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For many years later, this night was a single-day New Year's Eve dream.In the dream, he was bound under the quilt, unable to move, and the people around him slept peacefully. Then the sky brightened, the door of the room opened, the place beside him was empty, and the people at home were gone. It was deserted, but he returned to himself. Cold home.

Shan Tian opened his eyes, took away the hand covering his heart, and couldn't get back to his thoughts when he was immersed in the dream-it was not New Year's Eve, when did this dream jump out of the cage.

The phone by the bedside rang, and a message came in. He clicked on it, and his breathing and heartbeat began to beat rapidly.

he came.

Today is the weekend, I don't have to go to the office for a single day, I only wear the usual home clothes, put on a thick coat before going out, and drive straight to the airport.

Chu Chen had told him a week earlier that the return journey from the business trip would take a bend from him, and the two of them would get together.Today is the date of his arrival.

After graduating from university, Shan Tian was forced by his parents to go abroad to study as a graduate student. Although it was forced, he enjoyed himself later on. The resources abroad are good. He studied business. After returning, it was logical to take over the business that his father worked hard for.Later, Chu Chen also took the postgraduate entrance examination, went to a northern city, and studied law in a top university in the country, and stayed there after graduation.

Sometimes Shan Tian feels that time and space are really two wonderful dimensions. When I was young, I had nothing, and I could cross over with just two legs to find the person I want to see. When I grow up, I am surrounded by vulgar things, tied up, with advanced information and convenient transportation. , and cannot break the barrier of latitude and longitude, the word "feeling" is lost in every angle of the earth's rotation.

At the end of the year, people entering and leaving the airport were in a hurry. Sitting in the car all day, they looked at the snow piled up on both sides of the open airport runway. It was dazzlingly white, and the sky in the distance was a clear blue. see cold.Two or three minutes later, a plane landed on the runway. The hum of the plane's engine came in through the thick sound insulation panels and tempered glass. Shan Tian put on his coat and got out of the car, and walked into the terminal hall.

There were many people coming out of the exit, including parents who came to pick up their children, and couples who came to pick up their lovers. Shan Tian put his hands in his pockets and stared at the exit with a calm expression but anxious eyes.The couple who received their lovers are hugging and kissing, and the parents who received their children are crying with joy because they reunite after a long absence.

As for me, when he comes out, how shall I greet him.Shan Tian thought.

At this time, a tall, thin and straight figure came into sight. The young man was holding a simple luggage in one hand and a notebook in the other. It was cold like the day outside, but the light gray dark plaid coat on his body neutralized the cold very well, making him look like a steady young man.

Shan Tian, ​​who was still very anxious at first, suddenly swept away the irritability in his heart. He didn't greet the young people, but just stood on the periphery of the crowd and watched quietly.When they saw him off at the airport, Chu Chen also looked at him quietly outside the security checkpoint. They knew that all resistance and nostalgia were futile, so why not part with each other calmly and pretend that they are willing to each other.

Maybe from then on, let it go.Then why is the impulse and unwillingness rushing to the fingertips and trembling now?

"Shan Tian!" Chu Chen waved to him.Shan Tian came back to his senses, shook hands in his pockets, raised his legs and walked towards him.

Chu Chen put down the luggage bag, hugged Shan Tian with one hand, and put his chin on his shoulder, "Fortunately, it cleared up yesterday, otherwise I wouldn't be able to come. Wait for a while, the plane is a few minutes late."

Shan Tian also hugged him, and patted his back, "It's not long, let's go, eat."

Shan Tian helped him carry his luggage, and heard him talk about how harsh Party A was on this business trip. Although most of them complained, Shan Tian could tell that he loved his job very much.

On the way home, Chu Chen was also busy reporting work to his boss. When he stopped at a traffic light intersection, Shan Tian heard him take a deep breath, followed by the sound of his cell phone shutting down, and then he said with a smile, "What happened?" It's settled, I asked the leader for two days off, and don't come to me for anything."

Shan Tian was also laughed by him, and asked him: "What will the godmother do when she finds you?"

"Huh?" Chu Chen was taken aback, "That's right...give me your phone, and I'll talk to my mother."

Shan Tian laughed out loud: "You're busy and stupid."

"Yeah, I often do this after I'm done with work. I don't have enough brains, and I look like a fool."

Shan Tian handed him the phone, "You are so old that you are prone to dementia."

