He got rich by the ex who was scumbaged by me
Chapter 29 He waited for this sentence of liking for many years
Hearing this, Jiang Xu's hand that was turning the pen paused, and the pen rolled down to the corner of the table. He picked it up slowly, and asked, "Did you say why you asked for leave?"
The clerk girl shook her head: "I don't know."
Jiang Xu didn't speak, and slowly fell into the back of the chair, looking a little absent-minded. When he learned that Gu Qingzhou would not come today, he let go of his strong spirit, and felt sleepy flooding in, so he just lay down on the table Catch up on sleep.
Seeing that his eyes were black and blue, Li Siao kicked his chair: "What did you do last night, and you lay down here to sleep in, and you only worked hard for a few days? If you are caught by Manager Gu, your wages will be deducted."
Jiang Xu buried his face in his arms, couldn't see his expression clearly, and said in a muffled voice, "He didn't come today again, who cares if I sleep late."
Hearing this, Li Siao thought it was the same, so he didn't bother anymore, he just said: "Let's have dinner together after get off work today, I've already decided on the location."
Jiang Xu didn't look up, but responded casually.
Gu Qingzhou is not in the company today, but it doesn't seem to be much different from usual. Everyone should talk about it, smile, and the world will not lose its function because of the absence of anyone. Jiang Xu is probably the only one who is uncomfortable in his heart.
He couldn't describe that feeling, it was a bit empty...
During dinner in the evening, Li Siao ordered a hot pot restaurant. Counting Shang Qia and Fan Jiajia, there were originally four of them, but for some reason, Fan Jiajia didn't come, so it became Jiang Xu alone and their new couple. The couple who came out of the oven went to dinner together.
Jiang Xu looked at Li Siao and Fang Qia who were sitting across from him, feeling like a big light bulb inexplicably, and said inexplicably, "Don't you feel a little deserted when the three of you eat hot pot?"
Fang Qia also seemed to see that he was a little speechless, and spread his hands and said, "I can't help it. I had an appointment with Jiajia, but she didn't know what happened. She seemed to be in a bad mood, so she didn't come."
Li Siao was careless, so he didn't have so many thoughts, while cooking meat, he said: "We are so familiar, who doesn't know who, why are you embarrassed, maybe you have to find a beautiful woman to come and accompany you."
Jiang Xu hid his emotions very well, and no one saw what was wrong in his heart. Hearing this, he joked as usual and said, "That's a good relationship. If you have the ability, you can find it."
Fang Qia didn't know what to think of, and the action of picking up vegetables froze for a moment. She glanced at Li Siao beside her, and all her emotions were relieved again. She smiled slightly, and said with emotion: "Jiang Xu, I am really I am very curious about what kind of person you will fall in love with, if you have a partner someday, remember to bring it here for us to meet."
Unknowingly, Jiang Xu already had an empty bottle of wine. He was opening a second glass. Hearing this, the hand holding the bottle paused, and he lowered his head with a smile: "I also really want to know who I will like. But now I haven’t even figured out what it feels like to like, so I’m still a bachelor.”
The hot pot restaurant is always steaming and noisy. Jiang Xu sat opposite, with his back to the gate, his figure merged with the night in an instant, only the loneliness spread out endlessly, which was out of tune with the bustle around him.
Fang Qia was a little stuffed, lazily leaning on Li Siao's shoulder to digest, shaking his toes when he heard the words: "It's very simple to like, it's just...how should I tell you, seeing her will be very happy, seeing her She will be jealous when she is with others, she wants to give her all the good things, and wants to spend the rest of her life with her, probably this is the feeling."
Jiang Xu listened very seriously, and was silent for a moment, then raised his eyes and asked, "Is this the feeling of liking?"
Fang Qia didn't expect Jiang Xu to be a rambunctious person, but he was still a stunned young man inside. Her feminine intuition made her keenly grasp something, and she looked at him with great interest: "Jiang Xu, don't you have a girl you like? right?"
When Jiang Xu heard this, before he could answer, Li Siao said, "I can't, I haven't seen him chatting with girls before."
Fang Qia stomped on him under the table: "Just because you haven't seen it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, what are you talking about?"
Li Siao scratched his head and fell silent.
Fang Qia looked at Jiang Xu again, showing great interest in this matter: "Hey, do you have a girl you like?"
Jiang Xu didn't know what to say. He stared at one place without focus, and tapped the body of the cup with his fingertips. Just when Fang Qia thought he would deny it, he heard Jiang Xu say, "I don't want to deny it." I know if I like him or not."
Or, is this love so deep that Jiang Xu can break through his sexual orientation for Gu Qingzhou and fight against the only family member...
Fang Qia didn't know that this "he" was not that "she". He just curled his lips when he heard the words, and propped his chin and said: "The thing that bothers you guys the most is dawdling. If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. When you hesitate, you don't like it." After all, the girl has been snatched away by other wolves, will you still stand there like a fool and wait for you to recognize your heart?"
Fang Qia has a straightforward temper, and his words are harsh: "If you can't recognize your feelings for a day, she can wait for a day. If you can't recognize your feelings for a year, why should she wait for a year? You have to grasp opportunities by yourself. If you miss it Who knows if we will meet again in the future, when the time comes, you will regret it and figure it out, and they will all marry and have children."
It's like when she confessed to Jiang Xu, although she was disappointed after being rejected, at least she tried her best, although it was regrettable, it was better than not trying.
Jiang Xu laughed lowly when he heard the words: "Don't believe it, he really has been waiting for me for several years..."
It's true that Gu Qingzhou has been waiting for Jiang Xu for a long, long time.
He seemed to be trying to liven up the atmosphere, as if he was trying to antagonize Fang Qia. He laughed out of breath on purpose, but he smiled and remembered something, and suddenly closed his eyes silently, and pressed his right fist against his forehead. , the curvature of the lips gradually faded, revealing a trace of imperceptible helplessness.
Seeing this, Fang Qia didn't say a word, Li Siao only thought that Jiang Xu had drunk too much, and joked: "Dude, your drinking capacity is getting worse and worse."
Jiang Xu's Adam's apple twitched: "This wine has a bit of stamina..."
I don't know how the meal ended in the end. When they came out of the store, it was already a bit late. Li Siao and Fang Qia planned to send Jiang Xu back, but he declined, so they had to go back to their respective houses.
Because of work, Jiang Xu hadn't had a drink for a long time, nor had he been drunk for a long time. After returning home, he tossed and turned all night, and what Fang Qia said today echoed in his mind.
No one will wait for someone all the time. If your heart is so cold, you can't keep warm anymore. It is very likely that when you look back, the girl you like has already married someone else and had children.
Jiang Xu thought that Gu Qingzhou would never get married, but she might find another partner in the future, and then stick to him like she used to stick to herself, kiss or hug him, maybe there will be more intimate actions...
At first it was just a very vague thought, but when it was unconsciously brought into the face of another unknown man, it always felt like it was real.
Thinking about this place, Jiang Xu suddenly frowned uncontrollably. He is not a possessive person, but at this moment he feels inexplicably that his property is being taken over by others, even if it is just a false assumption.
He got up from the bed, opened the curtains and looked at the sky outside. It was still dark, and the light poured down from the top of his hair and down his back. Although it was warm, it seemed a little lonely.
Jiang Xu felt that he seemed to miss Gu Qingzhou a little now. Although the feeling was subtle, it grew wildly like a creeper in midsummer on this lonely night, and then gradually spread in his heart, wrapping him tightly.
Otherwise, go see him tomorrow...
