The gold master has a crush on me for seven years

Chang'an is stronger than Deng Ling imagined, he is going through illness, he knows that he will die in the next second, but he still smiles at his sunshine Deng Ling like a sunflower every day.

"The flowers today seem to be bigger than those of the previous day," Chang An said to Ye Zhen holding the sunflowers in his hands, "Uncle, the flowers you bought are more cost-effective than those bought by Deng Ling."

"I heard from Deng Ling that you like sunflowers." Ye Zhen smiled and touched Chang'an's pale and yellow face due to anemia. I made all the desserts I ate.”

Chang An happily opened the exquisite gift box and said, "Wow, I'm happy."

Chang'an seems to have a magical power, he can make people around him happy.He picked up a khaki macaron and said, "Hey, is this almond?"

"Well, yes." Ye Zhen sat down and peeled Chang An's oranges, and said, "I don't want to add coloring, so I made almonds."

"I really like almonds." Chang An smiled and rolled his eyes. "When I was a child, I drank the almond milk that brother Deng Ling didn't like. Mmm, it tastes really good."

Deng Ling stood aside in a white coat and looked at Chang An's face swollen from chewing. There was no expression on his handsome face.

What day is the surgery?Everyone knows that this kind of operation is best done at one time. If the first operation fails, the patient may not be able to wait that long, and Chang'an may be unable to hold on at any time.Deng Ling didn't want Chang'an to be wronged, nor did he want Chang'an to be disappointed.Medical information, medical cases, he even went abroad three times to consult experts. Deng Ling has performed this operation 50.00 times and succeeded seven times.His 50.00% success rate far exceeds that of many domestic doctors, but his patient is Chang'an, and what he wants is not 70.00%, not [-]%, but [-]%.

When Ye Zhen left, Deng Ling went to see him off, and at the door Ye Zhen said softly to Deng Ling: "Don't hesitate, it's time for an operation. There is no absolute guarantee, and if you procrastinate, it will only make him more sad."

Deng Ling nodded and said, "I..."

"I believe in you, and you should also believe in you, because Chang'an gave himself to you, and he completely believes in you." Ye Zhen said, "There are not many people in the world who can completely believe in you, and only Just one or two. I know your ability, take it easy, the result will not be bad."

Deng Ling nodded and said, "Okay."

"You are his knight," Ye Zhen's eyes were bent, and there was a trace of wrinkles at the corners of his eyes. Time can't keep anyone, and people can't live up to time.

Ye Zhen patted Deng Ling on the shoulder and said, "You have to draw your sword for him and go to the battlefield for him."

I am his knight, and I will go to the battlefield for him.

A raging fire ignited in Deng Ling's heart, as if a god was guiding him invisible, he no longer hesitated.

Chang An in the ward saw him coming in, and said, "Doctor Deng, come here."

Deng Ling walked over slowly and sat beside Chang An.

"You still talk so little." The corners of Chang An's mouth turned downward, "Come here and let me have a sip."

Deng Ling embraced him lightly, and kissed Chang An's pale mouth with warm and moist lips. Chang An exchanged sweetness with him with his eyes closed. After a while, Chang An slowly opened his eyes and pushed him away.

"I saw you standing there just now, wearing gold-rimmed glasses and a white coat in a gentle manner. I thought it was so handsome." Changan laughed, looked at Deng Ling and said, "There is a chance to sleep together."

Deng Ling once heard a poet say that love is the eyes.

He saw love in Chang'an's eyes looking at him.

He knew that the way he looked at Chang'an was also full of this kind of wonderful emotion.

Deng Ling smiled slightly and said, "Okay, let's sleep together when we have time."

Chang An leaned on his chest and said, "Brother, if I'm not here, it's fine for you to think of me occasionally."

Deng Ling lifted Chang An's shoulder seriously, and said, "I won't let anything happen to you."

Chang'an laughed, this smile was once praised by Deng Ling as a silly and sweet smile, but now Deng Ling can already feel the teasing, helplessness, strength and hope in this smile.

"I believe in you, but there is a contingency in everything." Changan tilted his head and said, "If the aorta cannot pass through, you can try the capillaries. Worried about losing me. People, life and death are fate, what I said just now is serious. If I still can’t be a lucky person, then you just need to think about me once in a while. You are already thirty, so don’t It's too picky, there are so many people chasing you, you find a suitable one..."

