Rebirth 31 days
Chapter 16
: Mom's heart is so tired, divorce!
☆、Countdown to death five①
Because he bullied a child, Sheng Jing was in a particularly good mood, and if he was not careful, he would eat too much.
He patted his stomach and spread it out on Han Shaoyang's co-pilot, without even saying a word, heaved a sigh.
Han Shaoyang asked him: "Is that so happy?"
Shengjing said of course, "You don't understand this kind of fun."
Zhuo Yue was full of resentment outside, staring at Sheng Jing, a hundred times unwilling. "Next time, I'll make some fucking jokes to disgust you to death."
Shengjing ran along his arm through the window—because of the distance, he couldn't follow his head, "Give up, medical students like us, after a few years, we can still face him without saying that we have experienced many battles." Corpse to eat, when you can achieve this achievement, come and challenge me again."
Zhuo Yue cursed: "Pervert!" and turned back to Li Muyang's car. "I want to break up with you!"
Li Muyang smiled and waved to Han Shaoyang, "Then let's meet again at another day?" Han Shaoyang said "OK", and the two cars started to drive in different directions. In the vast night, they quickly disappeared without a trace.
Sheng Jing said: "I still like straightforward people like Zhuo Yue and Wei Ran. They fight each other every day and their head hurts."
Han Shaoyang: "Huh? How do you say it?"
He looked at him, and found that the young man was leaning listlessly on the seat, without any energy.
It is definitely not for no reason that he would say this, Han Shaoyang grabbed one of his hands, put it in his palm, and patted it soothingly, "Come and tell me, what happened?"
So Shengjing told Han Shaoyang all the things that Qin Guodong said in the afternoon, and he didn't forget to complain: "Do you think he deliberately provoked?"
As soon as Han Shaoyang finished listening, he immediately understood Qin Guodong's intentions.
Because it was inconvenient for him to drive, he could only comfort him with his hands, rubbed his thumb against the back of his hand, and his voice sank, as if he was coaxing a baby.
"Even if he doesn't do this, after two days the list will come out, and that person will still be you."
"I have invested so much money. Dean Liu will sell my favor in view of this face. He will definitely assign the spot to you. Qin Guodong is just doing a favor in advance, just pushing the boat. As for what you said What kind of provocation? Believe me baby, in their eyes, Chen Mao is really not a very important role."
"There is no shortage of truly outstanding talents in every industry, and a large number of backup troops are waiting. The more superior the place, the more such people. The so-called wolves have more meat and less meat, and only those who can create the greatest benefits can reuse a person The standard, whether it is seniority or level, depends more on the resources in hand, and it is far from enough to have a talent."
As he spoke, he reached out and scratched Shengjing's face, and gently pinched his earlobe.The young man has been in a daze since just now. He has said so much, but he doesn't know how much he listened to.
Han Shaoyang was still waiting patiently. Although his words were rather dark and cryptic, he had too much negative energy and could easily hurt the young man.
But he doesn't regret it.
The reality is like this, no one is a milk baby who is held in the palm of the hand and carefully cared for. If you want to survive in this world, you must first understand the rules of the game in this world.
Although he is confident that he will protect Shengjing very well, he will not hide what he needs to know.
It took a long time for Shengjing to let out a muffled "hmm", "Although I understand what you said, I still feel uncomfortable."
Han Shaoyang parked the car aside, unfastened his seat belt, and pulled Shengjing into his arms.
It was getting dark outside, and they were parked on a bridge across the river. In the distance was the dark, silent river, and nearby were Zhanzhan street lights, dim and bright.The world was silent, only the car came galloping fast, and then whizzed away in a blink of an eye.Han Shaoyang put his arms around him, carefully following the back of his head one by one, the heat of the ironing came from the warm palm, and his even and powerful heartbeat sounded beside his ears, which made his irritable heart that could not find a refuge His heart finally had a tendency to calm down, and Sheng Jing hugged Han Shaoyang back with his backhand, and buried his face deeply in Han Shaoyang's arms, his voice was murmuring, but with an unprecedented calmness: "Well, okay, I see."
"No, you don't know yet."
But Han Shaoyang picked him up again, carefully, and supported his face with both hands, his eyes as dark as torches seemed to be full of thousands of words, melted into one place, but he didn't know what to say.He could only hold him carefully, as if he was holding a rare treasure, and even his voice trembled unbelievably.
"Don't be afraid," he said softly, brought her close to his lips and kissed him again, and said in a deep, seductive voice: "No matter what, I'm here."
Even if I put all the darkness before you, don't hesitate, because I am with you.I will block all the thorns, and resist all the ups and downs. You only need to firmly believe that the heart that I love you, together with the person I love you, are in your hands.The road ahead is dim, and the road is long, and I will walk with you.
okay, I get it.
Because he had already greeted Han Shaoyang last night, he knew that he didn't have to get up early to go to work today, so when he got up the next day, his movements were very small, which didn't disturb him at all.
Sheng Jing was very satisfied, and fell asleep until eight o'clock, and then slowly got up from the bed.
On the table is the breakfast that Han Shaoyang bought, and there is his warmed soybean milk in the thermos.Shengjing picked it up and took a sip.Every time he fell asleep for a long time, he would not be able to wake up for a long time.Shengjing wandered around the house like a wandering ghost, went to the kitchen to look around, went to the guest room to look around, went to the bathroom to look around again, and finally found Qibao on the balcony.He hugged it in his arms, and slowly sat down on the tatami mat. The sky outside was gloomy, the smog was thick, and the visibility was extremely low. Sheng Jing just sat like this, looking out the gray window, allowing himself to let go.
He had that dream again.
The dream about myself crashing a car.
This time he finally saw the man's face clearly.
Eyes of the same size as myself.
Even when speaking, there will be a clear little dimple on the lips.
This time, he said, "It's almost time, it's time to go."
Shengjing looked at the calendar, it was already December 2015, 12, and there were still five days left before his final death.
Time flies so fast, it seems that in the blink of an eye, the day has changed to today.
Looking back, he couldn't even remember what happened in the past 20 days.
Apart from being with Han Shaoyang, what else?
Oh, and broke up with Fang Mingyuan.
anything else?
Sheng Jing sat there, looking out the window blankly, his mind suddenly became blank: it seemed that there was nothing but these.
The reason why he was sad was because of what Han Shaoyang said yesterday - don't be afraid, no matter what, I'll be with you.
He was about to die, but he was still planning his future.
Am I doing something wrong again?
It's my own selfish desire, I want to be with you no matter what, but now, I have to let go first.
This unsecured love doesn't even have the most basic tomorrow. You see, what a bad relationship I gave you.
Shengjing slowly fell down, lying on the tatami with his body bowed, and blocked his eyes with one hand, denying that it was getting wet bit by bit.
"Meow?"
Qibao raised his neck, glanced at the door, and jumped off Shengjing.
It trotted all the way to the entrance, and stood on the side just before the man opened the door.
"Yo, baby, you will finally come to pick me up."
Weiran opened the door and came in. Seeing Qibao like this, she happily squatted down and scratched its chin. "That's right, I didn't hurt you in vain."
Qibao didn't wait to see him, he pressed down on his wrist with his claws, turned his head to look at the balcony, and grabbed Weiran's sleeve with his mouth.
"Fucking baby, let it go, my good master, don't be like a dog!"