Jiang Xu turned around and looked in the mirror. He stared fixedly at the person inside. He could clearly see the bloodshot eyes and the chin with blue stubble. The muffled sound, with the superficial feeling of alcohol, doing what a drunk would do.
Jiang Xu leaned against the cold mirror, closed his eyes and said in a low voice: "Didn't you use to be very capable, you dared to poke a hole in the sky, but now you have become grumpy, it's so fucking contemptible."
After he finished speaking, he was silent for a moment, and then said to himself: "...If you like it, you can like it. If there is anything you dare not admit, although this road is difficult, it doesn't mean you can't go on."
When Jiang Xu finished saying this, he suddenly felt better. He leaned against the bedside table and slowly slid down, relieving the rising alcohol, wishing for the first time that the sky would lighten up soon.
Gu Qingzhou is also a workaholic in essence, unless there is an accident, he will not delay his work. He only took one day off and came back to work early the next morning. His pure black suit is neat and straight, his face is pale and sickly, and he seems to have lost a lot of weight , he hurried past everyone, and then entered the office, closing the door tightly as usual.
No one understood, it was just one night, how could there be such earth-shaking changes, even Fang Qia could see that something was wrong: "Why is Manager Gu so skinny, I haven't seen him in a day, it's unscientific."
Hearing this, Li Siao glanced at the closed door of the office, then retracted his gaze, and said indifferently, "Maybe he looks a little haggard when he's sick, so he looks thinner."
Jiang Xu had been paying attention to Gu Qingzhou just now, but the latter didn't look this way. He lowered his eyes and was silent for a moment, and was about to go in, but Fang Qia pressed his shoulder when he got up: "Wait a minute, my The form is waiting for him to seal and sign, the client is in a hurry, I made an appointment for ranking yesterday, don't compete with me."
After speaking, holding the document in his arms, he hurriedly ran in on high heels.
Jiang Xu subconsciously looked at Li Siao, but the latter just patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "Good men don't fight with women, women come first."
Fang Qia stayed inside for about ten minutes before coming out. After closing the door, he looked like he had discovered the big news, and lowered his voice, "Hey, hey, is Manager Gu going to be transferred? Why didn't I hear the news before?" wind."
Jiang Xu paused when he got up from the chair, and then sat back down. The colleagues around him also looked over, a little surprised.
"Manager Gu wants to be transferred? Is it true?"
"How long has he been here?"
Fang Qia glanced at the office subconsciously, and then whispered: "When I went in just now, I heard him talking on the phone with someone else. I didn't hear anything else clearly, but I heard something like a transfer."
This kind of thing seems very sudden to everyone, but based on Jiang Xu's understanding of Gu Qingzhou, it is definitely possible to happen. He really borrowed Fang Qia's "auspicious words" yesterday. Gu Qingzhou made it clear, but the other party is leaving now?
Everyone was discussing in a hurry, the door of the office was suddenly opened, and they scattered like birds and beasts. They had a guilty conscience of whispering behind their backs, and they all buried their heads and dared not make a sound. Gu Qingzhou walked straight to Fan Jiajia's side, Then he knocked on her table and said something in a low voice. Fan Jiajia shook his head and left without saying a word.
During this period, Jiang Xu's eyes swept over Gu Qingzhou's thin face, and finally slowly fixed on his left earlobe - it was clean and he didn't wear anything.
Jiang Xu moved his fingertips, and couldn't help being distracted for a moment. When he realized it, Gu Qingzhou had disappeared. Seeing this, he got up from the chair, took his coat and put it in his arms, and asked Fan Jiajia in a low voice: "Manager Gu Where did you go?"
Fan Jiajia hesitated for a moment and said, "Maybe I went to the airport."
Before she finished speaking, Jiang Xu had already run out. This building has a high floor, and it takes a long time for the elevator to go up and down. A spare elevator is still under maintenance. Jiang Xu saw that the elevator was stuck on the [-]th floor. Without moving, he simply rushed into the stairwell and ran down at the speed of a [-]-meter sprint.
There were nineteen floors, and when he reached the first floor, on a cold day in late autumn, his back was sweating.
While calling Gu Qingzhou, Jiang Xu looked around for his car, and found that it was still parked at the original location and did not drive away. He expected that he should be faster than him, so he took a rest while holding the sycamore tree by the roadside, and both My legs were numb, and I couldn't even stand up.
The elevator was a bit slow. When Gu Qingzhou walked out of the company building, he saw a familiar figure standing beside the car.Before Jiang Xu could catch his breath, his hair was soaked in sweat, as if he had been running for a long time. He raised his eyes and saw Gu Qingzhou. His breath was suppressed.
Gu Qingzhou's complexion was too pale, so his eyes became darker and darker, and people couldn't find the focus of his sight. He seemed to glance at Jiang Xu, but he didn't seem to look at him. He just brushed past him and put his hand into his trouser pocket , took out the car keys, opened the door and prepared to get in the car.
"and many more,"
Jiang Xu made a hoarse voice, and then took Gu Qingzhou's hand to open the door, not knowing how to speak for a while.
Gu Qingzhou was unexpectedly calm, but it made people uneasy for no reason. He withdrew his hand without emotion, put it back into his pocket, stared at the rolling traffic in the distance, and didn't look at Jiang Xu: "What's the matter?"
Jiang Xu actually had a lot to say, but when it came to his mouth, he could only say one sentence: "...Are you going to be transferred?"
"Well," Gu Qingzhou didn't deny it, and his tone could even be called peaceful, which was completely different from that day, "I'm tired of waiting, and I'll go back to City A the day after tomorrow, and the headquarters will send a new person to take over."
Jiang Xu looked at him when he heard the words, and suddenly wondered if it was necessary to say what he was full of, or if the retribution for the stupid things he did more than [-] years ago had finally come to him.
Gu Qingzhou couldn't hear the following for a long time, and finally glanced at him: "Is there anything else?"
Jiang Xu smiled at him, and suddenly asked in a low voice, "Am I a little late?"
Gu Qingzhou didn't understand what he meant: "what?"
The sweat on Jiang Xu's back was blown by the wind, bringing a rustle of coolness, and even his legs became numb, and he couldn't stand upright. When he supported the tree and looked at Gu Qingzhou, his eyes smiled brightly, Mix the regret and remorse inside, and hide it deep in the bottom of the eyes, no one can see the slightest bit.
Jiang Xu still had a smile on his face, like when he was the most energetic in his youth, he looked at Gu Qingzhou deeply. He had never looked at a person so seriously in his life, as if he wanted to keep him in his heart.
"Although you are leaving, it is too late to say these words, but I always feel that I should tell you that City A is too far away from Haicheng, more than 2000 kilometers away. I am afraid that if I don't say it now, I will have no chance in the future."
The world is too big and there are too many people. Sometimes before I can say goodbye, I will be overwhelmed by chaos and disappear without a trace.
Beside Jiang Xu was the noisy crowd, opposite was the busy traffic, looked up and there were many tall buildings, too many scenes were mixed together, and finally they all fell into silence, becoming small for no reason.
Jiang Xu said: "I used to be too stupid, and now I'm too stupid. I used to fight and play truant and drop out of school. I learned from others as a local gangster. I was so muddled and inhumane. I will still be the same in the future. I haven't made any progress. You all think I am brave, but in fact I'm so timid, I hide even a single truth and don't dare to say it..."