Changan felt very unwilling when he said this, and his eyes did not know when it was wet. He raised his head and said to Deng Ling: "Brother, love is mutual debt, mutual understanding, not so perfect, find someone who is similar, he can Walk with you instead of me, and there will be someone by your side when you get old, how nice it is."

"Not good." Deng Ling closed his eyes and kissed Chang An's forehead and said, "I only want you."

Chang An stared at the ceiling and suppressed the tears that were about to overflow his eyes, and said, "Then don't hesitate, go for the surgery. Brother, I'm not afraid, I just love you."

Deng Ling was silent for a moment, then said, "Okay."

Chang'an's operation was officially put on the agenda, spark had no objection, he asked Chang'an in the dead of night, "Do you want to get married?"

"Now?" Chang An shook his head and said, "Mr. Pei, you have to give yourself something to think about, don't you?"

Pei Qingjun said, "The silly kid calls him Dad."

"Dad." Chang An smiled at Pei Qingjun, then turned to look at Lian Yu, and called out, "Dad."

Lian Yu has been sitting beside Chang An, he stroked Chang An's soft little golden hair, Chang An hasn't dyed his hair for a long time, and the black hair can no longer be hidden.

Spark also didn't care about taking care of himself during this time, his blond hair had also grown black, mixed with some gray hair.

"Aren't I very worrying?" Chang An touched Boss Pei's white hair and said, "Give you a white hair, a flower."

"Just pull it, don't tell me the fact that I'm old." Mr. Pei looked at Chang'an tenderly and said, "It's too late, go to bed."

"I still can't sleep, you sing to me." Chang An said, "It's just your album from last year, I like the main title!"

"What are you singing in the middle of the night? I'll sing you a lullaby." Boss Pei closed his eyes and sang, "The moon is quiet, the insects are singing, and the leaves cover the curtains..."

Chang An heard the lullaby he wanted to hear, and closed his eyes contentedly.

This song is the only lullaby of President Pei. It was sung to President Pei by grandma, and President Pei sang it to Chang'an when he was a child.

Spark told Ye Zhen that he wanted to adopt the most beautiful child in the orphanage, and he originally wanted a little girl but chose a little boy. These words are all lies.

When spark went to the orphanage, he learned about Chang'an's illness, so he adopted Chang'an.This kind of disease needs money, and Pei Qingjun was afraid that if he didn't take the child away, the child would die in the orphanage.Back then, Lian Yu and he had decided that even though they adopted the child, they must treat the child as their own flesh and blood.Respect him, love him, accompany him to grow up, and watch him hold another person's hand and go to their future.

He wanted to see Chang'an grow up, he wanted to see him become a qualified man.

President Pei looked at Chang'an's peaceful sleeping face, and slightly curled the corners of his mouth. He didn't make a sound, but just mouthed: Everything will be fine, baby.

Lian Yu, who was opposite him, looked at the moon outside the window and burst into tears.

The day of the official operation was the coldest day in February, and Changan did not allow all his relatives to come to the hospital that day. He said he wanted to face it by himself.And this operation can't kill anyone, so he doesn't think it needs to be so sad.

Before putting on the surgical gown, Deng Ling kissed Chang An's eyes and said, "I love you."

Chang An smiled, and said, "If the operation is successful, buy me a ring."

Deng Ling hummed, and walked out of Chang'an's ward without looking back.Chang'an lowered his head with a smile, and then Deng Ling's assistant physician and anesthetist came to make preparations for Chang'an.Chang An looked very young because of his delicate baby face, and the nurse comforted him softly.

"Well, I trust Dr. Deng." Chang An closed his eyes, "I'm not afraid."

From the moment he walked out of the gate of Chang'an Ward, Deng Ling became "Doctor Deng" and "Professor Deng", not "Lian Chang'an's boyfriend".

He wants to maintain absolute rationality, he wants to be as precise as a clock, he wants to become that thin catheter, and dredge Chang'an's heart vessels bit by bit.Cardiovascular dredging surgery is a major operation, and the few times Deng Ling performed it took more than six hours.He washed his hands many times, and he didn't put on the light blue surgical gown until he had completely calmed down.

