Back to the past to fall in love [system]

There was silence in the room for a moment, Xu Ziran and Tian Jiaqi said at the same time——

Xu Ziran: "Let me go quickly."

Tian Jiaqi: "It's all here..."

After saying this, the two were silent for a moment at the same time, and then Tian Jiaqi glared at Xu Ziran and said, "Are you speaking human words! It's so late now!"

Xu Ziran was not to be outdone: "What's wrong with it being so late, is there any danger in such a short journey?"

Tian Jiaqi squinted her eyes and pursed her lips and stared at Xu Ziran for a long time, and finally walked around Xu Ziran nimbly, threw the blanket on the bed, and then lay down in big characters.

"Anyway, I won't leave!"

Xu Ziran tried in vain to pull Tian Jiaqi up, but Tian Jiaqi rolled back and forth on the bed like a loach, making Xu Ziran unable to do anything, the two entangled for a long time, and finally Xu Ziran panted and feigned anger: "With you and me!"

Tian Jiaqi lay on the bed pouted, took out a comic book under the pillow and read it.

Xu Ziran guessed that Tian Jiaqi came here today just because she was curious about what they were doing in the room, and when it was time to go to bed, she might go back, so she ignored her and went to take a bath.

However, when she went to the bathroom and came out, Tian Jiaqi was already lying on the bed and seemed to be falling asleep.

Xu Ziran sighed and said, "If you're so sleepy, go back, I slept very late."

Tian Jiaqi raised her eyelids, snorted, and said, "If you don't want to sleep with me, then I'll sleep with Yurou."

Xu Ziran didn't even think about it, and said, "No way."

Tian Jiaqi stared at Xu Ziran, and Xu Ziran touched his nose.

Qiu Yurou was packing up her things, when she heard this conversation, she poked Xu Ziran's back and said, "Then shall we sleep together?"

Xu Ziran still didn't even think about it: "No, no!"

I used to be able to hide my ears and steal the bell when I slept together, but now there is only a layer of window paper left. Is this a test of human nature?

But when she turned around and saw Qiu Yurou's puzzled look, she knew that the other party didn't think much about it, and she was too dirty.

So she thought about it and said, "It's not suitable, your bed is relatively small."

Although it was also a single bed, Xu Ziran's original bed was wider, so there would be no problem sleeping two adolescent girls, but Qiu Yurou's bed would be a bit cramped.

Qiu Yurou then said, "Then Jiaqi and I will share the same bed."

After she finished speaking, she whispered again: "I don't want you to sleep with Jiaqi either."

The voice was so low that only Xu Ziran who was right in front of her could hear it.

So when Xu Ziran heard this, he was secretly delighted and entangled again.

At this moment, Tian Jiaqi on the bed slammed the surface of the bed and jumped off the bed.

Xu Ziran turned around.

Tian Jiaqi threw the manga in her hand on the ground, gave Xu Ziran a hard look, and then ran out.

Xu Ziran was taken aback for a moment, and panicked in his heart.

Because in that glance, Xu Ziran clearly saw that Tian Jiaqi's eyes were filled with tears.

She saw the blanket that Tian Jiaqi hadn't taken away on the bed, so she picked it up and said to Qiu Yurou, "I'll go out too", and then chased her out.

Tian Jiaqi walked so fast that Xu Ziran didn't see her when she chased to the door, so she was in a hurry, so she didn't wear shoes and chased her out barefoot.

In this way, time was bought and Tian Jiaqi was chased at the gate of the yard.

Xu Ziran chased after Tian Jiaqi, and then felt as if he had stepped on something, and felt a piercing pain, so he gasped in a "hissy" breath.

Tian Jiaqi was attracted by this, so she turned her head and looked at Xu Ziran.

Under the moonlight, the other party's tears were shining, but he looked at her stubbornly.

Xu Ziran was a little helpless: "I'm sorry, I was joking just now."

Tian Jiaqi looked at the blanket in the opponent's hand: "You even took out this, so you want me to go back."

Xu Ziran was stunned, then hid the blanket behind his back, and said, "It's easy, alas, it's easy."

"It's not smooth at all, you are subconscious!"

Xu Ziran was a little helpless.

She didn't know what happened to Tian Jiaqi, wasn't she already well before.

What's more, her excuses at the beginning were really lame, but now they have all come true.

She sighed and said, "Because it's really troublesome, you see..."

Before she finished speaking, Tian Jiaqi interrupted: "You have to say it again, because you like Qiu Yurou!"

Xu Ziran: "..."

Xu Ziran was speechless, because under the moonlight, Tian Jiaqi's eyes made her feel familiar and strange.

At the beginning, such eyes may be a precursor to a break.

