I messed with my ex-husband after amnesia
Chapter 46
Cong Xu recently began to feel that he fell into a dream.
When we are in love, we are deep in the mist, silently possessed.
When you are awake, you have an onlooker's perspective, calm and rational.
He went back and forth between these two extreme states, feeling more and more strange to himself, Lu Shenfei, and everything was strange.
It was as if after amnesia he lost the work and cooperation of the previous period, and suddenly jumped to the present, he looked around himself, he didn't know the current self, and he didn't know the current Lu Shenfei either.
Because in his heart, he and Lu Shenfei would never develop to where they are today. In reality, he and Lu Shenfei were embracing each other at night.
Gradually, Cong Xu realized that this was probably "taking drugs": he was clearly aware of it, but he didn't stay away from it. The process was so beautiful that he couldn't help himself, and he would quickly calm down afterwards.
And Lu Shenfei is always the same: go to work, get off work, have sex, and live.
Sometimes when Cong Xu looks at him, he feels that his eyes and expression are so strange, but Lu Shenfei can do what he should do under such scrutiny.
"Wash it." Afterwards, Lu Shenfei patted his butt.
"Drink water? I'll get it."
"Don't sleep with the quilt rolled up, the air conditioner is turned on, and you will catch a cold if you sweat at night."
"Wake up, are you up?"
……
It took a few days for Cong Xu to realize that Lu Shenfei was able to do this because they had been married for several years. He forgot, and Lu Shenfei did not forget. He felt that getting along after such an intimacy was a bit weird. everyday.
So Cong Xu jumped out of the angle of view again, and watched from the sidelines: Did he and Lu Shenfei get along like this before?It turned out that he would roll the quilt when they slept in the same bed?
After Lu Shenfei wakes up, will he go to the closet to get a shirt first?
The kitchen and home appliances are exactly the same as those on the eleventh floor. The coffee machine on the marble countertop was originally used by Lu Shenfei.
"Black tea and dried fruit?" Lu Shenfei asked when they had breakfast together on the eighth floor for the first time.
Cong Xu: "I drink milk in the morning."
Lu Shenfei nodded, and Congxu heard him say, "That hasn't changed."
Congxu suddenly felt at that moment that he seemed to have broken into the married life between him and Lu Shenfei at the present time.
But when they went downstairs to the basement together, after Lu Shenfei finished kissing them, they got into their cars and drove out of the community, Cong Xu would have a sense of reality returning to real life.
Turning around, the convenience store and the community are behind, like an enchantment separating two worlds.
Cong Xu always felt unreal.
But not long after, these unreal feelings caused by intimacy were easily "dissolved" by Lu Shenfei——
In Lucheng, in the company, Lu Shenfei's working status is real and attractive.
Cong Xu has never seen anything that Lu Shenfei can't handle. Even if there is something, it is usually someone else who can't handle it. Lu Shenfei can easily solve it with one or two phone calls.
"Station X has included "No Way Back" into next year's procurement schedule."
"If you consider placing implants in the series, this is the investment plan. You can consider implanting three to four. The number is not large, and the places where the implants are placed are not too conspicuous. Now the audience can accept it."
Cong Xu's work status was immediately mobilized.
Although it is impossible for the two of them to return to the pure working relationship before, Cong Xu never ignored others like he did some time ago.
He and Lu Shenfei can still eat together, talk about work while eating, there is no ambiguity, it is normal.
Only occasionally when Lu Shenfei came to his office, there was no serious work topic, or after talking about work, he would shake his hand.
Either they came out of a meeting and everyone left, he and Lu Shenfei were at the end, and when Lu Shenfei went out together, he would put his hand on his waist.
Everything is natural.
Naturally, Cong Xu didn't even have the process of adapting, he just got used to it.
So it becomes: they go to work together during the day, go to bed together at night, work together, sleep together, and eat together.
After a while like this, Cong Xu began to suspect one day, maybe he and Lu Shenfei were talking about some office romance?
