Back to the past to fall in love [system]

Heart pounding.

Xu Ziran remembered this word again.

Does it mean, when the heart starts beating violently?

Xu Ziran thought that Qiu Yurou must be able to hear her heartbeat.

But who can live in such a situation without tense nerves and difficulty breathing?

But what kind of situation is this?

She couldn't tell.

She began to regret that she had lived so long in her previous life and had never been in a relationship, so that she couldn't calmly deal with such small fights.

— take it easy.

Xu Ziran told himself so.

——It’s just the little girl acting like a baby, so relax.

After her heart beat violently for what seemed like a century, it gradually calmed down, only then did Xu Ziran realize that Qiu Yurou's hairy head was leaning against her chest, motionless.

Xu Ziran's hand was hanging on Qiu Yurou's head, and he didn't dare to completely relax and press it down, so he only lightly rested on the hair, and unconsciously brushed the hair from Qiu Yurou's cheek.

However, when she realized what she was doing, she suddenly didn't know where to put her hands.

Qiu Yurou in her arms was motionless, Xu Ziran's body froze for a while, and finally couldn't help asking softly, "Fish, are you still awake?"

Qiu Yurou didn't move.

Xu Ziran gradually relaxed, she thought that Qiu Yurou must have fallen asleep.

She gently withdrew her hand from the opponent's head, not knowing where to put it, and simply pressed it on her own head.

She squeezed her hair, feeling in her heart: Ah, Qiu Yurou's is softer.

After thinking this way, she once again felt a sense of guilt for sexually immoralizing a minor, and for a moment, whether it was due to her psychological instinct to compensate, her memory of the future Qiu Yurou became clear again.

Like all friends, they had talked about relationship problems.

It's just that two people who are also inexperienced are really not convincing when they talk about this, and they can't even tell a story, and finally it becomes a purely theoretical analysis.

"What the hell is love?"

In the coffee shop, Xu Ziran saw the kissing couple in the corner and asked this question.

Qiu Yurou said: "This question is too big and too general."

Xu Ziran thought for a moment, then asked again: "Then do you think love at first sight exists in this world?"

"Of course it exists." Qiu Yurou agreed simply.

"How about the long-term love?"

"Also."

"Which one do you prefer?"

Qiu Yurou fell into silence.

Xu Ziran still remembered that during this silence, Qiu Yurou pinched her earlobe with her hand that was supporting her cheek, her gaze gradually went blank, as if she had thought of something.

So what is the answer?

Xu Ziran wanted to turn over, but he didn't dare to move because of Qiu Yurou's embrace.

The answer seems to be——

In the cafe with soothing music, Qiu Yurou said: "If I fell in love at first sight, but the other party didn't, I would hope to have a long-term love with each other."

"Because love is such a selfish thing, if you are not careful, you will be lost forever."

When saying this, Qiu Yurou lowered her eyes slightly, and cast her eyes on her hands.

At that time, looking at Qiu Yurou who looked sad, Xu Ziran didn't know why, but felt that the other party must have someone he liked.

This may be a kind of tacit understanding between friends, or a woman's intuition, but it is always at that moment that I have such an idea.

But when I think about it now, I'm not so sure, because Qiu Yurou never lied, and like her, she was a guy who would speak seriously for a long time even if she didn't understand something.

From this point of view, both of them are obviously not talkative people in front of others, and they don't know who infected the other.

The frigid expression in the adult Qiu Yurou's memory made Xu Ziran completely calm down.

Now she began to feel that her hot brain just now was simply too outrageous.

Of course, things like asking for pets are really cute, especially when done by a shy 15-year-old girl, but it would be too beastly to think about the little girl because of such things.

Qiu Yurou's request for such a reward must be because such a family can't give her a warm relationship at all.

After all, Xu Ziran is an adult psychologically. After he calmed down, his thoughts began to diverge, his nervousness faded a little, and the memories of tonight came flooding back.

Too many things happened after this evening, Xu Ziran picked them out one by one.

She actually met Luo Feifei ahead of time, and she still passed Fan Yijia.

Xu Ziran remembered very clearly that Luo Feifei and Fan Yijia in her previous life had no connection at all, they were two straight parallel lines.

Luo Feifei should now be a sophomore in the Directing Department of Beijing Film Academy, and if she was able to join a film crew as an assistant director, she must have come through the back door.

After all, Luo Feifei told her in person back then that she didn't have any talent as a director at all, so it was okay to make short videos.

At that time, Luo Feifei had the live broadcast website with the largest number of active users under her control. As the CEO, she was one of the most popular internet celebrities.

But now Luo Feifei will come to this crew as an assistant director, presumably because she is interested in being a director, not in the later state of "tired of filming".

Fan Yijia wanted to enter the Beijing Film Academy, no doubt because of Luo Feifei, and the two of them are looking like a sweetheart, regardless of you and me.