Xu Ziran couldn't figure it out, just like she couldn't figure out why Tian Jiaqi did what she did back then, she still can't figure it out now.

So she asked the question that had been hidden in her heart for so many years: "Why, what are you thinking now?"

At this moment, even Tian Jiaqi felt a little dazed in her heart.

This is firstly because Xu Ziran asked this question without thinking, and secondly, when she was asked like this, she found that she really seemed to have something to say.

But what to say?

Now she is not as eloquent as Xu Ziran, nor as smart as Qiu Yurou.

Among the people around her, she seems to be the most ordinary one, Xu Ziran has changed so much, she walks in front of her, and throws herself further and further away.

This feeling, as if they will part ways one day, because the paths they have chosen are completely different.

So what is she going to say?

These days, what is it that makes her toss and turn, and loses her sense of normalcy more and more?

She looked at Xu Ziran's face, there was no change in this face, but she was a little taller, and her hair had grown a little, and when she draped it with moisture, it hung down on her waist and back.

In Xu Ziran's eyes, apart from worry, there was still something she couldn't understand.

She finally blurted out: "...I am not reconciled."

——"Really, I am too unwilling."

Saying this, Tian Jiaqi squatted on the ground, covering her face and crying bitterly.

And it was as if something had opened up Ren Du's second channel, Xu Ziran was enlightened.

It was because of that.

It turned out to be just like that.

Xu Ziran wanted to help Tian Jiaqi up, but he didn't have much strength.

She muttered to herself: "But I don't understand, what are you unwilling about?"

This question, rather than asking Tian Jiaqi in front of me, might as well be asking Tian Jiaqi who did that thing later.

Are you going to destroy everything just because you are not reconciled?

Such a thought popped into Xu Ziran's mind, but then he laughed first.

Thinking about it this way, it might really be Tian Jiaqi's character.

The other party seemed careless and didn't care about anything, but in fact, he couldn't be more staunch.

Tian Jiaqi, who heard Xu Ziran muttering to herself, turned the question around in her mind, and finally said: "I am the most unwilling, the one you like is Qiu Yurou."

Xu Ziran opened his eyes wide and looked at Tian Jiaqi.

Tian Jiaqi squatted on the ground and raised her head: "Then I like you too, what should I do."

Xu Ziran smiled wryly.

This scene reminded her of Tian Jiaqi's first "broken love".

At that time, she was just a freshman, and she fell in love with a minister of the student union, but after confessing her love, the other party flatly rejected her.

When talking about this matter on the phone, Tian Jiaqi didn't seem to care much, but her voice was a little regretful, but two weeks later, the other party changed two trains and rushed to Xu Ziran's school, and called Xu Ziran out of the dormitory in the middle of the night, crying Said: "I really like him."

While sitting on the edge of the curb drinking and venting, Tian Jiaqi said loudly: "...for the past two weeks, I have been thinking about him all the time, thinking about him during the day and at night, and even in my dreams. I am finished. I fell in love with someone who would never love me."

At that time, Xu Ziran only felt that the injured Tian Jiaqi was really pitiful, and helped her cursing the minister severely, but when she woke up the next morning, she thought, there is one sentence, what Tian Jiaqi said is correct.

What she likes is someone who will never like her.

So instead of saying that she likes someone, it is better to say that what she likes is someone she cannot get.

Is this also a kind of reconciliation?

Xu Ziran understands that some people are afraid of pain, some are afraid of suffering, some are afraid of debt, some are afraid of emptiness, and perhaps the mood that can torture Tian Jiaqi the most is unwillingness.

Looking at Tian Jiaqi like this, she smiled wryly and said, "You don't even know what true liking is."

Tian Jiaqi asked: "What about you, how can you be sure that you really like it?"

Xu Ziran stood barefoot, feeling a little pain in his feet, so he also squatted down.

After squatting down, I felt tired, so I simply sat on the ground.

She thought about Tian Jiaqi's question: How can I be sure?

The night breeze was slightly cool, sweeping against his body.

Xu Ziran was wearing thin pajamas after taking a shower, so when the wind blows, he felt goosebumps all over his body.

She folded her arms around her chest and said, "I found out that others can't."

"What?" Tian Jiaqi didn't understand.

"I—I can't choose anyone else. She is the only one who brings me this feeling. She is the only one who shines in my eyes, and the others are dimmed. I think this is probably love."

Tian Jiaqi looked at Xu Ziran, she was shocked and speechless because of the way Xu Ziran spoke.

She couldn't describe it, but felt that such an expression was indeed something she had never seen before.

But she still insisted: "How do you know, I don't feel like this?"