After thinking about it: Oh, no.
So far, he has no liking or affection for Lu Shenfei.
And these two feelings, because Cong Xu has had them before, he knows exactly what kind of feelings they are.
So no is no.
If there is no liking, it is not love, so what is it?
friends with benefits?
From the bottom of his heart, Cong Xu "admires" his current self: drinking, smoking, getting tattoos, and dating.
The cannon will be cannoned, and the one who cannoned is still his ex-husband who has feelings for him.
The ex-husband is so outstanding: handsome, long-legged, strong in career and work, and in all aspects.
Cong Xu also wondered what kind of mentality and perspective he was looking at Lu Shenfei. After such a relationship, he began to think that this man was very good everywhere.
On this day, Starlight Video's annual press conference.
In view of the cooperation with Lucheng's "He Qing Hai Yan", Xu Mu was invited to participate.
This is Cong Xu's first public appearance to participate in such a big event, let alone Lu Cheng, Jian Hong and Zhu Hou attach great importance to it.
For this reason, Zhu Hou specially called Congxu for psychological training: Don't lie!Must not be false!
Cong Xu is funny: He doesn't walk the red carpet, he only attends the press conference afterwards, so there's nothing to be ashamed of.
After arriving at the press conference, with celebrities, entertainers, guests, spotlights, and cameras, Cong Xu personally experienced the grandeur of the occasion.
He replied to Zhu Hou's message at the scene, and after replying, he said: What you said to me on the phone that day, repeat it.
Zhu Hou:?
After a while, Zhu Hou: Don't be false!Don't lie!
Cong Xu was fine, but it was his first time participating in this kind of activity, and he was somewhat uncomfortable.
He originally thought that he could just find a seat and sit at the scene, but later found out that apart from the inconvenient celebrities in dresses sitting, before the press conference, the whole scene was purely a large social place.
It was different from the previous salon. The people who came to the salon were at least elites and bigwigs from all walks of life. Not only were they shrewd, but they also had winks and knew how to maintain a basic decency with each other.
But at this press conference, there were mixed people and everyone. After Cong Xu came, he heard more than a group of people "quietly" talking nearby——
"He turned out to be the Narrator?"
"real or fake?"
Cong Xu followed the crowd and socialized passively on this occasion.
It was okay at first, and I was able to cope with it. After a long time, I gradually began to be unable to do what I wanted: I don’t know, I don’t know this, I don’t know that, I don’t know anything.
Suddenly, a middle-aged man dressed in fashion came quickly and shook hands with Cong Xu enthusiastically. He didn't even introduce himself. Only then did he realize that Cong Xu didn't know him at all, and the atmosphere suddenly turned cold.
At this moment, Cong Xu was slapped on the waist, and Lu Shenfei came, stood beside him, and greeted the fashionable man.
The fashionable man immediately smiled and said, "Boss Lu."
Lu Shenfei's hand was still hanging in the air on Congxu's waist, which was a non-ambiguous gesture that showed his position and support.
Cong Xu and him looked at each other, Lu Shenfei moved his head closer first, and whispered in Cong Xu's ear, "Suggestions for the styling of the play."
Cong Xu immediately knew who the man in front of him was: the director was not satisfied with the character modeling of "No Way Back", so he asked someone to redo it.
The person I was looking for was the fashionable man in front of me.
Cong Xu looked at Lu Shenfei again after listening: I didn't recognize him just now.
Lu Shenfei turned his head again and whispered in his ear: "It's okay, I'm here."
Cong Xu had a bottom line in his heart.
Sure enough, Lu Shenfei was there, and easily resolved the embarrassment just now. The fashionable man happily exchanged WeChat with Cong Xu, and left after chatting.
After that, Lu Shenfei has been by Congxu's side, no matter who he meets, Lu Shenfei will introduce him first.
