guilty of [entertainment]

The pendulum clock in the living room showed seven minutes past one, and Du Yeqing had already fallen asleep completely, breathing heavily, smelling of alcohol, being carried by Chen Mo, with his face pressed against his neck, occasionally saying a few words The inaudible sleep talk tickled into Chen Mo's ears.

Chen Mo had never been so awake before, the door of the apartment was closed, he slightly lowered his head to look at Du Yeqing's side face, rubbed his lips against the forehead of the person behind him, and got the other person's slight frown.He didn't even change his shoes, he carried him into the bedroom, put him on the bed, stared at him silently for a while, and then turned on all the lights in the bedroom.

Du Yeqing turned over unhappily under the stimulation of the strong light, and pressed his face down under the quilt, trying to avoid the harassment of the light.This comfortable darkness didn't last long, someone turned him over, then picked him up and made him sit against the head of the bed, and roughly stripped him naked.The cold air and gravity made him open his eyes sadly, with tears stimulated by the strong light in his eyes, his head was also groggy, and he couldn't see clearly.Soon, a black shadow enveloped from above.The man blocked the light and cupped his face to hold him up.Du Yeqing's out-of-focus pupils trembled, and a familiar face was reflected.This face reassured him, and he even reached out and pushed him subconsciously, saying indistinctly, "Turn off the light, sleepy."

The man didn't move, but pressed down instead, maintaining the posture of holding his face, and kissed him seriously.Du Yeqing was deprived of another breathing channel, and was teased by the most proficient tongue, soon felt out of breath, frowned tightly, and stretched out his hand to push him away, trying to push him away , but his hands clasped behind his back, tied his wrists with something cold.

This action made Du Yeqing wake up a little bit. He turned his eyes wide open and looked back. Before he could see what was going on, the man kissed him domineeringly, against the light, without giving him a chance to breathe.Du Yeqing resisted at first, but the man knew his weakness well, and soon he completely lost his resistance. With his hands tied behind his back, his face pressed against the pillow, he was under the triple reaction of headache, strong light and stimulation. His moist eyes looked at him pitifully, and he was talking nonsense.The man changed his posture, helped him up, his face was indifferent, and suddenly increased his excitement, and asked him for the first time during Du Yeqing's exclamation: "Who am I?"

Du Yeqing's chest heaved violently, his mind was at a loss, he couldn't even hear what he was saying, his shoulders fell weakly on his chest.The man stopped suddenly again, cupped his face again, and asked him, "Who am I?"

Du Yeqing was so stuck that he couldn't get up and down, his whole body was covered with goose bumps, his throat made an uncomfortable sound, his hair rubbed against the man's palm, and he intermittently spoke the answer he wanted: "Chen, Chen Mo..."

Chen Mo put his arms around his waist, turned him over and let him lie on the bed again, his eyes fell straight into the depths of his pupils, rolling him up and down like the waves before a typhoon, his eyes were tightly sealed by tears and sweat captivated.He felt that he was going to be annihilated in the huge waves, and he began to press his head tightly against the head of the bed, but fell down from mid-air again.He looked at Chen Mo uncomfortable and blankly, and Chen Mo said again: "You are mine."

Du Yeqing learned his lesson this time, hugged him tightly and said absently, "I'm yours."

Chen Mo kissed his eyes, and the waves rolled him up high and then put him down heavily like a reward.Du Yeqing was close to the verge of collapse, his black hair was scattered on the pillow in a mess, he was panting weakly, he wanted to relax and have a good sleep as if he had completed the task, but he was swept back mercilessly.He reluctantly yelled Chen Mo's name in a hoarse voice, and soon found that this measure had expired, and this was just the beginning of the jealousy and anger of the people around him...

At 05:30 in the morning, the alarm clock that I forgot to reset sounded faithfully.Chen Mo reached out from under the quilt to turn off the alarm clock, and turned his eyes on the person around him with his eyes open all night, and the latter didn't even change his breathing rate, as if he was extremely tired, and the alarm clock next to his ear could not be shaken.Chen Mo pulled him into his arms, lowered his head to sniff the skin on his neck, only the faint fragrance of shower gel was left.He tried to use his tongue to taste the warm carotid artery under the skin. This action drove Du Yeqing to lean against him docilely under the effect of inertia, and finally gave him a sense of disordered security, and he closed his mouth with peace of mind. squinted.

When Du Yeqing woke up, he didn't know when it was.The three layers of curtains were drawn tightly so that no light came in.The extreme indulgence and hangover made him have a splitting headache, he lay blankly on the bed staring at the dark ceiling, his temples throbbed as if they were about to split open, his mind was blank for three to four minutes, and he heard the alarm clock hands It was only after a slight turning sound that he came to his senses, and found himself lying on the bed alone.