Xu Ziran looked at Tian Jiaqi, her eyes could not help but become regretful, she decided to tell Tian Jiaqi in advance about this matter that she might not realize until a few years later.

She said: "But Jiaqi, what you like is not me, what you like is the feeling that you can't get it."

Under the moon and the stars, Tian Jiaqi heard this sentence and stood up on her knees, feeling her head dizzy.

--Is it?

She couldn't tell for a while.

"……But--"

She said "but", but didn't know what to say next.

Maybe Xu Ziran is someone who knows himself better than himself.

Because they are best friends who grew up together.

but……

Everything will change.

Tian Jiaqi walked home.

Xu Ziran sat for a while, and when he stood up, Tian Jiaqi turned back.

Xu Ziran thought that the other party had something to say, but Tian Jiaqi only pulled her own blanket and left again.

Xu Ziran's heart was heavy.

After feeling heavy, I thought, since Tian Jiaqi still remembers her blanket, she should be able to recover.

But... I don't know what to do next.

Xu Ziran sighed, supported the ground and stood up, thinking that he had to wash again when he went back, so he endured the pain in the soles of his feet and went home.

When he opened the door and walked to the entrance, he was slightly taken aback.

Because when she came out, she hesitated whether to wear shoes or not, so she carefully looked at the direction in which the shoes were placed. Looking at it now, she found that Qiu Yurou's shoes had obviously changed the direction.

So, she came out?

Xu Ziran's face suddenly became hot, and he thought to himself, he didn't know how much the other party heard.

She was out of love just now, but now she couldn't remember what she said, so she patted the ashes on the soles of her feet, hugged her feet and looked at them, and found that there was an obvious red shadow on the soles of her feet. There was no bleeding, so I put my foot down and limped home.

When he reached the stairs, he saw Qiu Yurou sitting on it.

Xu Ziran quickly stood still, but Qiu Yurou had already seen her walking posture, so she stood up to help Xu Ziran.

She pulled Xu Ziran's hand around her neck, and it turned out that Xu Ziran seemed to be being carried by her, so she put her hand down again and changed it to holding her.

Xu Ziran: "..."

After the two went upstairs, Xu Ziran looked at Qiu Yurou's flushed cheeks and steamy hair, and said, "You... heard it."

She didn't say what she heard specifically, Qiu Yurou hesitated for two seconds, and finally nodded.

Xu Ziran felt that his head had been pricked by a needle, and then he didn't know what acupuncture point was poked, and he became dizzy.

Then she said it again: "You heard that."

A person who can say a meaningless sentence over and over again is definitely out of shape. Of course Qiu Yurou understood this, so she ignored the sentence, but bit her lip and said: "I... can say that I am very happy Is it?"

Saying this, her entire face turned red to the tips of her ears.

At this time, when they reached the door of the room, Xu Ziran lowered his head and opened the door, hopped into the room with one foot, and sat on his bed.

Qiu Yurou's words just now echoed in her mind, and then she felt that she was shamefully cute.

Because she was caught in her own emotions, knowing that Qiu Yurou had grabbed her ankle, she realized that Qiu Yurou was squatting down and looking at her feet.

Obviously, he would enjoy wearing sandals in the future, but now that his feet are being stared at by Qiu Yurou, Xu Ziran feels inexplicably embarrassed.

She tensed her toes because she was nervous, and said, "It's, it's nothing."

Qiu Yurou looked at the red mark on the sole of Xu Ziran's foot, and then touched it.

Xu Ziran suddenly felt a burst of electricity from the soles of his feet to his brainstem, making his hair almost stand on end.

She retracted her feet uncontrollably, stiffened her body and said, "Itches."

Qiu Yurou glanced at Xu Ziran several times, and her expression became wrong again: "You, don't be embarrassed, I will be embarrassed if you are like this."

After saying this, she put Xu Ziran's feet down and said: "It's nothing, I'll help you twist a towel to wipe your feet, and then apply cold water on it."

Xu Ziran quickly stood up: "No, I myself... hiss—"

She sat down again because of the pain in her feet after standing up.

Qiu Yurou smiled, went to the bathroom and twisted a towel, and when she came back, seeing Xu Ziran's awkward expression, she handed the towel to Xu Ziran and said, "Then wipe it yourself."

Xu Ziran breathed a sigh of relief, quickly took the towel, wiped his feet, and hugged his feet to apply to the wound.

Qiu Yurou sat on her own bed opposite, and the two of them looked at each other silently for a moment, then said at the same time——

Qiu Yurou: "You..."

Xu Ziran: "You..."

Both of them stopped at the same time, and said——

Qiu Yurou: "Tell me first."

Xu Ziran: "Let me talk first."

As soon as the words fell, the two laughed together.

