Extremely fallen

The second day when Zhang Qingxuan was completely suppressed by the force value was the third day of junior high school, which was the day when Wang Nan and Wang Linlin mentioned that the Wang family held a dinner party.Wang Nan was preoccupied with thinking about how to find an excuse to leave and live with Zhang Qingxuan after the banquet—probably thinking about it every day and dreaming at night.

In the dream, she and Wang Miaozhi wanted to leave, and even made excuses, Wang Miaozhi looked at her and sneered: Don't think I don't know what's going on in your mind, just let me stop!

She was frightened—this feeling was very real, and she felt her heart was pounding violently when she woke up—feeling that her whole body was seen through, and she pretended to be stupid: What do you mean?I don't understand what you mean. We didn't even spend New Years together in previous years. New Year's Eve in Beijing is too boring. I just want to go somewhere else... Before the word "just" can be said, Wang Miaozhi cut it off firmly: She do not like you!

She was stunned as if she was poked in the middle of the mouth. She wanted to deny or refute "I don't understand what you are talking about/what are you talking about", but she couldn't do it. She just looked at her blankly. Said: So you should wake up, obediently find someone to marry.

She suddenly seemed to have turned into a weak little girl, who only knew to cry when things happened, with tears in her eyes, her voice choked up: No, she likes me, she said 'one piece'.

Wang Miaozhi sneered even more, "Hehe, don't you know that 991 is equal to a '100'?"

She suddenly changed from a weak and crying little girl to a brave lioness, with blood-red eyes roaring: No!It's obviously 'being together for a long time'.She angrily tore her clothes, rushed towards Wang Miaozhi viciously, and then woke up when Wang Miaozhi called her name in surprise——

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On a very cold day, Wang Nan broke out in a cold sweat on his forehead.

She was speechless to herself and to this dream, speechless and heartbroken.

The weak little girl and Xin Jing express her fear of Wang Miaozhi, the behavior of the lioness and pounce represents her desire and dissatisfaction of resistance, and tearing up clothes means that she is willing to give up all her belongings just to achieve her wish (with Zhang Qingxuan) ——

Wang Linlin once asked, what would she do if Wang Miaozhi insisted on stopping her from being with Zhang Qingxuan, she answered her at that time: What to do, let's eat cold salad!Wang Linlin must have thought that she had nothing to do, but she just saw her walking, but she didn't. She just didn't want others to know her plan, or her attempt?She was ready to give up everything just to be with Zhang Qingxuan.Just a word from her.

Ridiculous isn't it?The arrogant Wang Nan in the eyes of others is only missing Zhang Qingxuan's "I love you".But Zhang Qingxuan never said it, not even sweet talk.Even "99" and "One Piece" are nothing more than her beautiful imagination, and she doesn't even have the courage to prove it.

When she was young, Wang Miaozhi taught her how to deal with the things she likes: never show your liking, you have to learn to be indifferent and careless, you have to wait for others to offer things to you and feel that it is something you have worked hard for.

"This is not because of the principle that 'what is easily obtained is not worth much'. The value of such things varies from person to person. It is because 'what is not available is the best'. Wang Nan, you are my baby, You don't need to endure this torture. You torture others. Remember?'

"Can't you say you like your mother?"

"Oh, you can say whatever you want."

"why?"

……

For some reason, some long past events suddenly came to mind. Wang Nan rubbed the center of her brows with a headache, and refused to dig into Wang Miaozhi's answer in the depths of her memory—it must be a very nasty statement, and she was inexplicably sure about it.

She touched the mobile phone next to the bed and called Zhang Qingxuan: "Where are you?" It's really uncomfortable to think about how to be together all the time but to be abandoned every time, especially after a nightmare .

"woke up?"

"Ah."

"On the way to visit the Forbidden City. Get up when you wake up and eat something. Didn't you say that there are many things today?"

