Fall in a second

During the few hours spent alone, Meng Xiaofei recalled many things, including how she fell in love with this man, how she entered the marriage hall, and swore to protect each other for the rest of her life. It became a sharp blade that hurt and stabbed Meng Xiaofei.

How happy she was at that time, now makes her feel sick and nauseous. It turns out that she has made wedding dresses for others these years and has become a tool for giving birth to children. Meng Xiaofei bowed his head towards his lower abdomen, he couldn't bear it but he couldn't help it.

My son, I'm sorry, I can only blame us for not being destined. I hope that if you have a chance in the future, you will come back and be your mother's baby.

Thinking of deciding to give up the child he has regarded as a treasure these days, Meng Xiaofei felt very uncomfortable.

Yan Chu didn't sleep well that night. In fact, something was wrong when Aunt Meng asked her to go back to her room for dinner, but she didn't dare to go out to see what happened. Anyway, everything was terribly quiet, as if nothing happened. It's the same as what happened, but the calmer the sea, the more likely it is that the waves will be rough.

After taking a nap, Yan Chu woke up in the middle of the night. She glanced at the time and it was 02:30 in the morning. She tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. This will save her from being in a hurry tomorrow morning. When she came out, she accidentally saw Aunt Meng sitting on the balcony blowing the cold wind. Her heart tightened, and she ran over without saying a word, and reached out to help close the window.

"Aunt Meng, why are you blowing the wind here alone? It's so cold." Yan Chu blew on it when the window was closed, then hugged himself tightly and shivered.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me." Meng Xiaofei murmured expressionlessly.

Standing in front of her, Yan Chu could not bear to see that her face was pale from the cold, and her whole body was radiating coldness.

"If Aunt Meng wants to do this, then I will accompany you, and I will sit here with you." After Yan Chu finished speaking, he sat down on the stool next to him.

Meng Xiaofei raised his eyes to glance at her, and saw that the girl was wearing thin clothes, with only a light coat on her body, sitting there trembling but still holding on.

"Stop being a fool, go back to sleep." Meng Xiaofei said.

Yan Chu didn't want to go back, so he couldn't help but ask, "Is it because of... Mr. Zeng's business?"

Meng Xiaofei didn't speak, but stared straight ahead, blankly.

"It has nothing to do with you, it's a marriage issue between me and him."

"It's related, in fact it is related." Yan Chu nuzzled, "Actually, I am responsible for what happened to this point."

Next, Yan Chu told Meng Xiaofei exactly what Zeng Yuming threatened her not long after he arrived, and admitted his mistake. He was really scared at first, so he didn't tell her about it, and it was her. After disclosing the news to Ah Ming, Ah Ming told Ji Youqing again, that's why everyone investigated this matter.

Yan Chu took the initiative to admit his mistake to Meng Xiaofei.

"I don't blame you, really, actually, I would still like to thank you. If it wasn't for you, I might not know how long I would have been lost in this bubble. Thank you for letting me see the reality."

Yan Chu watched Meng Xiaofei wink and smile at her, but she couldn't laugh anyway, she could understand the smile in Auntie Meng's eyes, it was bitter.

"Then what are your plans for the future?" Yan Chu couldn't help asking.

"What else can I plan? Collect enough evidence and sue for divorce. The child will be aborted. This marriage has come to an end." Meng Xiaofei said this with a blank expression, as if explaining that one thing doesn't matter own business.

This sounds like a very simple thing to others, but only the person involved is the most painful.

Yan Chu didn't know what to say, and she couldn't say anything to comfort her, so she just nodded and said, "No matter what you do, I will support you. If there is anything that needs me to do, I am always there."

Meng Xiaofei smiled gratifiedly, "You, girl, you should have thought about yourself, you are about to lose your job, I don't know, hurry up and find a job for yourself, and change to a decent job."