Under the somewhat dazzling operating lights, Chang An was already lying down quietly.Deng Ling didn't dare to look at Chang'an's face again. After a minute, he said slowly, "The operation begins—"

This is a minimally invasive catheter procedure in which a dilator mixed with a balloon is placed into a thin catheter and inserted through an incision in the skin.The enlarged cardiovascular map was displayed on the screen in the operating room. It took Deng Ling a lot of time to place the catheter near the heart.

"Plan A, take the one on the right." Deng Ling observed the screen and said, "Let's go, continue to install the catheter."

Deng Ling didn't dare to blink his eyes. When he really saw Chang'an's severely deformed heart angiography, he knew that it would be good if one of the three roads was open.Sure enough, plan a failed when it was a third of the way through. The blood vessel that could not pass through the thin catheter was seriously blocked. As a last resort, Deng Ling withdrew the catheter again.

"B, try the one in the middle." Deng Ling said calmly, "Don't rush, don't rush, slow down. Don't hurt other places."

Plan b also failed. As soon as the catheter was pulled out, it was too far in, and it was already unable to move forward.

Deng Ling remained expressionless. After several failed attempts, he turned around and said, "c,"

At this time, two and a half hours had passed since the operation started. Spark was running around Ye Zhen's house in a hurry. Ye Zhen watched him go around in a hurry, and said, "President Pei, come and sit down, don't go around in circles."

"I'm asking God to bless Chang'an to be okay." Pei Qingjun said seriously, "The name was given by his grandparents, which means to keep him safe and healthy. My grandparents are gone, but I dreamed about our family yesterday. We cook hot pot together, my grandfather said my life is good, and Changan's life is good, he said it will be fine."

Sometimes, people really need some supernatural power to support themselves to move forward.

Spark, who has been smiling and encouraging Chang'an, the man who has always been the pillar of Chang'an's heart, also feels tired.

Spark stood on the spot and continued: "My life has always been good, but if I have a good life, I can let it go, I want to give it to Chang'an."

Lian Yu walked over and hugged him, and said, "Don't worry."

"He is a 20-year-old child who has suffered so much, why continue to torture him like this..." Spark unknowingly shed tears, Ye Zhen patted him on the shoulder and said: "The result hasn't come out yet, don't worry about it." Don't worry, auspicious people have their own signs."

The operation took four hours, and plan c failed.

Deng Ling's assistant said, "Doctor Deng, should we continue? The probability of success of Project D is even lower than these three blood vessels..."

Plan d is to pass through the tiny capillaries that Changan's body has grown on its own due to long-term insufficient blood supply to the heart. Deng Ling has not been discouraged until this time. He said: "Continue, as long as there is hope, keep trying."

He remembered what Chang An said in the ward not long ago. Chang An's voice was very soft, and he said: "Twice if it doesn't work once, three times if it doesn't work twice. If the aorta doesn't work, it's just the capillaries."

There is always a way.

Deng Ling closed his eyes, looked at the screen calmly and said, "Let's go."

Perhaps it was because of the two people's perseverance and the hope that under the microscope they would shine charmingly. Two-thirds of the way through the capillaries did not encounter any blockage. Deng Ling's hand holding the catheter was warm and strong, and he stared at Looking at the screen, afraid of the slightest mistake.A little closer, a little closer—

At this time, six hours have passed. Can this longest road go on forever?

Deng Ling's hands were a little numb. He was afraid of cramps, so he handed the catheter to his assistant, washed his hands and shook the water. After a while, he held the catheter again, just like the king who fought for himself in ancient times. The soldiers on the battlefield held Mao.

In this way, he sent the catheter to the designated position precisely and rigorously, and as he said "Put it!" the stent opened in Chang'an's blocked blood vessel, and the flow of blood instantly became faster as seen from the camera. .

There was applause in the operating room, and Deng Ling couldn't help laughing. He knew that Chang'an's heart had regained its vitality.At this time, he was exhausted and hadn't eaten for eight hours. Deng Ling handed over the follow-up work to his assistant, and went into the lounge to drink some hot water.His assistant brought him bread, closed the door and left, and Deng Ling was the only one left in the room.Deng Ling took a bite of the bread, and suddenly covered his eyes and cried.

He succeeded.

He guarded the life of his lover.

He succeeded.

In the face of life and death, everything has become so insignificant, Deng Ling held the mobile phone and called Ye Zhen, saying, "Brother, it succeeded."