Ordinary and insignificant ones can be dismissed after a few words. For important and important ones, Lu Shenfei will be responsible for guiding them, and let Cong Xu speak as much as possible.
In a few cases, such as when meeting someone of the boss level, Lu Shenfei would get closer to Congxu, stick to him, and even put his hand on Congxu's shoulder. In the atmosphere of a few people, it will not appear awkward and out of place.
Someone joked face to face and teased Lu Shenfei: "I used to see you on such occasions, didn't I always follow Xi Yu's side, today I changed."
Hearing this, Cong Xu felt a little frivolous, like dirty talk in the workplace.
Lu Shenfei corrected the topic with one sentence: "Xi Yu can only make movies, but she can't write those books written by Mr. Xu."
The man raised his eyebrows and nodded in approval: "That's true."
The topic naturally transitioned to the latest book "He Qing Hai Yan".
When chatting with Congxu, Lu Shenfei stopped putting his shoulders on Congxu's shoulders, and put it down. When it fell to his back, Lu Shenfei's hand moved behind Congxu's back. , and then put it down.
Therefore, Congxu and Lu Shenfei looked at each other while talking.
Lu Shenfei looked back sideways, with a smile in his eyes.
From Xu's feeling, Lu Shenfei is in a particularly good mood today.
Congxu was also in a good mood, especially when Xingmang released the concept poster and production plan of "Qinghe Haiyan", his mood reached its peak.
This feeling is different from personally participating in one's own ip project, but a sense of pride of being focused and paid attention to, being the center of the crowd, and being watched by everyone.
It's hard not to be touched.
Not only touched, but also full of confidence and confidence.
At this moment, Cong Xu understood men's ultimate pursuit of career, and why many people are so persistent in their star dreams: success in career, attention, and being the focus of attention are in themselves the satisfaction of self and self-worth.
Cong Xu also suddenly understood himself at this moment: money, career, success, glamor, he has all the "desires" that belong to adults, and he wants to have all the "decency" that belongs to adults.
He feels strange to himself recently, simply because he has forgotten the intervening years and the process of his own maturity and growth.
He doesn't remember how he changed from youth to a social being.
So before he couldn't understand why he was willing to continue sleeping with Lu Shenfei.
You obviously don't love him, don't you, you obviously know about Lu Shenfei's situation, don't you? One night's sleep was an accident, and the next day too?And recently?
Now, Cong Xu understood.
Lu Shenfei, he is too good.
He has all the qualities of a successful person, young, tall, handsome, wealthy, and attractive.
He also has contacts and abilities that ordinary people don't have, and possesses status and money that most people in this circle can't reach.
Looking at this person with his current eyes, Cong Xu couldn't get rid of those "foreign things" from Lu Shenfei at all.
Similarly, Cong Xu is not immune, like many people in this world, he is attracted by these charms, by the current Lu Shenfei, by this person, by his success and excellence.
After all, adults are so realistic and value these practical things.
Thinking about it in an instant, Cong Xu felt relieved, that's how it was.
And some self-deprecating, even so.
Cong Xu turned his head and glanced at the man beside him: No wonder Lu Shenfei is very different in his eyes today. He thought about what was different before, but now he understands - charisma, a successful person who stands beside him and gives him confidence Charm.
Lu Shenfei looked back.
Cong Xu pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "Thank you for today."
Lu Shenfei moved his head closer, and Cong Xu lowered his head, as if he was communicating with others in private.
Lu Shenfei: "Thank you when you go back tonight."
Cong Xu raised his eyes speechlessly.
Lu Shenfei thought for a while, and directly asked for a "thank you gift": "Today is the eleventh floor."
Cong Xu wanted to say bah, but the hand placed beside them, between the two of them, was touched by Lu Shenfei's hand calmly under the cover of his body shape, where no one else could see, pointing Hook it up.
Cong Xu stared at the past with a slight warning, and at the same time pursed his lips and bulged his mouth.
Lu Shenfei tilted his head again, the corners of his lips twitched, and said with a smile, "What are you being coquettish about?"
