Untitled Conan II

Shaking his head slowly in disbelief, his eyes turned blankly to the boy who was sitting on the edge of the bed, lowering his head and burying his face in his arms, "How is it possible...Brother Afeng? Answer me——"

He didn't answer me, didn't even react at all, didn't even raise his head, his whole body was like a stone statue, cold and numb.

"Brother Afeng!"

Tears finally filled my eyes slowly, I couldn't bear to turn my head, and stretched out my trembling hand to uncover the dazzling white.

The flaxen shoulder-length hair was neatly spread on the pillow behind her head. The girl closed her eyes, her face was serene and even smiling. From this point of view, she seemed to be an ordinary girl who fell asleep sweetly under the good night of her lover. No worries, no fear, even a sweet dream waiting for you with the anticipation of a date tomorrow.

but……

My fingers trembled violently, I gritted my teeth, and pressed the slender wrist.

—no pulse, just silence—

The girl in front of her is just a body without a soul—Jun Seidao, she... is dead...

"Ugh-"

Covering my mouth, I tried my best to suppress my sobs and sadness, turned around and fled out of the ward.

----split line----

How did this happen, why did this happen...

Obviously, obviously it's only been less than a month. Not long ago, I was hiding outside the kitchen while snickering and squinting at the two of them, but now, now, I don't even dare and don't have the heart to take a look inside again.

Covering my mouth, I tried my best to suppress my emotions, and finally my body slid along the wall and sat on the ground.

traffic accident--

These four simple words summed up everything. It ended the life of a girl of a fancy age, ended her existence in this world, and ended the love that had just begun.

She must be very unwilling, must be very resentful, must be very upset.

Not reconciled to leaving like this, resenting this ending, and regretting the wasted time before.

She must be very reluctant, reluctant to part with everything in this world, relatives, lovers, friends, and all the memories related to it.

However, she still left, and she really won't come back.

Such a bad news, on the morning of Valentine's Day, shattered all the phantoms about love and a bright future, like foam on the sea, shattered and disappeared without even the wreckage left.

Why is this...

Xiaochun is just an ordinary girl. Even though she has some memories about her previous life, she obviously has no intention of interfering. She has always lived so plainly and peacefully. Why would she——

The heartbeat stopped suddenly, followed by a huge and inexplicable panic.

I suddenly opened my eyes wide, and in an instant, the wet tears on my cheeks were as cold as if they had penetrated into the bottom of my heart and spread to my limbs.

Is it... because of me?

In the past 15 years, she lived in peace and stability, until she met me, and she encountered such a thing.

Although I didn't tell her that I was also a time traveler, nor did I mention anything about the plot, but I couldn't deny the fact that I used her.

Because I have no memory, I panic, so I am afraid; when I meet her, it is like grabbing a life-saving straw. She is such a simple and kind girl, without any fuss or suspicion. A lot of things can be guessed from it just by looking at it.

Is it because of this that the punishment I received after twisting and changing my destiny fell on her?Did she pay the price of life instead of me?

Is it... so?

If this is the case, then I am the real one, unforgivable sin!

----split line----

Lying on the bar counter of the coffee shop, I stayed in a daze all night until I fell asleep in a daze. In the dream, it seemed that the flaxen-haired girl stood at the door of the shop with a warm smile on her face. The bright sunlight projected on her body, it seemed to penetrate her body from a distance...

"Sister Xiaochun...I'm sorry..."

I muttered unconsciously, reaching out to grab the unreal figure.

— but did not catch it after all

"Xiaoyou?"

The girl's voice is as gentle as a breeze, with a warmth that touches people's hearts.

— but not that sweet and pleasant voice

I struggled to open my eyes, and it took me a long time to adapt to the surrounding light before the scene in my sight became clear.

This is my room, and the girl sitting by my bed is Xiaolan.

Feeling faintly shy because of the absurd expectation in my heart, I lay on the bed in a daze, staring blankly at the ceiling, until I couldn't help reaching out to hold my forehead due to inexplicable dizziness, and then I realized that the temperature on my body was so high. scary.

Was it a fever?No wonder...