"It's not easy for my mother. She is a woman who has pulled me up so much. Because of her work, she has fallen ill all over her body, and now she can't walk steadily. I just want to make her happy and earn money so that she can enjoy happiness. Every time I take an exam I dare not tell her if I smashed it, not because I am afraid that she will hit me, but because I am afraid that she will be sad..."
He was disorganized, he didn't know what to say, he babbled on a lot of things, important or not, at the end he paused for a moment, and then suddenly said in a low voice: "Gu Qingzhou, I like you."
These words seemed to have drained all of Jiang Xu's courage and strength. After he finished speaking, he was silent for a long time, only the cool wind blew past, blowing up the corners of his white shirt.
Gu Qingzhou stood by the car door with his back to him, unable to see his expression clearly, the leaves of the sycamore tree had almost fallen, and only a few sparse ones remained, casting shadows on his shoulders, the air was so There was silence for a moment, and I don't know how long it took, Gu Qingzhou straightened his back slowly, and finally made a sound, but he whispered without emotion: "There is nothing else, I will go first."
Hearing Jiang Xu's words, all kinds of complicated thoughts gathered from the past memories. His legs were already a little numb due to standing for too long, and gradually spread to his whole body. He wanted to laugh, but couldn't, and finally had The action, but he raised his hand to open the car door for Gu Qingzhou: "No, I just want to say, I'm sorry for what happened that day..."
and also,
"Gu Qingzhou, thank you for liking me for so long."
When everyone else treats Jiang Xu as rubbish, only Gu Qingzhou likes Jiang Xu. He is willing to save his little breakfast money and buy everything Jiang Xu likes. He is willing to arrange seats in the class according to his grades. Time and time again deliberately failed the exam, just to continue to be at the same table with him.
Gu Qingzhou once held the purest sincerity of his youth in front of him, but Jiang Xu himself didn't grasp it. At that time, he was reckless, and he could neither learn to cherish nor like him.
Gu Qingzhou didn't answer, he didn't know how he got into the car, he clenched the steering wheel with both hands, and then started the car numbly, the scenes in his mind were all what Jiang Xu said just now, his breathing became stagnant uncontrollably, with A sour feeling spread from the tip of the nose to the eye sockets, and the originally clear vision became blurred for a moment.
He is real. He has been waiting for Jiang Xu for a long time, so long that he can't remember how many years...
Gu Qingzhou stood at the same place and waited for Jiang Xu to turn around, and waited for his words of liking. He had been chasing each other's footsteps throughout his youthful youth. It had been nine years since he met at the age of 16 and reunited at the age of 25.Gu Qingzhou originally thought that he could put it down a long time ago, but it turned out that he would easily get confused because of the other party's words.
The phone was quietly lying in the pocket, and then vibrated slightly. When it was connected, it was a call from Dou Xun: "What time is it? I agreed to send me off to the plane today. The flight is about to take off and I haven't seen it yet." I see your shadow."
Gu Qingzhou put on the earphones, her voice was imperceptibly hoarse because of something suppressed for a long time: "Some traffic jams."
Dou Xun paused at the other end, was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Is Jiajia here?"
Gu Qingzhou said, "I didn't come."
Dou Xun seemed a little disappointed: "Come on, then I'll get on the plane first, and I'll get back to you when I get to City A."
Gu Qingzhou hung up the phone, his fingertips were still trembling slightly, his vision was still blurred after a moment of clarity, he had to pull over and stop the car, glanced out of the corner of his eye, but saw a familiar figure in the rearview mirror.
Two legs can't run on four wheels, but Jiang Xu didn't think too much about it. He followed behind with tired steps. He didn't know what he was going to do, maybe he just wanted to give a gift. Seeing off Gu Qingzhou, fortunately, the speed of the car is not fast, even if it drives far away, it can still be seen vaguely.
Gu Qingzhou looked at the approaching figure in the rearview mirror, closed his eyes, and suddenly lowered his head uncontrollably. In a trance, some liquid fell from his eye sockets and hit his knees straight, wet Small traces.
Haicheng is very small and remote, the roads there are congested, the crowds there are mixed, the bus stop signs are old and faded, it is very hot when it is hot, and it is accompanied by continuous rain when it is cold, everything is very bad, but no matter how long you have been away However, Gu Qingzhou is still willing to turn around and look for Jiang Xu at his best time.
The two of them, one inside the car and the other outside the car, were originally separated by a long distance, but because of Gu Qingzhou's stillness and Jiang Xu's continuous forward movement, they slowly shrank closer, and finally met each other.
Gu Qingzhou leaned on the steering wheel and didn't raise his head for a long time. In a trance, he seemed to hear the rustling of sycamore leaves blown by the autumn wind, and Jiang Xu's frivolous and laughing voice.
The man stopped beside the car, smiling very nicely, but his eyes were slightly red, he leaned over the roof of the car, looked at the people inside, and said softly: "Hey..."
Jiang Xu said, "Gu Qingzhou, why don't you leave."
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Chapter 30 People in this world are hard to come by. If you miss it, there will be no second one
Jiang Xu has never forced anything in his life. Whether it is life or people, he is always casual and meaningless. If Gu Qingzhou really wants to leave, he will probably not stop him, but at the same time he can't control it. I can't help but think, what if Gu Qingzhou really leaves and never comes back in this life?
Will Jiang Xu... meet the second Gu Qingzhou again?
Probably not.
Gu Qingzhou used to be very tolerant. He was buried deep on the steering wheel, making it impossible to see any emotions, only the tense veins on his forehead, as if he was trying to endure something, and finally raised his head, but It was the one who started the car with a blank face, passed by Jiang Xu and drove away at a fast speed.
Jiang Xu saw his red eyes for a moment, and thought, Gu Qingzhou didn't seem to cry so much before.
It was the peak time of traffic in the morning, and there was an endless stream of vehicles on the road. Jiang Xu was afraid that he would be emotionally unstable and cause an accident, so he raised his hand to stop a taxi, opened the door and sat in the co-pilot, and said in a low voice. : "Master, follow the car in front."
Hearing this, the driver glanced at him, and immediately turned the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator to keep up, but he was still half a beat behind. Several cars were inserted in the middle, so he could only follow behind at a distance. Jiang Xu walked behind through the windshield. Staring straight ahead, pursing his lips unconsciously, he tapped his fingertips on the screen of the phone quickly, as if he wanted to make a call, but for some reason, he endured it again.
The driver seemed to see his hidden anxiety, chewing gum, and said in half-baked Mandarin: "Don't worry, I have been driving for more than 20 years, and I will definitely be able to keep up."
Jiang Xu was silent, looking a little absent-minded.
Gu Qingzhou's thoughts were probably a little confused, even the driving route was aimless, and he was always going in circles around a place. In the end, the driver was a little confused, so he sat in a different position and said, "Big brother, are you talking to me?" I was just kidding, the car in front has been circling around, where does he want to go?"
Jiang Xu said, "He doesn't know the way..."
He said again: "Just follow behind, I will definitely pay the fare."
The driver probably felt that this job was a bit exhausting, so he didn't say anything, so he had to continue to follow behind. Fortunately, Gu Qingzhou didn't continue to circle around, turned around after a while, and stopped in front of a nearby bar. .
The driver slowed down by half a step, stuck at the red light and couldn't get through. Across the road, Jiang Xu saw Gu Qingzhou walk into the bar, so he simply asked the master to pull over and pay the money to get out of the car.
This bar is open 24 hours a day, but the business is a bit deserted during the day, only a few bartenders are wiping glasses at the counter. When Jiang Xu first entered, he attracted the attention of some guests around him. He glanced at the first floor and saw nothing. Seeing Gu Qingzhou's figure, he went up to the second floor, and finally found him in the booth near the corner.