Chu Chen didn't take it seriously, "My job is brain-intensive, and whether I can live to old age is still a question."

Shan Tian frowned, and slapped him on the leg, "Bullshit!"

Shan Tian drove the car to a vegetable market not far from home. Chu Chen got out of the car and looked at the gate of the vegetable market, "Do you want to buy vegetables and cook them? You will?"

Shan Tian nodded, "I was forced to learn it by myself when I was abroad, but Chinese food is still delicious!"

Chu Chen's eyes lit up, "Would you like lotus root clips? How about deep-fried shrimp? Fried shredded potatoes?"

Looking at his appearance, Shan Tian beckoned to him, asking him to get closer, "Brother Calling, I'll cook it for you."

Chu Chen laughed loudly, the calmness just now has gone beyond the sky, "I still think about it, how many years?"

Seeing his overjoyed look, Shan Tian smiled silently and led him into the vegetable market.

When the dishes at the table were finished, Chu Chen had already finished his work and fell asleep on the sofa. Shan Tian went to wake him up, and it happened to be lunch time.

Chu Chen looked at the table full of his favorite dishes, and expressed his heartfelt feelings: "Thank you for the plane arriving on time."

Shan Tian came out of the kitchen with the soup, and when he heard this sigh, Chu Chen waited until the end to call "Brother" before eating the lotus root clip.

After eating, Chu Chen was pressed by Shan Tian to wash the dishes, and washed his hands in the bathroom with a bitter face, "Your godmother won't let me do the dishes, you know? It's just you!"

Shan Tian leaned on the door frame to watch his back, "Going to see godfather in the afternoon?"

Chu Chen turned off the water, turned around to wipe his hands with downcast eyes, and gave a deep "hmm".

Chu Min died in the winter of Chu Chen's first year as a graduate student, and he couldn't get down from the three highs all the year round. Even though Wang Lan helped him take care of his body again and again, there was still nothing he could do.When Chumin passed away, Shan Tian had just settled down abroad, because he didn’t care about it psychologically and emotionally, he hadn’t contacted the country, and he didn’t know anything about everything that happened. By the time he knew it, it was already the winter of the third year. up.In the winter of that year, he flew back to China with a plane ticket. When he arrived at Chu Chen’s house, the building was already empty. After Chu Min’s death, Wang Lan followed Chu Chen to the city where he went to school after finishing the funeral. rented out.He stood downstairs, looking at the light in the window, but there was no longer the person he wanted to see in the window.Later, he didn't go to Chuchen's city to look for him. Since he was late, he couldn't catch up no matter how hard he tried.

In the afternoon, the sky began to gloomy again, with thick cumulus clouds in the sky, several families were paying their respects in the cemetery, and the sound of weeping floated in the air.

Chu Chen stood in front of Chu Min's stele, put his hands in his coat pockets, squatted down, looked up at Shan Tian, ​​Shan Tian nodded, "I'm going to smoke a cigarette." Then he walked down the air.

"Dad, do you miss me? My mother specially called yesterday and asked me to come and see you."

"She has been in good health for the past few years, and she always wants to come back to see you. I was afraid that she would be unsafe on the road, so I didn't let her come. Wait until next year, and bring her back next year."

"She's been pretty good these past few years, so don't worry about it." I didn't know what to think, and smiled, "The little old lady is very popular, there is a widowed old man chasing her, don't worry, I will help her check. "

Chu Chen turned his head and looked at Shan Tian who was standing a few meters away. The man was smoking a cigarette, looking at the weeds on the side of the road, and when he sensed that someone was looking at him, he also looked over and waved to him.

"Dad, only you know what happened between me and him back then. I was very worried that you would get angry. I didn't dare to keep him after he left, and I didn't dare to contact him again when he went abroad."

"Dad, you said back then that you understood, that you didn't care, and that I would understand in the future. I didn't understand at the time, but now I may really understand. After the relationship is over, it is over, and I can't go back..."

"I... Actually, I was quite uncomfortable at the beginning, but after a long time, it became like that. Am I quite useless..."

"Now I just want to make money, let my mother live well, and make her happy."

……

After smoking a cigarette in a single day, I turned around and looked at the man who was squatting on the ground talking to the tombstone. The man buried his face in his arms and couldn't see his expression clearly. He seemed to be smiling. His hair, which was originally meticulous, was blown to pieces by the wind. Hair, maybe it's cold, the whole body shrinks up, a thin ball, he wants to go over and hug him.

