Zheng, but when he met his unfamiliar eyes without a trace of warmth, his heart was like falling into an ice cellar.

"Lu Yu, listen to me. If I really wanted to make you angry, I wouldn't have gone with you just now. I would rather stay at someone else's house. At least others won't lose their temper unreasonably at me. You are right, everyone I think everyone is good, except you! Brother Ji is so good, it's not impossible to be with him—"

Apparently Ye Zheng was already angry and incoherent. Following what he said, he saw that Lu Yu's expression became more and more distorted. Although his heart ached, he still couldn't help provoking him.As if he could have the upper hand in this dispute.

But halfway through, Lu Yu couldn't listen anymore, and punched him with red eyes.

"Shut up! You are not allowed to talk nonsense."

The air stopped abruptly, and Ye Zheng was taken aback for a moment, realizing that this man who usually wanted to hold him in his palm to protect him was actually doing something to him, he was full of astonishment, and immediately threw his fist at him mercilessly.

The two people scuffled in the carriage, skin to skin, in the burning rage, ambiguity arose.

Lu Yu calmly pulled out the seat belt and firmly fixed Ye Zheng on the seat. The rusty cage in his heart had been completely destroyed, allowing the beast of senses and impulses to break out of the cage. The rough strength is bound to completely tame the person under him.

Without any lubrication, Lu Yu insisted on entering, determined to let both of them bleed, and use the wound to let Ye Zheng remember the mistake he made this time.

Different from every previous entanglement, the involuntary suffocation and severe physical pain made Ye Zheng almost faint, but stimulated him to become more awake all the time.All tenderness and love turned into desperate hatred at this moment.

Ye Zheng spoke intermittently.

"I did do one thing wrong."

"It is to continue to be soft-hearted to you in this life."

"I should have turned and left the first time I saw you."

The only response to him was Lu Yu's growing sobs and frantic physical demands.

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I'm a bit sad TAT