When we are in love, we are deep in the mist, silently possessed.
When you are awake, you have an onlooker's perspective, calm and rational.
He went back and forth between these two extreme states, feeling more and more strange to himself, Lu Shenfei, and everything was strange.
It was as if after amnesia he lost the work and cooperation of the previous period, and suddenly jumped to the present, he looked around himself, he didn't know the current self, and he didn't know the current Lu Shenfei either.
Because in his heart, he and Lu Shenfei would never develop to where they are today. In reality, he and Lu Shenfei were embracing each other at night.
Gradually, Cong Xu realized that this was probably "taking drugs": he was clearly aware of it, but he didn't stay away from it. The process was so beautiful that he couldn't help himself, and he would quickly calm down afterwards.
And Lu Shenfei is always the same: go to work, get off work, have sex, and live.
Sometimes when Cong Xu looks at him, he feels that his eyes and expression are so strange, but Lu Shenfei can do what he should do under such scrutiny.
"Wash it." Afterwards, Lu Shenfei patted his butt.
"Drink water? I'll get it."
"Don't sleep with the quilt rolled up, the air conditioner is turned on, and you will catch a cold if you sweat at night."
"Wake up, are you up?"
……
It took a few days for Cong Xu to realize that Lu Shenfei was able to do this because they had been married for several years. He forgot, and Lu Shenfei did not forget. He felt that getting along after such an intimacy was a bit weird. everyday.
So Cong Xu jumped out of the angle of view again, and watched from the sidelines: Did he and Lu Shenfei get along like this before?It turned out that he would roll the quilt when they slept in the same bed?
After Lu Shenfei wakes up, will he go to the closet to get a shirt first?
The kitchen and home appliances are exactly the same as those on the eleventh floor. The coffee machine on the marble countertop was originally used by Lu Shenfei.
"Black tea and dried fruit?" Lu Shenfei asked when they had breakfast together on the eighth floor for the first time.
Cong Xu: "I drink milk in the morning."
Lu Shenfei nodded, and Congxu heard him say, "That hasn't changed."
Congxu suddenly felt at that moment that he seemed to have broken into the married life between him and Lu Shenfei at the present time.
But when they went downstairs to the basement together, after Lu Shenfei finished kissing them, they got into their cars and drove out of the community, Cong Xu would have a sense of reality returning to real life.
Turning around, the convenience store and the community are behind, like an enchantment separating two worlds.
Cong Xu always felt unreal.
But not long after, these unreal feelings caused by intimacy were easily "dissolved" by Lu Shenfei——
In Lucheng, in the company, Lu Shenfei's working status is real and attractive.
Cong Xu has never seen anything that Lu Shenfei can't handle. Even if there is something, it is usually someone else who can't handle it. Lu Shenfei can easily solve it with one or two phone calls.
"Station X has included "No Way Back" into next year's procurement schedule."
"If you consider placing implants in the series, this is the investment plan. You can consider implanting three to four. The number is not large, and the places where the implants are placed are not too conspicuous. Now the audience can accept it."
Cong Xu's work status was immediately mobilized.
Although it is impossible for the two of them to return to the pure working relationship before, Cong Xu never ignored others like he did some time ago.
He and Lu Shenfei can still eat together, talk about work while eating, there is no ambiguity, it is normal.
Only occasionally when Lu Shenfei came to his office, there was no serious work topic, or after talking about work, he would shake his hand.
Either they came out of a meeting and everyone left, he and Lu Shenfei were at the end, and when Lu Shenfei went out together, he would put his hand on his waist.
Everything is natural.
Naturally, Cong Xu didn't even have the process of adapting, he just got used to it.
So it becomes: they go to work together during the day, go to bed together at night, work together, sleep together, and eat together.
After a while like this, Cong Xu began to suspect one day, maybe he and Lu Shenfei were talking about some office romance?
