The gold master has a crush on me for seven years

"Ding ding ding ding-"

Spark stirred the milk in a trance, and fell into a long pause.It has been two days since the day he came out, and the family situation between the two parties is still very rigid. Spark was dragged home by his parents that day, and then put under house arrest in his bedroom.Helpless, he protested with a hunger strike, but his conservative parents still couldn't accept the news that he had married a man. Compared with Lian Yu's father's punching and kicking, Spark hoped that his parents would vent it, which was better than their cold violence.

Desperate, very desperate, he was also very sad to see his parents who gave birth to him like this.He sat in front of the piano by himself, staring blankly at the photo of his grandfather wearing military uniform on the piano. After a while, he said to the photo: "What about you, do you know if I'm with him, will you be sad or happy?" ?”

Whenever he was sad or tangled these years, he would talk to the photo of his grandfather.Compared with his parents, he trusted his grandfather more.In his consciousness, grandpa is like an unfailing pillar, always his reliance and support.

"I dreamed of you last night, how are you and grandma over there?"

In the black-and-white photo, the tall and heroic man is still smiling heartily. His smile encourages Spark to keep going. Spark thinks that if Grandpa loves him so much, he will probably agree.

"Grandpa, I told you last time that Lian Yu and I are married." Spark leaned his chin on the table, tilted his head and looked at the clock on the wall and said, "Mom and Dad don't agree, but he really treats me Well, I like him too."

The next words seemed to be Pei Qingjun's heartfelt voice, he seemed to be talking to himself, but also seemed to be confiding, and said: "Lian Yuping usually looks dumb, and he doesn't say a few words, but he knows everything in his heart, and he tolerates me." It’s rare to see my mistakes and guide me to move forward, regardless of men and women, isn’t it?”

"Actually, I never thought about being with girls at all, Grandpa, I don't know if I'm making a mistake, but I can't change my liking for men in my life. There's no way... Mom can't understand, she thinks I'm sick Yes, I'm not sick."

"I'm sober, I love him a lot. Haha, I rarely say that to him because I think the two old men are so tired, but if I give everything just to be with him, then I am willing."

Spark was a little sad while talking, but at this moment, the sound of footsteps outside the room startled him, he quickly drank milk and hid the cup, and then lay down on the bed pretending to have nothing to love.The second he was ready, the door of his bedroom was pushed open by his mother. Boss Pei's eyes moved, and he looked at his mother who had been haggard within two days.

Mother Pei said, "Do you want to eat?"

"No." President Pei said angrily.

"Then don't eat it!"

Mother Pei took out the meal, and just as she was about to close the door, Spark got up and said, "Mom, do you think I can fall in love with women if you shut me up like this?"

Mother Pei stood there and looked at Spark seriously and said, "I'll wait until you get back to normal before letting you out. My son is so good, he can't be a pervert."

abnormal?

Spark chuckled.

Yes, minority groups are such an existence in the eyes of the public.He knew that his mother was not targeting him, but he couldn't help feeling sad.Lian Yu has not heard from Lian Yu for two whole days, but whenever he has a chance, he will send himself a message.It is obvious that he is not alone in the struggle, but also Lian Yu.

Mother Pei closed the door, feeling sorry for her son who hadn't eaten for two days, but she was forcing herself to be cruel.Father Pei sat on the sofa, propped his head on his elbows, and said, "Daughter-in-law, this is not a disease. I checked the information and found that sexual orientation is innate. Xiaojun was born like this, he doesn't like women, he only likes men, It can't be changed."

"You said... what?" Mother Pei said in shock, "Your father is still a soldier, and the offspring of a soldier has a man who likes men. Don't you feel ashamed? Your daughter-in-law is a 1.9-meter-tall man , You said it’s not ashamed to throw it out! It’s not ashamed to throw it away!”

"Do you care if you lose face or not? I don't care." Father Pei said, "Maybe we should accept the reality, as long as this person can be with him for a lifetime, this person is reliable, and gender is not important."

"Reality? My son will be fine!" Mother Pei looked angry.

"Haiying, when did you see Xiaojun and us go on a hunger strike to protest?" Dad Pei said, "He has never been at home for a long time since he was a child, and he is polite to us every time we meet. There is too little concern, we don't even know how many times he has been in love, and there are some things he would rather say to his grandfather's portrait than to us!"

Mother Pei's shock and sadness were written on her face. She silently walked into her bedroom and closed the bedroom door.

After hearing this conversation, Spark felt even more sad, not only for Lian Yu but also for his parents.This feeling is not only felt by him alone, but also by the parents of both parties, not to mention Lian Yu who regards Spark as his heart and soul.Lian Yu was also worried about Spark, and didn't know how to face his father.The strategies and methods he and spark had thought about were useless at all after he really came out.

Lian Yu was not placed in confinement, but he had been kneeling in the lobby of the Lian family's villa since the morning until six o'clock in the evening.The whole villa was surprisingly quiet, the air was filled with a faint smell of tobacco, Lian Yu's father frowned and smoked for a whole day.

Even Yu's legs were numb, but he remained motionless, as if expressing his determination.

