Backlight [Rebirth]

Gu Xinran walked to Qin Qiong's side, "It doesn't matter how intense the emotion is, it doesn't matter if you do it." She muttered in a low voice.

"it is good."

Gu Xinran moved a bench and sat down, adjusted it a little, and gradually found the feeling.

Her eyes were empty, staring straight ahead, and there was still a satisfied smile on the corner of her lips inexplicably, and she didn't know what she was laughing at.

Qin Qiong has worked with her before, and knows that she enters the drama very quickly, so she didn't dare to neglect at all, and quickly found her feeling.

She took two steps back, then walked over angrily, her chest was heaving violently due to her rapid breathing, and pointed at Xiaosi, "Why are you running around when you have nothing to do! It's fun to let so many people look for you everywhere No!" He asked almost growling.

The onlookers were all startled by her aura, and all gasped in unison.

Gu Xinran raised her eyebrows, lowered her head, not daring to look at her, and uneasily scratched the edge of the chair with her left hand.

"Do you know how much time I wasted trying to find you?" Qin Qiong poked her shoulder angrily, glaring angrily, and was about to do it.

"Do you think I'm free? Can I be like you, don't have to go to work, don't have to work? Are you still smiling? Why do you still have the face to smile? If it weren't for you, Mom wouldn't send us away, you made us lose our loved ones, now But you still want us to take care of you, why!!" Qin Qiongyue became more excited as she spoke, and smashed her handbag on her body, and along with the handbag fell to the ground, there was even a piece of yellow cake !

When Gu Xinran saw the cake falling, she panicked and squatted on the ground to pick it up regardless of her image.

Qin Qiong grabbed her wrist, "What is this?" When he saw the thing clearly, it exploded again.

Gu Xinran eagerly shook off her hand and picked up the cake with both hands like a baby. When she saw the dust on the cake, she anxiously cleaned the dirt with her hands clumsily, blowing it with her mouth and blowing it with her mouth. Clothes rub.

"Did I miss you a bite? Or am I starving your precious stomach? Huh?"

Seeing her squatting on the ground, Qin Qiong tugged her, but didn't pull her up, and straightly supported her forehead angrily.

But in fact, she didn't know how to act anymore. If you said a good word, you should talk! !

The room was very quiet, and Qin Qiong heard Gu Xinran's whispering voice in a trance. With a puzzled expression on her face, she knelt down and approached her, and vaguely heard a sentence, "It's dirty...my sister...you can't eat..."

Qin Qiong suddenly raised his eyes, and his heart was shocked!Her words instantly brought back the childhood of the characters in the play!That time, my father bought a small cake, and the four sisters each had a small piece, and the other three ate the cake in one go. She kept it and wanted to eat it slowly, but she was accidentally discovered by Xiaosi. After eating the cake, she was so angry that she went to her mother to comment, but her mother said that Xiaosi was not sensible, and she was still young, so she asked her to give way to her younger sister. Mother was beaten!She was very angry, and after that, she was so angry that she never ate cakes again.

Qin Qiong entered the play, and she closed her eyes, feeling an indescribable sense of depression in her heart, as if she had been wronged for many years and suddenly had an outlet.

The three actors onlookers looked bewildered, especially when they found that the staff members were all moved! !Some people even had tears in their eyes!And they don't know what's wrong with this cake?

Qin Qiong hadn't played yet, but she got more involved, took the cake from her hand, looked at it, "I hate the cake the most." But her eyes couldn't help turning red.

Zheng Ying looked at Gu Xinran with wrong eyes. She put down the script and took a deep breath. This actor can connect with the stories of the characters and play freely. He hits the point very directly, and his experience is too seasoned!

Out of the corner of the eye, she glanced at the big guy next to him who was pretending to be sleeping, and now she stopped pretending, and raised the brim of her hat, with a surprised and unbelievable expression on her face.

"Director, I'm done." Gu Xinran got up and helped Qin Qiong up, this guy actually cried and patted Qin Qiong on the back.

