Lemon Lightning

An Ning didn't know why she cared so much about Qin Weihang's words. When she thought of Qin Weihang's contemptuous eyes, she felt terribly uncomfortable. She couldn't even think about whether what Qin Weihang said made sense, and why he said it.

Originally, he planned to return the clothes when he went to make up classes on weekends, but now he didn't want to wait all day, so he called Qian Fei. When Qian Fei heard that he was going to deliver the clothes now, she said, "Don't be in such a hurry. , you can bring it over the weekend."

An Ning insisted on sending it back now: "Sister Qian Fei, are you at home now?"

"I'm in the company now."

"Then is it convenient for you to give me an address, and I will send it to your company."

Qian Fei was very surprised and asked, "What's the matter, why are you in such a hurry?"

"It's nothing." An Ning didn't tell the truth, "I'm outside now," he got up and walked to the balcony, and said, "It's just on the way."

"...Well, you can stay at the front desk when you arrive at the company."

Qian Fei sent him the address, and An Ning quickly packed up his things and went downstairs. He rushed to Qian Fei's company building, delivered his pockets to the front desk, and left.It took more than an hour to go back and forth. In the subway on the return journey, people were looking down and swiping their phones to pass the time. An Ning stared blankly at the dark tunnel and people's tired reflections on the glass windows, and listened to the mechanical sound of the station announcement over and over again. He didn't know where he was now, and he didn't know what to do to get Qin Weihang's words out of his mind.

It was already evening when he returned to school, he went to the cafeteria to eat, went back to the dormitory to turn on the computer, ordered a cheap mobile phone online, and needed to scan the code at the last step of the purchase, which stumped him all at once.

Too impulsive, I should return the phone after buying it...

He dug out the old mobile phone again, and prayed that it would be able to turn on while charging, but luck seemed to have left him suddenly on this day, and the mobile phone seemed to be completely out of service.After the phone couldn't be turned on, he looked out the window helplessly. There was a public phone downstairs in the dormitory. He could also buy a phone card for tens of dollars, call home, and ask his mother to help him pay.But he originally planned to wait for his mother's birthday a week later before making this call. Now that he calls this help call, the gift and surprise will be wasted.

Let's work harder, thinking this way, he retracted his gaze, opened the ZFB website again, tried tenaciously for an hour, finally retrieved the account number and password, logged in to the website, and completed the payment.

After finishing all this, it was almost nine o'clock, and An Ning lay on the desk feeling relieved, feeling more tired than running 500 meters.

After choosing a mobile phone, I chose a 600 yuan one. After placing the order, I calculated it in my head. He earns [-] yuan a month as a part-time job, but this is all living expenses and tuition fees, and the family will not give extra money. He paid money, and the prices in City A were twice that of his hometown. Originally, because the second-hand computer in the dormitory was a bit slow, he planned to save money to replace it, but now he had to postpone it. As for the glasses, this pair The prescription of the glasses should be able to cope with it for a while, but the film is a bit worn, but it can only be changed later.

It was a long time at night when An Ning remembered that he forgot to fetch hot water. Before the water room was closed, he hurried downstairs with a water bottle. The aunt in the water room was a little surprised to see him and asked him why he came to fetch water so late today. .

The hot water gurgled into the water bottle, and a cloud of mist immediately formed on the lens, everything in front of his eyes was blurred, as if a thick fog suddenly appeared in the night, he usually fetched water at dinner time, before it was dark , Even if the lens is fogged, you can still see the road under your feet.When asked by his aunt why he came so late today, he smiled and said that something was delayed.Seriously speaking, it seems that nothing major has happened, but his peaceful and harmonious life has been completely disrupted today. Ever since he saw the poster of deep-water rock climbing, nothing has been right.

Downstairs in the dormitory, I met Liang Shenghan and Xiaopang who came back from the Internet cafe. Liang Shenghan was also surprised to see that he was in the dormitory at this point: "It's strange, do you have a day when you don't go to the library?"

Xiaopang asked him: "Brother An Ning, did you read the WeChat I sent you?"

An Ning hesitated, "Oh, I lost my phone..."

