Me and my Apollo husband

As soon as I entered the room, I saw a pile of broken bowls on the floor of the living room, including white rice and fried vegetables, mixed with black soup, which had a strong smell of traditional Chinese medicine.The food and medicine dregs were mixed together and spread on the snow-white floor, hurting Zhou Meng's eyes.The lingering shadows of childhood flooded into my mind at this moment, making people resentful.

There was no one in the living room, there were two unopened packs of cigarette leaves on the table, some recovery medicines were placed on the counter, a white wine bottle in the corner, and a gray cloth bag.

In this room, there are some things that should not be in this home.

Zhou Meng glanced around the room, picked up a sharp piece from the pair of broken bowls on the floor, and then went straight to the bedroom upstairs.

"You bastard! What are you doing, bastard!" Ms. Zhang was so frightened that she rushed up to stop him, crying and shouting: "What are you doing with this? You put it away! Handsome, get your cousin here, he Dad is upstairs, quickly pull him to [-] She finished speaking, Zhou Meng's eyes were red, and he stared at her fiercely, with an expression of disbelief on his face.

Ms. Zhang cried and said, "Don't see me like this. He's sick. He doesn't have to be taken care of, and I don't think it's easy to play in the countryside, so I brought him here. You didn't say in advance that you were coming back." , if you say in advance, I will get him away in advance."

"Zhou Meng, put the things down." Yingjun held Zhou Meng's arms from behind, and stretched out his hands to the front, trying to take the broken bowl out of Zhou Meng's hands.Zhou Meng's hand was already bleeding.

Zhou Meng seemed to be out of breath, out of breath, but facing his crying mother, he burst into tears uncontrollably.

"You...brought him here...just to let him torture you again...to waste food?"

"He's sick, that's what sick people are like." Ms. Zhang cried and said, "Boy, he is your own father after all. No matter how many things happened in the past, we won't mention them. From now on, Let's have a good time."

Zhou Mengqi's heart ached, and he was completely speechless.The piece that was about to be taken out by the handsome man was squeezed back into the palm of his hand, he gritted his teeth, and said to the people behind him: "Let me go."

"I won't let it go." The handsome voice was very calm, showing a strange deterrent: "Zhou Meng, you are emotionally unstable now, and you tend to do extreme things. These things will hurt yourself, and That's what I don't want to see. You should calm down."

"I can't calm down." Zhou Meng said, "I just want to kill people now. You'd better let me go."

"I won't let it go. If you want to kill someone, I can kill you for you." Yingjun said.

Ms. Zhang believed that Yingjun could persuade Zhou Meng at first, but now she was intimidated, "You are handsome, what are you talking about!"

Handsome arms tightly tied Zhou Meng: "As long as it is Zhou Meng's wish, I can satisfy him. It's just killing people, it's a trivial matter."

Ms. Zhang looked confused, "You, you two are melons! It's outrageous! Outrageous!"

Zhou Meng's momentum was a little relaxed at the moment, "Let me go."

"Who do you want to kill, tell me, and I'll help you kill him." Yingjun said.

Zhou Meng laughed angrily, "You are crazy."

Handsome doesn't speak.

Being teased by him like this, the anger in Zhou Meng's chest almost subsided, "Okay, okay, let go, I won't make trouble, and you don't want to make trouble with me either."

He threw the fragments in his hand, and Yingjun let him go.

Ms. Zhang let out a long sigh of relief, "Oh my god, you two melon babies scared my old lady to death. If you have something to say, just kill and kill if you disagree, I think you are two fools."

Sitting on the sofa for a while, Zhou Meng frowned, handsome sitting next to him with a popsicle in his mouth to fan himself.Ms. Zhang was still blocking the stairs, and quietly took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Zhou Meng's sister, asking her to come over quickly.

"Don't you want to eat fish?" Zhou Meng suddenly said, "Let's go and buy fish."

He stood up to get his wallet, and handsome followed him out the door with a parasol in hand.

"You guys are going to buy fish? Buy more, your sister and the others will come over later. Buy a few bottles of drinks, your sister will come too." Ms. Zhang shouted from behind.Then hurriedly ran upstairs, the bedroom door was tightly closed, and Ms. Zhang said quickly at the door: "Open the door quickly, my baby is going out."