"Sister Ran, are you okay? I was sorry just now." Qin Qiong glanced at her arm, the naked, exposed half of her forearm was red, it was hit by her handbag just now.

"It's okay, I'll pay it back." Gu Xinran looked down and said with a smile.

"...you don't need to hold grudges like this?"

The two smiled at each other.

"Uh... you... did a good job, go back and wait for the announcement." Zheng Ying hesitated for a while, with a troubled expression on her face, and looked at the person next to her, why didn't she respond...such a good actor, let him go What a pity...

"Okay." Gu Xinran noticed the strange expression on the director's face, nodded without saying anything, turned around and walked out.

"You come directly to the second test tomorrow!" Zheng Ying hurriedly said as soon as she walked to the door.

Gu Xinran smiled, and looked back at her, "Thank you director."

……

"Sister Ran? What's the matter, is my cake useful?" Fang Jinghai had a small piece of cake in her mouth, and when she saw Gu Xinran coming out, she swallowed it whole, choking enough.

"A great achievement."

"Hey, that's good!"

The two went out together, and Gu Xinran caught a glimpse of a girl holding the camera and cleaning the machine.

This person looks familiar.

She stopped to watch for a while, and the man saw her, glanced at her, and turned his back to her.

Gu Xinran raised the corners of her lips, this guy seems to have a bit of resentment towards him.

He gave up the idea of ​​striking up a conversation, turned around and left with Fang Jinghai.

……

In the car, Gu Xinran called Qu Qi and reported the situation, and then asked Qu Qi if she knew a director named Zheng Ying, and got a negative answer.

After hanging up the phone, she rested her right hand on the car door and stroked her hair, feeling that the crew was a bit weird.

"Zheng Ying?" Fang Jinghai muttered.

Gu Xinran raised her eyebrows, "You know?"

"Oh that's not true, I just think the name is kind of funny."

"Ok?"

"Ha, if you recite it the other way around, it means winning and correcting!"

"..." Gu Xinran's mouth twitched slightly, "Do you think she is more expensive than you?"

"Hehe~"

……

The crew of "Sisters" came out of the lounge and were still discussing Gu Xinran's acting skills.

"This is so strange. How did her acting skills improve so much? That sentence just now almost moved me to tears! She's so good at focusing!"

"Yeah, I don't know how many times stronger than the previous three!"

"Hey, hey, don't be fooled, don't forget that she is the enemy of our entire crew, hey!"

"Did you watch the variety show she was on a few days ago? I thought the variety show would be a bit watery, but I didn't expect to watch it this time. The acting skills are really good!"

"Hey, Su Yu, why didn't you go in and take a look?" A group of people came out talking and laughing, and saw Su Yu holding the camera alone, their faces full of displeasure.

"Why should I visit my enemy?"

"Hey, why, do you still feel sorry for your teacher Bai?"

"The revenge of taking a wife is irreconcilable!"

"Hahaha~"

……

In the past few days, Gu Xinran has been busy with auditions. In order to avoid suspicion, every time she goes to the film and television city, she will be fully armed and avoid various scenes vigilantly.

One thing surprised her.After passing the second round of auditions for this crew, there is actually a third round! ?

After nearly a week, the three rounds of auditions were finally over. With her excellent acting skills, she successfully won the role. She signed the contract on the same day, and signed a non-disclosure agreement, promising not to do so until the crew made an official announcement. Do not publicly mention anything about the crew.

On this day, Gu Xinran was so tired that she didn't even eat dinner, and went to bed early.

She was in a deep sleep when she was woken up by Qu Qi's phone bombardment. She picked up the phone and looked at it, it was only eleven o'clock, she picked it up dissatisfied, before she could speak...

"What did you do, what did you do!!!" Qu Qi's scream came from the opposite side.

Gu Xinran was so shocked that her ears rang, she took the phone away and rubbed her ears, "What happened?"

"How did you get into Teacher Yu's crew? When did you audition? You kept such a big thing from me!!!"

"What?" Gu Xinran listened in a cloud of mist, glanced at the phone, cut out the call page, and clicked on Weibo.