Yan Chu lowered his head and didn't speak, feeling a little bit reluctant in his heart, and let her do this suddenly, he really didn't plan, everything was very sudden.

After a long time, she smiled and looked up and said, "I'm not in a hurry, Aunt Meng, I'll accompany you to finish the journey, and then I'll go find a job."

"Silly boy, I'm an adult in my thirties, not a kid in my early twenties, you think such a little setback can knock me down, I won't let it go, mind your own business. "

"I know I'm not capable, and I may not really be able to help you, but as long as you need me, I will be there. During the days when I came to S City, it was Aunt Meng who took me in for the first time and gave me a copy. Work, you have always taken care of me, so I am willing, if I can help you."

Looking at the girl's serious eyes, Meng Xiaofei was subconsciously moved, so he smiled and said, "Okay, if I need your help, I will find you, but now, can you go back to your room to rest?"

"What about you?" Yan Chu couldn't help asking.

"I'm about to go to bed, I'm a little sleepy."

Yan Chu nodded, got up and went back to the room under Meng Xiaofei's watchful eyes, and only after she really went back to the room and closed the door did she suddenly realize what she was going out for this trip, to clean up the restaurant, but she didn't seem to do anything. came back……

Forget it, let's get up early tomorrow to clean up, she really couldn't bear it any longer, so Yan Chu climbed onto the bed with a yawn and put on the quilt.

After Yan Chu left, Meng Xiaofei also stood up and stretched her arms. It was already three o'clock in the morning, and it was almost dawn. She had no intention of going back to her room, but went straight to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator door and opened He took out the red wine, took out a glass for himself and poured out a glass of red wine. It tasted bitter, just like the fucking life in front of him. Ever since he started trying to conceive, Meng Xiaofei had almost never drunk wine. If you don't want it, you will simply give up on yourself.

A glass of red wine was quickly finished, and Meng Xiaofei wanted to pour a second glass, but when he raised his hand, his lower abdomen suddenly hurt, Meng Xiaofei bowed his waist and subconsciously put his hand on it, which was for Is she implying something?Is the baby telling mom not to drink?But mother doesn't have the courage to keep you, let alone bring you up alone...

It is very sad to think about it.

In the end, Meng Xiaofei still didn't drink the second glass of wine, and went to the study alone, intending to read a book to pass the time, but finally turned on the heater and fell asleep on the table. When she woke up, it was just dawn.

It didn't wake her up, and it wasn't because she slept for too long, but because her arms were numb and she was forced to wake up. Meng Xiaofei looked at the time, and it was almost time, so she went back to the bedroom and climbed onto the bed, covering herself with the quilt Lie down on your side, creating the appearance that you've been in bed all night.

Zeng Yuming didn't call Meng Xiaofei after waking up, but went out to have breakfast directly. When facing this stern man alone, Yan Chu didn't dare to express himself, but just did his own thing silently, thinking that he would be liberated soon, so he could bear it any longer. just fine.

"You, come here." Just as Yan Chu was about to walk away, Zeng Yuming stopped him.

"Does my wife associate with anyone?" Zeng Yuming asked.

Yan Chu shook his head innocently: "I don't know, my wife seldom goes out."

"Then did you talk nonsense to her?" Zeng Yuming stared at her.

"No, I didn't say anything." Yan Chu felt guilty.

"It's better like this, otherwise I will never forgive you lightly." After Zeng Yuming finished speaking, he picked up a napkin and wiped his mouth before getting up and walking away. Yan Chu silently cleaned up the table by himself and sighed. Aunt Meng married such a man It's really sad, but it's okay, in another sense, it's a great blessing to be entrusted to this man soon.

Meng Xiaofei has not fallen asleep in bed. Since she found out the truth last night, she has basically been unable to sleep, even though she is very sleepy and tired.

She kept her eyes closed on the bed and pretended to sleep until she heard the sound of the car engine starting, the car driving away, and everything around her being quiet, then she opened her eyes, feeling like a sigh of relief.