There was a ping-pong noise in the room, and after a long while, the door opened from the inside.A thin and short old man stood timidly in the middle of the room. His cloudy eyes looked behind Madam Zhang in fear. Seeing that there was no one there, he immediately changed into a disgusted look.

"Hmph, that disobedient son, I'm afraid of him?!"

"Don't talk about it. He's going out to buy fish right now. Zhou Mei, his husband, and Tang Tang will come over later. After dinner, I'll see if you and Zhou Mei's house will stay for a few days " Madam Zhang said, tidying up the house.Chairs, boxes, and jars fell all over the floor, presumably they were used to block behind the door just now.

Old man Zhou's black lips trembled for a while, seeing the old woman next to him squatting on the ground wiping the spilled canned juice with a paper, hunched over with a meek look, she seemed to feel that the evil fire had a place to go, and opened her mouth Then scolded: "You are not a slut. Back then, I shamelessly made a bastard with outsiders. I provided food and shelter for you two for so many years, and now I have to beat and kill you! You slut, you are a murderer!" !"

Ms. Zhang raised her head and looked at him, with resentment and despair in her eyes.She stood up, squeezed the toilet paper wiped with canned juice tightly in her hand, looked at the man she had been with for half her life and said, "You are enough. What's the point of you saying this again? Do you still have the face to mention what happened back then? Who owed money to others and sent his wife to someone's bed?"

Hearing her mention the past, old man Zhou was swept away, his eyes stared like copper bells, and he was furious: "You are the one who shamelessly climbed onto other people's bed!"

"You talk nonsense!" Ms. Zhang was furious, and immediately ignored it, crying and cursing: "You are a coward and dare not admit it, so you push everything on me. For so many years, I have washed and cooked for you every day, worked on the land and fed the pig house I do everything, you treat me like a cow and a horse, and scold me like a dog, I never complain. You know how to play mahjong in one day, and you still run to fight with others to lose all the house money and still owe you one Ass debt, if you don’t have the money to pay back, push me to other people’s houses. Don’t be ashamed to blame the mother-in-law, okay, you know that the rascal is not your baby, then when he comes back later, do you dare to be He said to his face, whose son is he? Do you dare to say it? "

The woman who had worked hard for many years suddenly burst into tears. As the saying goes, rabbits bite people when they are in a hurry.The old man Zhou was probably also a little intimidated, sitting on the head of the bed with his hands on his knees, trying to refute something, but he didn't know how to speak for a while.

The emotions of so many years suddenly found an outlet, and Ms. Zhang no longer cared about it. She was determined to release the humiliation of many years.

"Yes, the gangster is not your own. I really appreciate that he is not your seed."

Hearing her say such outrageous words, old man Zhou pointed at her and wanted to curse again.Ms. Zhang is pre-emptive this time, and shouted at him: "The boy has been working hard in the big city alone for so many years. He gave you so much money, hundreds of thousands, and even bought you a house in the county town. I wish you a personal wish." Ha, how can a wimpy kid like you be so promising?"

"Shameless, shameless, how dare you say it!" Old man Zhou was furious, stood up, and slapped Madam Zhang on the face with his hands, "Bitch, do you believe that I beat you to death today?"

"If you dare to beat me to death, you won't be able to run away when the bastard comes back later!" Ms. Zhang was hit, and Wuzhishan, whose face was bright red, saw that he was about to call again, so she quickly covered her face and avoided it.

The old man Zhou is now unable to move, his physical strength is not as good as before, so he can only blushed and burst into anger, pointing at Ms. Zhang's trembling hand: "You!..."

Ms. Zhang simply went all out, and she simply shook out all the complaints in her stomach: "The rascal hates you to death. He always thinks you are his own father. He is ashamed to be your son. I will tell him later. , you are not his own father, so he won’t have to bear this shame in the future! He can’t care about you anymore! When you die, I’ll wrap your body in a rotten straw mat and burn it. My son is going to burn incense for you, there is no such thing as incense in the house of your Zhou family! Cut it off!"

