The gold master has a crush on me for seven years

Lian Changan, because of death, myocarditis was caused by a cold, and he was hospitalized.Fortunately, he was discovered in time, and Deng Ling sent him to the hospital. It didn't take long for classmate Chang'an to come back to life.

During this period, Deng Ling kept blaming himself and feeling guilty. He thought that if he had paid more attention to Chang'an's cold, Chang'an would not be lying on the hospital bed so weak...eating canned food.

Chang An stared at Deng Ling with wide eyes, and said, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

The mouth really can't be idle for a moment... Deng Ling sighed and said, "Why didn't you tell me that you had an operation."

Chang An giggled foolishly, and said nonchalantly, "Is there anything to mention? I was young when I had the operation, and I have almost forgotten about it now. Look, don't they look like wings?"

Chang An lifted up his hospital gown and turned his back to show Deng Ling the scar of the heart bridge. Deng Ling looked at Chang An's scar in a daze. There were not many muscles on Chang An's smooth and white back, but the skin was like satin Well, the waist is also very slender.Deng Ling was stunned, and touched it with his hand in a strange way. The little golden retriever immediately put down his clothes and got under the quilt and said, "itch!"

Deng Ling took a deep look at him, and then quickly walked out of the ward. Changan immediately called him behind his back: "Oh, professor! You don't peel apples anymore?"

Deng Ling felt that he needed to calm down.

He stood in the corridor of the hospital for a while, and the doctor from the Affiliated Hospital of Z University greeted him and said, "Doctor Deng, what are you doing standing here?"

Deng Ling blurted out: "My brother is sick, I will accompany him to see."

younger brother?

Deng Ling was taken aback by himself, and Chang'an's small waist appeared in his mind again. He kept his hands in his pockets, and stared at the ground with wide eyes in a daze.

For a moment, he had a desire for this person whom he called "brother".

"pro~fe~ssor~"

Chang'an in the ward started to call for someone, but he couldn't get out because of the infusion in his hand, so he could only shout resentfully in the ward: "Brother, I know you haven't left, it's so cold outside, why are you going out?!"

Deng Ling took a breath, tidied up his coat and re-entered the ward, saying, "I just went to the toilet."

Chang An had a dull expression on his face, and obediently retracted into the quilt, not forgetting to eat the last mouthful of canned food, and said, "Oh."

Let's talk about the love letter written by Chang'an again.Deng Ling didn't find out without opening the bag early in the morning. When he finished the operation and went to rest, he opened the bag because he needed a tissue, and saw a very small envelope in his tissue.Deng Lingte opened the envelope curiously, and there was a letter paper folded n times inside. After unfolding, it was the size of a normal [-]-mo letter paper. As a teacher who had graded Chang'an papers, Deng Ling recognized this iconic cursive script at a glance. From whom.

Dear Deng Ling:

God said let there be light, and there was light.I said I want you, and God made you.Whenever I see your handsome face, I can't restrain myself to love you, my love for you is like the mountains and rivers, my love for you is like the midsummer breeze and bright moon...

#￥#%...&￥**￥&*

Hope you can accept me with me.

I love you Chang'an

Although the content is funny, the handwriting is carefully written by Chang An, who usually writes cursive script, with as much strokes as possible.All kinds of signs showed that Chang'an was serious this time, which made Deng Ling at a loss as to what to do.

Deng Ling no longer knew how he felt.

The little golden retriever is sick, and the old golden retriever must be in a hurry. As soon as spark was in a hurry, his character went directly from Beijing to Hangzhou, and he brought Lian Yu along with him.In this way, Ye Zhen and Deng Yunlou also came together. Spark came in a hurry, and said after seeing that Chang An was fine, "You scared me to death."

Chang An also felt embarrassed at the moment, he himself took three cold showers in order to chase Deng Ling, and now he is lying in the hospital, Ye Zhen's family must feel that they did not take good care of him, and his father and father came from Beijing specially, This is a great sin.

He was discharged from the hospital three days later. It was a blessing in disguise, and Ye Zhen arranged for him to live in Deng Ling's house.

Deng Ling silently glanced at Little Golden Retriever, then at Ye Zhen, and said, "Okay."

Maybe because of getting into trouble and making a big deal, Chang'an has been honest for many days.He goes to class every day, secretly watches Mr. Deng Ling's lectures, and volunteers on weekends.During his first weekend as a volunteer, Deng Ling didn't pay attention. Later, Deng Ling looked at the files and found that the little golden retriever seemed to go to the orphanage to do volunteer work every week. He was a little surprised and said, "You go every week?"

"Well, yes." Chang An said, "Anyway, I have nothing to do."

"Didn't your friends go out on weekends?"

"I have formed a habit, and it's nothing. In fact, I think I'm very lucky. People like me should do more good deeds to repay the society. If I hadn't been adopted, I might have died of a heart attack. How can there be a chance to grow up and go to school at such a young age?"

Chang An held his face and ate the jelly with a spoon. The huge jelly looked bigger than his face.

Deng Ling suddenly looked at Chang'an with admiration.

