The Rebirth of the National Male God

When Su Jiayin was sick and hospitalized last time, Lou Jingwen heard people say that he had been preparing for a movie, but he couldn't find a suitable candidate, so the filming didn't start.

At that time, he was so haggard and in such a bad physical condition, but he was still thinking about this movie, Lou Jingwen didn't feel good about it.

No matter before or now, they are destined not to be together in this life.Emotional matters can't be forced, even if he sympathizes with Su Jiayin, but he can't let it go, let alone tell him anything, and give him hope.

Besides, for Su Jiayin, he was already dead, so why should he be so persistent.

Never forgetting, never just torture the living.

How could Su Jiayin not understand this truth?

"This inspirational movie tells the story of a young man who started his business from an unknown college student and became a business legend bit by bit."

Su Jiayin tilted his head and looked into the distance. When he told the outline of the story, he seemed to recall something, and his tone was a little proud and nostalgic.

Lou Jingwen was silent.

It was exactly as he expected.

Su Jiayin wanted to use Zhong Heng as the prototype to make a movie to commemorate her former self.

Lou Jingwen sighed.

"Brother Su, this protagonist is based on your friend, right?"

Lou Jingwen pointed out some words that Su Jiayin didn't say without hesitation.

After hearing these words, Su Jiayin looked up at Lou Jingwen carefully, a little surprised.

He didn't expect Xiaolou to be so thoughtful, he only mentioned a little bit, and he guessed everything.

He reluctantly raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, "Is it so easy to guess?"

In fact, he can't laugh at all now. If sitting in front of him is someone he knows well, he will definitely not hide his inner sadness.

He was never willing to accept the news that Zhong Heng was dead, but now he had to accept it, and even planned a movie based on him to commemorate him.

He knew that the filming of this movie would only aggravate the wound in his heart and make him more and more painful.

But now he is like an addict, even if it hurts his heart, he still wants to commemorate this legend in his own way.

He didn't want to forget this person.

Even if he gets old in the future and forgets all the past, he also wants to leave such a film of himself and Zhong Heng, reminding himself of this unforgettable person in his life.

Su Jiayin was smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Lou Jingwen has been in contact with Su Jiayin for so long, and he has already discovered it. He is so invulnerable, but whenever he mentions topics related to Zhong Heng, he can't hide the sadness in his eyes.

Whether it's because of the former friendship or the current sympathy for Su Jiayin, Lou Jingwen now has to treat him cruelly.

He knows Su Jiayin well, if he agrees to him like this and fulfills his wish, then it is very likely that he will live in the shadow of Zhong Heng for the rest of his life and cannot get out.

Looking directly into Su Jiayin's eyes, Lou Jingwen nodded, "Yes."

Su Jiayin smiled and said nothing.

"It's just Brother Su..."

Lou Jingwen still looked into the opponent's eyes, his burning gaze forced the opponent to look at him as well, and listened carefully to his next words.

"what?"

Forget Zhong Heng.

Lou Jingwen said to him from the bottom of his heart.

"Well, I'm very sorry. Although I really want to cooperate, the schedule may not be moved recently. Qin Lun has already signed a contract for me just now, and the filming period may be very long."

Su Jiayin is also a smart person, Lou Jingwen tactfully refused, and he knew that the possibility of cooperation between the two was almost gone.

He didn't force it anymore, this kind of thing can't be forced.

But I feel very sorry.

"Okay, if the schedule is suitable, think about it again, just do me a favor."

Before leaving, Su Jiayin couldn't help but persuade him to stay again.

I still hope that Lou Jingwen can participate.

Because he didn't want to just find someone and make it up.

Zhong Heng is unique, and he is worried that other people will ruin his character.

After searching for so long, he only found Lou Jingwen.

There is only this person, although there is no similarity in appearance to Zhong Heng, but the unique temperament is no one more similar to him.

Those small habits, even sometimes looking at each other, he himself would mistake the two in a trance.

Therefore, after hesitating for so long and not daring to easily use an actor, he decided to invite him to perform after meeting Lou Jingwen.

There is only Lou Jingwen, who is obviously not alone with Zhong Heng, but he always gives him the feeling that Zhong Heng is by his side.

Thinking of this, Su Jiayin couldn't help laughing.

So he looked back at Lou Jingwen.

The other party was also looking at him, but there was still no emotion in their eyes.

"Brother Su, go slowly."

Lou Jingwen said.

Nodding his head, Su Jiayin's face was so expressionless, he didn't say anything.

Back in his lounge, Su Jiayin locked himself in there alone. He took out a photo of himself and Zhong Heng in his wallet, and kept his gaze on that person's smiling face.

This familiar feeling...

He saw Zhong Heng's shadow on Lou Jingwen over and over again.

He was always inadvertently attracted to Lou Jingwen...

He had never thought about it carefully before, but just now, just now, there was a terrible association in his mind...

Zhong Heng...

And Lou Jingwen...

He has always refused to accept the news of Zhong Heng's death, and has always believed that he is still alive and by his side, but he did not find him immediately...

Su Jiayin understood that this was his obsession, but there was a voice in his heart that kept telling him.

Will there be a possibility?

There is a possibility that Zhong Heng is still there?

This bold association made Su Jiayin excited and unbelievable.

He is now slumped on the sofa, his face extremely pale.

But there seemed to be a glimmer of hope in his eyes.

Lowering her head, Su Jiayin gently kissed the cheek of the person in the photo with her lips.

Endless thoughts in the eyes.

Zhong Heng...

Are you still alive?

Do you know how much I miss you?