But Xu Ziran doesn't want to care about these things. The biggest problem is that now Tian Jiaqi is hooked into wanting to enter the entertainment circle.

The entertainment circle is such a messy place, Xu Ziran only had occasional contacts in his previous life, and he knew countless dirty things, not to mention the fact that the right time, place and people are indispensable for becoming popular. With a human head, it is easy to be blinded by the glitz and glamor inside, and it will be difficult to go back to the ordinary road when the time comes.

Xu Ziran still couldn't help thinking about Tian Jiaqi, and felt that even if he wanted to enter the entertainment circle, he had to go to college, not now.

But tonight I was a little irritable, and I was reminded of bad memories, and my words were a bit harsh, and I should try to make some sense again tomorrow...

Thinking of this, she gradually became sleepy, and fell asleep at some point.

Steady and even breathing accompanied by the sound of the air conditioner fluctuated in the room. After a long while, Qiu Yurou stuck her head out of the quilt, and gradually wriggled to the level with Xu Ziran.

Of course she wasn't asleep.

She is not sleepy at all.

She felt that she was running a fever and her head was dizzy, but she was not sober.

The curtains were tightly drawn, without casting a single light. In the room, there was only the yellow light of the air conditioner main unit representing the on state, and the red light of the TV not completely turned off.

The warm and dull light made the whole room feel strangely enigmatic. Qiu Yurou saw Xu Ziran's peaceful face through this light, but she couldn't see it clearly, like a blurry mountain with only faint ups and downs.

Qiu Yurou was nervous and scared, feeling her hands were shaking constantly.

She called softly, "Cumin, cumin?"

Xu Ziran should indeed be asleep, so he didn't respond.

But Qiu Yurou was still nervous, so she couldn't help but raised her voice, and called again: "Xu Ziran."

As soon as she finished speaking, someone on the other bed said, "Crazy, keep people from sleeping in the middle of the night."

Tian Jiaqi didn't restrain the volume at all, so although it didn't count as raising her voice, it was loud enough in this dark night.

Qiu Yurou immediately held her breath, worried that even if Xu Ziran fell asleep just now, she would wake up now.

But Xu Ziran slept soundly and didn't move.

Instead, Tian Jiaqi turned over and turned to the other side.

Qiu Yurou thought: Xu Ziran really fell asleep completely.

She thought that before, when Xu Ziran fell asleep at night, she also slept soundly, as if no matter what happened next to her, she would never wake up.

This is completely different from her. She always wakes up if there is any movement.

It's like today, the hotel's air conditioner is not working well, and the sound is a bit too loud, so she can't hear anyone at all, feeling that her ears are being crushed by the noise.

But there could be other reasons too.Who knows.

Qiu Yurou finally grew courageous, and raised her hand to touch Xu Ziran's face.

With her fingers, she gently traced the contours of the other person's face, first the forehead, then the eyebrows, and the eyelashes swept over her palm. Qiu Yurou's fingers trembled slightly, across the bridge of the nose, and then to the lips.

She stopped.

She didn't dare to use force, she only felt something soft and warm to touch, so she withdrew her hand all of a sudden, squeezed her fist and placed it on her heart.

Last time I kissed clearly.

But this time I didn't dare.

Qiu Yurou wants to follow her heart and do what she wants to do.

But if you think about it carefully, following your own heart seems like a coward.

But this is not cowardice, but something that should not be done in the first place.

It's despicable to do something like this without someone else's consent.

But this despicable thing has been done, what to do?

Amidst such entanglements, Qiu Yurou opened her eyes until dawn.

When it was almost dawn, she saw that Xu Ziran was showing signs of waking up, so she quickly closed her eyes and pretended to fall asleep, but she actually fell asleep.

So when Xu Ziran and Tian Jiaqi woke up, Qiu Yurou fell asleep instead.

Xu Ziran got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash up. When she came out, Tian Jiaqi was already sitting on the bedside, staring at her blankly.

Xu Ziran remembered what happened yesterday, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I said too much yesterday."

Tian Jiaqi snorted coldly and said, "I don't know what you're talking about."

Xu Ziran let out a "hush", pointed at Qiu Yurou, and said, "She hasn't woken up yet."

Tian Jiaqi rolled her eyes, but she was not looking for trouble, she lowered her voice and said, "What you said yesterday was the truth?"

Xu Ziran hesitated a little, but finally nodded.

Tian Jiaqi's eyes dimmed all of a sudden, but she still pursed her lips and gritted her teeth pretending to be calm, and said, "That's it."

Xu Ziran then said: "That's true and that's not true. I said it too quickly yesterday and didn't make it clear. Let's talk about it later."

Tian Jiaqi stood up from putting on her pants, put on slippers, put on a coat and said, "Let's talk in the corridor."

