Lemon Lightning

When An Ning woke up, the light in the living room had been turned off. He was lying on the sofa, wrapped in a thick wool blanket, which was indeed wrapped. When he opened his eyes, his head and even his neck were buried under the blanket. The floor heater was still turned on in the room, and he was almost sweating in his sleep, almost waking up from the heat.

Qin Weihang was not there, he thought Qin Weihang had gone back to the guest room to sleep, he lifted the blanket and sat up, only to see the light on the balcony, Qin Weihang was sitting alone on the steps of the terrace, the hood of his down jacket was pulled up to cover his head.

The light on the terrace was not much brighter than the moonlight. An Ning looked at Qin Weihang's slender and broad back, and had the illusion that he would turn back into a big black leopard in the next second, and his elongated and vigorous body would shine in the moonlight. Stretch down for a charming twink.

Picking up the mobile phone on the coffee table to check the time, it was already past three o'clock in the evening, An Ning got up and went out, as soon as the door was opened, Qin Weihang heard the movement and turned to look over.

The hood of Qin Weihang's down jacket is pulled up, and the edge of the hood is surrounded by a circle of warm mink fur. Those soft, long and fine hairs are fluttering in the night. Qin Weihang's eyes hidden in the shadow are as cold as in Siberia The plains are as clean as ignorant wolves, it's so bewitching.

"Why are you still up so late?" An Ning walked out, feeling the coolness of the courtyard immediately.

Qin Weihang turned his head away: "I can't sleep."

An Ning went to sit next to him and said, "Then let's chat."

Qin Weihang tilted his head and looked him up and down: "Are you awake?"

An Ning nodded embarrassedly.

Qin Weihang lowered his head and picked up the beer can next to him, but he didn't drink it. He just squeezed it with a "click" and said, "Didn't you say you were not sleepy, but you left me alone and fell asleep."

An Ning said guiltily, "You can wake me up too..."

"I called."

"Ah?" An Ning blinked, "Really?"

"Why did you lie to you?" Qin Weihang glanced at the person beside him who was looking up at him out of the corner of his eye. His reaction made him raise his eyebrows uncontrollably. "I called you several times. If you don't get up, what can I do?"

This made An Ning even more embarrassed: "I may be crazy from exhaustion..." He asked again, "Then the finale is LOTUS?"

Qin Weihang nodded.

"What are you singing?"

"I don't remember the title of the song," Qin Weihang twirled the soda can with both hands, looking at the distance of the courtyard, "I only remember one line of lyrics."

"what?"

"I? wish? it? is? love."

An Ning laughed: "This is the title of the song."

He also said that he was not a fan of LOTUS, Qin Weihang looked at him, his eyes were a little bit drunk, he smiled half a smile, and wanted to say that I might go to their concert in the future, can I call you when the time comes, but it seems that it is not very suitable.

The two of them sat in the empty night, and An Ning thought of Zhong Jing in the wheelchair again, but she couldn't help but care, and asked cautiously, "Can I ask your teacher...why did this happen?"

Qin Weihang didn't want to tell anyone about the accident at first, but whenever people asked insincerely, it was like a thorn, always pricking him off guard, but maybe this night was too gentle, this look was too gentle, he felt The thorn seemed to have softened.

This is the first time after so many years to recall the scene so carefully. How Zhong Jing fell in front of his eyes, and how he waited for the rescue team to arrive in fear and confusion. The most terrifying scene actually happened in the hospital. It was when the doctor told them that Zhong Jing might not be able to walk again. At that time, he really thought that it would be great if he could return his legs to Zhong Jing. If Zhong Jing could stand up again, no matter what he wanted can do anything...

When talking about these things, the gazes from around him are always gentle and gentle. When he talks about those bloody moments, those days of despair and extreme fear, the eyes will also be stung.He felt as if he was stabbing an innocent little animal with the thorn in reverse, how sharp the thorn was, because the animal was too soft, and it felt it all.

But he also felt that the other party was quietly pulling out his thorns, and he was afraid of hurting him. If he frowned and snorted, this person might suffer more than him.

An Ning was silent for a long time after listening, and said softly, "So you are all alone afterward."

Qin Weihang didn't speak, and took a sip of wine silently.He never talked about this with others, because he never expected anything from others. He could only bear the guilt himself, and he was willing to bear it. This was already the lowest degree of punishment.But today he seems to have become fragile, and he is so eager to be comforted, to be comforted by this person.

An Ning didn't know what to say to comfort the other party, saying it wasn't your fault, but this was just repeatedly reminding Qin Weihang that it was his fault, saying that I understand you, but I'm not the person involved, just Qin Weihang's few words I really Can you empathize?

He thought hard, thought hard, and then thought of a way that could at least give Qin Weihang some comfort:

"Do you still remember what I said about my dad when I gave you extra lessons?"

Qin Weihang looked at him.