Weiran went to break it, but Qibao ignored it, and took Weiran to the balcony with Weiran in his mouth.Wei Ran couldn't beat it, and was afraid of hurting his ancestors if he tried too hard, so he could only follow its pace: "OK, OK, slow down, can I go with you?"
He followed Qibao step by step, thinking while walking: When did this little guy start acting so spoiled?
Qibao didn't let go of him until he got close to the tatami, and jumped back to Shengjing's side.
This time, I probably also weighed my own weight, so I didn't dare to hit Shengjing at the landing point, and just jumped aside.
Even so, there was a loud noise, a "plop", which startled Shengjing.
Shengjing quickly opened his eyes: "Fuck, what are you doing, baby?"
Wei Ran was taken aback when she saw the people on the balcony: "Why are you still here?"
Seeing that it was him, Sheng Jing was also taken aback: "It's broad daylight, what are you doing here?"
He looked at him, and found that Shengjing's eyes were red, and he couldn't help being a little dazed.Wei Ran came to the tatami in a few steps, pinched his chin, and turned the person towards her: "Come on, come on, tell brother, you don't have work this early in the morning, and you cry like a red-eyed rabbit at home." Yes, for what?"
"Did Brother Han bully you?"
Wei Ran couldn't figure it out, two days ago, she saw the two of them show off their affection, and it took only a blink of an eye, and something went wrong again?
Sheng Jing blocked his hand and turned his head to the side: "No, don't think about it."
Qibao ran into him, jumped into Shengjing's arms, found a place by himself, and lay down.
Wei Ran took a look: "No, it's rare for this kid to care about you so much, there must be something wrong with you!"
"You don't want to tell me?"
Shengjing told him to get out, "Hurry up and pull it down, Conan has watched too much and wants to try his skills here, right? I have a fart problem, tell me quickly, what are you doing here, and you don't want to open a shop anymore?"
Wei Ran looked at him suspiciously, and Sheng Jing kept his face calm, without blinking his eyes.
So Wei Ran felt relieved, under her shrewd () calm (?) gaze, if she can keep her face unchanged, she must be fine.
He stood up, went to the kitchen to find a pile of beer, and held it up to Shengjing: "Come on, that's just right, let's go with brother!"
Shengjing: "..."
"When the hell did you hide so much alcohol in my house?"
Wei Ran chuckled: "One day."
"Stop talking nonsense, and do it first!"
Sheng Jing hurriedly stopped him again: "Fuck, what the hell are you doing!"
"What kind of wine to drink in the morning!"
Wei Ran hugged him and kept rubbing her head: "Little mirror, err..."
Shengjing turned cold, and pushed him away: "Why, broke up again?"
Wei Ran said no.
He popped open a can of beer, raised his head and took a big gulp: "I'm fucking coming out of the closet!"
What?gay?
Shengjing looked at him, in disbelief: "The coming out you mentioned is the coming out I understand?"
"Nonsense! How many fucking come out in this world!"
"Besides, didn't you come out too!"
Shengjing said it was different, he watched him drink continuously, and in a blink of an eye, he drank a small can.Hold the person down again: "What happened?"
Wei Ran wilted, limp on the pillow, and fell to the side, "I came out with my family."
"Didn't I tell you last time that I was going home? As a result, that bastard Qian Xiaofeng somehow knew about it. He went crazy and bought a plane ticket and went straight to my house. I heard from my dad that when I opened the door, I would just kneel down, and if I didn't agree, I wouldn't get up." , This scared my grandma, it took me a long time to get over it. Then my dad asked about the reason for coming, and the kid didn't get stuck for a second, and told all the things that happened in the past few years without missing a word..."
When he said this, he took another big sip of wine: "I heard that the shoehorn was broken later..."
Shengjing thought for a while, Weiran's father is also a university professor, who is engaged in literature, usually soft-spoken and said that he has never lost his temper. Now that he is so angry, he must be really scared.
That's right, who has raised a son well for so many years, and can accept bending when he says he wants?
When he thought of Qian Xiaofeng's stubborn temper, he could even guess what he and the Lin family had always said, so he nodded his head: "Yes, it's time to fight."
☆,...②
"Then what should I do!"
Wei Ran held her head in her hands, screamed, and opened another can with a "bang".
Sheng Jing said that what can be done, it is useless for you to force yourself to death here, "Where is Qian Xiaofeng, still kneeling there?"
Wei Ran said, "Well, I haven't come back yet."
Shengjing kicked him: "Then what are you still talking about, why don't you pack up your things and go home and kneel with him?"
"That can't be done, my dad will beat me to death!" Wei Ran shook her head, "I want to live a few more days!"
"What about Qian Xiaofeng, you just let him do it there?"
Wei Ran said what can be done, who made him go crazy.
He drank continuously, and in a blink of an eye there were several empty cans on hand.Shengjing didn't stop him, and he couldn't stop him. Who doesn't have a stubborn temper?Besides, this kind of thing is not something that can be figured out in a short time.
"Now you must first recognize your own heart, what do you think, do you want to continue living with Qian Xiaofeng, or make a clean break. If you don't, go home quickly, and tell your parents with him. Let’s suffer together; let him come back, let him come back, and start talking early, so there’s no need to delay things there.”
Wei Ran didn't speak, she held a can, and pursed her mouth to pretend to be deep.
Shengjing has known Weiran for so many years, and this is the first time he has seen him look so sad, and he can't help but sigh in his heart.
"Life is just two roads to go, one day to go, one day to mix. Feelings are not easy to let go, after all, you two have been together for so many years. I don't advise you on this matter, you have to think it through yourself. , I just say one word, don’t regret it until it’s irreversible.”
Just like me.
He looked at the time, it was past ten o'clock, and he made an appointment to see Lu Yan today, and he wouldn't make it if there was any delay.
Shengjing looked at Weiran, he was still in a daze, not improving at all.
"I'm going out, so you drink less."
Wei Ran didn't reply, and she didn't know how much he had listened to.Shengjing had no choice but to pat Qibao on the head, put His Majesty in front of him, and rubbed his nose, "Good boy, stay with him at home for me."
"Meow!" 】
With a sound of Wuyang, Qibao jumped down and coiled it on Weiran's head, sweeping his tail, closing his eyes and snoring.Shengjing patted it again, then got up and got dressed.Weiran needs quietness most at this time, and he gives him space to think clearly.
No matter what the result is, it is their good fortune.
When we came out, the smog finally dissipated, but it was not too cold, with wind and no sun.Shengjing tightened his scarf, went to the side of the road and hailed a taxi, as before, after taking a taxi for a certain distance, he got down and walked.
He came late today, but walked quickly, and entered the jurisdiction in a blink of an eye.
There were still two guards guarding the door, they were new little soldiers, and Sheng Jing had never seen him before.
These two soldiers were very serious. They compared Shengjing's ID card back and forth several times, and clearly registered the time of visit. They let Shengjing in after the expected visit time.
Shengjing took the ID and walked slowly inside.
This time was different from the past, I met a lot of patrolling soldiers along the way, everyone was holding a gun, walking majesticly, Sheng Jing only stopped for a short while, and someone immediately looked over, Sheng Jing believed, If he took a second look, the black muzzle of the gun would rush over.
"..."
What are you doing, so scary?
The second floor is still the same small second floor, with a single door and a single courtyard, with white fences and white walls. One place seems to have been newly renovated, and the color is different from other places, brighter.