Lying on the bed and picking up the phone, Meng Xiaofei opened the photo she secretly took on Zeng Yuming's phone last night again, and saw their chat records again, her heart was pierced, tears fell down again, she bit herself The back of her hand didn't want to make a sound, and tried her best to suppress sobbing. This state lasted for almost half an hour. She opened WeChat, clicked on Ji Youqing's profile picture, and sent her a message after hesitation.

Meng Xiaofei: Youqing, I...

Meng Xiaofei: I know you are having a hard time recently, but you are the only friend I can trust, and it seems that I can only rely on you.

Ji Youqing: Tell me, what do you need me to do.

Ji Youqing came back in almost seconds. She was about to get up and go to work when she saw Meng Xiaofei's news, but she expected something, so she quickly called Xia Yi and asked her to deal with related matters today.

Meng Xiaofei: Can you accompany me to the hospital?

Ji Youqing could have expected something when she saw the news, but she didn't ask too much. After all, she knew that it was very difficult for Xiaofei to make this decision. Even Ji Youqing couldn't do this kind of persuasion. I don't think it matters, but she is different, she knows that Xiao Fei is very sad.

Ji Youqing: You have made your decision, and I will accompany you.

Meng Xiaofei: I've been thinking about it all night, and I've already made up my mind. Let's go to the hospital where I was taught. Let the child come from where he came from, and leave from where he left.

Ji Youqing: OK, when are you leaving, I will pick you up.

Meng Xiaofei: Let me drive to find you. My stomach is not too big now, so it doesn't hinder me from driving.

Ji Youqing: That's fine, then send me a message when you arrive.

Meng Xiaofei: Okay, I'll get up first to tidy up, and I'll contact you later.

After sending the message, Meng Xiaofei got up and got out of bed. She was dizzy and almost couldn't stand still. She rested her hands on the head of the bed for a while before recovering. Because of morning sickness, she started to feel a little anemic, and she was always dizzy habitually.

After simply putting on makeup, Meng Xiaofei looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly remembered that he hadn't put on makeup for a long time. Ever since she was pregnant, she put on her bag and car keys, and was chased out by Yan Chu when she was about to go out.

"Aunt Meng, I have prepared your breakfast."

Standing at the door, Meng Xiaofei looked back and said, "I won't eat breakfast, you can eat it alone. I have something to go out for a while, and I may come back later. I will contact you when the time comes." After finishing speaking, he was ready to leave.

Yan Chu quickly caught up and asked, "Aunt Meng, what are you going to do alone?"

Meng Xiaofei smiled, turned around and said: "Don't worry about adults' affairs, children, I will come back later, don't worry, I won't do stupid things."

She's just... trying to do the right thing.

Yan Chu stood in the yard watching Meng Xiaofei drive away, feeling a little worried.

Thinking of this, she hurried back and took her mobile phone to send a message to Lu Ming.

Yan Chu: Ah Ming, something happened here. Aunt Meng already knew about her husband's cheating.

When Lu Ming received the message, she was eating breakfast in the cafeteria and had to rush to class later. She replied with her mobile phone in one hand while eating steamed buns.

Lu Ming: How is Auntie Meng doing?

Yan Chu: It doesn't look very good. I woke up in the middle of the night last night and found her sitting on the balcony blowing the cold wind. She went out without eating anything in the morning. Do you think she will kill the child?

Lu Ming: It's very possible, but anyone who encounters this kind of thing will not want children, I can understand.

Yan Chu: Actually, it's not that I disapprove of her aborting the child, but I'm worried about Aunt Meng's health. She's been really bad lately. Doesn't it mean that abortion is also dangerous?

Lu Ming: Ah Chu, I found a problem.

Yan Chu: What's the problem.

Lu Ming: I found that you care about Aunt Meng very much.

Yan Chu: She takes good care of me, I'm just caring normally, Ah Ming, don't think too much.

