Back to the past to fall in love [system]

Because of the embarrassment in her heart, Xu Ziran staggered in singing this song, but finally sang it down, and at the last line, she smiled a little shyly.

Qiu Yurou glanced at Xu Ziran's expression, and couldn't help laughing with her.

Her eyes were still a little dry, and the bitterness from just now still remained in her heart, but somewhere in her heart, bits and pieces of sweetness slowly leaked out.

She didn't want to understand why she was crying just now.

If it was only because of Shen Feiyao's exaggerated words, then this was not the first time, and she should be used to it.

However, she suddenly couldn't bear it at that moment, and thinking about it now, maybe it was because it was in front of Xu Ziran this time.

In any case, she didn't want to be said that in front of Xu Ziran.

Will Xu Ziran mind?What kind of person does Xu Ziran think she is?

Because I was flustered, I had to hide in the room to calm my mind alone, isn't it too weak?

The turbulent thoughts in her heart gradually calmed down in Xu Ziran's singing.

Qiu Yurou smiled and clapped, and said, "You sing really well."

Xu Ziran felt that singing this song was against her fame, so she changed the subject and said, "Hurry up and eat the cake, eat it."

Qiu Yurou lowered her head and did not move.

Xu Ziran couldn't guess what Qiu Yurou was thinking at this moment, so he could only sit beside her and look at her face.

The blush on his face hadn't completely faded, and the eyelids drooped slightly, so that the eyelashes covered the eyes, and it was difficult to find any clues from the changes in the eyes.

Xu Ziran thought: Why did I treat Qiu Yurou as an ordinary shy girl in the first place? The other party is really talented in concealing her thoughts.

When she was thinking like this, Qiu Yurou finally spoke, and she said, "Actually... Actually, I also prepared a gift for you."

Xu Ziran was a little surprised: "Huh?"

Qiu Yurou looked up at Xu Ziran, bit her lip, "But it's so childish, I can't even figure out how I would prepare this."

Xu Ziran originally thought that it was unnecessary for Qiu Yurou to make up gifts for her, but now that she heard Qiu Yurou say this, she became curious: "What is it?"

Qiu Yurou seemed to be struggling for a while, but finally stood up and took out three small pink pieces of paper from the drawer.

She handed it over hesitantly, and finally said, "Look for yourself."

Xu Ziran curiously took it over and looked at it, and found that there were words written on each note - the first one was "massage coupon", the second was "chat coupon", and the third was "universal wishing coupon".

Xu Ziran couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing.

When she looked at Qiu Yurou, the other party had already turned red into a boiled shrimp, she didn't dare to look at Xu Ziran, but secretly fixed her eyes on Xu Ziran's reaction.

Seeing Xu Ziran smile, she was not sure what the other person's smile represented, so she looked sad and worried.

Xu Ziran then said, "It's very interesting, you really have an idea."

Qiu Yurou looked at Xu Ziran, as if she was trying to determine whether the other party said polite words or the truth.

"Then I put it away, it should be available within this year, right?"

Seeing that Xu Ziran's expression was normal, Qiu Yurou finally calmed down, nodded and said, "Yes."

Because Qiu Yurou only brought the cake in, now she has to go out to cut the cake.

When the two went outside, they saw Aunt Chen sitting on the balcony and sighing, and when they came out, they finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Oh, Rourou, it's not sad, we are not sad."

Qiu Yurou said "I'm sorry" in a low voice.

She felt that she had screwed up being so unable to control her mood, and suddenly became depressed again.

Xu Ziran sensed Qiu Yurou's mood, thought about it, and when Aunt Chen went to get the knife, she raised her hand and rubbed Qiu Yurou's head.

"It's not your fault, okay?" Xu Ziran said.

Qiu Yurou put her hands behind her back and twisted them together.

Afterwards, until Xu Ziran left, Shen Feiyao didn't come out either. At first, Xu Ziran was thinking about whether Qiu Yurou would give Shen Feiyao a piece of cake, but after seeing Shen Feiyao's expression, she finally didn't say this, but said something to Qiu Yurou when she left: "Some things look different from another angle."

Qiu Yurou watched Xu Ziran leave, and the smile on her face gradually faded.

She glanced at the last piece of cake left on the table, in fact, she knew what Xu Ziran had kept silent.

After thinking about it, she took the cake and knocked on the door of the master bedroom.

The door was not locked, and after hearing "Come in", Qiu Yurou opened the door by herself.

The sky was getting dark, and in the drowsy room, Shen Feiyao sat on the floor and raised her head against the bed.

When she saw Qiu Yurou, she showed a surprised expression: "Rourou, it's you."