Sheng Jing opened the door and came in. It was still a large and empty living room. The heating on his face finally made people feel real. He patted his face, only to find that it was already numb from the cold.
"Hey, here I come."
He greeted the young man in the room. This time Lu Yan was still in front of the large French window, wearing the same light gray wide-necked sweater, with cut hair that was still a little longer, and he used a small pina stuck.There is a cup of black tea beside him, which is slowly steaming, but this time he is not reading strange novels, he puts a lot of paint by his feet, and stands a drawing board in front of him, and he is drawing.
"Well, here you are."
Lu Yan didn't look back, he seemed to have known about Shengjing's arrival, and his tone was very calm.
Of course, this is also likely to be the reason why he doesn't care about anyone.
But Shengjing didn't want to think so.
He has been more willing to believe that after getting along for so long, Lu Yan has slowly let go of his defenses and is willing to talk to him more.
This is definitely an affirmation of his treatment.
Shengjing stepped forward and stood shoulder to shoulder with Lu Yan.He finally saw clearly the painting drawn by Lu Yan. He was far away before, and only saw a bunch of colorful things. Now that he got closer, he realized that it was all flowers.
Outside, the dead branches and leaves, the white snow, is full of lifeless scenes. However, in the painting of this young man with a deep interpersonal disorder, it is full of spring, full of flowers, and a prosperous color.
"You are very happy?"
Sheng Jing was very curious. During the time they had been together for so long, it was rare for Lu Yan to express his emotions so directly.Although his tone was flat, without even the slightest ups and downs in his tone, Sheng Jing was keenly aware that he was happy.
"what happened?"
Sheng Jing tentatively asked a question, although he tried his best to keep calm and try to maintain a small chat among friends, but God knows, his heart hung up nervously at the same second he said this sentence.
If it is denied, all his previous efforts will also be in vain.
Fortunately, Lu Yan didn't have any serious doubts, but stepped aside so that he could see his paintings more directly.
"This is a red rose, this is a tulip, this is a white camellia, this one is a lilac. The honeysuckle is faithful love, the cosmos is pure love and always happy, and I am going to draw a large pansy here, pansy Do you know the flower language of , which represents happy longing..."
After Lu Yan finished speaking, he lowered the corners of his eyes slightly, and there was a small smile on the corner of his mouth.He pointed to Shengjing unhurriedly, and introduced the language contained in each flower slowly, while Shengjing listened carefully, occasionally asking a few questions, and raising some dispensable opinions.
Outside the window, a group of patrolling soldiers walked past their window, the leading captain glanced at them, and Chong Shengjing nodded slightly.
Shengjing also nodded politely.
It wasn't until they left that Sheng Jing looked away. He looked at Lu Yan, who was concentrating on mixing the paint and was not distracted by this little episode.
He probably painted for a while, and the clean and slender fingers were stained with paints of different colors. The colors were mixed together, and the original shape was gradually lost.
Shengjing thought for a while before asking him, "What's going on?"
Lu Yan smiled, dipped the color palette with red paint, and stroked lightly on the canvas.
"It's nothing, it's just that there is a new kid living next door, and he seems a little naughty."
Shengjing "Oh", recalled it silently in his heart. The neighbor Lu Yan mentioned is actually quite far away from here. Their jurisdictions are separate, and each place is guarded by separate guards. .After entering with the certificate, you can only enter the prescribed jurisdiction. If you trespass in other areas, you will be expelled, and in serious cases, you will be arrested.
So, how did the "naughty next door" that Lu Yan mentioned spread to them?
Shengjing looked at him, thinking whether to ask, or not to ask?
Lu Yan was still painting, and even asked Shengjing after the painting was finished: "How is the painting going?"
Shengjing: "Huh? Oh, very, very good."
Lu Yan laughed again, this time it was sincere, and there was no perfunctory element in it.He looked at Shengjing's troubled face, and poked him with the tip of a paintbrush: "Actually, I helped a little bit."
"..."
I knew it!
"No idea."
After Lu Yan finished speaking, he inserted the brush into the pen holder, and sat on the chair beside him.
His eyes were completely innocent, and his hands were spread out, as if he was also in a dilemma. "You know, it's really boring for me to stay here alone."
"so what?"
Sheng Jing followed him and sat down, facing him, keeping his gaze balanced.
Lu Yan quickly turned his gaze to the window.He still spoke in a complaining tone, but his expression was completely different from what he said. He didn't look bored at all, but seemed excited.
"If you stay alone for a long time, you always have to find something to do."
Shengjing could figure out that if Lu Yan joined, then the guard would be reasonable.He even made a little connection to understand whose masterpiece it was on the wall outside the door.
"What did you do?"
Lu Yan said nothing, "I just drew a husky outside."
"..."
This style of painting is a little strange.
"how did you do it?"
Shengjing recalled that the outer wall was at the highest point of the house, but it was still some distance away from the eaves, and it couldn't be reached from top, bottom, left, and right without ropes.
And here it is impossible to give him conditions for Lu Yan to prepare the rope.
So Lu Yan laughed again, wrinkled his nose, with a little cunning, and couldn't hide the pride in his eyes.
"He was pulling me."
Shengjing: "Ah? Who?"
"That child."
"He has practiced parkour, and he is very handsome. He overturned the two-meter-high wall in the blink of an eye."
Lu Yan's eyes lit up, as if he had found something new, and he was very interested. "I'm going to try it some other day."
Sheng Jing didn't speak anymore, he didn't want to die, just look at things like parkour.
He continued to ask Lu Yan: "How did you get in touch?"
Lu Yan: "Ah? Contact?"
"We didn't contact each other. He just came to see me painting and asked me if I wanted to go out and paint. I said yes. Anyway, he had kicked the guards outside me unconscious."
"We just took the paint and painted outside for a while, oh, not for a while, maybe two hours, until the next batch of guards came to change shifts."
Shengjing: "..." I can't say anything anymore.Everyone here has undergone professional training, and the child who can quietly touch and kick someone over under this kind of security is not as simple as naughty as Lu Yan said.
But he stopped asking, it was of no use to him.He suddenly remembered another skill of Lu Yan.
He also looks like a computer genius?
"Hey, I'm in a bit of trouble, would you like to help me?"
Shengjing thought for a while, and opened his mouth cautiously.
Until now, he has not dared to completely relax his attitude towards Lu Yan. Although he has been showing friendliness to him, for this kind of people, friendliness is only conceptual. He put himself on guard again.
Lu Yan: "Huh? Trouble?"
He looked at him with a thoughtful expression on his face, as if thinking about it.
Shengjing's heart suddenly hung up again.
But Lu Yan quickly laughed, he even stretched his waist and stretched his muscles, and leaned towards Shengjing: "It seems to be quite interesting, I'm looking forward to it."
☆,...③
This was the first time Shengjing entered Lu Yan's bedroom.
This is definitely a qualitative leap for him.
Lu Yan walked in casually, and Sheng Jing followed behind him.This bedroom is simply furnished, just a large bed, pure white bedding, a 1.2m x [-]m wide workbench next to it, with a bunch of computers on it, and a bookcase and wardrobe on the opposite side. No other furniture was available.
Not even a chair.
Shengjing stood there, feeling very embarrassed, considering whether to go out and move another stool.Lu Yan casually pointed to the big bed: "Come, sit."