Lu Ming: If my guess is correct, Aunt Meng should go to Aunt Ji. They are good friends, so don't worry. Although it will be painful to expose this matter, everyone is relieved. There was a sunny day after the rain.

Yan Chu: You're right. I do feel a big sigh of relief. Finally, I don't have to hide anything, and I don't have to watch Auntie Meng waiting in the dark.

Lu Ming: So, just wait at home obediently. Aunt Meng will have her own sense of proportion. I believe she will make the most correct choice.

Yan Chu: I hope so.

Since receiving the news from Meng Xiaofei in the morning, Ji Youqing has been waiting at home restlessly, waiting for her news, but unexpectedly, Meng Xiaofei drove the car directly outside her house, which surprised Ji Youqing.

"Yuqing, I..." Meng Xiaofei, who had been holding on all the way, finally couldn't bear it anymore, threw herself into Ji Yuqing's arms, and sobbed softly while hugging her.

Ji Yuqing comforted her back carefully, and said, "It's okay, I'm here, I'm here, don't you still have me?"

"I'm so sad, I'm really sad, You Qing, I don't know what to do." Meng Xiaofei cried.

"Are you... still reluctant to part with this child?" Ji Youqing couldn't help asking.

Meng Xiaofei suddenly stopped talking, and then admitted it, "After all, I was pregnant for more than three months, and it would be a lie to say that I have no feelings. I bought her a lot of clothes and toys, just waiting for her to be born. After such a thing, I can't keep the child."

Ji Youqing patted her on the back and said softly, "No matter what decision you make, I will support you."

Meng Xiaofei stopped sobbing, took a deep breath and said, "I've already registered, let's go to the hospital now."

Ji Youqing was a little surprised when he heard that, but Xiao Fei was determined to kill the child.

"Okay, let me drive."

Meng Xiaofei got into the car first and waited. Ji Youqing took something out of the house and threw it into Meng Xiaofei's arms after getting on the car: "Yogurt and sandwiches, eat some when you're hungry."

Meng Xiaofei shook his head, forced a joke and said, "I can wait until after my operation to eat, after all, if I am going to have an operation, I need an empty stomach."

"It's fine, it's all up to you." Ji Youqing smiled fondly, started the car and set off.

On the way to the hospital, Meng Xiaofei never stopped talking. Ji Youqing knew that all her strength was just pretending. She just wanted to create an appearance that she was not afraid at all. Of course, Ji Youqing also tried her best to cooperate with her.

"I see that there is no milk tea shop. We often bought it when we were in school, but you can only drink the original flavor. When you bought it for the first time, the clerk confirmed with you again and again, saying that the original flavor is not good. In the end, you still don't like it. I've been drinking for several years." Meng Xiaofei said with a smile, his eyes lingering on the scene outside the window.

"Yeah, but I think it's quite delicious. Maybe that store is more authentic. The tea is real New Zealand black tea, and the milk is real fresh milk." Ji Youqing smiled and said, driving steadily Car, no bumps at all.

Meng Xiaofei leaned on the seat, turned his face out of the window, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "I really want to go back to my childhood, how wonderful it was."

After hearing this, Ji Youqing also smiled and said: "When I was young, I always wanted to grow up, but when I grew up, I wanted to go back to being a child, but I don't know that the present is the most precious and beautiful moment. I won’t do it all over again, it’s better to enjoy the moment, it’s never too late to make a decision, isn’t it?”

Meng Xiaofei nodded approvingly, and suddenly asked: "Oh, Lao Ji, I think this passage is also applicable to you, you can't just reason with others, but don't obey yourself. Don't you want to live the present moment well? Hurry up and take that girl Lu Ming?"

"This... none of my business." Ji Youqing was eager to get rid of himself, feeling a little unnatural.

"You, just continue to be awkward like this, don't wait until one day it's too late to regret it."

Ji Youqing stopped talking and diverted his attention to driving.