Lonely people always like to sit in dimly lit corners. Gu Qingzhou's back is facing Jiang Xu. Several bottles of wine have been ordered on the table. , there is a sense of distance for no reason.
Jiang Xu didn't go forward, but found a seat behind Gu Qingzhou and sat down. During the period, a waiter came up to order. He ordered a glass of wine casually, and then sat there silently, keeping his eyes on the people in the corner.
Gu Qingzhou didn't move. He put his hand on his forehead and closed his eyes tiredly. Even though most of his body was in the shadows, it was not difficult to see his pale complexion. After drinking, a layer of water vapor gradually covered the outside of the bottle, leaving a circle of water marks on the smooth table.
Jiang Xu just sat with him until the afternoon, and the originally deserted bar gradually became lively. The lights and music on the dance floor suddenly shattered the peace of the day, dragging the pace of nightlife, presumptuous and depraved.
Jiang Xu often came to this kind of place when he was in school, but he never came into contact with it after work. The rhythmic music in his ears made him feel a little noisy. It took him a while to get used to it, and the booths on the second floor gradually It was also full of new arrivals, and the waiters went up and down in a hurry, looking very busy.
Gu Qingzhou finally made a move. When the waiter passed by, he ordered a new order. After a while, several bottles of high-altitude cocktails were placed on the table. He pried off the lid of the wine and drank one after another. It doesn't seem to make a difference.
Jiang Xu watched from behind, his brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and he couldn't help but want to go forward. At this moment, a soft male voice suddenly sounded in his ear: "Handsome guy, there is no place nearby, I see Is it convenient for you to share a table by yourself?"
Hearing this, Jiang Xu looked at the person who came, but saw a fair-skinned man with a semi-transparent shirt with the collar wide open, and pure black leggings on the lower body. He deliberately leaned towards him while talking, getting closer , Only to find that there is still makeup on the face, and there is a light, sweet perfume smell on the body.
"..."
Jiang Xu looked around and found that there were indeed no vacancies around. He occupied a table for four by himself, so he said, "Whatever."
The clinker did not give up, but sat halfway on the edge of the table, blocking Jiang Xu's way, and the hand propped on the table approached his wine glass without a trace, with a white tablet between his fingertips: "Handsome, May I get to know you, I think you are quite eye-catching, how about I buy you a glass of wine?"
He said, using the angle to cover up his fingertips, he was about to drop something into the wine without a trace, but his wrist was suddenly clamped, and the sudden force seemed to crush the wrist bone, making him instantly His face turned pale.
Jiang Xu stared at him without emotion, flicked his fingers, and the wine glass slid into it along the flat table, avoiding the pills falling from the man's hand impartially, and said in a low voice: "Do you want to invite me to drink?" Do you want to drink, or do you want to eat?"
The man burst into tears in pain, but he couldn't pull back his hand no matter what, he said anxiously: "I just want to pick you up because I think you are handsome, it's just something to add to the fun, can't it be like this?!"
Jiang Xu frowned slightly when he heard this, and loosened his fingertips, the other party took advantage of the situation to escape, hurriedly clutching his wrist and stumbling downstairs, many people looked over.
He didn't pay much attention when he first entered the bar, but he felt something weird in his heart, but he couldn't tell what was wrong. Now that he realized it, he looked around without a trace, only to find that there were no women, all of them were there. It's a man—
Obviously, this is a gay bar.
After Jiang Xu realized this, his pupils shrank slightly, and almost instantly, he stood up from his seat. He looked incredulous, he never thought that he would enter such a place, and he wanted to pack his things almost immediately Leave, but I don't know what to think of, subconsciously look at Gu Qingzhou who is sitting in the corner, after a few hesitation, I forced myself to sit back.
In this circle, there are fewer attacks and more receptions, and most of them are No. 1 and No. [-]. Jiang Xu is too imposing and has a superior appearance. He is also a rare high-quality man. He has attracted many people since he entered the bar. Pay attention, everyone thought he was the No. [-] who came here to hunt for beauty, ready to move in secret.
With the first one going up, there will naturally be the second and third ones, but without exception, they all returned home one after another. At the same time, Jiang Xu's face became more and more livid. Gu Qingzhou didn't know if he saw this scene or not. , The speed of drinking is getting faster and faster, and there are more and more empty bottles on hand.
There are more or less strange people in every circle. Normal people see that Jiang Xu is obviously not a good person, even if they want to get close, they stop thinking, but there is that kind of entanglement who is not afraid of death.
Jiang Xu dismissed the third one with a blank face, the pain in his temples suddenly hurt, and he couldn't hold back the violent factor in his blood and wanted to hit someone, especially when he saw a man with glasses approaching Gu Qingzhou as if he wanted to strike up a conversation and take advantage of it, this emotion kept coming Reached the peak in an instant.
"Wow—"
When Jiang Xu got up, he moved too fast, and he took the seat sideways, and made a harsh sound when he rubbed against the ground. He went straight to the corner of the booth, and then pulled away the man with glasses who was close to him, and grabbed Gu with a cold face. Qingzhou's wrist pulled him up from his seat, and led him downstairs involuntarily, ignoring the sight of his surroundings, and walked all the way until he got out of the bar and was blown by the cold wind, so he became a little sober.
Due to the effect of alcohol, Gu Qingzhou was already a little unsteady, and without any strength to resist, he could only stumble behind, and was half-forced to be taken out of the bar by Jiang Xu, like a puppet pulling strings .
"release……"
Gu Qingzhou staggered and stood firm, and said to Jiang Xu in a hoarse voice: "Release."
Jiang Xu didn't let him go, looked straight into Gu Qingzhou's eyes in the dark night, and asked without emotion: "Let go of you, and then? Let you go back to drink? The little hooligan took advantage of the unconsciousness you drank? "
Gu Qingzhou tried his best to get rid of him, but said in a cold voice, "It's none of your business."
Hearing this, Jiang Xu gritted his teeth silently and stared at him. After a few seconds, he actually let go of his hand: "Okay, then you can go."
The indescribable anger in his heart at this time was not directed at Gu Qingzhou, but at himself. That kind of anger directly burned his brain and burned his reason blank. Such a gaffe.
He tried his best to breathe calmly, not wanting to do something uncontrollable, and stood there expressionless, watching Gu Qingzhou walk towards the bar, but did not catch up.
step,
two steps,
Three steps...
When he reached step No.15, Jiang Xu saw Gu Qingzhou squatting down suddenly. He didn't know whether he was drunk or because of something else, and he hadn't moved for a long time.
Seeing this, Jiang Xu pursed her lips, and stepped forward to help him up, but when she stretched out her hand, her hand was covered with cold tears.
"..."
Jiang Xu frowned unconsciously, leaned over and half knelt on the ground, clutched Gu Qingzhou's shoulders, and asked in a low voice, "Gu Qingzhou?"
The tone was a little anxious, but the latter didn't make a sound, just hugged his knees tightly and curled up into a ball, like a hedgehog without thorns, instinctively put on a defensive posture, not wanting anyone to hurt him.
Seeing this, Jiang Xu unconsciously lowered his voice: "Gu Qingzhou..."
He was half kneeling on the ground, his knees hurt from the cold bricks, but nothing could compare to the cold tears at his fingertips. Jiang Xu closed his eyes, as if he understood why Gu Qingzhou was so sad, and felt helpless in front of him. The huddled man hugged him tightly, his Adam's apple moved, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry Gu Qingzhou..."