He also sat down by the bed himself, stopped the standby of the computer, and when the screen started up, a photo of a man was displayed - he was quite handsome, in a police uniform, with his hat on his arm, and he was facing the camera. A mouthful of white teeth.
Shengjing thought for a while, and then he figured out who this man was.
"Yan Su?"
He asked Lu Yan.Lu Yan said "um" in embarrassment, and even looked at Shengjing shyly: "You are handsome."
"..."
What is this feeling of being suddenly shown?
"...Well, handsome... right." [No, my man is the most handsome! 】
Lu Yan was a little embarrassed again. He held the mouse and kept swipe on the screen, as if he had completely fallen into Yan Su's charm, and his ears turned red.
Shengjing could only wait patiently.
Boys' feelings are always poetry, who hasn't been so stupid, he has to understand!
understand!
understand! !
"Hey, you've been giggling for more than 20 minutes, is it over yet?"
Lu Yan looked at him blankly: "Huh? It's been so long?"
【What do you think! 】
Then he turned his head again, looked back at the computer again, and started giggling again.
Shengjing: "..."
I have completely despaired of this mentally retarded world.
"Okay, let's get down to business, what do you want from me?"
When Lu Yan finally stopped being silly, he held the mouse with one hand and tapped the keyboard with the other.
Soon, the screen was divided into four independent split screens, and each screen was rapidly performing calculations and non-stop analog synthesis.
It wasn't until this moment that he finally felt like a computer expert.
But it had been another half an hour since he reminded him last time.
Shengjing looked at it for a while, but couldn't figure it out. He was a computer idiot in the first place, and the data on the screen was flickering, which only made his eyes hurt.
"I honestly think you guys who mess around with computers all day are geniuses."
Lu Yan said that you are wrong, "I was originally a genius."
He didn't avoid suspicion at all, Shengjing was willing to watch, so he let him watch, and he operated the keyboard with his hands without stopping for a moment.
Seeing bored, Shengjing casually pulled out a white piece of paper beside him and wrote a license plate: "See if you can find this car?"
Lu Yan took it over and took a look, "From this city?"
"Ah."
"That's easy to do."
He snapped his fingers quickly, quickly entered a few codes on the keyboard, and called up a new program.
Although he did not tell Shengjing what it was, after such a long time, and he had already known the unit that Lu Yan was about to report to, Shengjing still understood that he did a lot of things and couldn't put them on the bright side. To be blunt, so what Lu Yan did, he just watched from the sidelines, and he didn't ask a word if he didn't say it first.
Lu Yan cracked several firewalls, and soon entered an integrated database. The search volume was huge, so he turned on the computer on the other side.
The two computers were running together, and the other notebook was quickly calculating other content, and the data was being updated. Lu Yan looked at it for a while, and then stopped typing.
He turned his head and looked at Sheng Jing, his voice was still the same as before, without any major ups and downs.He said something slowly, just this one sentence lifted Shengjing's heart that had just let go.
He said: "When you came back last time, you told me not to panic, and I would be free before the end of the year. You also asked me about Yan Su. I thought about it later, and I am sure I didn't mention him too much to you, and , In order to ensure that there is no deviation in my memory, I also reviewed all the images of our treatment in the past year. I only mentioned a few sentences occasionally, so Shengjing, you said before, 'You didn't tell me everything last time, This time, tell me what kind of person he is, what does it mean?"
He looked at him with calm eyes, without any look of persecution.Even more like a confused person, waiting intently for others to answer.
Sheng Jing also looked back at him, his heart was pounding, and he was thinking quickly about how to answer Lu Yan's question.Sometimes he felt that the treatment of Lu Yan was really exciting, and every time it was like a roller coaster, he was tested at any time.
Is this the hard part for people with deep communicative disorder?
After he goes back tonight, he has another topic to write on.
Shengjing looked at his watch. For this visit, he had less than 45 minutes left to stay.
After the 45 minutes, he was about to leave again.
And after that, Lu Yan, he never had a chance to see him again.
And he himself, the time he stayed in this world, also crossed another day.
At this moment, Shengjing suddenly wanted to give up on himself.
He looked at Lu Yan, and the young man was still looking at him calmly, with one eyebrow raised, and even showed great interest.
Sheng Jing also imitated him, raised his eyebrows, and relaxed his body, no longer tense like before.
He cleared his throat to release his tense voice, and raised his voice, showing that he was in a good mood now.
He asked Lu Yan: "You secretly set up surveillance here. After the people above find out, aren't you afraid that they will take action?"
Lu Yan shrugged, completely indifferent: "So what, I always have to make sure that the place where I sleep is safe enough."
There are so many people outside patrolling back and forth every day, you say you can't sleep here safely?
Sheng Jing also shrugged his shoulders and didn't care about him: "You just need to be careful, don't accidentally play too big."
Lu Yan stared at him, showing great curiosity.
He was a little puzzled, as if he had just met Shengjing for the first time today: "Hey, tell me, why are you different from before?"
In the past, no matter what was wrong, you would pretend to be a good doctor, no matter if it was true or not, now I just tested you, why did you stop pretending immediately?
Stop playing?
"Hey Shengjing, don't you get angry? I didn't say anything when you tried me so many times before. Now it's the first time I've tried you, so you're angry? You're too stingy!"
After he finished speaking, he felt a little annoyed.Lu Yan came to this jurisdiction since he was in his teens. For so many years, the person he has come into contact with the most is Shengjing. Even though he showed concern for him because of his work, in Lu Yan's heart, he still regards Shengjing as a person. friends.
friend?
Lu Yan blinked, not only once in the novel, he saw that every hero and heroine had a very reliable friend by their side, and he used to be very envious.
friend?He and Shengjing?
"The purpose of your coming here today is to treat me? Didn't you say that my attending physician is about to change?"
Besides, you didn't do anything in the treatment, so the two of us talking nonsense is also a kind of treatment?
"Is it because you are too unprofessional and the higher-ups are not satisfied with the treatment effect?"
Sheng Jing smiled, very indifferent to him questioning his professional level.
"Xiao Zan, you made a mistake. You went to report it today, but you still treat yourself as a patient? If you don't change your mentality, then no matter how many attending physicians you change, the treatment results will be the same."
"I had to be transferred because of my own affairs. If I get through this twists and turns smoothly, then the next person who will supervise your emotional direction may be me."
"Although I feel terrified every time I get along with you, Xiao Zhan, I have to admit that you have recovered very well in the past few years."
"These few years?"
Lu Yan also smiled, showing that cunning, triumphant smile again.
"Because I also have dreams that I want to fulfill!"
"Which novel did you learn this from?"
"You can't control it!"
He turned his gaze back and looked back at the computer.At this time, the program pauses, and Lu Yan needs to enter the next execution password.Lu Yan asked Sheng Jing: "What is the owner of the license plate you are looking for?"
Shengjing said, "Nothing, I just want to clarify some things."
"Oh."
He asked him again: "How do you feel about leaving here?"
Lu Yan replied: "Very good."
"What about reporting? I heard that it is an institution directly under the highest authority, which is amazing."
Lu Yan also curled his lips disapprovingly: "What's the matter, anyway, it's not just playing computer. I just want Brother Yan to come to me quickly, and it doesn't matter."
"Huh? You didn't contact him?"
Lu Yan: "Huh? Your suggestion is good."
"..."
