Back to the past to fall in love [system]

Sure enough, even Qiu Yurou felt very sad.

Afterwards, although Xu Ziran said a lot of things to remedy, the other party obviously showed disappointment and fell silent.

In fact, for Qiu Yurou, it wasn't that she got angry so easily, but because even in the remedial words later, Xu Ziran still revealed a feeling that she didn't appreciate her going to the same school as her.

This was something she hadn't thought of at all.

In fact, her mother had already told her these things when she rejected those schools the other day.

Shen Feiyao also doesn't appreciate Qiu Yurou's current decision. Even though she has basically accepted the fact that her daughter likes the same sex, she still doesn't think Qiu Yurou's decision is correct.

In other words, it was because from a more understanding point of view, she thought it was not advisable for Qiu Yurou to give up the possibility of future for the sake of her current relationship.

This caused the mother-daughter relationship, which had eased slightly, to break up again. Qiu Yurou sneered at Shen Feiyao's thoughts, but she couldn't help but care about Xu Ziran's thoughts, but although she knew intellectually that she had to figure out Xu Ziran's thoughts, she was indeed affected emotionally. hit to some extent.

She originally thought that Xu Ziran would agree with her thoughts, but when Xu Ziran showed the opposite attitude, Qiu Yurou inevitably wondered whether it was because the other party didn't want to be with her, or because she was too clingy.

With this realization, Qiu Yurou slightly widened the distance, thus showing a slightly indifferent attitude.

Probably because they are really close at ordinary times, so it is quite obvious after showing it. Tian Jiaqi, who watched the incident, expressed such emotion: "Yurou wants to go to school with you, but you are not willing, it is really heartless."

At this time, after the end of evening self-study, Xu Ziran watched Qiu Yurou tidy up things quickly and then disappeared, and it was too late to say anything to stop her, but Tian Jiaqi came forward and shook her head and sighed, "Go, come with me to the club room Get something?"

Taking something is fake, and wanting to find a place where no one is around to mock her is true. Xu Ziran always feels that Tian Jiaqi is becoming more and more sarcastic: "I just don't think it's necessary. The school I chose may not be suitable for her."

Tian Jiaqi then said: "You are boring now, which couples are not sticky and don't want to separate now, why are you thinking so realistically?"

Xu Ziran felt that this was still a sarcastic talk, and squinted at Tian Jiaqi until the other side shrugged and said, "Okay, then what school are you going to take?"

"H is big."

Tian Jiaqi exaggerated: "A prestigious school! Why isn't it suitable for Qiu Yurou?"

Xu Ziran said seriously: "Because Qiu Yurou wants to be a doctor."

The longer we get along, the more Xu Ziran knows that Qiu Yurou's choice in her previous life was not driven by coercion or following the crowd. Her bookcase is full of books about medicine, and her idol is the leader of heart surgery. She likes this profession and identity. So it's an option she likes too.

If she finally had such a favorite choice in her previous life, then it doesn't make sense that she can't do it in this life.

Xu Ziran looked at Tian Jiaqi, and said solemnly: "Although it is shameless to say that she may be very happy with me, but I hope she can do more happy things."

Probably Xu Ziran's tone was too serious, Tian Jiaqi even forgot to tease, and then looked at Xu Ziran in a daze.

If a person has someone he loves, would he behave like this?

A strange thought grew wildly in his heart like a vine, and soon covered the entire heart, making it impossible to tell whether it was the original heart or the grown vine that was beating violently in the chest cavity .

Tian Jiaqi nodded slowly, not knowing what she was answering: "Oh...so that's the case."

At this moment, Qiu Yurou, who was standing at the door, looked at her shadow elongated by the moonlight, lowered her eyes slightly, and fell into deep thought.

The conversation with Shen Feiyao three days ago resurfaced in her mind——

"You can go and be with the person you like, but before that, you have to live your own life well."

This sentence seems to make sense, but when Shen Feiyao said it, it was not convincing, because the other party thought that he had lived a good life, but in reality it was a mess.

So Qiu Yurou, who was on edge because of this topic, said bluntly, "Don't you know best that living a good life is not necessarily a good life?"

Shen Feiyao gasped, her former daughter would never say such a thing, she deeply felt that Xu Ziran had spoiled her well-behaved daughter.

"Rourou, you'd better calm down and listen to what I have to say, you will understand."

After hearing this, Qiu Yurou couldn't figure it out even more: "But I'm calm now, why do you think I'm not calm?"

Shen Feiyao then said: "You are here to refute me now."