Seeing that she really turned around and walked out of the door, old man Zhou became frightened, "Don't say it! You are not allowed to say it! If you say it, I will beat you to death!"

The two chased out of the room and reached the stairs, when Ms. Zhang in front suddenly stopped in her tracks.Old man Zhou chased after her and was about to slap her, when he raised his hand, he saw a group of people standing downstairs impressively.

Ms. Zhang was completely dumbfounded.She was so busy fighting with old man Zhou in the room, she had never talked to him like this before, and she was so relieved that she even forgot the time.

Zhou Mei, her husband, and their daughter Tang Tang all came, and Zhou Meng and Yingjun, who went out to buy vegetables and fish, came back at some point.

Zhou Meng was still holding a fish in his hand. The fish seemed to be still alive, struggling endlessly in the plastic bag in his hand, slapping Zhou Meng's wrist.

But Zhou Meng stood there, motionless.

He just slightly raised his head and looked at the two upstairs, with tears in his eyes.He has lived in hell for so many years. Today, a door of this hell has finally opened, but he doesn't know whether to go out or go further in.

Seeing tears in her son's eyes, Ms. Zhang immediately regretted it.She made mistakes again and again, not to mention trapping herself in the quagmire for the rest of her life, and even implicating her children in living a bad life.Poor parents all over the world, if it wasn't for Zhou Mang, how could she have endured this bitterness for more than 20 years.She thought she was doing it for Zhou Mang's good, until one day, Zhou Mang stabbed his nominal "father" with a knife, and she woke up like a dream, regretting it too much.

"Boob...boy..." Ms. Zhang cried and ran down, hugging him, her heart ached, "Don't cry. It's my mother's mistake. Mom is sorry for making you suffer for so many years." Baby, I'm sorry, mother is sorry for you, good boy..."

While coaxing Zhou Meng, she herself burst into tears.She kept these secrets and humiliation in her heart for 20 or 30 years, and never dared to mention them to others.Daughter, son, family, she never mentioned any of them.She is a rural woman with no education. She married into the Zhou family at the age of 19 and worked as a cow and horse for them all her life.Her husband beat her, scolded her and even sold her for money, she could only bear it.In her childhood education and concept, she never had to resist her husband.But now that she saw Zhou Meng like this, she was really heartbroken, and regretted that she hadn't resisted earlier. She let Zhou Meng grow up in such a family environment, which was the most painful thing for her.

Zhou Meng didn't move, but let Ms. Zhang hold him.He didn't know the pain in his mother's heart, but he really blamed himself very much for so many years. He thought that his father's blood flowed from his body.It was only now that he realized that he was not the real man of Zhou. To be honest, he felt relieved and grateful.

The mother and son leaned on each other's shoulders, and the elder sister Zhou Mei, who had already burst into tears, came forward to hug the mother and younger brother, and the three of them were finally able to cry bitterly.

The author has something to say:

The two characters Zhou Laohan and Zhang Niangniang, including their mode of getting along, have such examples in my family.

Old man Zhou has my grandfather’s cowardice and incompetence, and my uncle’s domineering love of playing mahjong and being the only one in the family. They also have a common characteristic: they treat their wives with scolding and scolding, and don’t treat them as human beings.

Zhang Niangniang has my grandmother's cowardice and dare not resist, and my aunt's humiliation for the sake of her children, swallowing all the tears into her stomach.

The wife-selling incident mentioned in the article did not happen in my family, but there are women in my neighbor who suffered such things.Moreover, my grandma happened to be in the Great Revolution at that time, and incidents such as selling children to prostitutes and exchanging children for food abound, which is nothing new.

Although I didn't have much contact with them since I was a child, the shadows of these people have been engraved in my memory, and I think there will be more or less shadows of them in my articles in the future.Their situation is the fault of the times, the fault of history.I want to rescue them, but I have no strength or position.If I were Zhou Meng, in such a situation, I really don't know what to do other than kill my father with a knife.I'm glad I'm not Zhou Mang, and I feel as guilty towards them as Zhou Mang.The only thing I can do is to use these few words to try to describe the familiar and unfamiliar, heartache and helpless outlines.

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Talking a bit too much, cough cough.