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Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: uniqueness1;
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The clerk girl shook her head: "I don't know."
Jiang Xu didn't speak, and slowly fell into the back of the chair, looking a little absent-minded. When he learned that Gu Qingzhou would not come today, he let go of his strong spirit, and felt sleepy flooding in, so he just lay down on the table Catch up on sleep.
Seeing that his eyes were black and blue, Li Siao kicked his chair: "What did you do last night, and you lay down here to sleep in, and you only worked hard for a few days? If you are caught by Manager Gu, your wages will be deducted."
Jiang Xu buried his face in his arms, couldn't see his expression clearly, and said in a muffled voice, "He didn't come today again, who cares if I sleep late."
Hearing this, Li Siao thought it was the same, so he didn't bother anymore, he just said: "Let's have dinner together after get off work today, I've already decided on the location."
Jiang Xu didn't look up, but responded casually.
Gu Qingzhou is not in the company today, but it doesn't seem to be much different from usual. Everyone should talk about it, smile, and the world will not lose its function because of the absence of anyone. Jiang Xu is probably the only one who is uncomfortable in his heart.
He couldn't describe that feeling, it was a bit empty...
During dinner in the evening, Li Siao ordered a hot pot restaurant. Counting Shang Qia and Fan Jiajia, there were originally four of them, but for some reason, Fan Jiajia didn't come, so it became Jiang Xu alone and their new couple. The couple who came out of the oven went to dinner together.
Jiang Xu looked at Li Siao and Fang Qia who were sitting across from him, feeling like a big light bulb inexplicably, and said inexplicably, "Don't you feel a little deserted when the three of you eat hot pot?"
Fang Qia also seemed to see that he was a little speechless, and spread his hands and said, "I can't help it. I had an appointment with Jiajia, but she didn't know what happened. She seemed to be in a bad mood, so she didn't come."
Li Siao was careless, so he didn't have so many thoughts, while cooking meat, he said: "We are so familiar, who doesn't know who, why are you embarrassed, maybe you have to find a beautiful woman to come and accompany you."
Jiang Xu hid his emotions very well, and no one saw what was wrong in his heart. Hearing this, he joked as usual and said, "That's a good relationship. If you have the ability, you can find it."
Fang Qia didn't know what to think of, and the action of picking up vegetables froze for a moment. She glanced at Li Siao beside her, and all her emotions were relieved again. She smiled slightly, and said with emotion: "Jiang Xu, I am really I am very curious about what kind of person you will fall in love with, if you have a partner someday, remember to bring it here for us to meet."
Unknowingly, Jiang Xu already had an empty bottle of wine. He was opening a second glass. Hearing this, the hand holding the bottle paused, and he lowered his head with a smile: "I also really want to know who I will like. But now I haven’t even figured out what it feels like to like, so I’m still a bachelor.”
The hot pot restaurant is always steaming and noisy. Jiang Xu sat opposite, with his back to the gate, his figure merged with the night in an instant, only the loneliness spread out endlessly, which was out of tune with the bustle around him.
Fang Qia was a little stuffed, lazily leaning on Li Siao's shoulder to digest, shaking his toes when he heard the words: "It's very simple to like, it's just...how should I tell you, seeing her will be very happy, seeing her She will be jealous when she is with others, she wants to give her all the good things, and wants to spend the rest of her life with her, probably this is the feeling."
Jiang Xu listened very seriously, and was silent for a moment, then raised his eyes and asked, "Is this the feeling of liking?"
Fang Qia didn't expect Jiang Xu to be a rambunctious person, but he was still a stunned young man inside. Her feminine intuition made her keenly grasp something, and she looked at him with great interest: "Jiang Xu, don't you have a girl you like? right?"
When Jiang Xu heard this, before he could answer, Li Siao said, "I can't, I haven't seen him chatting with girls before."
Fang Qia stomped on him under the table: "Just because you haven't seen it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, what are you talking about?"
Li Siao scratched his head and fell silent.
Fang Qia looked at Jiang Xu again, showing great interest in this matter: "Hey, do you have a girl you like?"
Jiang Xu didn't know what to say. He stared at one place without focus, and tapped the body of the cup with his fingertips. Just when Fang Qia thought he would deny it, he heard Jiang Xu say, "I don't want to deny it." I know if I like him or not."
Or, is this love so deep that Jiang Xu can break through his sexual orientation for Gu Qingzhou and fight against the only family member...
Fang Qia didn't know that this "he" was not that "she". He just curled his lips when he heard the words, and propped his chin and said: "The thing that bothers you guys the most is dawdling. If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. When you hesitate, you don't like it." After all, the girl has been snatched away by other wolves, will you still stand there like a fool and wait for you to recognize your heart?"
Fang Qia has a straightforward temper, and his words are harsh: "If you can't recognize your feelings for a day, she can wait for a day. If you can't recognize your feelings for a year, why should she wait for a year? You have to grasp opportunities by yourself. If you miss it Who knows if we will meet again in the future, when the time comes, you will regret it and figure it out, and they will all marry and have children."
It's like when she confessed to Jiang Xu, although she was disappointed after being rejected, at least she tried her best, although it was regrettable, it was better than not trying.
Jiang Xu laughed lowly when he heard the words: "Don't believe it, he really has been waiting for me for several years..."
It's true that Gu Qingzhou has been waiting for Jiang Xu for a long, long time.
He seemed to be trying to liven up the atmosphere, as if he was trying to antagonize Fang Qia. He laughed out of breath on purpose, but he smiled and remembered something, and suddenly closed his eyes silently, and pressed his right fist against his forehead. , the curvature of the lips gradually faded, revealing a trace of imperceptible helplessness.
Seeing this, Fang Qia didn't say a word, Li Siao only thought that Jiang Xu had drunk too much, and joked: "Dude, your drinking capacity is getting worse and worse."
Jiang Xu's Adam's apple twitched: "This wine has a bit of stamina..."
I don't know how the meal ended in the end. When they came out of the store, it was already a bit late. Li Siao and Fang Qia planned to send Jiang Xu back, but he declined, so they had to go back to their respective houses.
Because of work, Jiang Xu hadn't had a drink for a long time, nor had he been drunk for a long time. After returning home, he tossed and turned all night, and what Fang Qia said today echoed in his mind.
No one will wait for someone all the time. If your heart is so cold, you can't keep warm anymore. It is very likely that when you look back, the girl you like has already married someone else and had children.
Jiang Xu thought that Gu Qingzhou would never get married, but she might find another partner in the future, and then stick to him like she used to stick to herself, kiss or hug him, maybe there will be more intimate actions...
At first it was just a very vague thought, but when it was unconsciously brought into the face of another unknown man, it always felt like it was real.
Thinking about this place, Jiang Xu suddenly frowned uncontrollably. He is not a possessive person, but at this moment he feels inexplicably that his property is being taken over by others, even if it is just a false assumption.
He got up from the bed, opened the curtains and looked at the sky outside. It was still dark, and the light poured down from the top of his hair and down his back. Although it was warm, it seemed a little lonely.
Jiang Xu felt that he seemed to miss Gu Qingzhou a little now. Although the feeling was subtle, it grew wildly like a creeper in midsummer on this lonely night, and then gradually spread in his heart, wrapping him tightly.
Otherwise, go see him tomorrow...
Jiang Xu turned around and looked in the mirror. He stared fixedly at the person inside. He could clearly see the bloodshot eyes and the chin with blue stubble. The muffled sound, with the superficial feeling of alcohol, doing what a drunk would do.