Seeing Tian Jiaqi open the door and go out, Xu Ziran had no choice but to follow, because he didn't have a coat, so he put on a bath towel.

Fortunately, there were no people outside, probably because it was too early, and there were not many people staying in this hotel.

The corridor was covered with a thick red carpet, which sank as soon as the foot stepped on it. Tian Jiaqi stepped on the carpet and asked, "Then what are you going to say."

Xu Ziran leaned against the door, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Tian Jiaqi was surprisingly patient, just waiting quietly.

Xu Ziran finally said, "You can enter the entertainment industry, but only after the college entrance examination."

Tian Jiaqi didn't understand: "Zhang Ailing said that it is necessary to become famous as early as possible. Now there is an opportunity, why don't you seize it?"

"You think you have seized the opportunity, but what you may have seized was the snake's tail."

"What do you mean?"

"...There is no need to be so urgent about this matter, you always have a chance—not this kind of chance."

The conversation paused for a while, Tian Jiaqi still didn't know what Xu Ziran was going to say, and Xu Ziran also felt that what he said was out of his mind.

"But senior sister Fan is also like this." Tian Jiaqi said again.

"Fan Yijia is different."

"She is more beautiful."

"It's not because of this - and it's not because of Luo... Luo Lun." Xu Ziran pronounced Luo Feifei's English name lamely.

Tian Jiaqi paused and asked, "Why is that?"

Xu Ziran felt that he should say something, but because he was afraid of revealing something that shouldn't be revealed, he was timid and almost agitated.

"Just believe me, wait for another two years, when the environment will be better, there will be more opportunities, you can go to a good school, you will have a degree bonus, fan loyalty and pride will be higher, isn't it better?"

Tian Jiaqi looked at Xu Ziran.

She noticed that Xu Ziran was a little anxious, so she felt relieved instead.

In fact, when she mentioned "entering the entertainment circle" last night, she just saw those beautifully dressed female stars who can be arrogant, so she made up a temporary idea. If Xu Ziran really had no objection, she might not be able to make up her mind, but Xu Ziran suddenly said to her Such heavy words made her whole body ring like a bell, and her mind buzzed.

Is it because Xu Ziran is insignificant in her heart that she can say such words so easily?Tian Jiaqi couldn't help thinking like this last night.

But now seeing Xu Ziran's anxious eyes because of her, Tian Jiaqi's heart relaxed.

She knew that Xu Ziran was still thinking about many things for herself.

In this way, she didn't care so much about Xu Ziran's explanation, she nodded and said: "Actually, I thought so too, what I said yesterday was really a joke, if that kind of thing is really done, no Just shameless."

Xu Ziran breathed a sigh of relief: "Actually, even if you don't judge by moral standards, if you choose a shortcut, you will definitely have to pay it back elsewhere - although this is another matter."

Tian Jiaqi nodded: "Okay, okay, let's talk about it later, I'm going in to brush my teeth too."

The two reopened the door and walked in.

After the door was closed again, the door on the other side opened.

Luo Feifei walked out of the room as if she had no bones, and leaned against the wall of the corridor.

She took a cigarette from her pocket and lit it.

After a while, he muttered to himself: "Tsk tsk tsk, it seems that I met a very interesting person."

……

The morning light is getting stronger.

When Qiu Yurou opened her eyes again, Xu Ziran was getting dressed.

She took off her t-shirt and was wearing a bra, revealing her smooth and delicate back. Because she was too thin, she had bony butterfly bones and a sunken back. She fastened the back button with thin fingers, and pushed her chest forward.

Qiu Yurou looked at it, and then realized what she was looking at again, and quickly closed her eyes, but Xu Ziran said, "Fish, are you awake?"

Qiu Yurou didn't know where she was showing her feet, so she quickly turned over and pretended she wasn't awake.

Xu Ziran didn't yell anymore, and after a long while, there was the rustling sound of flipping books.

Qiu Yurou waited for another 2 minutes before pretending to wake up, stretched her waist and said, "You guys are already up."

Xu Ziran looked at the reminder displayed by the system 2 minutes ago——

[New daily task: Dear host, the beautiful morning has arrived, and your target person has also woken up, maybe it's time to have a beautiful good morning kiss to deepen the relationship between each other~ (ability value 200)]

Xu Ziran cursed secretly in his heart: This system is really insane!

She ignored this task, and seeing Qiu Yurou's haggard expression, she worriedly asked, "Did you not sleep well last night?"

Before Qiu Yurou could answer, Tian Jiaqi who came out of the bathroom said, "She still called your name in the middle of the night last night. I don't know if she was awake or talking in her sleep."

Qiu Yurou didn't want to admit that she called Xu Ziran's name in the middle of the night, so she immediately replied, "It was talking in sleep."