The calculation of the computer stops again and pops up
☆、Countdown to death five①
Because he bullied a child, Sheng Jing was in a particularly good mood, and if he was not careful, he would eat too much.
He patted his stomach and spread it out on Han Shaoyang's co-pilot, without even saying a word, heaved a sigh.
Han Shaoyang asked him: "Is that so happy?"
Shengjing said of course, "You don't understand this kind of fun."
Zhuo Yue was full of resentment outside, staring at Sheng Jing, a hundred times unwilling. "Next time, I'll make some fucking jokes to disgust you to death."
Shengjing ran along his arm through the window—because of the distance, he couldn't follow his head, "Give up, medical students like us, after a few years, we can still face him without saying that we have experienced many battles." Corpse to eat, when you can achieve this achievement, come and challenge me again."
Zhuo Yue cursed: "Pervert!" and turned back to Li Muyang's car. "I want to break up with you!"
Li Muyang smiled and waved to Han Shaoyang, "Then let's meet again at another day?" Han Shaoyang said "OK", and the two cars started to drive in different directions. In the vast night, they quickly disappeared without a trace.
Sheng Jing said: "I still like straightforward people like Zhuo Yue and Wei Ran. They fight each other every day and their head hurts."
Han Shaoyang: "Huh? How do you say it?"
He looked at him, and found that the young man was leaning listlessly on the seat, without any energy.
It is definitely not for no reason that he would say this, Han Shaoyang grabbed one of his hands, put it in his palm, and patted it soothingly, "Come and tell me, what happened?"
So Shengjing told Han Shaoyang all the things that Qin Guodong said in the afternoon, and he didn't forget to complain: "Do you think he deliberately provoked?"
As soon as Han Shaoyang finished listening, he immediately understood Qin Guodong's intentions.
Because it was inconvenient for him to drive, he could only comfort him with his hands, rubbed his thumb against the back of his hand, and his voice sank, as if he was coaxing a baby.
"Even if he doesn't do this, after two days the list will come out, and that person will still be you."
"I have invested so much money. Dean Liu will sell my favor in view of this face. He will definitely assign the spot to you. Qin Guodong is just doing a favor in advance, just pushing the boat. As for what you said What kind of provocation? Believe me baby, in their eyes, Chen Mao is really not a very important role."
"There is no shortage of truly outstanding talents in every industry, and a large number of backup troops are waiting. The more superior the place, the more such people. The so-called wolves have more meat and less meat, and only those who can create the greatest benefits can reuse a person The standard, whether it is seniority or level, depends more on the resources in hand, and it is far from enough to have a talent."
As he spoke, he reached out and scratched Shengjing's face, and gently pinched his earlobe.The young man has been in a daze since just now. He has said so much, but he doesn't know how much he listened to.
Han Shaoyang was still waiting patiently. Although his words were rather dark and cryptic, he had too much negative energy and could easily hurt the young man.
But he doesn't regret it.
The reality is like this, no one is a milk baby who is held in the palm of the hand and carefully cared for. If you want to survive in this world, you must first understand the rules of the game in this world.
Although he is confident that he will protect Shengjing very well, he will not hide what he needs to know.
It took a long time for Shengjing to let out a muffled "hmm", "Although I understand what you said, I still feel uncomfortable."
Han Shaoyang parked the car aside, unfastened his seat belt, and pulled Shengjing into his arms.
It was getting dark outside, and they were parked on a bridge across the river. In the distance was the dark, silent river, and nearby were Zhanzhan street lights, dim and bright.The world was silent, only the car came galloping fast, and then whizzed away in a blink of an eye.Han Shaoyang put his arms around him, carefully following the back of his head one by one, the heat of the ironing came from the warm palm, and his even and powerful heartbeat sounded beside his ears, which made his irritable heart that could not find a refuge His heart finally had a tendency to calm down, and Sheng Jing hugged Han Shaoyang back with his backhand, and buried his face deeply in Han Shaoyang's arms, his voice was murmuring, but with an unprecedented calmness: "Well, okay, I see."
"No, you don't know yet."
But Han Shaoyang picked him up again, carefully, and supported his face with both hands, his eyes as dark as torches seemed to be full of thousands of words, melted into one place, but he didn't know what to say.He could only hold him carefully, as if he was holding a rare treasure, and even his voice trembled unbelievably.
"Don't be afraid," he said softly, brought her close to his lips and kissed him again, and said in a deep, seductive voice: "No matter what, I'm here."
Even if I put all the darkness before you, don't hesitate, because I am with you.I will block all the thorns, and resist all the ups and downs. You only need to firmly believe that the heart that I love you, together with the person I love you, are in your hands.The road ahead is dim, and the road is long, and I will walk with you.
okay, I get it.
Because he had already greeted Han Shaoyang last night, he knew that he didn't have to get up early to go to work today, so when he got up the next day, his movements were very small, which didn't disturb him at all.
Sheng Jing was very satisfied, and fell asleep until eight o'clock, and then slowly got up from the bed.
On the table is the breakfast that Han Shaoyang bought, and there is his warmed soybean milk in the thermos.Shengjing picked it up and took a sip.Every time he fell asleep for a long time, he would not be able to wake up for a long time.Shengjing wandered around the house like a wandering ghost, went to the kitchen to look around, went to the guest room to look around, went to the bathroom to look around again, and finally found Qibao on the balcony.He hugged it in his arms, and slowly sat down on the tatami mat. The sky outside was gloomy, the smog was thick, and the visibility was extremely low. Sheng Jing just sat like this, looking out the gray window, allowing himself to let go.
He had that dream again.
The dream about myself crashing a car.
This time he finally saw the man's face clearly.
Eyes of the same size as myself.
Even when speaking, there will be a clear little dimple on the lips.
This time, he said, "It's almost time, it's time to go."
Shengjing looked at the calendar, it was already December 2015, 12, and there were still five days left before his final death.
Time flies so fast, it seems that in the blink of an eye, the day has changed to today.
Looking back, he couldn't even remember what happened in the past 20 days.
Apart from being with Han Shaoyang, what else?
Oh, and broke up with Fang Mingyuan.
anything else?
Sheng Jing sat there, looking out the window blankly, his mind suddenly became blank: it seemed that there was nothing but these.
The reason why he was sad was because of what Han Shaoyang said yesterday - don't be afraid, no matter what, I'll be with you.
He was about to die, but he was still planning his future.
Am I doing something wrong again?
It's my own selfish desire, I want to be with you no matter what, but now, I have to let go first.
This unsecured love doesn't even have the most basic tomorrow. You see, what a bad relationship I gave you.
Shengjing slowly fell down, lying on the tatami with his body bowed, and blocked his eyes with one hand, denying that it was getting wet bit by bit.
"Meow?"
Qibao raised his neck, glanced at the door, and jumped off Shengjing.
It trotted all the way to the entrance, and stood on the side just before the man opened the door.
"Yo, baby, you will finally come to pick me up."
Weiran opened the door and came in. Seeing Qibao like this, she happily squatted down and scratched its chin. "That's right, I didn't hurt you in vain."
Qibao didn't wait to see him, he pressed down on his wrist with his claws, turned his head to look at the balcony, and grabbed Weiran's sleeve with his mouth.
"Fucking baby, let it go, my good master, don't be like a dog!"