The memory is intermittent, without a whole, just some scattered but very clear pictures.Yang Junlin's opening and closing lips, Chen Mo's icy eyes, the wet bed sheet, the bathtub with water splashing everywhere, the cold floor, the coffee table that hurt his waist...all of them were stuffed into his head at once. .Du Yeqing groaned uncomfortably, and then found that he couldn't even pronounce a decent note, it was all broken and hoarse.

He lay motionless in bed for twenty to ten minutes, staring at the dark ceiling above his head.Chen Mo's possessive eyes, as if he wanted to chew him up and swallow him, flickered in front of his eyes, as if the switch knife hanging around his neck had finally dropped.He began to pick and choose his emotions as calmly as possible.First of all, I couldn't believe it, as if the cat I raised with my own hands suddenly turned into a beast and tried to swallow him whole.Then there was anger. Undoubtedly, he even began to think about how to punish those who crossed the line, but then he developed some more complicated emotions, some things that he couldn't even identify the taste, diluting the emotion in his heart. Shocked and angry, he became hesitant.

What to do now?

Can this terrible, transgressive possessiveness be ignored any longer?Are you willing to completely tear yourself apart with him?

Du Yeqing lay on the bed for a long time, supported his head with his hands, and sat up with difficulty.The time displayed by the fluorescent clock was [-]:[-]. He got out of bed stiffly and weakly. Every step he took would cause pain in every part of his body. He managed to move to the window and opened the curtains.

The sun was shining brightly outside, illuminating the whole room at once.The room was still as neat and tidy as the day before yesterday, without any trace of crime left, as if he wanted to tell Du Yeqing that everything was his illusion.Du Yeqing frowned, unscrewed the door and walked out of the bedroom. When he passed the mirror in the hallway, he saw his pale face, dark bags under his eyes, and the hickey marks that he couldn't bear to look at had spread from his neck to the pajamas below.He forced himself to move his eyes away, and then saw the instigator sitting on the sofa at a glance.

Chen Mo didn't look much better than him, the dark circles under his eyes were worse than him, and he hadn't shaved his beard. After hearing the footsteps, he raised his head and looked at Du Yeqing.Du Yeqing understood when he looked into his eyes, he and Yang Junlin drunk in the same room were nothing more than butterflies in the hurricane, Chen Mo wanted to use this to confess something to him, just like the bed he proposed last time Like a partner relationship, step by step, he wanted to force Du Yeqing one step further into the corner.

Du Yeqing's hoarse throat could hardly utter any decent words. With one hand propped against the wall, he said, "You..."

"Brother Qing," Chen Mo called him, there was something bright in his eyes, the eyes were heartbreaking, "Are you tired of me so soon?"

Du Yeqing opened his mouth, unable to speak.He tried his best to move his eyes away, trying to prevent himself from falling into such eyes again.Chen Mo seemed to stand up and walked in front of him.Du Yeqing toughened himself up and said, "I'm very disappointed."

After speaking, he waited for Chen Mo's reaction.Anger or loss or outbursts, or just a little change in mood.However, a few seconds later, unexpectedly, Chen Mo lowered his head in annoyance, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I'm dizzy... Brother Qing, I'm real... If it can relieve your anger, you can treat me like I did to you." That doesn't matter to me."

"..."

Chen Mo suddenly gave him such a big step, as if his previous speculation and hesitation were all self-indulgent.Du Yeqing couldn't react, did he think too much?Chen Mo didn't seem to want to have a showdown with him at all. Could it be that he really just wanted to maintain this bed partner relationship?Or see something from his face?

"I'm too young," Chen Mo said, "I don't understand anything, and when I realized it, I had already done everything, Brother Qing..."

Du Yeqing's already chaotic thoughts were distracted by his shouting, he frowned a little irritably, turned around and wanted to go back to the room to be quiet.Chen Mo gently grabbed his wrist, where there were traces of being strangled by the tie, Du Yeqing gave him a cold look, he let go as if he had been scalded, and his injured eyes burned Du Yeqing in turn. Ye Qing.

"Eat something first," Chen Mo took a step back, "After that, you can do whatever you want. I made a whole table, so just eat a little."

Du Yeqing looked up, only to find that there was a whole table of food on the table, all of which he usually likes to eat, and several dishes could not be cooked for two or three hours.His stomach was far more honest than his head, the two stalemate for a while, Du Yeqing sat down with him at the dining table in silence.

The dish is still hot, I don't know how many times it has been reheated.Du Yeqing picked up the chopsticks, sensed something and turned to look at Chen Mo, who quickly looked away and served him a bowl of soup.