After thinking about it: Oh, no.
So far, he has no liking or affection for Lu Shenfei.
And these two feelings, because Cong Xu has had them before, he knows exactly what kind of feelings they are.
So no is no.
If there is no liking, it is not love, so what is it?
friends with benefits?
From the bottom of his heart, Cong Xu "admires" his current self: drinking, smoking, getting tattoos, and dating.
The cannon will be cannoned, and the one who cannoned is still his ex-husband who has feelings for him.
The ex-husband is so outstanding: handsome, long-legged, strong in career and work, and in all aspects.
Cong Xu also wondered what kind of mentality and perspective he was looking at Lu Shenfei. After such a relationship, he began to think that this man was very good everywhere.
On this day, Starlight Video's annual press conference.
In view of the cooperation with Lucheng's "He Qing Hai Yan", Xu Mu was invited to participate.
This is Cong Xu's first public appearance to participate in such a big event, let alone Lu Cheng, Jian Hong and Zhu Hou attach great importance to it.
For this reason, Zhu Hou specially called Congxu for psychological training: Don't lie!Must not be false!
Cong Xu is funny: He doesn't walk the red carpet, he only attends the press conference afterwards, so there's nothing to be ashamed of.
After arriving at the press conference, with celebrities, entertainers, guests, spotlights, and cameras, Cong Xu personally experienced the grandeur of the occasion.
He replied to Zhu Hou's message at the scene, and after replying, he said: What you said to me on the phone that day, repeat it.
Zhu Hou:?
After a while, Zhu Hou: Don't be false!Don't lie!
Cong Xu was fine, but it was his first time participating in this kind of activity, and he was somewhat uncomfortable.
He originally thought that he could just find a seat and sit at the scene, but later found out that apart from the inconvenient celebrities in dresses sitting, before the press conference, the whole scene was purely a large social place.
It was different from the previous salon. The people who came to the salon were at least elites and bigwigs from all walks of life. Not only were they shrewd, but they also had winks and knew how to maintain a basic decency with each other.
But at this press conference, there were mixed people and everyone. After Cong Xu came, he heard more than a group of people "quietly" talking nearby——
"He turned out to be the Narrator?"
"real or fake?"
Cong Xu followed the crowd and socialized passively on this occasion.
It was okay at first, and I was able to cope with it. After a long time, I gradually began to be unable to do what I wanted: I don’t know, I don’t know this, I don’t know that, I don’t know anything.
Suddenly, a middle-aged man dressed in fashion came quickly and shook hands with Cong Xu enthusiastically. He didn't even introduce himself. Only then did he realize that Cong Xu didn't know him at all, and the atmosphere suddenly turned cold.
At this moment, Cong Xu was slapped on the waist, and Lu Shenfei came, stood beside him, and greeted the fashionable man.
The fashionable man immediately smiled and said, "Boss Lu."
Lu Shenfei's hand was still hanging in the air on Congxu's waist, which was a non-ambiguous gesture that showed his position and support.
Cong Xu and him looked at each other, Lu Shenfei moved his head closer first, and whispered in Cong Xu's ear, "Suggestions for the styling of the play."
Cong Xu immediately knew who the man in front of him was: the director was not satisfied with the character modeling of "No Way Back", so he asked someone to redo it.
The person I was looking for was the fashionable man in front of me.
Cong Xu looked at Lu Shenfei again after listening: I didn't recognize him just now.
Lu Shenfei turned his head again and whispered in his ear: "It's okay, I'm here."
Cong Xu had a bottom line in his heart.
Sure enough, Lu Shenfei was there, and easily resolved the embarrassment just now. The fashionable man happily exchanged WeChat with Cong Xu, and left after chatting.
After that, Lu Shenfei has been by Congxu's side, no matter who he meets, Lu Shenfei will introduce him first.
Ordinary and insignificant ones can be dismissed after a few words. For important and important ones, Lu Shenfei will be responsible for guiding them, and let Cong Xu speak as much as possible.
