don't like you

There were five actors who received the audition notice, and Song Jing was the third one to enter.

Right now the first person to go in has not yet come out, and the remaining four people are honestly waiting in the lounge, lowering their heads and eyes to think about the state of mind of the characters, Song Jing felt a little nervous after not seeing him for a long time.

When Zhong Shufang told him about the script, he liked it very much. Every character in it is very vivid.Song Jingcong closed his eyes and entered Xu Shan's state of mind.

The tall and beautiful Alpha who met on a blind date broke into his life directly as a fiancé, delicate, warm and considerate. It is quite normal to have a heartbeat, and there are very few disputes between the two. Reconciliation, the time with Zhou Heng seems to be gentle and long, the only regret is that the life is too gentle, and it lacks the meaning of dry wood and fire.

Xu Shan's temperament is inherently indecisive, he doesn't have any opinions, he just thinks it's good.

Until the uninterrupted text messages and letters from unknown sources appeared in his life one after another, all of them were telling him that Zhou Heng was different from other Alphas. Omega, marrying him is just a marriage arranged by the family.

He was just a tool to maintain the Zhou family's business, and Zhou Heng was just playing around.

Of course Xu Shan didn't believe it at first, but the person who sent the message had to cite a lot of evidence, photos were sent to him one by one, and there was even a video with stronger proof.

Once the seeds of doubt germinate, it is difficult to bury them in the soil again, and the two have no emotional basis before they get married.

Under the multiple pressures of life and work, the two began to quarrel. Zhou Heng was tired of dealing with the business field, and always thought that one day they would find time to sit down and have a good talk, but before that day came, he went to the north on a business trip , two places, one south and one north, became diagonal lines on the map, as if someone with malicious intentions deliberately pulled the relationship between them farther and farther.

It’s ironic enough for a married Omega to be in heat and to rely on inhibitors to get through her estrous period. The photo of Zhou Hengyuan having dinner with his third love partner a thousand miles away happened to be uploaded to Xu Shan’s phone again, which is not very bright. Under the light, the two talked happily, and the ambiguous atmosphere suddenly rose.

They even kissed reluctantly as they left.

The kiss was taken on borrowed seats. It is not difficult to find it if you look carefully, but Xu Shan was uncomfortable at first. When he saw this photo, he felt a blow to his head. There is no need to think about the authenticity of the photo...

"The third one is ready to enter the arena." The recorder pushed open the door and shouted.

When Song Jing got up and opened the door, he just passed by the previous person. The other person's eyes were red, obviously crying.

It seems to be a scene in the later stage, Song Jing understood it from his heart.

The scene was a simply furnished bedroom, with a gap in the middle, with the chief assistant director, screenwriter, producer and several investors sitting behind.

Seeing people come in, the director went straight to the theme: "Let's start the suicide scene."

Song Jingcong nodded, and when he looked up again, his eyes were covered with an indelible melancholy, as if he had become Xu Shan.

He squatted on the ground and held the photo of him and Zhou Heng on the bedside table in his arms. He stroked Zhou Heng's eyebrows inch by inch with his finger, paused on his mouth for a moment, tilted his head to think, and leaned forward to face Zhou Heng. Heng kissed the corner of his mouth.

Then the corner of his mouth twitched, as if thinking of the light kiss they had when they were playing together, but the curve of the corner of his mouth was too shallow and forced, it couldn't even be called a smile.

No smile will appear on the ashen face, so sad.

Song Jingcong held the photo to his chest with one hand, took out the pills that had been prepared in the drawer with the other hand, and poured out the remaining 20 pills at once. He stared at it for a while. The white pill, with tears in his eyes that could not fall, moved his mouth and lowered his head to mumble a few words, but did not make a sound. From the shape of his mouth, he could tell it was the word "sorry".

I don't know who he is saying sorry to, whether it is his parents and relatives at home, or Zhou Heng who is far away abroad, or he is apologizing to himself.After stopping to murmur, Song Jingcong grabbed the pills and stuffed them into his mouth several times.

He took off his shoes and socks and lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, let the tears slide down from the corner of his eyes to the pillow, and then blended into it without any trace.

The group photo of the two smiling happily was still firmly held in the hand when conscious, and it fell to the ground with the passage of time, forming deep folds at the corner that was held.

The room was terribly quiet in just a few minutes, and the depressed atmosphere spread around Song Jingcong. He hadn't said a word since he entered the room, and all his love and hatred were hidden in his eyes and movements.

He alone decided his own life and death calmly and dejectedly.

However, a big stone was thrown in the hearts of everyone at the scene, which made people breathless.

"Cut. Thank you for your hard work." The director was the first to react.

Song Jingcong got off the bed, put on his shoes and socks, bowed to the people in the opposite row, and smiled again, revealing the dimples on both sides of his face, looking full of vigor and vitality.

The screenwriter smiled back at him, the director nodded slightly, and several investors exchanged glances with each other. Standing mindful of his work, he has already gone to call the next audition actor.

When Song Jingcong went out, Zhong Shufang was leaning against the wall and waiting for him. When he was acting, he just kissed the flat person, and suddenly saw the three-dimensional Song Jingcong. The indirect kiss between the two a month ago made their faces burn even more.

Zhong Shufang stretched out his hand and gently brushed across the corner of his eyes, wiping away the tears that he hadn't bothered to wipe away, "Which scene, why are you still crying?"

Song Jingcong stretched out his hand to cover the skin that had just been touched by Alpha, "The scene of suicide."

"The first time I acted, the director is really as good as ever." Zhong Shufang complained about the director because the door inside was closed tightly and the sound insulation effect was good. "It was the last scene when I was auditioning."

"Go to the cemetery to watch Xu Shan's scene?" Song Jingcong recalled the script.

Zhong Shufang nodded and sighed, "Fatality tricks people."

It was also a very hard scene. Zhou Heng rushed back from abroad and failed to see his Omega after all. The goodbye was already a cold stone tablet. Xu Shan obviously didn't take anything away, and only came obediently by himself. Leave quietly.

But Zhou Heng felt that he had nothing left.

Zhong Shufang looked at Song Jingcong who was standing beside him, and Song Jingcong's eyes just happened to fall on his face, facing the light of midsummer, vivid and vivid.

He is not Zhou Heng, Song Jingcong will always be by his side.