Weiran went to break it, but Qibao ignored it, and took Weiran to the balcony with Weiran in his mouth.Wei Ran couldn't beat it, and was afraid of hurting his ancestors if he tried too hard, so he could only follow its pace: "OK, OK, slow down, can I go with you?"
He followed Qibao step by step, thinking while walking: When did this little guy start acting so spoiled?
Qibao didn't let go of him until he got close to the tatami, and jumped back to Shengjing's side.
This time, I probably also weighed my own weight, so I didn't dare to hit Shengjing at the landing point, and just jumped aside.
Even so, there was a loud noise, a "plop", which startled Shengjing.
Shengjing quickly opened his eyes: "Fuck, what are you doing, baby?"
Wei Ran was taken aback when she saw the people on the balcony: "Why are you still here?"
Seeing that it was him, Sheng Jing was also taken aback: "It's broad daylight, what are you doing here?"
He looked at him, and found that Shengjing's eyes were red, and he couldn't help being a little dazed.Wei Ran came to the tatami in a few steps, pinched his chin, and turned the person towards her: "Come on, come on, tell brother, you don't have work this early in the morning, and you cry like a red-eyed rabbit at home." Yes, for what?"
"Did Brother Han bully you?"
Wei Ran couldn't figure it out, two days ago, she saw the two of them show off their affection, and it took only a blink of an eye, and something went wrong again?
Sheng Jing blocked his hand and turned his head to the side: "No, don't think about it."
Qibao ran into him, jumped into Shengjing's arms, found a place by himself, and lay down.
Wei Ran took a look: "No, it's rare for this kid to care about you so much, there must be something wrong with you!"
"You don't want to tell me?"
Shengjing told him to get out, "Hurry up and pull it down, Conan has watched too much and wants to try his skills here, right? I have a fart problem, tell me quickly, what are you doing here, and you don't want to open a shop anymore?"
Wei Ran looked at him suspiciously, and Sheng Jing kept his face calm, without blinking his eyes.
So Wei Ran felt relieved, under her shrewd () calm (?) gaze, if she can keep her face unchanged, she must be fine.
He stood up, went to the kitchen to find a pile of beer, and held it up to Shengjing: "Come on, that's just right, let's go with brother!"
Shengjing: "..."
"When the hell did you hide so much alcohol in my house?"
Wei Ran chuckled: "One day."
"Stop talking nonsense, and do it first!"
Sheng Jing hurriedly stopped him again: "Fuck, what the hell are you doing!"
"What kind of wine to drink in the morning!"
Wei Ran hugged him and kept rubbing her head: "Little mirror, err..."
Shengjing turned cold, and pushed him away: "Why, broke up again?"
Wei Ran said no.
He popped open a can of beer, raised his head and took a big gulp: "I'm fucking coming out of the closet!"
What?gay?
Shengjing looked at him, in disbelief: "The coming out you mentioned is the coming out I understand?"
"Nonsense! How many fucking come out in this world!"
"Besides, didn't you come out too!"
Shengjing said it was different, he watched him drink continuously, and in a blink of an eye, he drank a small can.Hold the person down again: "What happened?"
Wei Ran wilted, limp on the pillow, and fell to the side, "I came out with my family."
"Didn't I tell you last time that I was going home? As a result, that bastard Qian Xiaofeng somehow knew about it. He went crazy and bought a plane ticket and went straight to my house. I heard from my dad that when I opened the door, I would just kneel down, and if I didn't agree, I wouldn't get up." , This scared my grandma, it took me a long time to get over it. Then my dad asked about the reason for coming, and the kid didn't get stuck for a second, and told all the things that happened in the past few years without missing a word..."
When he said this, he took another big sip of wine: "I heard that the shoehorn was broken later..."
Shengjing thought for a while, Weiran's father is also a university professor, who is engaged in literature, usually soft-spoken and said that he has never lost his temper. Now that he is so angry, he must be really scared.
That's right, who has raised a son well for so many years, and can accept bending when he says he wants?
When he thought of Qian Xiaofeng's stubborn temper, he could even guess what he and the Lin family had always said, so he nodded his head: "Yes, it's time to fight."
☆,...②
"Then what should I do!"
Wei Ran held her head in her hands, screamed, and opened another can with a "bang".
Sheng Jing said that what can be done, it is useless for you to force yourself to death here, "Where is Qian Xiaofeng, still kneeling there?"
Wei Ran said, "Well, I haven't come back yet."
Shengjing kicked him: "Then what are you still talking about, why don't you pack up your things and go home and kneel with him?"
"That can't be done, my dad will beat me to death!" Wei Ran shook her head, "I want to live a few more days!"
"What about Qian Xiaofeng, you just let him do it there?"
Wei Ran said what can be done, who made him go crazy.
He drank continuously, and in a blink of an eye there were several empty cans on hand.Shengjing didn't stop him, and he couldn't stop him. Who doesn't have a stubborn temper?Besides, this kind of thing is not something that can be figured out in a short time.
"Now you must first recognize your own heart, what do you think, do you want to continue living with Qian Xiaofeng, or make a clean break. If you don't, go home quickly, and tell your parents with him. Let’s suffer together; let him come back, let him come back, and start talking early, so there’s no need to delay things there.”
Wei Ran didn't speak, she held a can, and pursed her mouth to pretend to be deep.
Shengjing has known Weiran for so many years, and this is the first time he has seen him look so sad, and he can't help but sigh in his heart.
"Life is just two roads to go, one day to go, one day to mix. Feelings are not easy to let go, after all, you two have been together for so many years. I don't advise you on this matter, you have to think it through yourself. , I just say one word, don’t regret it until it’s irreversible.”
Just like me.
He looked at the time, it was past ten o'clock, and he made an appointment to see Lu Yan today, and he wouldn't make it if there was any delay.
Shengjing looked at Weiran, he was still in a daze, not improving at all.
"I'm going out, so you drink less."
Wei Ran didn't reply, and she didn't know how much he had listened to.Shengjing had no choice but to pat Qibao on the head, put His Majesty in front of him, and rubbed his nose, "Good boy, stay with him at home for me."
"Meow!" 】
With a sound of Wuyang, Qibao jumped down and coiled it on Weiran's head, sweeping his tail, closing his eyes and snoring.Shengjing patted it again, then got up and got dressed.Weiran needs quietness most at this time, and he gives him space to think clearly.
No matter what the result is, it is their good fortune.
When we came out, the smog finally dissipated, but it was not too cold, with wind and no sun.Shengjing tightened his scarf, went to the side of the road and hailed a taxi, as before, after taking a taxi for a certain distance, he got down and walked.
He came late today, but walked quickly, and entered the jurisdiction in a blink of an eye.
There were still two guards guarding the door, they were new little soldiers, and Sheng Jing had never seen him before.
These two soldiers were very serious. They compared Shengjing's ID card back and forth several times, and clearly registered the time of visit. They let Shengjing in after the expected visit time.
Shengjing took the ID and walked slowly inside.
This time was different from the past, I met a lot of patrolling soldiers along the way, everyone was holding a gun, walking majesticly, Sheng Jing only stopped for a short while, and someone immediately looked over, Sheng Jing believed, If he took a second look, the black muzzle of the gun would rush over.
"..."
What are you doing, so scary?
The second floor is still the same small second floor, with a single door and a single courtyard, with white fences and white walls. One place seems to have been newly renovated, and the color is different from other places, brighter.