When I saw the first hot search, I thought I was dazzled!

[Official announcement!Gu Xinran starred in Yu Hua's new play]

I?starring?Yu Hua?New drama?

She knew each of these words clearly, but she didn't know what they meant when they were connected together.

When did I audition for Teacher Yu's play?This Teacher Yu seems to have a lot of background.

wrong!Not only is it not a small background! ! !

Gu Xinran suddenly remembered that the play "Tassel" she performed in the final of the program "A Good Show" was the work of this director Yu Hua. This work won the best director award in the authoritative award in the industry!

and!

Director Yu Hua is... Yi Lan's teacher!

Gu Xinran took a deep breath, and hurriedly clicked on the Weibo to take a look. It was the official Weibo of Yu Hua's production team that had just been released half an hour ago.

[Yu Hua's official Weibo: The new drama "Sisters" is officially launched. The four female leads are all personally selected by Director Yu. Their looks and acting skills are absolutely proportional!Do not believe look at the picture! 】

A poster was released below, with an overall gloomy style, each of the four heroines looked melancholy, and the expressions intuitively showed a kind of depression.

Among them, Gu Xinran and Qin Qiong are also impressively listed!

Gu Xinran was stunned for a long while, and then she suddenly came back to her senses, and then realized that the small crew she had been auditioning for was actually...director Yu Hua's crew! !The self in the picture, wearing a costume, with a gloomy expression, should have been photographed during the third round of audition when he was asked to wear a costume and walk around on camera.

No wonder an unknown small crew had to audition for three rounds!

It's no wonder that she always felt that the people in the production crew maintained an inexplicable hostility towards her. It is said that Director Yu Hua especially liked Yi Lan, a student. She divorced Yi Lan at the time. I have a close friendship with Yi Lan, and I can't understand myself, but it makes sense.

Thinking back on it now, director Yu Hua never showed up for several auditions, but the mysterious man who kept his face covered and pretended to sleep was never absent!

Gu Xin became excited after realizing it!

"Hello? Hey, hello? Xinran?" Qu Qi called out twice.

"Well, I'm here."

"Could this be the show you've been auditioning for? That unremarkable little crew?"

"Yep."

"Hey! Your vision is too good. You picked a book at random, and you actually picked Teacher Yu's play? This teacher Yu is really too, making the new play so mysterious, if it wasn't for her tweeting Bo, no one knows that she is preparing for a new play, my circle of friends is all over the place, and several agent groups are all discussing this matter." Qu Qi's tone was extraordinarily excited, as if a big piece of stuffing had fallen from the sky Cake, slapped it on her face!

"Hey, I think I'll have to call you Miss Ran from now on, and I have to thank you for not being a manager, or I'll be kicked out of my job by you!"

Gu Xinran couldn't laugh or cry, "Okay, hang up."

"Alright, rest well~"

After hanging up the phone, Gu Xinran checked Weibo again. She was full of joy at first, but her expression gradually changed.

She remembered what she said when she persuaded Qu Qi to let her audition for this small crew, and she faintly felt that her words came true...

She said at the time that she had too many enemies, if she joined a big crew, it would be hard not to be targeted by those jealous people.

But now she is more than just a big crew?This is simply a huge crew...

And Yu Hua is still Yi Lan's teacher, no matter how you think about it, there is a lot to write about!

Just as she finished thinking about it, another message was posted on Weibo.

[Shadow!Gu Xinran's entry into Yu Hua's crew seems to be through the back door! ? 】

Gu Xinran squinted her eyes, she was really thinking about something, she quickly poked in and took a look, it turned out to be an analysis post.