Jiang Xu leaned against the cold mirror, closed his eyes and said in a low voice: "Didn't you use to be very capable, you dared to poke a hole in the sky, but now you have become grumpy, it's so fucking contemptible."
After he finished speaking, he was silent for a moment, and then said to himself: "...If you like it, you can like it. If there is anything you dare not admit, although this road is difficult, it doesn't mean you can't go on."
When Jiang Xu finished saying this, he suddenly felt better. He leaned against the bedside table and slowly slid down, relieving the rising alcohol, wishing for the first time that the sky would lighten up soon.
Gu Qingzhou is also a workaholic in essence, unless there is an accident, he will not delay his work. He only took one day off and came back to work early the next morning. His pure black suit is neat and straight, his face is pale and sickly, and he seems to have lost a lot of weight , he hurried past everyone, and then entered the office, closing the door tightly as usual.
No one understood, it was just one night, how could there be such earth-shaking changes, even Fang Qia could see that something was wrong: "Why is Manager Gu so skinny, I haven't seen him in a day, it's unscientific."
Hearing this, Li Siao glanced at the closed door of the office, then retracted his gaze, and said indifferently, "Maybe he looks a little haggard when he's sick, so he looks thinner."
Jiang Xu had been paying attention to Gu Qingzhou just now, but the latter didn't look this way. He lowered his eyes and was silent for a moment, and was about to go in, but Fang Qia pressed his shoulder when he got up: "Wait a minute, my The form is waiting for him to seal and sign, the client is in a hurry, I made an appointment for ranking yesterday, don't compete with me."
After speaking, holding the document in his arms, he hurriedly ran in on high heels.
Jiang Xu subconsciously looked at Li Siao, but the latter just patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "Good men don't fight with women, women come first."
Fang Qia stayed inside for about ten minutes before coming out. After closing the door, he looked like he had discovered the big news, and lowered his voice, "Hey, hey, is Manager Gu going to be transferred? Why didn't I hear the news before?" wind."
Jiang Xu paused when he got up from the chair, and then sat back down. The colleagues around him also looked over, a little surprised.
"Manager Gu wants to be transferred? Is it true?"
"How long has he been here?"
Fang Qia glanced at the office subconsciously, and then whispered: "When I went in just now, I heard him talking on the phone with someone else. I didn't hear anything else clearly, but I heard something like a transfer."
This kind of thing seems very sudden to everyone, but based on Jiang Xu's understanding of Gu Qingzhou, it is definitely possible to happen. He really borrowed Fang Qia's "auspicious words" yesterday. Gu Qingzhou made it clear, but the other party is leaving now?
Everyone was discussing in a hurry, the door of the office was suddenly opened, and they scattered like birds and beasts. They had a guilty conscience of whispering behind their backs, and they all buried their heads and dared not make a sound. Gu Qingzhou walked straight to Fan Jiajia's side, Then he knocked on her table and said something in a low voice. Fan Jiajia shook his head and left without saying a word.
During this period, Jiang Xu's eyes swept over Gu Qingzhou's thin face, and finally slowly fixed on his left earlobe - it was clean and he didn't wear anything.
Jiang Xu moved his fingertips, and couldn't help being distracted for a moment. When he realized it, Gu Qingzhou had disappeared. Seeing this, he got up from the chair, took his coat and put it in his arms, and asked Fan Jiajia in a low voice: "Manager Gu Where did you go?"
Fan Jiajia hesitated for a moment and said, "Maybe I went to the airport."
Before she finished speaking, Jiang Xu had already run out. This building has a high floor, and it takes a long time for the elevator to go up and down. A spare elevator is still under maintenance. Jiang Xu saw that the elevator was stuck on the [-]th floor. Without moving, he simply rushed into the stairwell and ran down at the speed of a [-]-meter sprint.
There were nineteen floors, and when he reached the first floor, on a cold day in late autumn, his back was sweating.
While calling Gu Qingzhou, Jiang Xu looked around for his car, and found that it was still parked at the original location and did not drive away. He expected that he should be faster than him, so he took a rest while holding the sycamore tree by the roadside, and both My legs were numb, and I couldn't even stand up.
The elevator was a bit slow. When Gu Qingzhou walked out of the company building, he saw a familiar figure standing beside the car.Before Jiang Xu could catch his breath, his hair was soaked in sweat, as if he had been running for a long time. He raised his eyes and saw Gu Qingzhou. His breath was suppressed.
Gu Qingzhou's complexion was too pale, so his eyes became darker and darker, and people couldn't find the focus of his sight. He seemed to glance at Jiang Xu, but he didn't seem to look at him. He just brushed past him and put his hand into his trouser pocket , took out the car keys, opened the door and prepared to get in the car.
"and many more,"
Jiang Xu made a hoarse voice, and then took Gu Qingzhou's hand to open the door, not knowing how to speak for a while.
Gu Qingzhou was unexpectedly calm, but it made people uneasy for no reason. He withdrew his hand without emotion, put it back into his pocket, stared at the rolling traffic in the distance, and didn't look at Jiang Xu: "What's the matter?"
Jiang Xu actually had a lot to say, but when it came to his mouth, he could only say one sentence: "...Are you going to be transferred?"
"Well," Gu Qingzhou didn't deny it, and his tone could even be called peaceful, which was completely different from that day, "I'm tired of waiting, and I'll go back to City A the day after tomorrow, and the headquarters will send a new person to take over."
Jiang Xu looked at him when he heard the words, and suddenly wondered if it was necessary to say what he was full of, or if the retribution for the stupid things he did more than [-] years ago had finally come to him.
Gu Qingzhou couldn't hear the following for a long time, and finally glanced at him: "Is there anything else?"
Jiang Xu smiled at him, and suddenly asked in a low voice, "Am I a little late?"
Gu Qingzhou didn't understand what he meant: "what?"
The sweat on Jiang Xu's back was blown by the wind, bringing a rustle of coolness, and even his legs became numb, and he couldn't stand upright. When he supported the tree and looked at Gu Qingzhou, his eyes smiled brightly, Mix the regret and remorse inside, and hide it deep in the bottom of the eyes, no one can see the slightest bit.
Jiang Xu still had a smile on his face, like when he was the most energetic in his youth, he looked at Gu Qingzhou deeply. He had never looked at a person so seriously in his life, as if he wanted to keep him in his heart.
"Although you are leaving, it is too late to say these words, but I always feel that I should tell you that City A is too far away from Haicheng, more than 2000 kilometers away. I am afraid that if I don't say it now, I will have no chance in the future."
The world is too big and there are too many people. Sometimes before I can say goodbye, I will be overwhelmed by chaos and disappear without a trace.
Beside Jiang Xu was the noisy crowd, opposite was the busy traffic, looked up and there were many tall buildings, too many scenes were mixed together, and finally they all fell into silence, becoming small for no reason.
Jiang Xu said: "I used to be too stupid, and now I'm too stupid. I used to fight and play truant and drop out of school. I learned from others as a local gangster. I was so muddled and inhumane. I will still be the same in the future. I haven't made any progress. You all think I am brave, but in fact I'm so timid, I hide even a single truth and don't dare to say it..."
"It's not easy for my mother. She is a woman who has pulled me up so much. Because of her work, she has fallen ill all over her body, and now she can't walk steadily. I just want to make her happy and earn money so that she can enjoy happiness. Every time I take an exam I dare not tell her if I smashed it, not because I am afraid that she will hit me, but because I am afraid that she will be sad..."