Xu Ziran said: "I knew you would ask me to speak first, so I agreed first."

Qiu Yurou smiled and said, "I actually don't know what to say. I really envy you and Jiaqi's cumin state. I always feel that I will never be able to do it."

Xu Ziran knew that Qiu Yurou really cared about this matter, because she said in the future that she used to envy the kind of people who could get along well with everyone.

At that time, Qiu Yurou must no longer be envious, so when she said this, she only had a faint expression——

"I seem to have always been the one who stayed out of the way. Even if I was famous for being a chatterbox, I would gradually become speechless in front of me. I don't know what kind of terrible physique it is."

"But then I stopped pushing myself, and felt that I didn't particularly like talking to others."

When Xu Ziran heard this, he smiled and said: "Those who will be cold with you are just passers-by, you see, the two of us will not be cold."

Qiu Yurou laughed softly and said, "This is different."

At that time, Xu Ziran didn't know what Qiu Yurou meant by "different".

But now, she finally realized it, so she looked at the young Qiu Yurou, and couldn't help but say, "This is different."

You try to get the conversation right in front of me.

I don't know what to say in front of you.

It is precisely because of different feelings that different changes will occur.

Xu Ziran finally said it: "Because I like you."

After she said this, it was as if a huge stone that had been stuck in her heart for a long time finally fell down, and her chest, which had been so heavy that it was difficult to breathe, finally relaxed.

After she relaxed, she felt that the scene in front of her was a little funny.

She was wearing her pajamas, hugging her feet and applying a towel to her feet. Qiu Yurou was sitting on the bed in her pajamas, looking at her in astonishment.

This doesn't seem like a suitable scene for confession.

However, when the feeling came, it was said naturally, and it seemed that it was really impossible to set a suitable scene.

Probably because love is such a sudden thing.

Xu Ziran lowered his head, not daring to look at Qiu Yurou, and said with a wry smile, "Am I a bit hypocritical?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Qiu Yurou and the non-stop sound of "ding ding ding ding" from the system in her head scared her into a daze.

Before she had time to look at the system, she watched Qiu Yurou throw her down on the bed and buried her head in her neck.

"I like you too, very, very much."

After saying this, Xu Ziran felt warm liquid drop by drop from his neck, and then gradually became cold.

Xu Ziran's body froze at first, but then gradually relaxed, and gently stroked Qiu Yurou's hair with his hand.

She felt Qiu Yurou's warm and soft body, and smelled the faint fragrance from the other person's body, she suddenly wanted to hug Qiu Yurou tightly, and do something that she thought she might not be interested in.

But she took a deep breath to calm herself down, and said to herself: Xu Ziran, you are still a child!

After a while, Qiu Yurou seemed to gradually calm down, her body became more and more stiff, and the hand that was holding Xu Ziran's collar gradually loosened.

She raised her head, stood up from Xu Ziran and sat aside, lowered her head and said like a child admitting her mistake: "I'm sorry, I lost my composure."

Xu Ziran thought to himself: I almost lost my composure than you.

But she said, "It's nothing, it's inevitable."

The two of them poked at the edge of the bed for a while like a piece of wood, and finally Qiu Yurou stood up and said, "I, I'm going to take a shower."

After saying that, he stood up and walked towards the bathroom with one hand and one foot...

After that, the two turned off the lights and fell asleep in their respective beds.

Of course they still couldn't sleep, the two of them tossed and turned for a long time, just when Xu Ziran was about to be forced to sleep, Qiu Yurou said, "Then, what are you going to do next?"

Xu Ziran was in a daze, unable to understand what Qiu Yurou was talking about.

What's next?

Qiu Yurou said lightly like a mosquito: "Then...does it have to be like Lizi and Youyi?"

Xu Ziran finally reacted.

Then she was so startled that she almost rolled out of bed.

"That's a game!" Xu Ziran blurted out.

At the same time, she added in her heart: It's still an 18x game.

Qiu Yurou asked, "Is it different in reality?"

Xu Ziran was in a tangle. She had never been in a relationship before, so she didn't know it very well.

But being influenced by h games is absolutely unacceptable. Xu Ziran felt that she had to change Qiu Yurou's mind, so she said, "Anyway, minors can't do that kind of thing!"

There was a moment of silence in the room.

In the quiet darkness, the sound of breathing seemed a little obvious, and Xu Ziran, who was barely sleepy at first, was fluctuating in his mood, but he was not sober.

The system starts the countdown to forced sleep.

Then she heard Qiu Yurou's voice, it was thin and soft, and she could tell how embarrassed the other party was just from the tone of voice.

Qiu Yurou said: "I, I didn't mean...not that, I meant... dating..."

Xu Ziran: "..."