"Didn't this kid say he was just breathing? Why haven't he woke up yet?" Osamu Dazai heard someone's voice vaguely, it was the familiar voice of a slug, it was really annoying.

Yes, why haven't I woke up yet?

Osamu Dazai asked himself in his heart, why is he still alive?

He obviously jumped off the roof, why is he still alive?

Why let him wake up again and see such a world?Seeing Oda Saku go to school happily, stepping towards his dream without any haze, seeing Ango is still Oda Saku's senior, the two of them volunteered together to discuss the future together, seeing the Akutagawa brothers and sisters so naturally Mixing with the children, living the life of ordinary people as a matter of course, seeing Dr. Sen is still so motivated to climb up, and seeing...a person who is very similar to what I know from any angle. The completely different Central Plains in China?

Such a world is already beautiful enough, so beautiful that even without him, it doesn't matter at all, not to mention that in this world, even the proof of his existence has disappeared.

In such a world, why am I still alive?

Vaguely, he noticed that someone seemed to have approached him, but left soon.

Yes, just let yourself sleep like this, it is best not to wake up.

"Hey, boy, wake up!" In a daze, Osamu Dazai felt someone shaking himself vigorously, really, he told him to sleep!

He obviously didn't want to open his eyes at all, but his body was out of control. When he opened his eyes, he saw a man's anxious face and the surging sea water rushing from behind.

"I finally woke up, it's good to wake up, it's good to wake up." The man said, hugging him and rushing forward.

hug him?

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes wide in disbelief, but only saw the crimson hair hanging down from his forehead.

Chu Hong?Has he turned into that slug of Chuya?

what's the situation?

But soon he didn't have time to think so much, because what appeared in his field of vision in the next second was the sky full of artillery fire, coming towards them, the artillery fire that almost covered the sky and the plane that was not good at all.

"Get down!" A woman's voice sounded not far away, and the man holding Zhong Ye immediately rushed forward. The woman had already rushed over, and the ship suits deployed on both sides of her body fired at the same time, killing the flying man in mid-air. The shell exploded.

"Quick, keep moving forward, the refuge is ahead!" The woman said loudly, while raising the Taidao in her hand, and severed a piece of shrapnel flying over.

Looking at the smoky battlefield, Osamu Dazai couldn't help but be a little surprised. Wasn't that guy Nakaya born as a barbarian, on the contrary, he was born on such a battlefield?

But his question obviously couldn't be answered, and the eyes of this body closed again.

Damn, what is this slug doing!Why wake up when you don't want to wake up, and fall asleep at such a critical time!

Osamu Dazai was completely intrigued, but what he saw was incoherent, there was no continuity between the previous scene and the next scene.

"Chuya, you are so powerful." The black-haired, blue-eyed man with a typical European and American face laughed and patted "myself" on the shoulder, "You can actually manipulate gravity, I think you will definitely be an excellent commander. "

"Those deep seas are really troublesome, and there are too many of them, and they can't be cleaned up at all." Osamu Dazai looked at the young Nakahara Chuya talking to the man opposite him from the first perspective. With his strength, he would express such emotion?

Then he remembered the scene he had seen before, the cannon fire and the alien planes, it was a real war, definitely not a real war where a few people could change the situation.Once this kind of thing is turned on, it is like a meat grinder. When he was young, he only saw a few sporadic scenes in the rear, but it already gave him a feeling as if someone was strangling his throat.

"It's okay, go apply for the Naval Academy, this year's enrollment @#¥......"

The picture dimmed again, and when it came back on, he was already standing in an office, and the man across the desk smiled and said to him, "Congratulations, Mr. Zhongyuan, although you are a man-made human, you also have some physical defects. But fortunately, your genetic telomeres and chromosomes are normal, and there is no limit on lifespan."

"Dean, don't you speak out of breath? It's great that you have no problem with your life expectancy...but what's the physical defect?" Osamu Dazai could feel Chuuya's feeling of relaxation after being frightened, and at the same time he was a little curious, Doesn't the figure defect refer to height?

"To put it simply, your height is restricted. I'm afraid you won't be able to exceed 160 in this life?" The dean opposite showed a playful smile.

"Cut!" All the complicated emotions finally converged into this word.

Pfft, it's really impossible for a little dwarf to exceed 1.6 meters.

The picture darkened again, and what reappeared was the boundless sea, shattered wreckage, and blood everywhere.

"Chuya... run, you are the only one in our team who can escape alive." A person not far away was holding his shoulders in embarrassment, and beside him were two dead in a pool of blood. The guy, "Our luck is really bad...the first exercise encountered a deep sea attack..."

"Shut up, I will definitely take you out!" Chuya's figure seemed to be floating in mid-air, but he also seemed to be seriously injured. Even a combat power like Zhongya would be seriously injured. The opposite... …

Through Nakahara Chuya's eyes, Osamu Dazai saw the huge and terrifying monster floating on the sea opposite him. A pair of thick and big hands were strangely connected to both sides of the ferocious giant mouth, and above the giant mouth was connected a girl-like The same figure, the girl's side is full of gun barrels, and she with white hair and red eyes seems to have seen the movement here, and they all turned the barrels to point this way.

This is... the deep sea?

Osamu Dazai only saw the fire coming out of the muzzle, and the screen switched again.

What appeared this time was like a university classroom, in a clean classroom, a large number of students wearing blue and white navy uniforms, and a teacher explaining to the blackboard on the podium, the teacher's voice echoed loudly in the classroom, " ...So you must remember that if you encounter the mirror space, you must break the space anchor point in time, and then get out before the space is broken."

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and this not-so-young teacher didn't intend to delay the class, and waved his hand to signal the students to leave.