Qiu Yurou was speechless, because she actually felt that what Shen Feiyao said was right, because if she had calmed down so much that she had already made a decision in her heart, she would not waste any more words here.

Qiu Yurou fell into silence, and Shen Feiyao sorted out her mood, and said: "Xu Ziran is an ambitious person, you can see it by looking at what she is doing now and the energy she has expended. You can just accompany her now like this." Looking at her - I know you are very smart, I think you can learn everything, but shouldn't you stop and think about it, think about it, if you meet someone who just follows in your footsteps and just copies everything about you , will you like her?"

Shen Feiyao looked at Qiu Yurou: "You won't like her, what we can really like is an equal person, an excellent person with his own characteristics - think again."

Although it seemed that she was shaken at a certain moment, Qiu Yurou quickly thought that this wavering was just an illusion.

Compared with what Shen Feiyao said, it is the long-distance relationship in love that is more criticized by everyone.

However, when she stood outside the door and listened to Xu Ziran's words, all the words Shen Feiyao said began to be played back clearly in her mind, and some strange thoughts that could not be distinguished positive or negative emerged in her heart. This idea reorganized all concepts and memories, and finally calmed down her originally turbulent heart.

Only then did she realize that she had been very restless and restless these days.

In other words, she is indeed very restless.

Now that I think about it, the reason for not being calm may be that subconsciously she is really struggling, although she thinks she is determined.

With a long sigh, she walked downstairs facing the moonlight...

Xu Ziran in the classroom said to Tian Jiaqi: "...From the perspective of life, it is true, but to be reasonable, I certainly don't want to leave Yurou. I also suffer when I think of a different place, okay?"

Tian Jiaqi sneered: "I didn't see it at all."

Xu Ziran rolled his eyes, and said: "Have you got the things, let's go, I'm going to see if Yurou's car is still in the garage..."

That night, Xu Ziran was finally sure that Qiu Yurou had left first, and the next day, she was sure that Qiu Yurou was indeed angry.

Of course, Xu Ziran always felt that recalling the past and present life, he was not particularly sure when Qiu Yurou was angry, but there were indeed a few times when Qiu Yurou seemed to be immersed in her own thoughts, completely ignoring everything around her - as if she was acting now.

At that time, Xu Ziran felt that Qiu Yurou was thinking about some academic problem and immersed herself in it, but this time when she contacted the previous relationship, Xu Ziran began to wonder if this was just a manifestation of Qiu Yurou's anger.

Because on the second day, Qiu Yurou still had a sleepwalking expression on her face and ignored her.

Xu Ziran wasn't in the mood to do problems or make plans anymore, so when he had free time during evening self-study, he just glanced at Qiu Yurou, wanting to see what she was doing.

At the first glance, Qiu Yurou was staring at the blackboard with her chin in a daze.

Xu Ziran poked her with his finger and said, "Mr. Yurou is watching you."

The teacher on the podium said: "Xu Ziran, what are you doing?"

Xu Ziran: "..."

At the second glance, Qiu Yurou pulled out the earphones and came out to listen to the music. Her sleeves blocked her ears, and she twirled her fingers with a pen.

Xu Ziran had nothing to say: "Yurou, you will be discovered by the teacher if you listen to music like this."

Teacher: "Xu Ziran, how many times is this your first time, don't disturb other students!"

Xu Ziran: "..."

Xu Ziran began to do the questions melancholy, and when he finished reading comprehension, he couldn't help but write——

Expressing indescribable sadness and regret, I wonder what Yurou is thinking now.

The first session of late self-study was over, and Xu Ziran lay listlessly on the table, tilting her head to look at Qiu Yurou's expressionless profile, until something hit her on the back behind her.

This blow was quite heavy, Xu Ziran turned her head abruptly, and saw that it was a transparent rubber ball the size of a fist, which hit her on the back.

The weight of this transparent rubber ball is unclear, Xu Ziran was not in a good mood at first, but at this moment his expression changed, he picked it up and glared at the surroundings, saying: "Who did it!"

Everyone fell silent, and looked at one person in unison.

Sure enough, he is the most troublesome person in the class.

Xu Ziran smiled, shook the transparent rubber ball in his hand and said, "I'm not angry, I just want you to know that throwing this thing around is very dangerous..."

……

After teaching the children verbally and physically, Xu Ziran returned to his seat and took another look at Qiu Yurou.

After seeing this, I was taken aback.

Her own test paper was being held in Qiu Yurou's hands, and Qiu Yurou looked at the reading comprehension written in one line, and after a long time, she cast her gaze on Xu Ziran's face...