Liang Shenghan was surprised: "Lost it?!"

"No way," Xiaopang also sighed, "You are really miserable. You lost such an expensive mobile phone after only using it for a few days!"

An Ning nodded guiltily and said, "Yes."

Fortunately, the e-commerce logistics was fast, and the phone arrived the next day. An Ning downloaded all the apps, logged in to WeChat, and saw Xiaopang’s WeChat. There was also a message from Qian Fei that day. Qian Fei asked him in WeChat: What happened to the phone?

An Ning hurried back: "I'm sorry Miss Qian Fei, I thought about it, I'm still working and studying, so it's not appropriate to use such an expensive mobile phone."

Qian Fei called him directly and asked him, "Did someone say something in the school?"

"No, it's just that I don't think it's appropriate..."

"Why do you think it's inappropriate? What's inappropriate about it?" Qian Fei's tone sounded like the chairman of a group for the first time, and she was so forceful that no one could refute, "This is just a second-hand mobile phone. You don't need to spend a penny to use it." Money, and I don't have to throw it away, just because it sells for five thousand outside, would you rather spend extra money to buy a new phone than use it? Isn't that putting the cart before the horse?"

An Ning was speechless when Qian Fei asked her every sentence.

Qian Fei said: "I don't care what other people say to you, you shouldn't care, the person who said you was wrong, he didn't respect you, you have nothing to do with it."

That night, An Ning lay on the bed tossing and turning, tangled and contradictory. Qian Fei's words were right, but why he still couldn't ignore Qin Weihang's words, even when these two voices clashed in his mind, the one who won in the end was always Qin Weihang.

How can I blame Qin Weihang for not being right, for not respecting me?

It was his own opinion of this not-so-familiar roommate who was too serious, and it seemed difficult to set things right.

***

No one would have thought that Qin Weihang would come to the big class the next day.The third and fourth quarters in the morning were the history of Chinese legal system. Qin Weihang appeared in the lecture theater, and everyone, including Xiaopang and Liang Shenghan, was taken aback.When Qin Weihang entered the classroom, the back row of the lecture theater was already full, and it became more and more empty as he went forward, so he went straight up and sat in an empty seat in the fifth row near the aisle.

An Ning was lowering his head to sort out his notes, but suddenly a shadow in front of him blocked him. He was very tall. He raised his head subconsciously, and saw Qin Weihang wearing a short denim jacket and a black turtleneck sweater. He was stunned for a moment.

Qin Weihang didn't look up when he leaned over to put down the seat. After sitting down, he still habitually leaned back, leaning heavily, and An Ning felt that the row of seats was trembling by him.He looked at Qin Weihang's shoulder, which was within his reach, with an indescribable sense of oppression, which made him a little at a loss as to what to do.

He guessed that maybe Qin Weihang didn't see him when he was choosing the seat. After all, he was writing with his head down. Later, Qin Weihang might have seen it, but it was not easy to change to another seat, so he didn't look up when he put down the seat, pretending that he didn't see yourself.

It's so embarrassing, it's really embarrassing...

After Qin Weihang sat down, he actually regretted a bit. He didn’t know why he chose this seat. It felt too strange, like a kind of demonstration. When he realized that this was really naive, it was already difficult to get up and change seats.Even sitting in the back row is fine, why sit in front of him, this kind of position where one's weaknesses should be exposed at a glance?The other party can look at him at any time, but he doesn't know it, and he can't look back to confirm it. It's a failure.

The teacher who taught the history of Chinese legal system was an old professor from the law school. He was a short old man who wore a pair of old-fashioned glasses that hadn’t been changed in many years, but his thinking was very active. He played Weibo every day and was very up-to-date. The witty remarks in class often made the classroom burst into laughter.His classes are arranged in the third and fourth quarters, so the attendance rate has always been quite high, and Qin Weihang is probably the only one who is often absent.