He was disorganized, he didn't know what to say, he babbled on a lot of things, important or not, at the end he paused for a moment, and then suddenly said in a low voice: "Gu Qingzhou, I like you."
These words seemed to have drained all of Jiang Xu's courage and strength. After he finished speaking, he was silent for a long time, only the cool wind blew past, blowing up the corners of his white shirt.
Gu Qingzhou stood by the car door with his back to him, unable to see his expression clearly, the leaves of the sycamore tree had almost fallen, and only a few sparse ones remained, casting shadows on his shoulders, the air was so There was silence for a moment, and I don't know how long it took, Gu Qingzhou straightened his back slowly, and finally made a sound, but he whispered without emotion: "There is nothing else, I will go first."
Hearing Jiang Xu's words, all kinds of complicated thoughts gathered from the past memories. His legs were already a little numb due to standing for too long, and gradually spread to his whole body. He wanted to laugh, but couldn't, and finally had The action, but he raised his hand to open the car door for Gu Qingzhou: "No, I just want to say, I'm sorry for what happened that day..."
and also,
"Gu Qingzhou, thank you for liking me for so long."
When everyone else treats Jiang Xu as rubbish, only Gu Qingzhou likes Jiang Xu. He is willing to save his little breakfast money and buy everything Jiang Xu likes. He is willing to arrange seats in the class according to his grades. Time and time again deliberately failed the exam, just to continue to be at the same table with him.
Gu Qingzhou once held the purest sincerity of his youth in front of him, but Jiang Xu himself didn't grasp it. At that time, he was reckless, and he could neither learn to cherish nor like him.
Gu Qingzhou didn't answer, he didn't know how he got into the car, he clenched the steering wheel with both hands, and then started the car numbly, the scenes in his mind were all what Jiang Xu said just now, his breathing became stagnant uncontrollably, with A sour feeling spread from the tip of the nose to the eye sockets, and the originally clear vision became blurred for a moment.
He is real. He has been waiting for Jiang Xu for a long time, so long that he can't remember how many years...
Gu Qingzhou stood at the same place and waited for Jiang Xu to turn around, and waited for his words of liking. He had been chasing each other's footsteps throughout his youthful youth. It had been nine years since he met at the age of 16 and reunited at the age of 25.Gu Qingzhou originally thought that he could put it down a long time ago, but it turned out that he would easily get confused because of the other party's words.
The phone was quietly lying in the pocket, and then vibrated slightly. When it was connected, it was a call from Dou Xun: "What time is it? I agreed to send me off to the plane today. The flight is about to take off and I haven't seen it yet." I see your shadow."
Gu Qingzhou put on the earphones, her voice was imperceptibly hoarse because of something suppressed for a long time: "Some traffic jams."
Dou Xun paused at the other end, was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Is Jiajia here?"
Gu Qingzhou said, "I didn't come."
Dou Xun seemed a little disappointed: "Come on, then I'll get on the plane first, and I'll get back to you when I get to City A."
Gu Qingzhou hung up the phone, his fingertips were still trembling slightly, his vision was still blurred after a moment of clarity, he had to pull over and stop the car, glanced out of the corner of his eye, but saw a familiar figure in the rearview mirror.
Two legs can't run on four wheels, but Jiang Xu didn't think too much about it. He followed behind with tired steps. He didn't know what he was going to do, maybe he just wanted to give a gift. Seeing off Gu Qingzhou, fortunately, the speed of the car is not fast, even if it drives far away, it can still be seen vaguely.
Gu Qingzhou looked at the approaching figure in the rearview mirror, closed his eyes, and suddenly lowered his head uncontrollably. In a trance, some liquid fell from his eye sockets and hit his knees straight, wet Small traces.
Haicheng is very small and remote, the roads there are congested, the crowds there are mixed, the bus stop signs are old and faded, it is very hot when it is hot, and it is accompanied by continuous rain when it is cold, everything is very bad, but no matter how long you have been away However, Gu Qingzhou is still willing to turn around and look for Jiang Xu at his best time.
The two of them, one inside the car and the other outside the car, were originally separated by a long distance, but because of Gu Qingzhou's stillness and Jiang Xu's continuous forward movement, they slowly shrank closer, and finally met each other.
Gu Qingzhou leaned on the steering wheel and didn't raise his head for a long time. In a trance, he seemed to hear the rustling of sycamore leaves blown by the autumn wind, and Jiang Xu's frivolous and laughing voice.
The man stopped beside the car, smiling very nicely, but his eyes were slightly red, he leaned over the roof of the car, looked at the people inside, and said softly: "Hey..."
Jiang Xu said, "Gu Qingzhou, why don't you leave."
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Chapter 30 People in this world are hard to come by. If you miss it, there will be no second one
Jiang Xu has never forced anything in his life. Whether it is life or people, he is always casual and meaningless. If Gu Qingzhou really wants to leave, he will probably not stop him, but at the same time he can't control it. I can't help but think, what if Gu Qingzhou really leaves and never comes back in this life?
Will Jiang Xu... meet the second Gu Qingzhou again?
Probably not.
Gu Qingzhou used to be very tolerant. He was buried deep on the steering wheel, making it impossible to see any emotions, only the tense veins on his forehead, as if he was trying to endure something, and finally raised his head, but It was the one who started the car with a blank face, passed by Jiang Xu and drove away at a fast speed.
Jiang Xu saw his red eyes for a moment, and thought, Gu Qingzhou didn't seem to cry so much before.
It was the peak time of traffic in the morning, and there was an endless stream of vehicles on the road. Jiang Xu was afraid that he would be emotionally unstable and cause an accident, so he raised his hand to stop a taxi, opened the door and sat in the co-pilot, and said in a low voice. : "Master, follow the car in front."
Hearing this, the driver glanced at him, and immediately turned the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator to keep up, but he was still half a beat behind. Several cars were inserted in the middle, so he could only follow behind at a distance. Jiang Xu walked behind through the windshield. Staring straight ahead, pursing his lips unconsciously, he tapped his fingertips on the screen of the phone quickly, as if he wanted to make a call, but for some reason, he endured it again.
The driver seemed to see his hidden anxiety, chewing gum, and said in half-baked Mandarin: "Don't worry, I have been driving for more than 20 years, and I will definitely be able to keep up."
Jiang Xu was silent, looking a little absent-minded.
Gu Qingzhou's thoughts were probably a little confused, even the driving route was aimless, and he was always going in circles around a place. In the end, the driver was a little confused, so he sat in a different position and said, "Big brother, are you talking to me?" I was just kidding, the car in front has been circling around, where does he want to go?"
Jiang Xu said, "He doesn't know the way..."
He said again: "Just follow behind, I will definitely pay the fare."
The driver probably felt that this job was a bit exhausting, so he didn't say anything, so he had to continue to follow behind. Fortunately, Gu Qingzhou didn't continue to circle around, turned around after a while, and stopped in front of a nearby bar. .
The driver slowed down by half a step, stuck at the red light and couldn't get through. Across the road, Jiang Xu saw Gu Qingzhou walk into the bar, so he simply asked the master to pull over and pay the money to get out of the car.
This bar is open 24 hours a day, but the business is a bit deserted during the day, only a few bartenders are wiping glasses at the counter. When Jiang Xu first entered, he attracted the attention of some guests around him. He glanced at the first floor and saw nothing. Seeing Gu Qingzhou's figure, he went up to the second floor, and finally found him in the booth near the corner.
Lonely people always like to sit in dimly lit corners. Gu Qingzhou's back is facing Jiang Xu. Several bottles of wine have been ordered on the table. , there is a sense of distance for no reason.