Arriving at the hospital in this way, Ji Youqing accompanied Meng Xiaofei upstairs to the obstetrics and gynecology department. Ji Youqing, who was hardly involved in this department, was shocked by the crowded waiting room in front of him.

"A lot of people." Meng Xiaofei smiled, "A lot of women here come to seek medical advice every day. Some of them have worked so hard just to get pregnant, some because they don't want children to have an abortion, and some because their pregnancies are unstable. Some of them were unqualified in the screening and were frowning, and some were struggling with whether to have a normal delivery or a cesarean section. Most of them are really pitiful."

Ji Youqing watched her speak without saying a word, but her heart was a little heavy.

"At the beginning, when I was finally pregnant, I came for an examination. I couldn't understand women who were going to have an abortion. Don't they know that this is also a life? Why don't they cherish it so much? I was contemptuous in my heart. Now I finally Understand, I was wrong, everyone has their own experience, outsiders are not qualified to judge anyone, those who choose to have an abortion have their own reasons."

Because Meng Xiaofei was registered as an expert, she didn't wait long, her name came out in the voice broadcast, telling her to go to a certain waiting room.

"Okay, it's my turn." Meng Xiaofei looked at Ji Youqing and said.

Ji Youqing raised her hand and squeezed her shoulder as a sign of encouragement, "Go in, I'll wait for you outside."

Meng Xiaofei was recognized by the doctor immediately after entering.

"Miss Meng, didn't you just come for the check-up half a month ago? It shouldn't be time for the check-up yet."

"That's right, Doctor Qin, I want to kill this child." Meng Xiaofei said.

"Get rid of it? I remember you had a baby before, why didn't you want this child all of a sudden?"

Meng Xiaofei lowered his head and smiled helplessly, "Something happened to the family, the child's father cheated, I have to get rid of this child."

After hearing this, Dr. Qin adjusted his glasses to express his understanding, and then said: "However, your physical condition is not easy to get pregnant. Have you really thought about it clearly? In fact, the society is very open now, and even single mothers will not be despised by others." of."

Meng Xiaofei didn't want to explain too much, and said directly: "I was cheated into marriage, and the child's father is gay."

"Get it done, it has to be done, I support you, let's arrange surgery for you as soon as possible." Doctor Qin's attitude immediately turned 180 degrees, and then he didn't forget to complain about this kind of cheating man.

"If medical abortion is possible, isn't it..."

Before Meng Xiaofei finished speaking, he was interrupted by the other party, "You have been in the month for more than three months now, and you can't do medical abortion anymore, you can only do artificial abortion. The current artificial abortion is painless, and it ends as soon as you wake up. gone."

"Then can we do it today?" Meng Xiaofei asked again.

"I definitely can't do it today. The appointments are already full. Let me check the latest time for you." After speaking, the doctor checked it on the computer, and then said, "You can make an appointment for surgery in seven days."

"Then make an appointment for me, please trouble the doctor." Meng Xiaofei said without hesitation.

"Okay." The doctor who knew the truth no longer tried to persuade her to stay. As a woman, she probably felt more sympathy and regret.

When Meng Xiaofei came out, Ji Youqing was looking at a poster in the corridor, which was the hospital's promotion about test-tube babies.

"It's coming out, how's it going?" Ji Youqing turned her head and asked.

"The operation has been scheduled, and it will be today next week." Meng Xiaofei said.

Ji Youqing nodded, and the two of them took the elevator downstairs together. During the period, a pregnant woman with a big belly came in. Meng Xiaofei stared at the other person's belly in a daze the whole time. Taking it out of the stomach is really a difficult choice.

The moment he walked out of the hospital building, Meng Xiaofei suddenly looked at the sky with his hands on his hips and said, "Okay, let's relax."

Ji Youqing walked behind her, with a bag in one hand, pursed her lips and said, "I will accompany you whatever you want to do today."