Back to the past to fall in love [system]

When Meng Shitao saw Tian Jiaqi staring in a certain direction in a daze, she also looked up.

So she saw Xu Ziran and Qiu Yurou talking about something in the fresh food section, Xu Ziran took something, and Qiu Yurou took it and put it in the shopping cart.

Meng Shitao thought: Xu Ziran suddenly has such a good relationship with Qiu Yurou, Tian Jiaqi must be very sad.

She felt that she might have a better relationship with Tian Jiaqi in this way, and at the same time felt that she was a bit despicable for having such thoughts, so she pulled Tian Jiaqi's arm and said, "Do you want to buy something else?"

Tian Jiaqi was still looking there, and said indifferently: "Whatever."

Meng Shitao pretended to see Xu Ziran and Tian Jiaqi just now, and said, "Oh? Isn't that Cumin, should we call her?"

Tian Jiaqi still had a look of wandering: "Whatever."

But when Meng Shitao was about to walk over, Tian Jiaqi grabbed Meng Shitao and suddenly said something else.

"You really don't want to join the club that Cumin wants to run?"

Thinking of this, Meng Shitao was a little embarrassed.

She nodded and said, "It's like this. My mother completely disagrees, saying that it will definitely affect my studies."

However, in fact, this is just one of the reasons. Her mother also told her that if she joins this club now, she will always be just a member of the club. It's better to wait for them to succeed and build it by themselves.

Meng Shitao thought about it all night, and finally decided to reject them.

Tian Jiaqi didn't force it, but just said coolly: "Actually, I didn't tell my mother, and she probably wouldn't agree, but as long as I insist, she can't help it."

Meng Shitao felt that Tian Jiaqi's words meant something, so she didn't answer.

When it was nine o'clock, everyone had almost bought things, and they gathered at the door to go home.

Xu Ziran finally persuaded Qiu Yurou to buy more snacks, as long as they were hidden here, her mother would not find out.

So Xu Ziran brought a big bag of snacks, which was smaller than the whole person.

Tian Jiaqi went over to share some burden for Xu Ziran, and the two bid farewell to everyone and went home together.

Because they took the bus when they came to the supermarket, and there was no bus when they went back. Because the distance was not far, the two decided to walk back.

Xu Ziran raced against time, carrying chemical formulas on his back while on the road.

The air in 03 was not so bad, and you could still see the stars all over the sky when you looked up. Xu Ziran was enjoying the scenery while reciting a book with his head up, when Tian Jiaqi suddenly felt that Tian Jiaqi beside him stopped.

She thought it was because the other party's shoelaces were loose and had to be tied, so she slowed down a little and still walked forward, waiting for Tian Jiaqi to catch up, but she didn't expect that the other party did not come up after waiting for a long time.

Xu Ziran turned around if he felt something.

I don't know if it's because the stars are too bright, so the night sky is darker and more spacious and lonely.

Under the night sky, Tian Jiaqi, who is now bowing her head in place, is like a lonely statue under the barren and vast world.

She didn't move, didn't make a sound, so that it took Xu Ziran a long time to see from the twitching shoulders of the other party that she seemed to be crying.

When Xu Ziran realized this, his heart skipped a beat, then he quickly threw everything on the ground, ran over and said, "What's wrong with you, Jiaqi."

Xu Ziran blamed himself for not noticing Tian Jiaqi's mood swings at all just now, and asked, "Did something happen just now?"

Tian Jiaqi was still crying silently, but after Xu Ziran came over, she squatted down and buried her face in her arms.

So Xu Ziran squatted aside, looking at Tian Jiaqi's slightly trembling shoulders and faint crying.

When Xu Ziran squatted on the side at a loss, it suddenly occurred to him that it seemed to be the first time that he had no idea what Tian Jiaqi was sad about.

Even when they were about to break up later, Xu Ziran could often sense Tian Jiaqi's impatience and perfunctory, only this time, as if without warning, Tian Jiaqi burst into tears.

But is there really no sign?

Maybe it's just that I haven't noticed it for a long time.

Because of the knot in her heart and the tendency of the system in her mind, Xu Ziran has not paid attention to Tian Jiaqi's thoughts for a long time. She studies and struggles on her own, gets up and runs in the morning, and Tian Jiaqi's usual schedule is almost completely staggered. Hard to meet.

They are really different.

After Xu Ziran realized this incident, his brain suddenly became clear, and even the things that followed had never been clearer than before.

At that time, they were also different.

Tian Jiaqi is busy with dating, Xu Ziran is busy with work, Tian Jiaqi complains to Xu Ziran about the sweet or bitter little things in life, Xu Ziran is at a loss and extremely tired.

She didn't know how to respond to these small emotions, because she didn't know it at all, so she never knew when it started, the contact became less and less, the conversation became more and more poor, they were like the orbits of two comets, and finally drifted closer and closer. Far.

And now, it's actually the same.

Xu Ziran who will come back in the future is of course even more different from Tian Jiaqi now.

Perhaps from the beginning, still thinking about the desire to maintain the relationship, it was just forcing.

People are never qualified to ask others to change in the direction they want, not to mention, they have drifted away once.

This night Xu Ziran accompanied Tian Jiaqi on this road until the end of crying. During this period, Tian Jiaqi still didn't say a word, and Xu Ziran didn't know what to ask.

At first, she only regarded these teenage girls as children, thinking that she could easily understand their thoughts, but now she realized that it was only more than ten years later, their thoughts were very different, and she was even more different than before. I don't even know how to deal with the current situation.

She had to accompany Tian Jiaqi to cry silently, but the two went home separately.

The tasks in the system are still lit up, and more pages in the library have been unlocked, but there are some things in this world that even with the biggest cheat, they still can't figure it out.

The next morning after breakfast, Xu Ziran was surprised to find Tian Jiaqi waiting outside.

In fact, the original Xu Ziran thought that Tian Jiaqi might break up with him because of this, and might even inform himself that he would no longer join the club.

But Tian Jiaqi greeted Xu Ziran as if nothing had happened, and excitedly talked about what to do for today's spring outing.

the weather is nice today.

Although it was only early six o'clock, the sun had already broken through the pervasive mist and sprinkled warmly on people's bodies.

Tian Jiaqi's smile is warm and without haze, but the dark circles and fatigue in her eyes still show that she really can't let go.

But it is different from that time, and it is also different from the previous development.

People should believe what they see now.

The future is the future, the past is the past, and only the present must be real.

When Tian Jiaqi treats Xu Ziran now, she is indeed sincere.

At this moment, Xu Ziran decided to tell a lie.

Telling one she might regret, but she hoped to get rid of the lie that was currently in the way.

In this world, who is qualified to change another person? That's the way it is said, but since everyone will work hard to change addicts and gamblers, does it mean that being changed is not a matter of life? Not necessarily a bad thing?

This example is a bit far-fetched, but Xu Ziran decided to ignore it.

Since she has decided to do this, no matter what the end is, she can only continue.

She has convinced herself.

So she said, "Jiaqi, you are my best friend, so I want to tell you a secret."

Tian Jiaqi's smile gradually narrowed. She didn't show excitement as usual when she heard gossip. She seemed to feel Xu Ziran's emotions, and she was a little at a loss.

She said, "What... secret?"

Xu Ziran lowered her head and approached slowly, finally she raised her head as if she had made up her mind, looked into Tian Jiaqi's eyes and said——

"I like Qiu Yurou."