"Yeah." In fact, there are many things every day, whether you want to do it or don't want to do it.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhang Qingxuan asked, noticing that Wang Nan was unusually silent.

"I had a nightmare."

"What kind of nightmare?"

Wang Nan recalled the content and dialogue in the dream, how to teach her how to speak like this? "forgotten."

"Then don't think about it. Doesn't it mean that dreams are the opposite?"

Wang Nan didn't speak, "Zhang Qingxuan..." She hesitated to speak, and she wanted to say something just for a moment. "Well. I'm getting up then."

"Well. What kind of flowers do you like?"

"Ok?"

"I heard people say that when you are in a bad mood, you will be very happy when you receive flowers?"

"Yes. I will be very happy to receive the 'Money Flower'." Wang Nan also casually silent.

Zhang Qingxuan smiled heartily: "Sorry, I'm just a poor man now. So, it's better to only send plant flowers."

"Cut." Wang Nan snorted lightly, and the two chatted nonsense for a while, Zhang Qingxuan got off at the station, and then hung up.

Wang Nan was about to get out of bed to wash and go home when she heard a knock on the door. She walked to the door and saw a woman wearing an apron from a flower shop holding a bouquet of lilies through the cat's eyes. Thinking of what Zhang Qingxuan said, she couldn't help but Sweetly and quickly opened the door to sign for the receipt, then lay back on the bed and called Zhang Qingxuan to thank him.

This bouquet of flowers put Wang Nan in a good mood, somewhat depressed by the nightmare, and returned home refreshed—this time, he didn’t bump into the Li couple.Wang Nan asked Yongru to bring the vase of flowers back to his room to appreciate, and felt that Zhang Qingxuan was actually...really good, she knew that she was in a bad mood after a while, and knew how to send flowers to coax her... Although she resented her in a certain There are some important aspects that are incomprehensible, but they are not important at the moment.

Lily, heart-to-heart, a happy union for a hundred years!

Wang Nan is complacent and self-indulgent.The phone rang again, and because of Zhang Qingxuan's, she happily rushed to the phone, only to realize that it was Wang Linlin's.

The two chatted for a while before they realized that Mrs. Wang was out of danger and had been transferred from the intensive care unit to the ordinary VIP ward, but Wang Linlin's situation was a little bit bad——

"They put away my passport for some reason, and they don't seem to want to let me go back to Canada!" Wang Linlin lamented like that, making Wang Nan want to see if her passport was inexplicably safe.

Wang Nan didn't know how to comfort Wang Linlin. Fortunately, Wang Linlin didn't count on her. She just found someone who knew the situation to vent. When she was done venting, she consciously changed the subject.After the two chatted, Wang Nan turned to call Zhang Qingxuan——

Wang Linlin made her feel sad like a rabbit died, and she urgently needed to talk to Zhang Qingxuan to soothe her mood.

Zhang Qingxuan was very disapproving of this, the reason being: she is an adult and knows how to make choices.As long as she disagrees, no one can force her to nod with a gun.

She said: "Wang Nan, look, this is the struggle between power, wealth and freedom. If you want power and wealth, you have to pay the price of freedom. On the contrary, if you want to be self-sufficient and control your life, you have to pay the price of freedom." To sacrifice supreme power and wealth, which would you choose?"

Wang Nan always felt that she was not talking about Wang Linlin, but about herself: Wang Nan, if you were forced to make a choice, would you choose me, or choose the avenue of wealth paved for you by your family?

"Even if Wang Linlin has nothing, but in this society, as long as she is willing to work, how can she be hungry? As long as she wants to, she can completely leave the family and live the life she wants. All the embarrassments and pains are just a trade-off. Don't worry too much about others."

Although Wang Nan knew that things were not as simple as Zhang Qingxuan said, the essence was true: not to mention that Wang Linlin had a lot of savings, even if she left the Wang family without leaving the Wang family, she could live a well-fed and well-off life just because of the secret shares in her own hands. Life, as Zhang Qingxuan said, depends on which one you choose, is it more powerful and rich, or is it ordinary and self-sufficient?