When Chuya was packing up his pens and notebooks, a girl who Dazai thought looked familiar appeared in front of his eyes. No, this girl was quite different from the one he had seen before, but he still heard something familiar to Chuuya. The voice called out: "Z1, your class is over too?"

"That's right, the class in the afternoon is taught by the ship's mother and the commander..."

There was no sign that the screen was cut off, but Osamu Dazai was used to it. He thought that he probably touched Chuya’s memory by accident, so he jumped around like this. Fortunately, the sequence should be normal, otherwise it would be a He also has a little headache.

"The third formation, the third formation, gather at D17 and prepare to attack." The horn on the telegraph pole shouted loudly.

A group of students immediately ran towards a certain direction. Chuya's stature was not particularly short among the group of students. Osamu Dazai even saw a few girls with the same immature face in the front row.

"Your job is to cover the attack of the first echelon. All students are connected to your spiritual network, and the use of special abilities is prohibited. All instructions are only allowed to be issued from the spiritual network. Do you understand?" The instructor's voice came, and the students Respond neatly.

Immediately Osamu Dazai felt that something else in his world was connected to him. The feeling of mutual transparency made him tremble uncomfortably, but now he is only in the memory of others, There is simply no way to control this feeling.

That warm, gentle feeling.

In the next second, that feeling became cold and dead, just like the feeling of being soaked in water after he entered the water.

Osamu Dazai was a little surprised to find that this feeling came from Chuya Nakahara's heart.

"Is that kid okay?" A conversation could be vaguely heard outside the door.

"It's too unfortunate. His initial ship can already sign the oath contract, but it's unfortunate that he encountered such a thing..."

"If the mirror space shatters, those who don't have time to escape will die inside. It's too cruel."

wedding ring?Osamu Dazai tried to look at Nakahara Chuya's hand, but he couldn't see it because of the opponent's movements.However, he immediately realized why the Z1 he saw was different from the one he remembered just now, because the previous Z1 was dead, no, it had sunk.

Did Chuya feel this feeling of despair?

Osamu Dazai was a little surprised and thought indifferently, since he had experienced such complete despair, why didn't this little man become like him?

In the next second, a strong flame burned from the bottom of his heart, no, it wasn't his heart, it was Chuya's heart, something was burning, and the strong emotion was constantly burning Zhongyuan Zhongye himself like a flame , and at the same time crazily burning Osamu Dazai himself.

Stop it you dark dwarf, what the hell are you thinking?Why are they all trapped in such darkness, but still want to burn?

Osamu Dazai felt fear and panic like never before, stop it, stop it, let me wake up, I don't want to stay in this damn slug's memory anymore!

As if hearing his prayer, he felt that his consciousness was quickly leaving this terrifyingly hot feeling, and then the scene suddenly cut to a bar, two people were sitting in front of the bar, drinking wine obviously not very happily, the two There is also a blank page with not much text written on it between the people.

"...This is Lise's suicide note. According to his family, he committed suicide after writing this." The blond man beside Chuya said with a deep expression.

"...didn't collapse because of the sacrificed ship girl, but was crushed by the clear and cloudless sky (1)?" Zhong also looked at the text on the copy paper, lowered his eyes, and whispered softly , with a low voice, as if crying, "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (2)"

"Hey, Nietzsche, do you think it is meaningful for human beings to live?" Zhong also stopped reciting poems, and turned to ask the blond young man beside him, "Especially guys like us who might die suddenly at any time." ..."

The young man named Nietzsche turned his body casually, "I don't even know where the end of the universe is, how can I know this?" But his eyes are very deep, it is obvious that this question is also something he often asks Thinking, "I don't know if human beings are alive or not, but the things they do after living are more or less meaningful, right?"

Osamu Dazai couldn't finish listening to their conversation, his eyes completely brightened up, he tried to blink his eyes, and found that he had returned to reality, all the previous things became erratic like flowers in a mirror.

The author has something to say:

(1) The meaning is taken from amazarashi's song, 空っぽの空に消される (destroyed by the empty sky), amazarashi's songs are amazing, you can listen to it if you are interested, and it is available on Netease Cloud.

(2) "The Circus" by Chuya Nakahara, a three-time poet

(3) From "JOJO's Bizarre Adventure - Golden Wind"

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I have to declare again that this article really has no double black CP, and these two chapters are definitely not written for CP!One of the reasons why I write like this is that I want to write an ending where all the members are HE, and the leader Jae is almost in a state where his desire to survive has been extinguished. There must be something to make him want to live. .So I opened a cheat for him, and he and Zhong also experienced each other's memories, although they were only fragments, and there were only trivial emotions and no real things that happened.Only in this way can he really survive, and Chuya can justifiably squeeze him after knowing his essence.

In this article, Zhong also had to be forced for a long time before he became a real boss. The deep-sea beatings he experienced were much more severe than Dazai and Dr. Mori.

In the next chapter, it will be Zhongya's turn to complain about the memory of the leader Jae.

感谢在2020-08-0318:10:17~2020-08-0402:44:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Liuyinglihuang, Reginleif, 1 Bodhi seed under the tree;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:金鱼草今天也想逃跑45瓶;叫我宇宙无敌美少女40瓶;中也不吃青花鱼34瓶;羊咩咩、空酱、小恩、卧伊鸠、wula20瓶;嘻嘻嘻(‵▽′)ψ17瓶;承曦16瓶;某世界线的武侦萝莉控、亿只阿咸QWQ、能鸽善鹉者、白首卧松云10瓶;乐9瓶;叶疏楼8瓶;我真的好困、听雨5瓶;灯上长猫了吗4瓶;赵蒙蒙、柳拜月、浅花遍阡陌、淇水滺滺1瓶;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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