Even Dad didn't speak for a day, and finally opened his mouth at this time.

"When did you and him start?" Lian Yu's father finally calmed down and asked something serious, "Don't tell me you liked him since you were six years old."

"I've liked him since I was 16. Going to Canada to study was just a way for me to escape him, but I still couldn't escape him in the end. Maybe it's because of our fate, we were together after all after returning to China." Lian Yu said calmly, "I took him to Canada to get married in April."

"Oh. Then, you two big men are going to live like this until old age?"

"Yes, Daddy, I love him just as much as you love Mama."

"Oh...you still have the face to say about your mother..." Lian Yu's father turned around twice in anger, then smashed the ashtray in his hand with a bang, and then he moved to Lian Yu's side and pulled it up Lian Yu's collar, and said, "Lian Yu, it's not that I haven't seen a man who plays with a man, but it's okay to play, don't take it seriously."

"I brought him to meet you because we are serious." Lian Yu remained calm, "I am responsible for my marriage, love, and soul, and I am also responsible for my partner."

Lian Yu's father slapped him across the face: "Go to your mother and be responsible."

"Marriage is not for procreation, but for the union of two souls," Lian Yu said with his eyes closed. "You can continue to hit me, but I will continue to love him. Even if we are not together, I will still love him."

Lian Yu had never had such an argument with his father. Lian Yu's father didn't even know how to scold. He tugged at his tie angrily, and said to Lian Yu, "Okay, then continue kneeling."

Lian Yu's father waved his hands and entered the bedroom. Lian Yu moved his toes slightly, and then continued to kneel down.

There seemed to be no better solution to this conflict. On the third day of Spark's hunger strike, his mother was restless.In fact, Spark has been drinking the milk and biscuits and potato chips in the room for the past few days, but his mother didn't know, and always thought that Spark hadn't eaten a bite. At this time, she was already distressed. She stood at the door and lingered, Dad Pei Said: "Oh, how old are you, you are still under house arrest."

Mother Pei sighed, then turned the doorknob and said, "Come out."

The room was quiet, there was no sound at all.

Mother Pei threw herself on the bed to see if Spark was okay, but she found that there was no one on the bed and the window was open.Last night, spark slid down the pipe from the second floor, and now he is eating buns at the bun shop.

Mother Pei was spinning around in the room angrily.

And Spark has already gone to Lian Yu's villa to look for Lian Yu, Lian Yu's father saw him, and was just silent at first, but Spark kept kneeling at the door and waited.Lian Yu knelt in the hall for a day and a night, and now his lover outside the door knelt with him.Why doesn't Lian Yu's father feel distressed?One is his own son, and the other is a friend of his son whom he has seen growing up since he was a child. Even Yu's father was afraid that he would get arthritis from kneeling on his knees all day and night.

Lian Yu's father finally opened the door, and at the same time, Spark's parents also came from home.The five people reunited in the same place, and as soon as Spark entered the door, he ran to find Lian Yu, trying to pull Lian Yu up from the ground.But Lian Yu glanced at his father and didn't get up.

"Get up, get up." Lian Yu's father said helplessly, "I really can't do anything about you."

Only then did Spark help Lian Yu up. Lian Yu knelt for too long, and when he got up, he staggered, and his whole body was pressed against Spark. Spark supported him and dragged him to sit on the sofa.Lian Yu really didn't eat all day and night, his face was pale, his lips were pursed, but his eyes were still bright.

"Are you okay." Spark was a little scared seeing him like this, "Where is it uncomfortable?"

Lian Yu shook his head.As if the day and night he knelt on this cold floor had never happened. Spark held Lian Yu's hand tightly, and sat with him with his head bowed.He and Lian Yu's personalities are indeed very different. Spark will not treat him badly in the same struggle, but Lian Yu is a straightforward and honest person. If he wants to love someone, he will do his best and give everything he has.

"Don't bow your head." Lian Yu said softly to Spark, "It's not a wrong thing to love someone, you haven't done anything wrong, don't bow your head."

Spark heard the words and slowly raised his head, looking at the three parents opposite.It was Papa Pei who led them down the steps first, and Papa Pei said: "Xiaojun, if you and Lian Yu are hungry, go and eat something first, we can also talk."

Spark immediately pulled Lian Yu up to eat, and cast a grateful look at his father.

Lian Yu went to the convenience store to buy some bread, and the two of them found a seat on a remote path in the villa area and ate.Lian Yu was so hungry that he ate four pieces of bread in one go. Spark handed Lian Yu ham and unscrewed the water bottle for Lian Yu at the same time.After a while, he suddenly laughed and said, "During the time of the senior high school entrance examination, we did the same thing. We hurriedly ate our meals before the tutor came."

"Ah."

"Does your knee hurt?"

"Ah."

"If they still persist like this, will you still be with me?"

"Ah."

Three En, very Lianyu's style.Although there is no sweet talk, Spark feels very down-to-earth.After a while, they returned to the door of Lian Yu's house. The closed door stood majestically. Spark thought, it doesn't matter if there is a storm inside.Although he didn't know what the trial was waiting for them, he once again believed that he was this man in this life, and he wanted to go on with Lian Yu.