"Perhaps," she said at last, speechless.

After hanging up the phone, Wang Nan fell into long-term thinking about this, until Wang Miaozhi came back, and then she got busy again It was very lively, but Wang Nan was a little absent-minded, avoiding the ladies and noble ladies who rushed up to talk, and she hid in the corner covered by tall green ornamental plants in a daze.

"what are you doing?"

She sent a message to Zhang Qingxuan, and she put the phone back in her handbag and walked out after waiting for a long time.She was just about to talk to Wang Miaozhi, when she saw Wang Miaozhi in a deep purple velvet dress gracefully leading a handsome young man in an iron gray suit, it was Wang Zhimin——

"Wang Nan, Mr. Wang said that you have worked together? Since we are acquaintances, I will leave it to you to entertain me." She said with a smile.

When Wang Nan was hiding in a corner in a daze, Wang Zhimin gained enough favor with the Wang Family's women's group, which made a female elder of the Wang family ask Wang Miaozhi to bring her to find Wang Nan in person, in order to "let them stay together well".

Wang Nan had no choice but to cheer up and say hello to Wang Zhimin.She was not interested in Wang Zhimin, and she knew some dirty things about him, so she naturally wouldn't "stay together" with him, and she left him to find Wang Miaozhi on the pretext of having something to do before she spoke a few words.

"I want to leave Beijing tomorrow for a walk elsewhere." After being bored for a day, Wang Nan told Wang Miaozhi straight to the point.

Unexpectedly, Wang Miaozhi didn't stop her at all, but rather agreed: "Oh, the Chinese New Year in Beijing is really boring. It's good to go somewhere else."

"You agree?" It was too easy, but Wang Nan couldn't believe it.

"of course."

Wang Nan felt relieved, so he laughed.

Wang Miaozhi said: "Why did you leave Prince Wang behind, you don't want to chat."

"Don't tell me, you..." She emphasized her tone, "we" naturally included those women of the Wang family who are keen to draw red lines, "Do you want to introduce this kind of thing to me? Are you kidding me?"

Wang Miaozhi raised her eyebrows, "I look pretty good. He is handsome and seems to have good working ability. He became the executive director of the family group at a young age, and his family background is good. He is well-matched."

Wang Nan thought of the messy photos of Wang Zhimin that Wang Linlin had sent her, and wondered if Wang Linlin had gotten some information, so she sent them to her, so she took out her phone from her small handbag and took out the photos and handed them to Wang Miaozhi: "Are you sure?"

In the photo, Wang Zhimin hugged a hot girl with his left arm, and kissed a strong half-naked man sideways. The rhythm of men and women killing 3xp is right!

Wang Miaozhi: "..."

Wang Miaozhi took a glass of champagne from the tray of the passing waiter and raised her hand to Wang Nan, "Pretend I didn't say anything."

Naturally, Wang Nan didn't care what Wang Miaozhi said, as long as Wang Miaozhi let her go.Letting go of the burden in her heart, Wang Nan relaxed and passed the dinner safely. She met Zhang Qingxuan at the hotel and was going to accompany Zhang Qingxuan to the United States the next day.

Just as the two were about to go to the airport, Mr. Li called Wang Nan: "Where are you? Your mother was in a car accident. Come back soon."

Wang Nan was stunned.

In order to avoid a girl who jumped out suddenly, Wang Miaozhi bumped into the railing. She was fine, but her arm was broken.Under such circumstances, it is naturally impossible for Wang Nan to leave.

Wang Nan could only go back and let Zhang Qingxuan return alone.

"Feel sorry."

Filled with joy, she poured a basin of cold water. Wang Nan no longer knew what mood she was in. Zhang Qingxuan smiled and rubbed her hair, comforting her: "It's okay. Don't worry too much. Give me a message when you have time."

The two parted ways.