[Today's Deep 8: I'm an insider, and I'll analyze it rationally. Bai Yilan's crew is about to wrap up, and Director Yu's new play will start. The timing is very coincidental. If there is no accident, Bai Yilan should join Director Yu's crew. The purpose is to learn or help, but in fact it is to talk to Gu Xinran, what do you know.Gu Xinran's reputation was too stinky before, but now that she has finally improved, she has to quickly gild it and take the opportunity to turn around.Her acting skills are indeed good, but if it is said that she can join Director Yu's crew, Bai Yilan didn't help, I really don't believe it.When she succeeds in gilding, the two should get back together, but it is not ruled out that Gu Xinran is using Bai Yilan. To be honest, Bai Yilan is a bit in love. Although Gu Xinran's acting skills have improved, her character still needs to be refined. It is impossible to present the truest side of yourself in front of the camera]

Gu Xinran was about to explode after reading this. This person is talking nonsense, and he is still analyzing rationally! ?Who gave his face!

I glanced down at the comments and was even more blown up.

[I really beg Teacher Bai not to be stupid. Acting skills are not equal to character. Even if Gu Xinran is good at acting, she has not cheated, but her various immature behaviors are really not worthy of Teacher Bai. Please don’t be alone. Slag fell down twice ah ah ah! ! 】

[Do you open the back door to find Teacher Yu for Gu Xinran?Isn't Bai Yilan too stupid to do this?Are you willing to believe in scum and cheat your teacher? 】

[Gu Xinran is not a scumbag!She didn't cheat and didn't change her mind, she just acted a little childish. Haven't you guys been childish?Mature and stable from birth, don't panic when things happen? 】

[Gu Xinran has changed a lot, she is innocent, can you open your eyes and talk again!This will only make you look stupid!Like mentally retarded! 】

【If Bai Yilan turns around, I will really turn from a fan to a black fan】

[No, I was thinking, what does the family affairs of the two of you have to do with you?Is it unreasonable for the two of them to get back together? ? 】

[On the top floor, a group of people are idle and farting to take care of other people's housework]

[A bunch of people with pink eyes just don't want to see others get better? 】

Gu Xinran put down her phone and closed her eyes. She recalled her previous life. After her and Yi Lan's homosexuality was exposed, she received overwhelming accusations and abuse!It's as if their actions hurt everyone's interests, and their existence is simply unacceptable!

Angry, yet helpless.

This time, Yi Lan also didn't do anything, yet she was scolded again because of her, why!

……

Gu Xinran was indignant when another Weibo message was sent.

[Director Yu publicly responded to the question! 】

Click on it to see the latest news released by Yu Hua's official blog.

[Yu Hua official Weibo: The preparation of "Sisters" is only known to the core members of the crew, and it was not disclosed in advance. Moreover, when the actors were selected, they were recruited in the name of an unnamed small crew. Director Yu did not show up for the whole process, and the audition clips can be watched casually If you have any questions, speak up loudly, don't whisper bb behind your back. 】

Below is a video clip of the actors' auditions.

Seeing this, Gu Xinran's heart warmed up. Fortunately, Director Yu was willing to speak out.

……

Gu Xinran stayed up all night, this night, she thought a lot.

She thought of her wife, their warm home, Xiao Ye, and... her wife passed away, the happy family fell apart, and she was separated from her beloved wife forever.

Since she came to this world, she has been avoiding these things, especially after coming into contact with Yi Lan in this world, she dare not think about them.

She said to Yi Lan in this world, I hope you can get rid of the knots in your heart and rekindle your passion and love for life.

But why isn't she tightly bound by that invisible hand?

For [-] days, I can't break free for a moment!

When looking at Yi Lan in this world, she can let her heart completely empty, let herself go, and feel the meaning of life.

She turned around and looked at the piano in the middle of the living room. When she saw this piano, the figure of Yi Lan appeared in front of her eyes. She saw Yi Lan sitting in front of the piano, playing seriously and attentively, and she exuded warmth The light, the side face is quiet and beautiful, and the corners of the lips evoked a faint smile.She didn't, and she didn't want to distinguish whether this was her wife or Yi Lan of this world.She just felt that seeing this figure made even the world a better place.

She thought that Yi Lan should be the same.

How could she not be her salvation?

They unanimously tried to replace that person with this body, they deceived themselves, hoping to get that moment of relief.

But in the end, what they love is only the skin of each other.