Halfway through a class, the old professor talked about a case of group sexual assault. The victim was a boy, and the perpetrator was a group of boys, but it didn’t go to the point of having sexual relations. It was more like a kind of campus bullying, and the victim was Volunteering to accept this bullying.The old professor said he wanted to hear everyone's opinions, and looked around the classroom: "Is there anything you want to say?" After listening to the case report, everyone was still in shock. No one raised their hands, and the old professor said, " Then I'll just call a classmate," but put the roll aside, "I'm too lazy to look through the roll, so you can answer the school girl who has been absent all this time."

Everyone in the lecture theater looked at Qin Weihang, and An Ning also looked at Qin Weihang in the front row. Qin Weihang's shoulders remained motionless, but his head was slightly lowered. A black high collar wrapped his slightly drooping neck. Putting his hands forward on the desk, he flipped through the textbooks one after another, but didn't want to respond.

The old professor just laughed, and said to everyone: "He doesn't want to admit it, why doesn't he want to admit it? If I were a school grassroots student, I would stand up boldly."

Qin Weihang still refused to admit it, but An Ning could tell from the slow rise and fall of his shoulders with his breathing that he was not really that calm, he was just trying to calm himself.Like a monk sitting upright and knocking on a wooden fish, after a long time, he can knock his heart like still water.

The old professor asked them all: "What's his name, Qin what?"

Several voices in the classroom said "Qin Weihang", the old professor looked in Qin Weihang's direction again and raised his hand: "Then Qin Weihang, please tell me, I also want to hear that you have been absent from my class for such a long time, yes It’s not a high opinion.”

An Ning saw Qin Weihang let go of his hand on the edge of the table, and he dragged himself on the seat before finally standing up.

He put his shadow back on An Ning, and An Ning looked up at Qin Weihang's back, and heard his voice above his head, with the calmness of an eminent monk who didn't match his age, he said, "I don't know."

The old professor raised his eyebrows: "You don't know you always have an attitude, do you? What is your attitude?"

Qin Weihang thought for a while and said, "Chemical castration." Still very calm.

There was an uproar.

The old professor said: "Your attitude is like hating evil, but it is useless to be jealous. We live in a society ruled by law. I would like to ask, why do you study the law?"

This question was really on point. Not only An Ning was curious, but many people were also curious.

The old professor looked at the school girl, and joked: "I think you should prefer being Batman."

There was laughter in the classroom.

At Qin Wei's air station, with a slow breathing sound that only An Ning could feel, he said, "Eat for dinner."

Rao Qin Weihang's voice was still very calm, and the good-tempered old professor rarely looked a little unhappy, and finally waved his hand: "Okay, sit down." Then he suddenly nodded An Ning, "Come on, the students behind the school grass , tell me your opinion."

An Ning thought that this was really the worst script, Qin Weihang sat down, he stood up again, but was rarely speechless.

The old professor sized him up and said, "Could it be that you study the Fa just to make a living?"

Only then did An Ning regain some sanity.He answered carefully throughout the whole process, with "I think", "I feel", "probably", "maybe", "I'm not sure", for fear of showing off.

Qin Weihang was sitting in front of him, but he couldn't see Qin Weihang's expression, he could only see the shiny black hair on Qin Weihang's head, and he said "I think", and Qin Weihang, who was leaning on the back of the chair, sat up and opened the The mobile phone, which was held by Qin Weihang at the bottom, was located between the desk drawer and his thigh. An Ning could see the advertisement on the screen even if he lowered his head slightly. It was Sui Qingchi's endorsement advertisement for Fubao mineral water. Qin Weihang had one Holding the mobile phone in hand, the thumb slid down a few times casually, and the pictures and text scrolled at a dizzying speed.

It was just a few words, An Ning felt as if he had taught a lesson, because Qin Weihang seemed impatient with the rhythm of his finger sliding, he seemed to stop knocking on his wooden fish, and changed from an eminent monk back to an ordinary 19-year-old boy, emotional The fluctuations are so obvious.

An Ning always felt that even just listening to his voice, Qin Weihang gave off chills all over his body. He sat down quickly after answering under great pressure. The old professor still affirmed such a completely illogical speech, and then intentionally or unintentionally Qin Weihang raised his mouth as a negative textbook, and An Ning saw that even the back of Qin Weihang's head was indifferent, his shoulders no longer slowly rising and falling, and his whole body seemed to be frozen.