Untitled Conan II

Perhaps his choice was the wisest.There are some secrets, it is better never to reveal them, let everything be kept in the best memories, so that in the future, when you accidentally remember it, you can still smile knowingly.

The content in the diary is very simple. At the beginning, I wrote a lot and densely, all of which are memories of the previous life.That's how I found out that Xiaochun was just a high school student when she traveled through time. She was at the most rebellious and colorful age. She was the only child in her family. Another life.

I miss my parents, I miss them all the time.I also regret it in every possible way, regretting the ignorance, the unreasonable troubles I have had, and the harm I caused to my parents unintentionally.

Only when I really lost it did I understand it thoroughly, but it was already too late.

Never go back.

Holding the heavy diary, I closed my eyes, and the beating in my heart seemed heavy and heavy.

These experiences... I have all had them.

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, the child wants to support but the relatives don't wait.These words have been heard from a long time ago, but those who have not really experienced it will never understand what kind of heart-piercing it is, and they cannot use roaring to vent, and cannot use actions To make up for it, I can only bear the pain forever and ever, and then willingly endure it to punish myself, but I can't get back a little bit.

The handwriting on the paper has been water-stained in many places. I can imagine that the young girl is sitting in a dim room, hiding under a small desk lamp, holding the pen tightly with her young fingers, while With the back of his hand, he wiped the strings of teardrops that kept sliding down his face, penetrating the back of the paper one stroke at a time.

In the diary before she was five years old, she seldom mentioned her family in this life, but simply stated that she was born on the seaside of Chiba. The name of this life is Ogiwara Jun, her parents are still alive, and she has a brother who is 12 years older than her. Kenji Ogihara.

At the age of five, she saw a documentary on the samurai Echizen Nanjiro as a world tennis legend on TV.

I used to think that even if I was reincarnated, I could still live in the same world with my relatives, and I still held the illusion that I might see them when I grew up and went to my hometown. At that moment, everything was shattered.

Until her sixth birthday, all the suppressed emotions broke out overnight, she sneaked out of the house to the beach, and rushed into the sea regardless.

"Since the sea brought me to this world, please, let me go back! I really, can't take it anymore..."

I don’t want to face anything anymore, even if I can’t go back, I’ll just die at worst… Anyway, I’ve already died once, right…

"That brat, he doesn't know anything at all! Why does he pull me back by talking to himself... This is not saving me——!"

After returning home dripping wet, the lights in the room were not turned on, and the candles on the cake that Kenji Ogiwara had ordered yesterday on the table in the living room had already been burned out.

After changing clothes and waiting for a long time, she finally realized something was wrong. After asking the neighbors, she found out that because she hadn't come home for a long time, her parents and elder brother went out to find her in a hurry. As a result, because she was too worried about her daughter, Ogiwara Mom was in a car accident and was taken to the hospital.

At that moment, she really panicked.

I was even more flustered than when I realized that I would never go back to that world and never see my former parents again.

She doesn't remember how she came to the hospital, but she clearly remembers that after seeing her, Ogiwara's mother, who had a thick plaster cast on her feet, hugged her and cried, and the first thing she said was "Xiaochun you came back."

After comforting Ogiwara's mother, Brother Kener pulled her out of the ward. On the rooftop, this brother who had always loved and cared for her slapped her hard, then knelt down and hugged her tightly. Wept silently.

Maybe it was her brother's slap that completely woke her up from her dreams. She opened her eyes for the first time and saw the relatives who have always been by her side in this life, father, mother , and brother.

Only then did she discover how many stupid things she had done and how many things she had missed in the past six years.

She has no next life to regret this life.

"Maybe, I should say thank you to that brat, otherwise, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to figure it out..."

Putting down the diary, he rested his chin on his arm and stared blankly for a while.

I remember that when I first found out that I came to this world, I quickly adapted to it. Also, I have always been a person who is very content with the status quo and gets by without thinking too much.

And later, it is natural to miss the relatives of the past.It's just that before I realized the deep-seated longing, I already understood that I should cherish everything I have now.

Because of my mother's death...and, as far as I know, the few years my father can be with...