Qiu Yu said softly, "Did you think it was cumin?"

Shen Feiyao didn't answer.

Qiu Yurou walked over, put the cake beside the other party, and sat down by herself.

The two sat side by side with a piece of cake with a small fork in between.

After a while, Shen Feiyao picked up the cake and took a bite.

She was surprised: "It's really delicious, Xu Ziran is so young, why is he so powerful?"

When Qiu Yurou heard this, she pursed her lips and laughed.

Originally, she didn't want to smile in front of Shen Feiyao, but because the other party praised Xu Ziran, she also thought of Xu Ziran, so she couldn't help showing a proud smile.

She wanted to quickly put away the smile, but it stayed on her face for a long time, and it took a long time for it to fade away.

"Yeah, she's really powerful." Qiu Yurou said.

Shen Feiyao looked at Qiu Yurou's expression.

At least she knew that at the moment when Xu Ziran was mentioned, Qiu Yurou was genuinely happy.

And she couldn't help laughing when she saw her daughter's smile.

After laughing, she froze.

How long has it been since she experienced such happiness?

Because it was too long, she couldn't remember it, only vaguely remembered that it might be when she was a student.

She always felt that she was smart enough to be high-spirited throughout her school days.

She feels that she has not made a wrong choice, because every choice is both in line with reality and in line with her own heart.

Choose the best tutor for postgraduate entrance examination and Ph.D., and get married and have children at the most suitable age for love investigation.

It seems to be right, it seems to be right.

But no, looking back now, what she obeyed was never her own heart, but the most suitable time.

Does she like Qiu Mingtai?

Like it, she has always liked the kind of people who are smart, wise and high in her eyes, but this kind of liking is not enough to support her to take on a family for him.

She doesn't want to get married.

Although she had reached the most suitable age for marriage at that time, and she also had someone who was considered a high-ranking partner, but she knew in her heart that she didn't want to get married, she didn't want to have children, and she hoped to embark on a further career.

However, it is already the most suitable age.

If you miss now, maybe you won't have such a good opportunity again.

Not following her own heart, but after weighing the pros and cons, she entered the palace of marriage.

But deep in her heart, there has always been a more real self, crying out silently.

So everything she did later, running away from this family, obsessing over her career, and forcing Qiu Yurou to do better - these things may just come from her resistance that she already regretted.

But one wrong step, one step at a time.

——A fan of the authorities.

She remembered what Xu Ziran had just said to her.

"Some things are wrong if you do something wrong. What can be corrected from the source is scientific experiments or program data. Life is not like this. Life cannot go backwards, nor can we peek into the future in advance. We can only keep exploring and moving forward, constantly Fix mistakes."

"Mistakes are hard to fix. We all know this, but there is no way. Things can always be the worst, but there are also good possibilities. You are just a fan of the authorities. When you think you are controlling your behavior with reason, you are actually already It's just emotion."

"...Do you want to have a different way of thinking?"

Shen Feiyao thought, this girl is not giving her advice, nor is she looking for something from her, although she used questions in her words and kept saying "we".

In fact, the other party was sounding the alarm for her.

Change the way of thinking?

She always thought that she was thinking rationally, but she messed up everything, so now, what if she only followed her inner feelings?

She has been unhappy for so long, and has been oppressed by this heavy shackle for so long, does she also want her daughter to be oppressed like this?

If you are happy, why not do it?

Even living is boring, it is simply the most boring thing.

Shen Feiyao said: "Is Xu Ziran very popular at school?"

Qiu Yurou looked up at her mother blankly.

Shen Feiyao smiled and said: "Her big sister hair type was very popular when she was a student, right? There were people like this in our school back then, but they are not as beautiful as classmate Xu..."

The sunset is beautiful, spilling into the room from the window.

Dust floats in the air, surrounding the mother and daughter who are talking softly, quiet and serene.

Xu Ziran sneezed three times in a row.

When she was wondering if she had caught a cold, the system made a "ding" to remind her that she had received a reward.

Xu Ziran: "???"

Could it be that some new task appeared and was completed when she didn't know it?

Xu Ziran opened the system panel and found that the task of [getting the favor of key people] had been completed.

Xu Ziran was at a loss.

Why did I almost drool just now and didn't finish it, but now I'm enjoying the scenery on the way home, and it's done?

Recently, the judgment standard of the system has begun to become a mystery.

Thinking of this, Xu Ziran shrugged and began to calculate whether his current ability value is enough to buy things in the mall.

Although the sun has set, the air is still humid and hot, amidst the disturbing chirping of cicadas one after another, Xu Ziran ushers in the long-lost summer vacation.