Tian Jiaqi's expression became even weirder: "What dream did you have in the middle of the night? Did you call Cumin's name?"

Qiu Yurou: "..."

The young Qiu Yurou didn't expect that she seemed to make the situation more complicated.

Xu Ziran quickly smoothed things over and said: "What's so strange about this, didn't I cry in my dreams when I was a child? But after I woke up, I didn't remember what I dreamed at all. I guess Yurou couldn't remember either."

Qiu Yurou pressed her forehead, and with her confused and perplexed expression at first, she expressed that she really couldn't remember.

Tian Jiaqi didn't bother, she packed her things, and said at the same time: "Do you think the neighbor is awake, do you want to knock on the door?"

As soon as the words fell, there was a knock on the door, and Luo Feifei's lazy voice came from the door: "Come out and go directly to the restaurant for breakfast."

After speaking, without waiting for an answer, there was no movement.

After Qiu Yurou hurriedly washed and dressed, the three of them went downstairs, went to the lobby and asked where the restaurant was, and arrived at the restaurant according to the directions of the service staff.

The breakfast in the restaurant is a buffet. Tian Jiaqi wanted to eat pasta when she saw the pasta. Xu Ziran took some bread and put it in the toaster to wait for it to be cooked.

Seeing that Qiu Yurou was still following behind him, he said, "Fish meat, take whatever you want to eat yourself."

Qiu Yurou blinked and said, "I also want to eat toast."

Xu Ziran then said: "Okay, I'll bake it for you later."

Qiu Yurou looked at the drink: "What drink do you want?"

Xu Ziran said: "The hot milk is ready."

As a result, the two of them took their own breakfasts, and they were all exactly the same.

Xu Ziran smiled, and felt that the behavior of such a small follower as Qiu Yurou was actually not annoying.

She raised her head to look for a seat, and saw Luo Feifei sitting by the bed beckoning to them and telling them to come over.

Under the morning light, Luo Feifei's demeanor was weak and lazy, her eyes were distracted, and she had a careless beauty.

——Actually, it looked like he was on drugs.

Xu Ziran frowned slightly, thinking that this matter might not be just her imagination, now this Luo Feifei, who is full of mystery and second sense, might really be able to take drugs.

It's okay for her to take drugs, but I don't know if Fan Yijia will also take drugs.

Xu Ziran felt that he didn't need to care about Fan Yijia, but when he thought about how long he had been together before, he couldn't let go, so he walked over, looked at Luo Feifei and said, "Where's Fan Yijia?"

Luo Feifei said: "Still asleep."

Xu Ziran moved closer to look at Luo Feifei's pupils, but smelled a mixture of smoke and alcohol, and frowned immediately.

Luo Feifei laughed: "Your appearance is exactly the same as my mother's appearance when she wanted to make sure whether I was taking drugs."

Xu Ziran rubbed his nose and straightened up, "Really."

She can't say that she wants to make the same judgment as her mother.

Luo Feifei said again: "I'm not taking drugs, I'm just tired. Oh, you know, this kind of thing is the same as taking drugs."

After hearing this, Xu Ziran was taken aback for a moment, then remembered that Qiu Yurou was still standing beside her, so she quickly stopped caring about Luo Feifei and pulled Qiu Yurou aside.

She secretly spurned Luo Feifei in her heart, not only because she felt that the other party spoke pornographically in front of minors, but also because the other party said that she had to wait until after her birthday, but it turned out that there was no future in the blink of an eye.

This is not the same as the later Luo Feifei who had amazing self-control and said nothing, so Xu Ziran began to hesitate whether to make friends and cooperate with Luo Feifei in advance.

Of course, this matter is not in a hurry, after all, I don't have much capital now.

But because of this incident, Xu Ziran remembered another thing, Qiu Yurou's birthday seemed to be approaching.

July 22nd, the last day of Cancer, Xu Ziran still remembers the first time he learned about Qiu Yurou's birthday, it was on July 22nd, that day Qiu Yurou came to the city where she was studying by chance, so she came to Xu Ziran's university to see her .

After the two of them finished eating the meat and crab pot, when they came down from the third floor where the restaurant is located, they saw a blessing scrolling past on the LED screen——

Happy birthday to you xxx! xxx will always love you!

After this loving blessing passed by, Xu Ziran wanted to complain, but Qiu Yurou said casually, "Speaking of which, today is also my birthday."

Xu Ziran, a college girl who was struggling, only had enough money left to buy a small cake for Qiu Yurou that day, and because of the collision on the bus, she became miserable, this kind of guilt has been kept in her heart involuntarily.

Turning back time, now facing 15-year-old Qiu Yurou, Xu Ziran remembered this incident and said, "Yurou, isn't your birthday coming soon, how are you going to celebrate it?"

Qiu Yurou was stunned for a while, and asked for a while, "How do you know my birthday?"