guilty of [entertainment]

Du Yeqing stopped moving, just being pulled by him, and turned to look at him.Chen Mo also looked into his eyes and said, "Let's get back together."

Du Yeqing saw imperceptible fear in Chen Mo's eyes, and couldn't help softening his gaze. He reached out and rubbed the back of his soft head, and said, "Okay, let's take it slowly this time."

Chen Mo loosened his clenched hands a little bit, and his face showed a blank after relaxation.Du Yeqing put away the dishes, leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth, and went into the kitchen to wash the dishes.

Chen Mo also stood up, and wanted to go into the kitchen with him, but Du Yeqing's phone on the sofa vibrated.With foam all over his hands, Du Yeqing said to Chen Mo, "Help me answer the phone."

The caller was Hao Ziqian. Chen Mo stood by the sofa with his mobile phone in his hand, watching the screen expressionlessly, and waited until the vibration of the mobile phone subsided.But soon the man's phone call came in again.

Du Yeqing asked who was calling, but Chen Mo still didn't answer the call, and took the phone to the kitchen.Du Yeqing glanced at the notification of the incoming call, and his eyes fell on Chen Mo's face thoughtfully: "My hands are full of dishwashing liquid, please pick it up."

Chen Mo was a little surprised, stared at him for several seconds, then pursed his lips slightly, and connected the phone.

Du Yeqing lowered his head and continued to wash the dishes, listening to Chen Mo say, "Hello." "I'm Chen Mo." "Brother Qing is with me."

Hao Ziqian was talking fast over there, and Du Yeqing could hear a word or two from such a long distance.Chen Mo was quiet for a while, and put the phone on Du Yeqing's ear.

"... Du Yeqing?" Hao Ziqian's voice came over.

Du Yeqing said "En": "What's wrong?"

Hao Ziqian paused for a moment, and then bombarded in disbelief: "You haven't come back for two days, I thought you and Yang Junlin were getting better and didn't dare to disturb you, but why did you get together with Chen Mo again?! Is it too long for your life? Where is the person, I will come to pick you up right away."

"It's a long story, what do you want from me?"

Hao Ziqian said: "I forgot my key inside, and I can't get in at the door. Either you come back, or I'll come pick you up. Chen Mo is upset when I hear you say..."

Du Yeqing finished washing the dishes, dried his hands on a towel, took the phone from Chen Mo, and said, "Find a cafe nearby and wait for me."

After hanging up the phone, Du Yeqing turned around and said, "He forgot his key, I'll go out for a while."

Chen Mo hesitated to speak, and followed him outside for a few steps. In the end, he didn't say anything, and reached out to hug him.Du Yeqing said: "I'll be back tonight..."

As soon as the door was closed, the smile on Du Yeqing's face disappeared.He was hiding something in his heart, he didn't rush to give Hao Ziqian the key at all, his face was a little gloomy along the way, not very happy, he drove back to the villa at high speed, without explaining a word to Hao Ziqian, he threw the key away He turned the car around and went directly to Dr. Lu's house.Although I didn't make an appointment in advance, it was rare that the doctor was free, and I was playing with flowers and plants in the garden with my daughter.

Du Yeqing called "Doctor Lu", and he smiled at him, without asking any questions, handed the scissors to his daughter, and took Du Yeqing up to the second floor.

"I'm really sorry to come here to disturb you all of a sudden." Du Yeqing said, "Dr. Lu and I have a good relationship. I don't know why I want to chat with you today...Can we just treat it as a chat between friends? ?”

Doctor Lu's temper is still very good, without any impatience, he served him freshly squeezed fruit juice, sat quietly behind the desk, and pretended to be listening attentively.Du Yeqing crossed his hands on the table. There were too many uncertain things in his heart. He was silent for a while. Before he could speak, he was already in a depressed mood. He drank several sips of fruit juice and said, "I have A lover, I think there has always been a deadlock between the two of us, no matter what, we can't solve it...Doctor Lu doesn't mind, being a love mentor for a boring person like me or something."

Dr. Lu shook his head and said gently, "I'm honored."

Du Yeqing smiled wryly, and nodded at the doctor: "My boyfriend, he never brings up bad things in front of me. No matter what happens, he likes to carry it alone. It looks like everything is going well. I think the relationship between us has begun to deteriorate, and our sense of security for each other is losing, and if this continues, it may become irretrievable."

Dr. Lu listened carefully, turned the pen in his hand, and signaled him to be more specific.Du Yeqing sorted out their messy love bit by bit in his mind, and the root of his tongue became a little bitter.