Sheng Jing opened the door and came in. It was still a large and empty living room. The heating on his face finally made people feel real. He patted his face, only to find that it was already numb from the cold.
"Hey, here I come."
He greeted the young man in the room. This time Lu Yan was still in front of the large French window, wearing the same light gray wide-necked sweater, with cut hair that was still a little longer, and he used a small pina stuck.There is a cup of black tea beside him, which is slowly steaming, but this time he is not reading strange novels, he puts a lot of paint by his feet, and stands a drawing board in front of him, and he is drawing.
"Well, here you are."
Lu Yan didn't look back, he seemed to have known about Shengjing's arrival, and his tone was very calm.
Of course, this is also likely to be the reason why he doesn't care about anyone.
But Shengjing didn't want to think so.
He has been more willing to believe that after getting along for so long, Lu Yan has slowly let go of his defenses and is willing to talk to him more.
This is definitely an affirmation of his treatment.
Shengjing stepped forward and stood shoulder to shoulder with Lu Yan.He finally saw clearly the painting drawn by Lu Yan. He was far away before, and only saw a bunch of colorful things. Now that he got closer, he realized that it was all flowers.
Outside, the dead branches and leaves, the white snow, is full of lifeless scenes. However, in the painting of this young man with a deep interpersonal disorder, it is full of spring, full of flowers, and a prosperous color.
"You are very happy?"
Sheng Jing was very curious. During the time they had been together for so long, it was rare for Lu Yan to express his emotions so directly.Although his tone was flat, without even the slightest ups and downs in his tone, Sheng Jing was keenly aware that he was happy.
"what happened?"
Sheng Jing tentatively asked a question, although he tried his best to keep calm and try to maintain a small chat among friends, but God knows, his heart hung up nervously at the same second he said this sentence.
If it is denied, all his previous efforts will also be in vain.
Fortunately, Lu Yan didn't have any serious doubts, but stepped aside so that he could see his paintings more directly.
"This is a red rose, this is a tulip, this is a white camellia, this one is a lilac. The honeysuckle is faithful love, the cosmos is pure love and always happy, and I am going to draw a large pansy here, pansy Do you know the flower language of , which represents happy longing..."
After Lu Yan finished speaking, he lowered the corners of his eyes slightly, and there was a small smile on the corner of his mouth.He pointed to Shengjing unhurriedly, and introduced the language contained in each flower slowly, while Shengjing listened carefully, occasionally asking a few questions, and raising some dispensable opinions.
Outside the window, a group of patrolling soldiers walked past their window, the leading captain glanced at them, and Chong Shengjing nodded slightly.
Shengjing also nodded politely.
It wasn't until they left that Sheng Jing looked away. He looked at Lu Yan, who was concentrating on mixing the paint and was not distracted by this little episode.
He probably painted for a while, and the clean and slender fingers were stained with paints of different colors. The colors were mixed together, and the original shape was gradually lost.
Shengjing thought for a while before asking him, "What's going on?"
Lu Yan smiled, dipped the color palette with red paint, and stroked lightly on the canvas.
"It's nothing, it's just that there is a new kid living next door, and he seems a little naughty."
Shengjing "Oh", recalled it silently in his heart. The neighbor Lu Yan mentioned is actually quite far away from here. Their jurisdictions are separate, and each place is guarded by separate guards. .After entering with the certificate, you can only enter the prescribed jurisdiction. If you trespass in other areas, you will be expelled, and in serious cases, you will be arrested.
So, how did the "naughty next door" that Lu Yan mentioned spread to them?
Shengjing looked at him, thinking whether to ask, or not to ask?
Lu Yan was still painting, and even asked Shengjing after the painting was finished: "How is the painting going?"
Shengjing: "Huh? Oh, very, very good."
Lu Yan laughed again, this time it was sincere, and there was no perfunctory element in it.He looked at Shengjing's troubled face, and poked him with the tip of a paintbrush: "Actually, I helped a little bit."
"..."
I knew it!
"No idea."
After Lu Yan finished speaking, he inserted the brush into the pen holder, and sat on the chair beside him.
His eyes were completely innocent, and his hands were spread out, as if he was also in a dilemma. "You know, it's really boring for me to stay here alone."
"so what?"
Sheng Jing followed him and sat down, facing him, keeping his gaze balanced.
Lu Yan quickly turned his gaze to the window.He still spoke in a complaining tone, but his expression was completely different from what he said. He didn't look bored at all, but seemed excited.
"If you stay alone for a long time, you always have to find something to do."
Shengjing could figure out that if Lu Yan joined, then the guard would be reasonable.He even made a little connection to understand whose masterpiece it was on the wall outside the door.
"What did you do?"
Lu Yan said nothing, "I just drew a husky outside."
"..."
This style of painting is a little strange.
"how did you do it?"
Shengjing recalled that the outer wall was at the highest point of the house, but it was still some distance away from the eaves, and it couldn't be reached from top, bottom, left, and right without ropes.
And here it is impossible to give him conditions for Lu Yan to prepare the rope.
So Lu Yan laughed again, wrinkled his nose, with a little cunning, and couldn't hide the pride in his eyes.
"He was pulling me."
Shengjing: "Ah? Who?"
"That child."
"He has practiced parkour, and he is very handsome. He overturned the two-meter-high wall in the blink of an eye."
Lu Yan's eyes lit up, as if he had found something new, and he was very interested. "I'm going to try it some other day."
Sheng Jing didn't speak anymore, he didn't want to die, just look at things like parkour.
He continued to ask Lu Yan: "How did you get in touch?"
Lu Yan: "Ah? Contact?"
"We didn't contact each other. He just came to see me painting and asked me if I wanted to go out and paint. I said yes. Anyway, he had kicked the guards outside me unconscious."
"We just took the paint and painted outside for a while, oh, not for a while, maybe two hours, until the next batch of guards came to change shifts."
Shengjing: "..." I can't say anything anymore.Everyone here has undergone professional training, and the child who can quietly touch and kick someone over under this kind of security is not as simple as naughty as Lu Yan said.
But he stopped asking, it was of no use to him.He suddenly remembered another skill of Lu Yan.
He also looks like a computer genius?
"Hey, I'm in a bit of trouble, would you like to help me?"
Shengjing thought for a while, and opened his mouth cautiously.
Until now, he has not dared to completely relax his attitude towards Lu Yan. Although he has been showing friendliness to him, for this kind of people, friendliness is only conceptual. He put himself on guard again.
Lu Yan: "Huh? Trouble?"
He looked at him with a thoughtful expression on his face, as if thinking about it.
Shengjing's heart suddenly hung up again.
But Lu Yan quickly laughed, he even stretched his waist and stretched his muscles, and leaned towards Shengjing: "It seems to be quite interesting, I'm looking forward to it."
☆,...③
This was the first time Shengjing entered Lu Yan's bedroom.
This is definitely a qualitative leap for him.
Lu Yan walked in casually, and Sheng Jing followed behind him.This bedroom is simply furnished, just a large bed, pure white bedding, a 1.2m x [-]m wide workbench next to it, with a bunch of computers on it, and a bookcase and wardrobe on the opposite side. No other furniture was available.
Not even a chair.
Shengjing stood there, feeling very embarrassed, considering whether to go out and move another stool.Lu Yan casually pointed to the big bed: "Come, sit."
