Lying Gun Cannon Fodder Deduction Record

Gu Shengjin opened his eyes, looked at the familiar carvings on the top of the bed, and then turned to look at Zhao Tuanzhi.Zhao Tuanzhi was dressed in silver and plain, the skirt was clean, even the embroidered edges could not be seen, at first glance he was not much different from his appearance when he was still in the Demon Cult.He was sitting upright on the edge of the bed, with his head slightly lowered towards Gu Shengjin, and Gu Shengjin immediately thought of Zhao Tuanzhi's condescending appearance in the mosaic memory, tough when he said he was tough, and gentle when he said gentle, Jin couldn't help being angry, and glared fiercely at Zhao Tuanzhi: "Not only did I wake up, but I also remembered."

Zhao Tuanzhi was taken aback for a moment, he looked at the familiar face of Gu Shengjin staring at him, and then asked him after a pause, "What do you remember?"

It was fine if he didn't ask so nonchalantly, but when he asked this question, with such an attitude, Gu Shengjin became even angrier: "What else can you think of?"

Zhao Tuanzhi lowered his eyelids slightly, but he didn't show any obvious emotion or anger.

Seeing him like this, Gu Shengjin became even angrier in his heart. He said that fear comes from the unknown, so if he wants to say that anger also comes from the unknown, he should have said it earlier, let him know about it earlier, and even remember it earlier. Is it that difficult?Dare to do it or dare to act or see that he has forgotten and pretend to make friends?Still pretending to be a couple, pretending to be your sister!It's clear that even after sleeping, he still takes advantage of him!

As for why Zhao Tuanzhi took advantage of his amnesia to pretend to be this couple with him, to take advantage of this, Gu Shengjin wanted to sneer again.This is using him as a substitute.If you want to be friends, oh, Zhao Tuanzhi died as an old friend, looking for some shadows and comforts in yourself, that's no problem, Gu Shengjin is even willing to be a friendship trash can and emotional comforter for him for free .But looking for □□?Isn't this an insult to his old friend and himself, then he can only be told to go as far as he can!

"Is your old friend who empathized with me dead? Is it the Douzi in Zhaoqu's storybook?" In fact, this is not difficult to guess. The family's attitude towards Zhao Tuanzhi is false, so Douzi was cured after being stupid, which is probably also a counter-metaphor.Based on Gu Shengjin's understanding of Zhao Tuanzhi these days, if Douzi himself was still there, he would not have had that "extra care" attitude towards him that night, he must have died, and he could only live in his heart forever , then he will find some illusory shadows in others, and find some warmth that does not exist.

Zhao Tuanzhi looked at him and seemed to be taken aback for a moment.He opened his mouth, wanting to say something, looked at the angry Gu Shengjin for a long time, then closed it quietly again.

Gu Shengjin carefully recognized his expression, and felt that he had guessed right. If he didn't guess right, given the importance of that bean in his heart, shouldn't he immediately refute himself?Gu Shengjin shook his head: "It seems that he is really dead. Although what you said about Zhaoqu is mostly nonsense, you can always see some signs. That person Douzi is so important to you, he should have been very good to you before he was alive, right?" .What happened to him?...Is there any problem of your own?"

This question can be said to be cruel. If Gu Shengjin was not too angry, he would generally not ask such cruel words to a person he regarded as a friend.In the past, he didn't think that in the world of martial arts, whether one person died or not had much to do with another person.But Chi Jiamu's accident almost shattered his inexplicable sense of trust in Zhao Tuanzhi. It was hard for him to believe that Zhao Tuanzhi would spend all his energy to treat someone who had helped him and treated him well with the same sincerity. people.Moreover, Gu Shengjin just thought that his attitude towards him was weird. After obtaining the mosaic memory, he vaguely understood what was going on with this weirdness.How can you be friends with a person who has plans for you and even helps you decide whether you want to save other people's lives at a critical moment?

Today he can help himself decide whether to save another person, will he be able to help himself decide more things tomorrow?Not a guardian!