"He only stayed in prison for one year. Later, he was diagnosed with advanced cancer and passed away after being released on parole for half a year." An Ning said, "Then I went to my mother. My parents divorced very early. I was only five years old at the time. , When I was young, I remember that my mother often came to see me. After I was in elementary school, I came less often. Later I found out that she had her own family. After my father passed away, I went to her place. I actually... At that time I was afraid that she would not want me, but she still accepted me. Although... I still miss my dad very much, I think it would be good if my dad and I depended on each other, so that I don't have to disturb my mother's new life. "

If you can't think of words of comfort, let me comfort him and let him know that he is not alone.Just like in the song "Rooftop", "You said your heart can't stop, I'll show you my wound".

The original intention was to comfort Qin Weihang, but the more he said it, the more sad he became. He also had a beautiful childhood, and also had relatives who loved and cared for him.

"After my dad passed away, I always felt that no one in this world really needed me anymore."

... He actually said it, a sentence that he had never said to anyone before, and he didn't even dare to take it to his heart. When Qin Weihang said that Zhong Jing could no longer stand up because of his own fault, he felt that this wound of his was also covered. uncovered.

Qin Weihang, who was sitting next to him, just listened silently. An Ning didn't remember what he said, or maybe it was some self-defeating words. He suddenly heard Qin Weihang reply: "...how could it be, you are so cute .”

He thought he heard it wrong, and looked at Qin Weihang dumbfounded.Qin Weihang's eyes were slightly drunk, as if he was finally a little drunk, he accepted his gaze more calmly than usual, put his hands on his long curved legs, turned his head sideways and said to him: "Really, you He is the cutest boy I have ever seen," he smiled, and suddenly raised his hand on his knee, An Ning opened his eyes wide to see that hand stretched out, put it on the back of his head and rubbed it, the owner of the hand said narrowly , "Mushroom-headed little frog."

This is the first time that An Ning feels the breadth and strength of Qin Weihang's palm so personally. That hand rubs his head, but it seems to dominate his body from top to bottom. He looks at Qin Weihang's bright and deep eyes without blinking. , feeling like I'm about to suffocate.What does it mean?If this behavior is like this, is it because he was drunk, or does it have any special meaning...

"You are no longer a little mushroom-headed frog," Qin Weihang said. He came closer and looked into his eyes. "You are an animal with beautiful eyes."

After speaking, he withdrew his hand, and just lay back on the terrace, murmured childishly, "The person who invented the contact lens is a genius", and closed his eyes as if satisfied.

It turned out to be such a comfort, Qin Weihang closed his eyes, and felt the alcohol in his stomach turn into a wave of heat, warming his limbs and bones.No one has ever comforted him like this. I told him my scars, and he showed me his wounds. They were all secrets, and they were no longer secrets.It's so nice to accept all the pain in a split second, because knowing that it's evenly on your shoulders and mine, and shared with you, they go from pain to treasure.

There was no movement, only the chirping of insects at night.An Ning looked at Qin Weihang who was lying peacefully on the ground. Qin Weihang's right hand, which had been rubbing his hair, was now resting on the bottom of his chest, where the stomach must be.He whispered: "Qin Weihang?...Qin Weihang?"

The tall and handsome leopard fell asleep.An Ning's throat twitched, and with unspeakable emotions, he also lay down gently on the back, being careful not to touch Qin Weihang, and lay side by side with him on the terrace.Above their heads was the cold night sky in winter. He looked at the brightest lone star for a long time before he mustered up the courage to turn his head and saw Qin Weihang sleeping next to him, with the hood of his down jacket hanging back. The forehead and the tall and straight bridge of the nose, which looked a bit aloof, were fully visible under the moonlight, and were dyed an intoxicating purple.

An Ning didn't fall asleep, he couldn't fall asleep anymore, and the terrace was too cold, he sat up after lying down for a while, and called Qin Weihang again.Qin Weihang ignored him, and turned to the side, with his back to him, An Ning leaned over, leaned over and patted him on the shoulder, and said, "It's too cold, let's go in and sleep."

Qin Weihang still didn't move, An Ning sat helplessly, looked at his back, and said helplessly to himself: "If only I could hold you in..."

It's a pity that you are too tall and heavy, why are you so tall and heavy, Qin Weihang...

He didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he had to get up and go back to the house, went to the bathroom to take off his contact lenses, then took out the blanket on the sofa, covered Qin Weihang, and lay down beside him, thinking that it's okay, I Accompany you to catch a cold.

With a blushing face, he pulled up a corner of the blanket and covered his waist, and said softly to Qin Weihang's back, "I'm sorry, it's really cold, and I only have this wool blanket."

The length of the blanket was not enough, so he had no choice but to move closer to Qin Weihang's direction. Qin Weihang's down jacket was open, and after turning over, the hood also fell to one side, and the neckline was pulled open, revealing the black round-neck sweater inside. , and Qin Weihang's bare nape.An Ning stared at Qin Weihang's clean neck, the thin cyan hair at the end of his hair, you can imagine how smooth and gentle his broad shoulders supported the black sweater, the blanket was placed on the shoulders of the two of them like a suspension bridge, Qin Weihang's back The block is empty, but if you get closer, you will be stuck on Qin Weihang's back, which is very inappropriate.