The corners of her lips curled up, but she still couldn't smile. When I turned my face, I saw Xiaolan staring at me, the expression on her face was both worried and sad.

"Sister Xiaolan," I called out in a hoarse voice, I looked at her and said, "I want to drink water..."

"Ah? Good! I'll get it right away." After a brief moment of stunned, she immediately stood up and walked away.

After a while, she sat back on the bed with a glass of water in hand.I already supported myself and sat up from the bed, reached out to take the cup, thanked me and drank quietly.

"Xiaoyou..." She took the cup I handed back, looked at me hesitantly, and asked tentatively, "Are you okay?"

"Well, I'm fine." Smiling, I lay back on the bed and looked at her sideways, "Where's Conan?"

"Oh, he said he has something to go to Dr. Ali's house..." She replied in a low voice, looking at me with hesitation in her eyes, but she still didn't say anything in the end.

He fell into a drowsy sleep for a while, and when he opened his eyes, the light in the room was as weak as night.I didn't turn on the light, and I didn't want to move. I just stared blankly at the ceiling in such a shadow.

After a long time, he slowly called out in an almost inaudible voice, "...Xinyi."

"Well," a clear response came from the bedside, but the seriousness in the immature voice that belonged to a child did not match it, and he replied in a low voice, "I am here."

There was a warm feeling of being clenched in my hand, full of tenderness and peace of mind passed from the clasped palms to the bottom of my heart, and the eye sockets became moist and hot again.

Who is accompanying the girl who is still lying in the cold hospital, who is holding her hand to give her warmth and support?

Even if there is, she can't feel it...

The dead can never come back, and the left will forever linger in endless memories and regrets, such an ending—what is such an ending? !

Why has to be this way……

"Woo..." Closing my eyes, I couldn't help shrinking into the quilt again and whimpering.

Originally, I thought that I could see Xiaochun happy; Xiaoyu and I were doomed to live a life full of disasters since we were born, and we were doomed to endure unimaginable pain and suffering if we want to be happy, but Xiaochun did not Similarly, although she is both a time traveler, she was born in an ordinary family and had an ordinary childhood. She also consciously avoided all possible variables, and everything went so smoothly. Lovers, seeing the long-awaited future is close at hand, but miss it in this within reach, and then collapse...

Just because, are we outsiders who shouldn't be here?

But we're here, isn't it because of that damned fate? !

I tightly covered my face with the quilt, and I was crying so hard that I could hardly breathe. In addition to the high fever, I was dizzy and almost passed out for a while.

He decisively tore off the quilt that I was holding tightly, and grabbed my wrist so hard that I could not block my eyes, "Girl, calm down! Look at me!"

In the misty tears, the dim light looked strange and gloomy, but the extremely serious and determined expression on his immature face was like the only starlight, which made me unable to take my eyes away for a moment.

He didn't wear those black-rimmed glasses, and his azure eyes were as deep as the bottomless sea. He looked at me and said word by word, "Girl, listen, that wasn't a traffic accident."

Not an accident ([-])

It's not a traffic accident! !

I was so shocked that I almost fell off the bed, and stared at him with wide eyes, "Xinyi, say it again."

He looked back at me, his eyes were still as deep as a bottomless cold pool, without blinking, "Sheng Daochun's death was not an accident!"

My teeth clenched my lower lip tightly, and my fingers on the bed clenched the sheets unconsciously, "Isn't it an accident?!"

I can feel how much hatred and resentment are hidden in my voice, so that the original Qingyue voice is hoarse and gloomy, but now I don't care about it anymore, only I know, what exactly I use I have a lot of self-control to control myself from doing crazy things.

"Listen girl!" He grabbed my hand so hard that it almost made me feel pain, and thus brought back my emotions that were almost out of control.

He looked at me, his deep eyes looked extraordinarily solemn in the dark light, "I know your mood, and I can understand your sadness, but what we have to do now is to find the real murderer. Before that, you can't break yourself down first."

I lowered my head, and my eyes fell on the gray bed sheet, I clenched my fingers secretly, the nails pinching the palm of my hand hurt and hurt, then I nodded indiscernibly, and said, "I see."