Gu Shengjin was very angry, while Zhao Tuanzhi couldn't believe it.Even his usually calm eyes widened slightly as he looked at Gu Shengjin.Zhao Tuanzhi did not speak for a long time.Seeing his reaction, Gu Shengjin guessed that the death of his old friend had something to do with Zhao Tuanzhi himself, and suddenly felt very tired, so he turned sideways and turned to the inside.Simply out of sight, out of mind.

Zhao Tuanzhi didn't get up to leave, but sat on the edge of the bed, pressing a corner of the Yanxia thin quilt.

The candle burned until it extinguished itself, and the whole room was dark, but he didn't leave.

Gu Shengjin didn't chase him away, and he wasn't drugged, so why worry about Zhao Tuanzhi?Worry about him.Gu Shengjin closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep when he heard Zhao Tuanzhi speak behind him, "My old friend was arrested because I was found by my uncle. You are right, there are My problem, if it wasn't because I obviously don't have much self-protection ability and took him with me, he wouldn't have suffered so much."

Gu Shengjin didn't move, but he opened his eyes again and listened to the bed wall.

"Even if I know in my heart that he probably won't survive, when I have the ability to develop my own power, the first thing I think of is to establish an intelligence organization like Suo Xing Pavilion to find his whereabouts. Of course, the establishment of Suo Xing Pavilion There is no harm to me, at least I did not give up looking for him. I asked Suo Xingge to search for him for a long time, but I couldn't find any relevant clues, so I believed that he was dead." Zhao Tuanzhi's voice was very flat, It was as cool and indifferent as before, but it was a bit different from his incomprehensible in the past. In that cool voice, Gu Shengjin heard a little sincerity that was not revealed.

Gu Shengjin moved, turned around and looked at Zhao Tuanzhi.Although he was surprised that Suo Xing Pavilion was built by Zhao Tuanzhi, Gu Shengjin was even more surprised that Zhao Tuanzhi actually told himself such an important secret...he couldn't understand Zhao Tuanzhi.

Zhao Tuanzhi had been sitting facing out the window, twisting his body inwards when talking to Gu Shengjin. When he saw Gu Shengjin turned around, he turned his head and looked at him with dark eyes: "Actually, I have always wanted to meet you face to face. Ask him if he regretted saving me and walking with me back then. If he hadn’t met me, he might not have had a very happy life, but he would not have had a particularly miserable life. What happened at his age. Back then, I promised him that when I settled down completely, I would live with him in the same place, until we die, with only one name, no need to hide, and tonight and night in different places... But you I also saw that until now, I still can't openly declare that I am a man. So I really want to ask him...ask him, if he regrets it. "

Is it because I regretted that I forgot so many things.Just like what happened that night, it was really bad for Gu Shengjin, but ordinary people, how can they forget it in a blink of an eye, and forget it completely.

If he forgets all the painful things, he can become happy.Does that mean that getting acquainted with himself is also painful for him, and he can't easily remember it.Zhao Tuanzhi really wanted to tell Gu Shengjin that my kindness to you had nothing to do with the so-called empathy, it was because you were that old friend.

However, he was also vaguely worried that if he had told him, whether he remembered it or not, he would tell himself directly: "That's right, I think I regret it."

Zhao Tuanzhi didn't want to say that this person is very important to me, which is meaningless, but he couldn't say that he could accept such an answer indifferently, like a stone falling from the sky.

For the first time he felt an unacceptable flinch.He didn't want to hear Zhao Jianzhi say to himself: "Yes, I regretted it because I was disappointed in you, and I forgot about it." So he wanted to make sure that Zhao Jianzhi must be safe and secure in his eyes this time. , He wanted to prove to him that I am no longer the same as the self-protective me ten years ago.

But he neglected one point: Although Gu Shengjin is Zhao Jianzhi himself, but Gu Shengjin grew up in Wudang, and he is not the same as the former Zhao Jianzhi who didn't even have a name.

He no longer has only himself in his eyes.He also no longer puts himself above anything else.He doesn't even remember himself anymore.

Gu Shengjin looked at him for a while in the dark, and said, "But you have no chance to ask him."

"Maybe." Zhao Tuan put one hand on the corner of the quilt, leaned slightly and asked Gu Shengjin, "If it was you, who was dragged by me like a bean, would you regret it?"