……

Bai Yilan also stayed up all night.

No, not just one night, she has been insomnia for more than a week!

On the night when she taught Xinran to play the piano, she had a dream. She dreamed of a quarrel with Xinran. After the quarrel, she curled up in a corner and cried silently.

After that night, every day when she fell asleep, she could dream of Xinran, sometimes dreaming of the sweet and loving past between the two, and sometimes dreaming of the present Xinran shining brilliantly on the stage, the two of Xinran were constantly intertwined and quarreling in her mind, Sometimes they became one person, and sometimes they were two opposing people, which disturbed her, and she even had an instinctive fear of sleeping.

……

When the phone rang, Gu Xinran took a while to pick it up, seeing the "1" on the caller ID, her eyes froze.

She took a deep breath and picked it up.

"Hey?"

"Yilan? You... saw Weibo? I'm sorry I didn't expect..."

"Is it convenient to see each other at night?" Yi Lan's tone was very flat, and even a little weak in the flat, Gu Xinran frowned.

"Okay, you, what's the matter?"

"It's okay." Bai Yilan hung up the phone after answering.

Gu Xinran looked at the phone screen and frowned.

……

In the evening, Gu Xinran came to the small garden opposite her house, and she remembered that it was here. Yi Lan lied to her that this was the place where the two met, and finally defrauded her of her identity.

She walked towards the pond, her steps gradually slowed down, and she stopped slowly.

Yi Lan leaned against the tree, staring at the pond in a daze.

She watched quietly for a while, and didn't go up to disturb her.

"Ten days later, it will be her birthday." Bai Yilan murmured softly.

"What?" Gu Xinran was taken aback, and after a little thought, she realized that what she said was ten days later, which was the original owner's birthday.

She walked slowly to Yi Lan's side and looked at her suspiciously.

"I want to ask you one thing." Bai Yilan raised her head, her eyes were red and her face was haggard, which made Gu Xinran feel distressed instinctively.

"You said."

"I want to spend her birthday with her."

Gu Xinran frowned suddenly, "What do you mean after your birthday? After that? What are you going to do!?"

"I don't want to stop every day and think, who are you, where is she. What's the difference between you and her, why this happened between the two of you... I don't want to look at you and think about her anymore . ” Her tone revealed deep fatigue, and her state was too worrying.

"What do you want?"

"I don't want to distinguish who you are anymore. You are fine, and she is fine. At least these ten days, I want to spend quietly."

Gu Xinran didn't know what happened to her, but could feel her helplessness.

"Ten days later?" Gu Xinran looked at her seriously.

"Like a stranger."

Gu Xinran was silent for a while, then clenched her fists unconsciously.

"I can promise you. These few days, I will let go of everything and stay by your side. You can let go of your guard and treat me like anyone else, but you have to promise me that no matter what happens to us in the future, you will not do anything. Stupid thing."

Bai Yilan raised her head and looked at her. After a long while, she reluctantly twitched the corner of her mouth, "Thank you."

Watching her turn and leave, Gu Xinran directly grabbed her arm, "Promise me!"

Bai Yilan looked at her hands and nodded slowly.

The author has something to say: This chapter explains the problem of the Xiaopo crew, right?

By the way, let's talk about the emotional issue again?

About the character of Yi Lan, I don't have much ink, mainly because her inner entanglements are difficult to write, and if she writes too much, she may become a hypocritical person.

After reading this chapter, some people may feel that Yi Lan’s actions are very abrupt. Although there are few descriptions of her, her character has also changed. On the second day, I wrote that Yi Lan's attitude towards Xinran was much colder than the previous day. This echoes today's chapter. It can be seen that she has realized that there is a problem with her feelings for Xinran, and she wants to end it.

She is a very tragic person. She was cheated, divorced, and told when she was sad. With a face, there will be some uncontrollable actions, such as treating her as a lover

The same is true for Xinran, the specific incident has been mentioned many times in the article

Both of them are very loving and eager to be loved. In front of love and lover, no one can be too calm and self-sufficient, right?