With that in mind, he raised his leg and walked over.

"...I was young at that time, Dad, do you know that your son is almost thirty, and he will be considered an old man soon..."

Chu Chen heard footsteps, looked up and saw Shan Tian standing condescendingly looking at him, his hands clenched into fists, he stood up holding Shan Tian's wrist, stomped his feet, straightened his clothes, "Do you want to say something, I Dodge it?"

Shan Tian patted the back of his clothes for him, and said: "No, I come here often, and my godfather is almost annoying me. Come chat with him next time, let's go, the temperature has cooled down again this day."

After returning home, Chu Chen went into the bathroom and took a shower to drive away the cold air. When he came out, the sky had already darkened and he was groggy. It was going to snow but it never came.

"If it was this day over there, it would have snowed so much that people would have disappeared." He stood at the window of the living room and looked at the passers-by outside.

Shan Tian was cooking in the kitchen. Hearing what he said, I asked him: "Is there a lot of snow over there? I have to take some time to go to the north to see the snow."

"Do you know what my classmates said about me when it snowed in the year I first arrived?" Chu Chen couldn't help laughing at himself, "They said that I was like an idiot who had never seen snow before. .”

Shan Tian also laughed, "You are scolding me by bringing me along!"

Chu Chen came over to help him serve the meal, "Later, it was just like that when I saw it too much, and it was annoying. When it snowed, the traffic was about to die."

I made a pot of porridge with preserved egg and lean meat in a single day, reheated the leftovers at noon, and mixed a small cold dish.Chu Chen drank three bowls beautifully, and was stunned in a single day. Seeing his surprised expression and not saying anything, Chu Chen sincerely praised: "It's so delicious! I haven't eaten much since I went to school. The main thing is It's still a small bowl."

Shan Tian didn't listen to him, so he waved his hand to let him wash the dishes, cleaned up by himself and took a shower.

As a result, the moment Shan Tian stepped out of the bathroom with a towel on his head, the lights in the house and even the entire community went out.

Shan Tian's heart suddenly beat wildly, and he hurriedly went to the sofa to touch his phone, calling "Chu Chen".

The house was pitch dark, and when he passed by the sofa, he was rubbed against his knees and fell on the sofa. Suddenly, he heard footsteps hurrying over, and he also tripped and fell on him.

"Where did you go? Did you fall?" Shan Tian put his arms around the person on his body, feeling for any bumps on his body.

"I'm washing my hands in the kitchen," Chu Chen remembered, but Shan Tian put his arms around his waist, "Relax, I didn't wipe my hands with water."

Suddenly, he felt his cheeks being caressed by a pair of moist hands, from the corner of his mouth to the back of his ears, little by little, a little itchy, but more tender.

"Chu Chen...I think..." The voice was hoarse.

I can't continue the following words, because the hands of the person on the body have already touched into the clothes, along the waistline to the chest, and the person is also climbing up, a ball of hot air is blowing on the face, wet and soft lips Slide from the corner of the eye all the way to the chin.

"What are you thinking?" The voice was also hoarse.

Shan Tian picked him up and kissed her, and the two of them moved forward and back, step by step into the bedroom, and fell down on the bed.When putting him on the bed, Shan Tian actually hesitated, and he was confused for a moment - where should this relationship go?

Chu Chen pulled him by the collar and pulled him to his mouth, "What the hell are you thinking? Hurry up now, or I will regret it!"

After a lapse of ten years, Shan Tian finally left a mark on the abdominal muscle he had been thinking about day and night.At the moment of entering, the space-time distance that seemed to be an abyss was filled and overwhelmed by joy in an instant, and the darkness covered it up very well, as if the two of them were still in that night ten years ago, completing the unfinished ceremony at that time.

The next day, Shan Tian opened his eyes and saw that his surroundings were empty. He stretched out his hand to feel the bed, and the bed was already cold.He touched his phone and saw that it was already ten o'clock in the morning, and there was a message from that person: I'm going back.

He pulled up the quilt to cover his face, and the quilt still smelled of that person, faintly, like the memory of last night, elusive, but real, so real that he didn't dare to ask that person Will not be coming again.He will have to wait a few more years for the next visit.

One day, I got up and dressed, ate and went out, and drove to the company.

Nothing happened last night, a good night's sleep.

The author has something to say:

Is it a bit scum... =w=