He also sat down by the bed himself, stopped the standby of the computer, and when the screen started up, a photo of a man was displayed - he was quite handsome, in a police uniform, with his hat on his arm, and he was facing the camera. A mouthful of white teeth.
Shengjing thought for a while, and then he figured out who this man was.
"Yan Su?"
He asked Lu Yan.Lu Yan said "um" in embarrassment, and even looked at Shengjing shyly: "You are handsome."
"..."
What is this feeling of being suddenly shown?
"...Well, handsome... right." [No, my man is the most handsome! 】
Lu Yan was a little embarrassed again. He held the mouse and kept swipe on the screen, as if he had completely fallen into Yan Su's charm, and his ears turned red.
Shengjing could only wait patiently.
Boys' feelings are always poetry, who hasn't been so stupid, he has to understand!
understand!
understand! !
"Hey, you've been giggling for more than 20 minutes, is it over yet?"
Lu Yan looked at him blankly: "Huh? It's been so long?"
【What do you think! 】
Then he turned his head again, looked back at the computer again, and started giggling again.
Shengjing: "..."
I have completely despaired of this mentally retarded world.
"Okay, let's get down to business, what do you want from me?"
When Lu Yan finally stopped being silly, he held the mouse with one hand and tapped the keyboard with the other.
Soon, the screen was divided into four independent split screens, and each screen was rapidly performing calculations and non-stop analog synthesis.
It wasn't until this moment that he finally felt like a computer expert.
But it had been another half an hour since he reminded him last time.
Shengjing looked at it for a while, but couldn't figure it out. He was a computer idiot in the first place, and the data on the screen was flickering, which only made his eyes hurt.
"I honestly think you guys who mess around with computers all day are geniuses."
Lu Yan said that you are wrong, "I was originally a genius."
He didn't avoid suspicion at all, Shengjing was willing to watch, so he let him watch, and he operated the keyboard with his hands without stopping for a moment.
Seeing bored, Shengjing casually pulled out a white piece of paper beside him and wrote a license plate: "See if you can find this car?"
Lu Yan took it over and took a look, "From this city?"
"Ah."
"That's easy to do."
He snapped his fingers quickly, quickly entered a few codes on the keyboard, and called up a new program.
Although he did not tell Shengjing what it was, after such a long time, and he had already known the unit that Lu Yan was about to report to, Shengjing still understood that he did a lot of things and couldn't put them on the bright side. To be blunt, so what Lu Yan did, he just watched from the sidelines, and he didn't ask a word if he didn't say it first.
Lu Yan cracked several firewalls, and soon entered an integrated database. The search volume was huge, so he turned on the computer on the other side.
The two computers were running together, and the other notebook was quickly calculating other content, and the data was being updated. Lu Yan looked at it for a while, and then stopped typing.
He turned his head and looked at Sheng Jing, his voice was still the same as before, without any major ups and downs.He said something slowly, just this one sentence lifted Shengjing's heart that had just let go.
He said: "When you came back last time, you told me not to panic, and I would be free before the end of the year. You also asked me about Yan Su. I thought about it later, and I am sure I didn't mention him too much to you, and , In order to ensure that there is no deviation in my memory, I also reviewed all the images of our treatment in the past year. I only mentioned a few sentences occasionally, so Shengjing, you said before, 'You didn't tell me everything last time, This time, tell me what kind of person he is, what does it mean?"
He looked at him with calm eyes, without any look of persecution.Even more like a confused person, waiting intently for others to answer.
Sheng Jing also looked back at him, his heart was pounding, and he was thinking quickly about how to answer Lu Yan's question.Sometimes he felt that the treatment of Lu Yan was really exciting, and every time it was like a roller coaster, he was tested at any time.
Is this the hard part for people with deep communicative disorder?
After he goes back tonight, he has another topic to write on.
Shengjing looked at his watch. For this visit, he had less than 45 minutes left to stay.
After the 45 minutes, he was about to leave again.
And after that, Lu Yan, he never had a chance to see him again.
And he himself, the time he stayed in this world, also crossed another day.
At this moment, Shengjing suddenly wanted to give up on himself.
He looked at Lu Yan, and the young man was still looking at him calmly, with one eyebrow raised, and even showed great interest.
Sheng Jing also imitated him, raised his eyebrows, and relaxed his body, no longer tense like before.
He cleared his throat to release his tense voice, and raised his voice, showing that he was in a good mood now.
He asked Lu Yan: "You secretly set up surveillance here. After the people above find out, aren't you afraid that they will take action?"
Lu Yan shrugged, completely indifferent: "So what, I always have to make sure that the place where I sleep is safe enough."
There are so many people outside patrolling back and forth every day, you say you can't sleep here safely?
Sheng Jing also shrugged his shoulders and didn't care about him: "You just need to be careful, don't accidentally play too big."
Lu Yan stared at him, showing great curiosity.
He was a little puzzled, as if he had just met Shengjing for the first time today: "Hey, tell me, why are you different from before?"
In the past, no matter what was wrong, you would pretend to be a good doctor, no matter if it was true or not, now I just tested you, why did you stop pretending immediately?
Stop playing?
"Hey Shengjing, don't you get angry? I didn't say anything when you tried me so many times before. Now it's the first time I've tried you, so you're angry? You're too stingy!"
After he finished speaking, he felt a little annoyed.Lu Yan came to this jurisdiction since he was in his teens. For so many years, the person he has come into contact with the most is Shengjing. Even though he showed concern for him because of his work, in Lu Yan's heart, he still regards Shengjing as a person. friends.
friend?
Lu Yan blinked, not only once in the novel, he saw that every hero and heroine had a very reliable friend by their side, and he used to be very envious.
friend?He and Shengjing?
"The purpose of your coming here today is to treat me? Didn't you say that my attending physician is about to change?"
Besides, you didn't do anything in the treatment, so the two of us talking nonsense is also a kind of treatment?
"Is it because you are too unprofessional and the higher-ups are not satisfied with the treatment effect?"
Sheng Jing smiled, very indifferent to him questioning his professional level.
"Xiao Zan, you made a mistake. You went to report it today, but you still treat yourself as a patient? If you don't change your mentality, then no matter how many attending physicians you change, the treatment results will be the same."
"I had to be transferred because of my own affairs. If I get through this twists and turns smoothly, then the next person who will supervise your emotional direction may be me."
"Although I feel terrified every time I get along with you, Xiao Zhan, I have to admit that you have recovered very well in the past few years."
"These few years?"
Lu Yan also smiled, showing that cunning, triumphant smile again.
"Because I also have dreams that I want to fulfill!"
"Which novel did you learn this from?"
"You can't control it!"
He turned his gaze back and looked back at the computer.At this time, the program pauses, and Lu Yan needs to enter the next execution password.Lu Yan asked Sheng Jing: "What is the owner of the license plate you are looking for?"
Shengjing said, "Nothing, I just want to clarify some things."
"Oh."
He asked him again: "How do you feel about leaving here?"
Lu Yan replied: "Very good."
"What about reporting? I heard that it is an institution directly under the highest authority, which is amazing."
Lu Yan also curled his lips disapprovingly: "What's the matter, anyway, it's not just playing computer. I just want Brother Yan to come to me quickly, and it doesn't matter."
"Huh? You didn't contact him?"
Lu Yan: "Huh? Your suggestion is good."
"..."
The calculation of the computer stops again and pops up
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