Is this lucky?

I don't know either...

Picking up the diary again, I flipped through it backwards.

After that, the diary seemed to be scattered, and only occasionally a short entry appeared after a long time, and in the content, besides going out with the family and going to elementary school, there was another person's name—— — Black Feather Spring Breeze.

The way the two get along is like ordinary childhood sweethearts. The childish Xiaochun meets the kid king's Black Feather Spring Breeze, and they inevitably fight and quarrel.

Everything seems to be slowly developing towards a better place.

Until the winter vacation in her third grade, her birthday.

Her dearest brother, who was also the one who treated her best in this world, could never come back because of her negligence.

The birthday present was brought back by Matsuda Jinpei for him, a small hairpin.

The originally beautiful and peaceful life seemed to be turned upside down overnight.

The parents who have always loved each other have more and more conflicts because of the death of the elder brother, and then the derailment of the father.

The mother locked herself in the room for a day and a night, and then appeared in front of her with the packed boxes, and asked her to choose with a blank face, who should she follow?

Looking at the obstinately walking with a straight back, but still unavoidably swaying the back—it was the sequelae left by the car accident in order to find her——

She bit her lip and followed silently.

So, from then on, her surname was no longer Ogihara, and her name was Seijima Jun.

She left Chiba and moved to a town called "Mihua" with her mother.

She knew that there would be many, many stories happening here, maybe not far from her, those characters who were longing for in the past had their own lives.But she had no intention of participating at all.

Life is not easy already, and she is tired.

I just want a quiet life.

That kind, the smoke is smoky, and the years are quiet.

When I transferred to Teidan Elementary School, I passed by Kudo Shinichi Mori Ran, who was in the sixth grade. It was just a glimpse of a world away, and what she thought of was that there was a long time ago, when Chiba seaside was similar, and they were bickering with each other. boy girl.

Later, it was Didan Middle School.

When she was in the first grade of junior high school, they were in the third grade of junior high school.At that time, the school had almost reached a consensus on the relationship between the two—although the parties denied it.

She has been very busy, busy studying, busy working.

Except for the occasional alimony from the father, the family's expenses depend entirely on the hard work of the mother.Seeing the back of her mother limping out of the house every morning, she felt extremely remorseful and sad.

Sometimes, she also wondered, if her brother was still there, wouldn't they have worked so hard and been so tired?

no if...

If that brat was there, at least she wouldn't repeat the same expression every day like now, right?

……

When I saw this, the original neat handwriting already looked a little messy.

Rubbing my eyes, I put down the half-turned diary and turned my neck only to find that it was very stiff.

Light from outside the window has gradually penetrated into the room, and the alarm clock on the desk shows six o'clock in the morning.

I suddenly realized that before I knew it, it had already passed overnight.

Secured with a bookmark, I carefully put the journal into a locked drawer, then get up and make my way to the bed.

If you don't sleep, you will be in trouble if someone finds out...

Close your eyes, the mind is full of complex, all kinds of pictures are constantly flowing, about me, about Xiaochun, and about Xiaoyu.

The three of us who also come from different worlds have three lives. It is really impossible to say who is the luckiest and who is the unluckiest.

With a mind full of sighs, he finally fell into a deep sleep.

The dreamland is also so messy, like a quagmire, once you fall, you will be stuck in it and can't struggle out.

I wanted to come out in pain, but I couldn't even make a cry.

The whole world turned into black and white, and then slowly became chaotic before my eyes, turning into a gray one.

until--

A piercing cell phone rang.

Accidental Reappearance ([-])

When the car rushed into the Hyotei Academy, the guard seemed to have been notified and opened the door from a distance.

On the side of the road not far from the door, stood a white-haired boy looking around anxiously.

When the car stopped in front of him, he had a surprised expression on his face, and he rushed up with strides, his usual gentle and shy look completely gone, "Xiao You, you are finally here! Minister, they are all in the lounge of the concert hall!"

"Come up." I opened the door of the passenger seat, and I ordered briefly, "You lead the way."

"Yeah." No nonsense, Ho Chotaro walked to the side of the car in two or three steps.