Jiang Xu didn't go forward, but found a seat behind Gu Qingzhou and sat down. During the period, a waiter came up to order. He ordered a glass of wine casually, and then sat there silently, keeping his eyes on the people in the corner.
Gu Qingzhou didn't move. He put his hand on his forehead and closed his eyes tiredly. Even though most of his body was in the shadows, it was not difficult to see his pale complexion. After drinking, a layer of water vapor gradually covered the outside of the bottle, leaving a circle of water marks on the smooth table.
Jiang Xu just sat with him until the afternoon, and the originally deserted bar gradually became lively. The lights and music on the dance floor suddenly shattered the peace of the day, dragging the pace of nightlife, presumptuous and depraved.
Jiang Xu often came to this kind of place when he was in school, but he never came into contact with it after work. The rhythmic music in his ears made him feel a little noisy. It took him a while to get used to it, and the booths on the second floor gradually It was also full of new arrivals, and the waiters went up and down in a hurry, looking very busy.
Gu Qingzhou finally made a move. When the waiter passed by, he ordered a new order. After a while, several bottles of high-altitude cocktails were placed on the table. He pried off the lid of the wine and drank one after another. It doesn't seem to make a difference.
Jiang Xu watched from behind, his brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and he couldn't help but want to go forward. At this moment, a soft male voice suddenly sounded in his ear: "Handsome guy, there is no place nearby, I see Is it convenient for you to share a table by yourself?"
Hearing this, Jiang Xu looked at the person who came, but saw a fair-skinned man with a semi-transparent shirt with the collar wide open, and pure black leggings on the lower body. He deliberately leaned towards him while talking, getting closer , Only to find that there is still makeup on the face, and there is a light, sweet perfume smell on the body.
"..."
Jiang Xu looked around and found that there were indeed no vacancies around. He occupied a table for four by himself, so he said, "Whatever."
The clinker did not give up, but sat halfway on the edge of the table, blocking Jiang Xu's way, and the hand propped on the table approached his wine glass without a trace, with a white tablet between his fingertips: "Handsome, May I get to know you, I think you are quite eye-catching, how about I buy you a glass of wine?"
He said, using the angle to cover up his fingertips, he was about to drop something into the wine without a trace, but his wrist was suddenly clamped, and the sudden force seemed to crush the wrist bone, making him instantly His face turned pale.
Jiang Xu stared at him without emotion, flicked his fingers, and the wine glass slid into it along the flat table, avoiding the pills falling from the man's hand impartially, and said in a low voice: "Do you want to invite me to drink?" Do you want to drink, or do you want to eat?"
The man burst into tears in pain, but he couldn't pull back his hand no matter what, he said anxiously: "I just want to pick you up because I think you are handsome, it's just something to add to the fun, can't it be like this?!"
Jiang Xu frowned slightly when he heard this, and loosened his fingertips, the other party took advantage of the situation to escape, hurriedly clutching his wrist and stumbling downstairs, many people looked over.
He didn't pay much attention when he first entered the bar, but he felt something weird in his heart, but he couldn't tell what was wrong. Now that he realized it, he looked around without a trace, only to find that there were no women, all of them were there. It's a man—
Obviously, this is a gay bar.
After Jiang Xu realized this, his pupils shrank slightly, and almost instantly, he stood up from his seat. He looked incredulous, he never thought that he would enter such a place, and he wanted to pack his things almost immediately Leave, but I don't know what to think of, subconsciously look at Gu Qingzhou who is sitting in the corner, after a few hesitation, I forced myself to sit back.
In this circle, there are fewer attacks and more receptions, and most of them are No. 1 and No. [-]. Jiang Xu is too imposing and has a superior appearance. He is also a rare high-quality man. He has attracted many people since he entered the bar. Pay attention, everyone thought he was the No. [-] who came here to hunt for beauty, ready to move in secret.
With the first one going up, there will naturally be the second and third ones, but without exception, they all returned home one after another. At the same time, Jiang Xu's face became more and more livid. Gu Qingzhou didn't know if he saw this scene or not. , The speed of drinking is getting faster and faster, and there are more and more empty bottles on hand.
There are more or less strange people in every circle. Normal people see that Jiang Xu is obviously not a good person, even if they want to get close, they stop thinking, but there is that kind of entanglement who is not afraid of death.
Jiang Xu dismissed the third one with a blank face, the pain in his temples suddenly hurt, and he couldn't hold back the violent factor in his blood and wanted to hit someone, especially when he saw a man with glasses approaching Gu Qingzhou as if he wanted to strike up a conversation and take advantage of it, this emotion kept coming Reached the peak in an instant.
"Wow—"
When Jiang Xu got up, he moved too fast, and he took the seat sideways, and made a harsh sound when he rubbed against the ground. He went straight to the corner of the booth, and then pulled away the man with glasses who was close to him, and grabbed Gu with a cold face. Qingzhou's wrist pulled him up from his seat, and led him downstairs involuntarily, ignoring the sight of his surroundings, and walked all the way until he got out of the bar and was blown by the cold wind, so he became a little sober.
Due to the effect of alcohol, Gu Qingzhou was already a little unsteady, and without any strength to resist, he could only stumble behind, and was half-forced to be taken out of the bar by Jiang Xu, like a puppet pulling strings .
"release……"
Gu Qingzhou staggered and stood firm, and said to Jiang Xu in a hoarse voice: "Release."
Jiang Xu didn't let him go, looked straight into Gu Qingzhou's eyes in the dark night, and asked without emotion: "Let go of you, and then? Let you go back to drink? The little hooligan took advantage of the unconsciousness you drank? "
Gu Qingzhou tried his best to get rid of him, but said in a cold voice, "It's none of your business."
Hearing this, Jiang Xu gritted his teeth silently and stared at him. After a few seconds, he actually let go of his hand: "Okay, then you can go."
The indescribable anger in his heart at this time was not directed at Gu Qingzhou, but at himself. That kind of anger directly burned his brain and burned his reason blank. Such a gaffe.
He tried his best to breathe calmly, not wanting to do something uncontrollable, and stood there expressionless, watching Gu Qingzhou walk towards the bar, but did not catch up.
step,
two steps,
Three steps...
When he reached step No.15, Jiang Xu saw Gu Qingzhou squatting down suddenly. He didn't know whether he was drunk or because of something else, and he hadn't moved for a long time.
Seeing this, Jiang Xu pursed her lips, and stepped forward to help him up, but when she stretched out her hand, her hand was covered with cold tears.
"..."
Jiang Xu frowned unconsciously, leaned over and half knelt on the ground, clutched Gu Qingzhou's shoulders, and asked in a low voice, "Gu Qingzhou?"
The tone was a little anxious, but the latter didn't make a sound, just hugged his knees tightly and curled up into a ball, like a hedgehog without thorns, instinctively put on a defensive posture, not wanting anyone to hurt him.
Seeing this, Jiang Xu unconsciously lowered his voice: "Gu Qingzhou..."
He was half kneeling on the ground, his knees hurt from the cold bricks, but nothing could compare to the cold tears at his fingertips. Jiang Xu closed his eyes, as if he understood why Gu Qingzhou was so sad, and felt helpless in front of him. The huddled man hugged him tightly, his Adam's apple moved, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry Gu Qingzhou..."
作者有话要说:感谢在2020-09-1618:36:52~2020-09-1801:12:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: My Deng’s warm baby? 1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: uniqueness1;
Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 5 for a worm among flowers; 2 for uniqueness;
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