In a few cases, such as when meeting someone of the boss level, Lu Shenfei would get closer to Congxu, stick to him, and even put his hand on Congxu's shoulder. In the atmosphere of a few people, it will not appear awkward and out of place.
Someone joked face to face and teased Lu Shenfei: "I used to see you on such occasions, didn't I always follow Xi Yu's side, today I changed."
Hearing this, Cong Xu felt a little frivolous, like dirty talk in the workplace.
Lu Shenfei corrected the topic with one sentence: "Xi Yu can only make movies, but she can't write those books written by Mr. Xu."
The man raised his eyebrows and nodded in approval: "That's true."
The topic naturally transitioned to the latest book "He Qing Hai Yan".
When chatting with Congxu, Lu Shenfei stopped putting his shoulders on Congxu's shoulders, and put it down. When it fell to his back, Lu Shenfei's hand moved behind Congxu's back. , and then put it down.
Therefore, Congxu and Lu Shenfei looked at each other while talking.
Lu Shenfei looked back sideways, with a smile in his eyes.
From Xu's feeling, Lu Shenfei is in a particularly good mood today.
Congxu was also in a good mood, especially when Xingmang released the concept poster and production plan of "Qinghe Haiyan", his mood reached its peak.
This feeling is different from personally participating in one's own ip project, but a sense of pride of being focused and paid attention to, being the center of the crowd, and being watched by everyone.
It's hard not to be touched.
Not only touched, but also full of confidence and confidence.
At this moment, Cong Xu understood men's ultimate pursuit of career, and why many people are so persistent in their star dreams: success in career, attention, and being the focus of attention are in themselves the satisfaction of self and self-worth.
Cong Xu also suddenly understood himself at this moment: money, career, success, glamor, he has all the "desires" that belong to adults, and he wants to have all the "decency" that belongs to adults.
He feels strange to himself recently, simply because he has forgotten the intervening years and the process of his own maturity and growth.
He doesn't remember how he changed from youth to a social being.
So before he couldn't understand why he was willing to continue sleeping with Lu Shenfei.
You obviously don't love him, don't you, you obviously know about Lu Shenfei's situation, don't you? One night's sleep was an accident, and the next day too?And recently?
Now, Cong Xu understood.
Lu Shenfei, he is too good.
He has all the qualities of a successful person, young, tall, handsome, wealthy, and attractive.
He also has contacts and abilities that ordinary people don't have, and possesses status and money that most people in this circle can't reach.
Looking at this person with his current eyes, Cong Xu couldn't get rid of those "foreign things" from Lu Shenfei at all.
Similarly, Cong Xu is not immune, like many people in this world, he is attracted by these charms, by the current Lu Shenfei, by this person, by his success and excellence.
After all, adults are so realistic and value these practical things.
Thinking about it in an instant, Cong Xu felt relieved, that's how it was.
And some self-deprecating, even so.
Cong Xu turned his head and glanced at the man beside him: No wonder Lu Shenfei is very different in his eyes today. He thought about what was different before, but now he understands - charisma, a successful person who stands beside him and gives him confidence Charm.
Lu Shenfei looked back.
Cong Xu pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "Thank you for today."
Lu Shenfei moved his head closer, and Cong Xu lowered his head, as if he was communicating with others in private.
Lu Shenfei: "Thank you when you go back tonight."
Cong Xu raised his eyes speechlessly.
Lu Shenfei thought for a while, and directly asked for a "thank you gift": "Today is the eleventh floor."
Cong Xu wanted to say bah, but the hand placed beside them, between the two of them, was touched by Lu Shenfei's hand calmly under the cover of his body shape, where no one else could see, pointing Hook it up.
Cong Xu stared at the past with a slight warning, and at the same time pursed his lips and bulged his mouth.
Lu Shenfei tilted his head again, the corners of his lips twitched, and said with a smile, "What are you being coquettish about?"
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