"It was he who chased me at the beginning. He was much younger than me. He always acted like a gentle and stable junior in front of me. He treated me meticulously, and moved me little by little day after day. When I was already in love When I fell in love with him, trusted him, and made up my mind to live with him for the rest of my life, something happened. His family opposed our relationship, and my father even took some extreme measures, threatening him with me. He wanted to save me , broke up with me without explaining anything, struggled alone for five years, climbed to a height that others may not be able to climb in their lifetime, and proposed to reunite with me."

Seeing a slight change in Dr. Lu's expression, Du Yeqing was silent for a while, and continued: "I have known him for so long, and only now have I vaguely known him through other people's descriptions. He never showed me He is tough and cruel, even now. If I do something that makes him unhappy, he will rarely bring it up in front of me, as if afraid of making me unhappy, he hides it in his heart in."

Dr. Lu asked, "Does this give you a sense of crisis?"

"That's right," Du Yeqing said, "When I realized that I couldn't understand him, it was like a wall was erected between us. When he proposed to reunite with me, I didn't have any 'We can from now on' "Together for a lifetime' feeling, without a sense of security, but rather uneasy."

There was a short silence in the study, and Dr. Lu thought for a while, then asked: "You said earlier that he chased you first. Like Mr. Du, there should be many suitors around you, right?"

Du Yeqing didn't expect him to ask this suddenly, and was taken aback for a moment, thinking of Hao Ziqian, Yang Junlin, and many past love debts, and many men and women who expressed their affection for him openly or secretly, and nodded awkwardly.

"Judging from your description alone, your boyfriend should be a very insecure person," Dr. Lu said, "It can be said that he is a little too concerned about gains and losses, and he is afraid of being hated by you, so he only shows his good side in front of you and hides his good side." A part of your true self. On Mr. Du's side, maybe you seldom express your love to him, so he doesn't have a clear understanding of his own weight and status, and he doesn't have confidence in your love. "

Doctor Lu clarified all the key points at once, Du Yeqing's pupils shrank, and his crossed hands clenched subconsciously.

Dr. Lu smiled at him gently, as if trying to calm his emotions: "Since you said that you hope we can chat like friends this time, then I'll take a rough guess. Among my patients, it seems that one of my patients just happened to be with yours. The description fits very well, he is indeed very likely to talk about a good relationship with such a person..."

Du Yeqing forced a smile, and he had already begun to figure out a clear outline in his heart.Seeing that he was not unhappy, Dr. Lu continued: "you should know something about his childhood. In his life, whether it's family or friends, he has experienced very little of all the feelings, so he never forgets every bit of warmth. , Be careful. When he was treated with me to the later stage, although the symptoms of autism were relieved a lot, I still couldn't completely cure him. Mr. Du, I believe that I can help him. "

Du Yeqing sat in the chair with a serious expression, frowning tightly as if he had been woken up by a stick.Dr. Lu was still talking, but he was inexplicably distracted and remembered that when he was kidnapped with Chen Mo, the man who was dying of high fever was leaning on his back weakly, but opened his eyes when he was feeding him food mouth to mouth. He opened his eyes, his pupils were dark, and he stared at his face with such concentration that he became obsessed...

Du Yeqing suddenly laughed at himself.

Chen Mo always said that he provoked and seduced him first, but in the end it was clear that he seduced Chen Mo in the first place without realizing it.Is there anything more ironic in the world than this?

Dr. Lu became quiet: "Mr. Du?"

Du Yeqing stood up, held Dr. Lu's hand, and said sincerely from the bottom of his heart, "Thank you."

Dr. Lu seemed to be moved by his words. He looked at Du Yeqing quietly for a while with a look of relief and emotion, then suddenly walked over to give him a hug, and patted him on the back encouragingly.

"I've known him for more than ten years..." he said, "you can definitely help him."

Du Yeqing nodded, said goodbye to him, and drove back to the apartment alone.It was already five o'clock in the afternoon, and the scorching sun had begun to take on a gentle color. The orange sunlight slanted down from the tops of tall buildings.Du Yeqing took a deep breath, his heart was beating powerfully in his chest, and after a journey of more than 40 minutes, he made a decision in his heart.

He went out without taking the keys to the apartment, and stood at his door ringing the bell.As soon as he pressed the button for the first time, Chen Mo had already opened the door from the inside, looking eagerly at Du Yeqing's face as if to confirm the identity of the visitor.Du Yeqing laughed, changed his shoes and walked into the hallway, took his hand, and kissed him on the corner of his mouth like he did during breakfast.

Chen Mo didn't seem to react, and looked at him blankly.

Du Yeqing said: "Pack up your things, I have booked a flight at [-]:[-] pm, and I will take you to a place."