The two of them lived together for a week, and the two of them hardly spoke much because of embarrassment. In fact, Changan was very straightforward and straightforward. He was not embarrassed at all, but he was the complicated Deng Ling.Sometimes thinking too much will make you tired. Chang’an’s words are said as soon as they are spoken, love letters are written as soon as they are written, and bad things are done as soon as they are done. He never regrets the past, because regrets are useless, he only cares about the future , so he is working hard every minute and every second in his own way.

There is no heating in the south, so Deng Ling turned on the air conditioner early in order to restore Chang'an.There are many people in the family, and it is indeed different from usual.For example, every night after get off work, Deng Ling could see Chang An curled up in a corner of the sofa and playing games under a blanket. Chang An couldn't cook, but he was good at eating. He could eat two steamed buns with stewed potatoes.At first glance, it looks like a baby who is easy to feed.

Deng Ling looked at Chang An eating, and wondered if he could eat so much and still be so thin, maybe there was something wrong with his digestive system.

Deng Ling has lived in the United States for a long time and knows how to cook.Chang'an was raised by his father and father in a rich and well-clothed place in Beijing, and his hands did not touch spring water.But he is not ignorant. When Deng Ling cooks, he washes the dishes, and when Deng Ling sweeps the floor, he wipes the table with a rag.When they were not together, Chang An was curious about everything about Deng Ling, but after living together, Chang An knew how to keep a sense of distance from Deng Ling.At home, he has never played tricks on Deng Ling.

Deng Ling thought, Chang'an actually had a high EQ, so he couldn't suffer, and couldn't offend anyone.

After entering December, Chang'an, a junior, started an internship.Because of Deng Ling's relationship, Chang An directly followed Deng Ling into the emergency room of the hospital for an internship.Deng Ling has been working for six years, and he can calmly face the parting between doctors and patients, but Chang'an is not. He is only 20 years old and has not experienced parting.

One day, a patient with food poisoning was sent to the hospital. She was a little girl from Z University, a freshman who studied literature.Her roommate said that she ate the meat that had rotted overnight, and after several days of vomiting and diarrhea, she began to go into shock. Because it was cheap, she went to the clinic for an infusion but failed before she was sent to the Affiliated Hospital of Z University to see it.In fact, until now, the little girl's vitality has been exhausted.Her whole body was full of toxins. Deng Ling started hemodialysis immediately. After a day of hemodialysis, she suffered from massive upper gastrointestinal bleeding and developed acute renal failure. Finally, the electrocardiogram became a straight line.

Chang'an will never forget the sight of large, large streams of blood spurting from the mouth of the pale little girl wearing an oxygen mask.He was responsible for sucking the girl's blood, and no matter how much he sucked the blood, the blood kept flowing out of the girl's mouth.In fact, he was almost dumbfounded by fright, and the test papers that he usually learned and got full marks in the test became pale and powerless at this moment.

After she left, Chang An was still doing CPR for her. He kept pressing, and kept pressing, until Deng Ling pulled her away.Deng Ling said: "Don't press it, everyone has left."

"She's only a freshman, she just went to college as an adult." Chang'an's eye circles were red, "Why is it like this, isn't it okay during the daytime?"

Outside the ward, the little girl's parents had already arrived from their hometown, crying so badly.Crying and wailing surrounded the emergency room. Deng Ling patted Chang An on the shoulder and said, "You follow me back to rest. You have tried your best."

"But she died."

Chang An stared at the dazzling white lights in the emergency room in a daze, then sat down slowly with Deng Ling's support.For three days in a row, Chang'an was in a trance and depressed. He was doing his work mechanically. Medical students are very busy every day, and Chang'an was no exception. Seeing his haggard appearance, Deng Ling suddenly felt a little Distressed.

"Chang'an, this is the doctor." One night, the two of them came back from the night shift and said to Chang'an, "You have to get used to it."

"Actually, I wonder if I'm not suitable to be a doctor." Changan said calmly, "My original intention of going to medical school was to help my family when they were sick, but now I think I might not be able to bear it." , I'm too emotional, I'm not rational enough."

Changan sat down, holding an apple, and said slowly: "Brother, you are a good doctor, but I may never be as rational as you in my life. I am re-planning my future."

Deng Ling smiled slightly, then walked to Chang An's side, hugged him gently and said, "You can still decide, it will take a long time. Maybe after a while, you will be able to get used to it. Everyone is like this at the beginning. Yes, I was also very sad at the beginning, but everyone has their own fate, you can only try to protect your important people."

"You are so indifferent to me, which is actually a kind of responsible performance." Chang An said suddenly, "You are a very serious person, and you are very gentle."

Just when Deng Ling hugged Chang An, Chang An also hugged Deng Ling back. When they were about to separate, Chang An slightly moved his body and sat on Deng Ling's lap. Chang An was lighter than Deng Ling imagined. Deng Ling stared at Chang An with wide eyes and said, "What are you doing?"

Chang An closed his eyes, desperately kissed Deng Ling's thin lips, and after lightly touching them, he tentatively pried Deng Ling's lips open with his tongue.

"boom--"

Deng Ling clearly heard the sound of his own sanity collapsing.