An Ning put her hands on the outside of the wool blanket, looked up at the sky, and wondered if I was trying to hide it, my selfishness was too obvious, and I promised not to take advantage of others.But I can't leave him outside alone, and go to sleep in the living room by myself... I was so troubled and troubled, and then I fell asleep too, on the cool terrace, with the person I like.

***

Early the next morning, Zhong Jing got up after a full sleep, and when he passed the balcony, he suddenly saw two boys lying on the balcony, with the expression of hell on their faces.What's going on with the young people nowadays, if they have a room and don't sleep, they insist on sleeping outside, is there something wrong with that?

The wheelchair moved to the balcony, and he shouted down: "Qin Weihang?! Qin Weihang?!"

Qin Weihang woke up with back pain all over his body. He sat up and saw An Ning sleeping next to him, and heard Zhong Jing asking him from the balcony on the third floor: "What are you doing?!"

Qin Weihang rubbed his sore neck, looked at An Ning who was curled up and sleeping behind him in bewilderment, and said without looking up: "I don't know."

"What?" Zhong Jing didn't hear it.

Qin Weihang raised his head and stared at him, then raised his voice: "Nothing."

Zhong Jing shook his head helplessly.

Qin Weihang lowered his head and called An Ning twice, An Ning opened his eyes in great pain, his body felt cold and uncomfortable, and then he felt the back of Qin Weihang's hand on his forehead.

He took it back after posting it for a while, and asked him, "Why are you sleeping here?"

An Ning got up with difficulty, and said in a hoarse voice, "I just wanted to lie down for a while, but I fell asleep in a daze..."

Qin Weihang put the blanket on him and said, "You brought this blanket, why don't you go in and sleep?"

An Ning was questioned. Thinking that Qin Weihang drank, he probably forgot all about the conversation last night, so he could only say, "I took the blanket because I wanted to drink and chat with you..."

Qin Weihang frowned lightly, looked at him without saying a word, relaxed his brows after a while, and said, "Your face is so red."

An Ning felt guilty for a while, wondering why I was so shameless.

Qin Weihang stood up on his knees and said, "Come in and take some antipyretics."

An Ning followed behind him dizzily, Qin Weihang opened the balcony door and said, "You don't have to worry about where I sleep from now on, I'm used to sleeping in the wild."

An Ning secretly scolded herself for being a nerd, or maybe she was blinded by love, doing all these stupid things.It turns out that people who fall in love will have lower IQ. It turns out that it is true. What kind of physique does he use to compete with Qin Weihang?He felt that his IQ was about to be turned negative by Qin Weihang.

While eating breakfast, An Ning was already in some pain, her nose was so stuffed that she couldn't breathe.Zhong Jing is so angry and funny, it's fine for Qin Weihang to mess around like this, why does Xueba follow him around, is it really the black one who is close to ink?Qin Weihang's Mo's fighting power is surprisingly strong, and he has a whole set of tricks to bring down good students.

Qin Weihang quickly finished his breakfast, stood up and said, "Let's go back first." Then he said to An Ning, "If you can't eat it, don't eat it."

Zhong Jing gave him the car keys: "Drive my car back."

An Ning thought that she had really caused trouble to others, and her face was full of guilt.

Qin Weihang glanced at him, took his coat and put it on his shoulders, and said, "No need, let's take a taxi back."

Zhong Jing said, "Then how long will it take you to go down?"

Qin Weihang turned around and asked An Ning, "Can you go?"

An Ning nodded immediately, and said to Zhong Jing, "It's okay, teacher."

What can you do with a voice like this?Zhong Jing shook his head, but the two of them really cooperated with each other, and he couldn't get in the way. Alas, it can be regarded as a pot with a cover.

Leaving the villa, An Ning could feel that Qin Weihang was walking surprisingly slowly. He always walked in front of her before, but this time she always walked beside her.They seemed to have walked for a long time to the gate of Lantian County. After getting into the taxi, An Ning told the driver uncle the address. Qin Weihang closed the car door and said to the driver again: "Can you close the windows, it's a bit cold."

The front and rear windows were rolled up, and An Ning watched Qin Weihang lean back on the seat back with a rustle. This time, Qin Weihang's long spread legs leaned against his legs without any hesitation, and she did not avoid it.

When An Ning was about to arrive at school, An Ning took out his mobile phone ahead of time, Qin Weihang glanced at him and said, "What are you doing?"

An Ning said hoarsely, "I'll pay the fare this time."

Qin Weihang looked at him, took out his mobile phone from the pocket of the down jacket, and patted his hand: "Then you pay. The payment password is 123123."

An Ning didn't expect Qin Weihang to reveal all the payment passwords, and she was dumbfounded while holding the iPhone.

Qin Weihang took the phone back and said, "I lied to you." He opened the WeChat interface and said, "Don't be polite to me, okay?"

An Ning seemed to be bewitched by his plain tone, and nodded involuntarily before Qin Weihang turned his head and looked out the car window.